Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 401 What Is Normal?

Zhao Bai'an returned to 605, and heard a strange noise as soon as he entered the room.

"Pa-ta, pa-ta! Pa-ta, pa-ta!"

The voice was somewhat familiar, but it seemed different from usual. Zhao Bai'an looked towards the source of the voice and found Gao Yanran frantically typing on the keyboard in the dormitory alone.

Zhao Bai'an felt strange for a while, what happened to Gao Yanran?Basically, I have never seen her have such an attitude towards her beloved electronic products before. In normal times, if Zhao Bai'an was typing on the keyboard like this, Gao Yanran would have said that to her long ago.

Zhao Bai'an walked to Gao Yanran's side, but Gao Yanran didn't notice her.

Zhao Bai'an said: "Xiao Ran?"

Gao Yanran still didn't respond to her, but Zhao Bai'an didn't feel embarrassed either, after all, it was commonplace.

She didn't think much about it, she only thought that Gao Yanran didn't greet her because she didn't hear her.

In fact, she did see a pair of earphones stuffed into Gao Yanran's ears.

Zhao Bai'an shrugged his shoulders, maybe this was also the reason why Gao Yanran didn't receive Yang Liuyiyi's call, it's just that he didn't hear it.

Ouch, Yang Liu Yiyi made such a fuss...

While complaining in his heart, Zhao Bai'an turned his head and walked towards the desk.

She sat down directly at the desk, and when she was bored, she took the reasoning book on the shelf and began to read it.

But after reading the book for a while, she suddenly felt a slight cry in her ears.

At first, Zhao Bai'an wasn't sure where the crying sound came from, but he felt a little strange, and even thought he was hallucinating, so he was slightly stunned.

But as the voice became stronger and stronger, she finally realized that the voice came from not far away from her.

Zhao Bai'an turned his head subconsciously, and it was obvious that the one who was crying was Gao Yanran.

Zhao Bai'an's complaints about Yang Liuyiyi disappeared in an instant, and she quickly put down the book and moved closer to Gao Yanran.

Gao Yanran's eyes were red and she was sobbing, it could be seen that she was very restrained.

Zhao Bai'an immediately felt a buzzing in her head, and she asked in a panic: "What's wrong, Xiao Ran? What happened?!"

Gao Yanran's body trembled, and only then did she realize that there was actually another person in the room. She turned around in embarrassment, and after seeing Zhao Bai'an, she tried to restrain her emotions and crying.

After gradually calming down, she said to Zhao Bai'an briefly: "I'm fine...don't worry."

After crying like this, how could Zhao Bai'an let Gao Yanran go easily, she knew that Gao Yanran was not telling the truth, so she asked the bottom line.

"Xiaoran, tell me the truth, what's going on? Don't make me worry. When did our sisters become different? If there is anything that needs my help, it's no problem. "

When Gao Yanran heard this, she couldn't hold back any longer, her lips trembling, and told the whole story.

It turned out that Gao Yanran discovered some strange behaviors of her boyfriend through some clues, so she couldn't help hacking into her boyfriend's computer in private, but unexpectedly found that he had already cheated mentally.

Gao Yanran also showed Zhao Bai'an some of the chat records she saw from the computer.

"Xiao An, she actually chatted so sweetly with another goddess she likes, and even asked the goddess' best friend for advice, hoping to catch up with the goddess."

"That best friend even asked my current girlfriend, what should I do, but he said that I was just a transition period, I was just a spare tire, and I couldn't compare to a goddess at all!"

As she was talking, Gao Yanran couldn't help but choked up again. She didn't finish the sentence, but she couldn't continue.

There are some other things that she finds difficult to say, and she speaks intermittently.

After Zhao Bai'an heard it, she felt incredible, but the first thing that flashed in her heart was, did not expect Gao Yanran to really like that senior?

But no matter what, although she is not love, she still pours her blood into it, so she will naturally feel extremely lost.What's more, this is Gao Yanran's first step forward!

After listening to everything Gao Yanran said, Zhao Bai'an became very angry after being surprised. Although she might be calmer if she encountered such a thing herself, she is not very willing to accept that her friend suffers.

But she was still sane, so she asked Gao Yanran how she usually gets along with her boyfriend.

Gao Yanran responded with sobs: "The two of us usually don't talk too much. The way we get along... is still humble and polite. He respects me very much, and I respect him very much, which makes me feel more comfortable."

"Oh my God!" Zhao Bai'an couldn't help exclaiming, until now she realized that Gao Yanran and her boyfriend were in a mode of respecting each other as guests.

This made Zhao Bai'an a little curious, since Gao Yanran's performance at this time should not be like what she described, but... She thought that she and Chen Yudi were not romantic enough, but she didn't expect Gao Yanran Yanran is even better than her.

"Could it be that the senior didn't engage in some small romance from time to time, or didn't you two want to have further contact?" Zhao Bai'an continued to ask.

Gao Yanran thought for a while: "Occasionally, the senior will create some small surprises for me. Sometimes he will hint that I want to get closer. But I hate too much contact, so I have three chapters with him, but occasionally We will also hold hands when we are together... But recently his little surprise seems to have become a thing of the past..."

Zhao Bai'an understood now, one is that Gao Yanran seems to really like this senior, after all, holding hands, especially with men, is really a big deal for Gao Yanran.

But the other thing is that it is not difficult to understand why the senior would have such a situation. After all, he is just a college student who is in the midst of adolescent hormones.

Therefore, the concepts of the two are different. Temporary compromising cannot solve the problem. Sooner or later, the problem of being suppressed will explode.

Therefore, in fact, the relationship between Gao Yanran and the senior is almost impossible to recover.

Knowing this, all Zhao Bai'an can do is clumsy comfort and rational sorting out of emotions.

"Xiaoran, generally speaking, caring about a person is like having more contact, but you are on the contrary. This is your way of life, so there is no need to force changes, but you must also allow others to not accept it, whether it is superficial or hidden. I don't accept it in my heart."

After Gao Yanran heard Zhao Bai'an's words, she didn't react in time. She had already started to think that her boyfriend was pretty good, but why did she have to encounter such a thing?

Obviously, I finally started to have the idea that boys are actually good, and I started to feel a little confident and hopeful, but there was such a blow all of a sudden, why should I do this?

Zhao Bai'an understood the grievance in Gao Yanran's heart, and continued.

"Actually, you don't need to force yourself to do anything at all. Don't force yourself to discover and accept something."

"If you don't change anything, rejecting transitional touch, rejecting men, even rejecting humans, it's not a bad thing."

"Xiaoran, you don't need to change anything by force. You are a good and complete you now. There is no need to be 'normal' in order to become 'normal'."

"Even if you choose to be with girls, or live alone all your life, so what? This is not a beautiful life. You can live a wonderful life no matter what, it depends on what you think."

"Xiaoran, I will always support you."

After Zhao Bai'an finished speaking, he just patted Gao Yanran's shoulder, and then returned to his seat.

　What is normal?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)