Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 398

Maybe... maybe this is for me to accept?

It is irresistible.

Zhao Bai'an finally chose to accept her fate, she no longer did those unnecessary things, but slowly walked towards Mori Mountain with a mentality of what comes and goes.

At first, she just mustered up the courage to go forward and say something, but when she got closer, she found that Mori Shan was squatting beside a kitten, feeding the kitten seriously.

Faced with such a situation, Zhao Bai'an was suddenly embarrassed to disturb her, she chose to be a bystander like before, and stood quietly by the side.

As time passed by, Mori Shan was immersed in his own world, and he didn't realize that Zhao Bai'an was behind him at all.

His whole mind is on the kitten in front of him. Sometimes he smiles, sometimes talks to himself, and sometimes like an ambassador of love, he keeps stroking the kitten.

And Zhao Bai'an was quietly accompanying her all the time, and she felt the youthful heartbeat again.

Looking at Mori Shan's angelic smile, she gradually sank into an indescribable emotion.

The feeling deep in her heart seemed to be getting stronger and stronger, making her more and more unbearable, and at the same time accompanied by an indescribable discomfort and shortness of breath.

In this situation, Zhao Bai'an bent down involuntarily just like before.

She originally wanted to take a temporary buffer, but she didn't expect the scene in front of her to change rapidly again.

Coming to the classroom again, the only person Zhao Bai'an saw clearly was Mori Shan, and this time Mori Shan was with his friends.

He was smiling all over his face, talking and laughing with his friends, completely changed from his usual appearance.

Sunny and gentle.

Zhao Bai'an was a little dumbfounded, in her impression, this is extremely rare.

At this moment, she couldn't help re-examining Moriyama deep in her heart. She really hoped that Moriyama would always maintain such an extremely comfortable state.

It's just that as soon as this thought passed, the bell for the end of get out of class suddenly rang.

The classmates rushed out, and finally only Moriyama was left.

As before, Zhao Bai'an didn't pay attention to him deliberately, but couldn't look away.

After a chaotic scene, she couldn't help but fix her eyes on Mori Shan again.

Mori Shan still sat in the same position as before, and his whole person returned to indifference and indifference.

Looking at him like that, Zhao Bai'an felt a little confused for a moment.

She wasn't sure if the scene she saw just now was real.

Moriyama again automatically isolated himself from the surrounding environment, and he just stayed quietly in his seat and read a book.The temperament displayed by the whole person is like that of a practitioner outside Fang Wai.

Untouched by the mundane world, independent of one place, although in the world, he lived out an artistic conception that shouldn't be there.

Zhao Bai'an was stunned. Although Moriyama was not a perfect person in her eyes, although she could clearly see his shortcomings, there was always a latent voice deep in her heart, which kept summing up for her. Just now I saw all the excellent qualities displayed by Moriyama.

This quality, like a lotus flower reflected in the lake, miraculously bloomed a brilliant beauty in her heart.

Everything should have been peaceful and peaceful, but such a scene is like a flash in the pan.

When Zhao Bai'an was intoxicated, Teacher Xu walked in at some point with an angry face.

Before Zhao Bai'an understood what was going on, Teacher Xu walked up to Mori Shan, and growled defenselessly: "Mori Shan, why didn't you sign up for the class's individual show competition?"

Moriyama didn't show any expression. He still had the same indifferent attitude for thousands of years, and responded: "Teacher, I don't want to sign up. It will delay my study like that. I just want to study hard."

Teacher Xu was completely irritated. If the voice was at four degrees just now, it is now at sixteen degrees.

"Moriyama, you are a student, and your mother also wants you to participate. Isn't it good to win honor for the class!"

Faced with the teacher's censure and attitude, Mori Shan suddenly became upset, and a wave of anger rose in his heart.

Then he unceremoniously took back the teacher's words: "Mr. Xu, if I remember correctly, the solo show competition in the class is voluntary, right? Also, this matter has nothing to do with my mother, just discuss the matter as it is. Don't involve her in this!"

Teacher Xu froze in place. She originally had some hopes for Moriyama, but at this moment she suddenly felt that she had been completely let down.

She knew that although Moriyama was a bit out of place, he was a good boy after all, and his mother was her colleague, so she would have an extra layer of care in her heart.

But today, she was so reproached in public, as a teacher, it was really embarrassing.

She felt that she seemed to be unable to see people in an instant, and all her previous views on Moriyama collapsed like a building at this moment.

There was a look of helplessness on Mr. Xu's face, and he suddenly felt that his behavior seemed a bit redundant. What's the point of forcing others to make things difficult?

So she didn't say another word to Mori Shan, she just pursed her lips and turned her head to leave.

Zhao Bai'an, who had been watching from the sidelines, seemed particularly surprised at this time.

The sudden event is like an advertisement when watching TV, although it is short, it can point out the key point of the matter.

Although she didn't have many emotions like Teacher Xu, she was indeed unexpected.

To be precise, she saw another unusual side of Moriyama again. She didn't hate or like it, but felt that she had a deeper understanding of Moriyama.

Suddenly, the voice hidden in Zhao Bai'an's heart reappeared again, and began to knock on every sensitive nerve of Zhao Bai'an.

Moriyama's every frown and smile, every subtle movement, kept flashing in her heart.

Zhao Bai'an only felt that his heart was beating faster and faster, and when he looked at Senshan again, a red glow appeared on his face unconsciously.

She had an indescribable feeling, that heartache spread again, accompanied by tension and apprehension.

For this feeling, she is a little uncertain, a little strange and a little confusing, but it is indeed very greedy.

At this moment, she even felt that the little pain in her heart had turned into a sweet taste.

Even the unbearable feeling she had before had unknowingly turned into a unique enjoyment.

She is now like a pursuer, and all eyes can't leave Moriyama's side.

There seemed to be an inexplicable attraction to him, which made her lose herself in her own emotions again.

Zhao Bai'an felt that all her sensory nerves were gradually freezing at this moment, and the scene in her eyes began to shrink little by little.

From blurry to blurry, it gradually became dim and disappeared, and finally only Moriyama was left in her eyes.

Not only did Moriyama's figure not disappear like the surrounding scene, but it became clearer and clearer.

Zhao Bai'an saw through herself in an instant, she fell in love with Mori Shan.

It turned out that when she discovered that Moriyama had many advantages, she was already moved.

It turned out that that feeling was inadvertently deeply rooted in people's hearts, but unfortunately she didn't know it, and by the time she realized it, she couldn't look away.

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an really realized what liking is. She knew very well that this was the feeling of liking, which she had never experienced before. The feeling of liking.

This feeling is very sweet, so sweet that she can forget all her troubles, so sweet that she can ignore everything in the world.

Zhao Bai'an was caught in this feeling, and couldn't help walking towards Morishan.

But at this moment, Moriyama suddenly disappeared inexplicably.

(End of this chapter)