Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 373
When he returned to the dormitory, Zhao Bai'an sat lonely on the chair next to the desk, quietly savoring the loneliness and loss, and completely lost his anger.

At this moment, the words Gao Yanran and Yang Liu Yiyi said to her suddenly sounded in her ears.

Zhao Bai'an frowned, could it be that it was because he showed his concern first that he got Chen Yudi's indifference in the end?

No, not right.

She could feel Chen Yudi's sincerity when he confessed, and he could also feel his sincerity when he apologized, but why...why did she have to be so indifferent to herself even though she liked her?
Maybe it's because I don't like it the most...Although I like it, there are more important things.

Thinking about it, Zhao Bai'an inexplicably sank into extremely depressed emotions. She lay quietly on the table and buried her face in her arms. She didn't want to think, but she had to think.

I don't know how long it took, but when she was in a daze, her cell phone rang suddenly.

Zhao Bai'an suddenly raised his head, only to realize that she had been sitting on a chair until the evening without realizing it. Although she hadn't eaten anything, she was miraculously not hungry.

The ringing continued. Zhao Bai'an took the phone and connected it directly. Chen Yudi's voice slowly came from the phone: "Bai An, I'm sorry, I just saw you calling me."

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. She mocked herself indifferently: "Oh, Chen Yudi, do you think it's funny? I called you in the morning, and I didn't receive your call back until evening."

Chen Yudi on the phone heard something wrong with Zhao Bai'an's emotions, and he quickly explained: "Ah Bai'an, I have been in the laboratory all day today, I have been immersed in the experiment, the phone is on silent, you know, I have not look."

laboratory?
Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but a surge of anger ignited in her heart. She was a little angry, because the laboratory she went to first today clearly saw that the door was locked!And through Yang Zichen's words, it can be confirmed that the innovation laboratory is closed today!
Thinking of this, Zhao Bai'an couldn't bear it anymore, but the more angry she was, the colder her tone became: "Don't lie to me, the laboratory is obviously on holiday today, and I saw that the door is locked."

Chen Yudi was taken aback on the other end of the phone: "Ah, have you come to the laboratory?"

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an's heart was completely agitated and there was no place to rest, and the anger in her heart was burning more and more vigorously.

Zhao Bai'an deliberately said with something in his words: "Yes, I shouldn't go to the laboratory, so that your lies will not be exposed!"

The more Chen Yudi listened, the more he felt that something was wrong. He quickly told the whole story on the phone: "Bai An Bai An, listen to me, I am indeed in the laboratory today, but I am the only one there."

"I have an experiment that has never been successful. The laboratory was closed during the May Day holiday, but I begged the teacher to give me the key. I took the key to open the door and entered the laboratory. Later, in order not to disturb others, I directly Lock the door of the laboratory, I may be in the blind spot when you come, I really didn't know you came!"

After hearing the whole story, Zhao Bai'an was secretly surprised. The anger in her heart dissipated a lot, but her depressed mood never got better. Now she felt like knocking over a bottle of five flavors in her heart, and there was a feeling that she couldn't even describe.

When Zhao Bai'an thought about everything she experienced today, she instantly felt insecure. Her empty heart made her feel depressed all day long, and it was the same at this moment.

But in the final analysis, today at least she wanted to celebrate Chen Yudi's birthday a few days earlier, so she slowly suppressed her loss, and then asked Chen Yudi to meet at the lovers' channel.

Chen Yudi naturally agreed.

Zhao Bai'an didn't say anything more, after hanging up the phone, he went with the gift.

This time Chen Yudi probably knew he was wrong, but he got there first.As soon as he saw Zhao Bai'an, he immediately apologized again for what happened just now: "Bai'an, I'm sorry, don't be angry."

Zhao Bai'an had no choice but to accept the apology, but she still complained unsatisfactorily: "No matter what, you shouldn't go to the laboratory without telling me anything, and just stay like this for a day No reply."

When she said this, she actually hoped to get a little comfort in her heart, but she didn't expect Chen Yudi's answer to be: "Bai An, I admit that it was wrong not to answer your call today, but I feel that my actions today are no different from usual. I don't understand why you're so upset."

The heart that Zhao Bai'an had expected was once again lost at this moment. She didn't expect anything anymore, but handed the gift in her arms to Chen Yudi with a lonely expression, and wished him a happy birthday.

It was only then that Chen Yudi realized that his birthday was coming soon, and he was so busy that he forgot the date.

He was like waking up from a big dream, but he wanted to reach out to take the presents, but he missed any of them and took them off.

Zhao Bai'an's eyes narrowed sharply, and his trembling hands immediately stretched out, but they couldn't stop its fate from falling to the ground.

Chen Yudi squatted down immediately, quickly picked up the gift, and then checked it carefully. After finding that the gift was not damaged, he casually put it in the schoolbag he was carrying.

After the whole movement, it seems a bit too casual.

Zhao Bai'an's eyes dimmed, and the anticipation and longing in the morning were completely extinguished at this moment.

But Chen Yudi didn't notice any changes in her. He had always treated Zhao Bai'an's actions today with a normal heart, and of course he didn't know that the gift in his hand was made by Zhao Bai'an himself.

At this moment, his brain was in a shutdown state, and he was naturally very tired after a day's work, so there was nothing left to talk about.

But Zhao Bai'an didn't feel anything anymore, he was already disappointed to the end, so there was nothing he couldn't bear.

However, the only thing she regrets is that she doesn't know much about Chen Yudi's recent changes.

"Yu Di, why don't we walk around the campus and have a chat?" Zhao Bai'an suggested.

"Ah Bai'an, I feel so tired, shall we go back to the dormitory? By the way, thank you for your gift."

Zhao Bai'an curled his lips, but had no choice but to compromise: "Then how about I take you back to the dormitory and chat on the way?"

Chen Yudi nodded.

However, the two of them were walking back to bed, Zhao Bai'an had prepared a lot of words, but in the end he didn't say a word.

When they reached the door of the dormitory, Zhao Bai'an mustered up the courage to speak, but found that it was too late.

Chen Yudi hurriedly said goodbye to Zhao Bai'an, and then walked wearily towards the dormitory building.

Zhao Bai'an stood at the door of the dormitory, and didn't leave until Chen Yudi was out of sight, but...Chen Yudi didn't look back the whole time.

In the silent night sky and the quiet school path, Zhao Bai'an walked on it alone with his head bowed.

A figure was walking towards him, he couldn't see clearly in the darkness, just like an ordinary person passing by.

But when the two passed each other, the moonlight shone through the clouds, it was... Moriyama? !

Zhao Bai'an hurriedly turned his head with palpitations, the back... was familiar but strange, similar but felt different.

Confused and confused, she felt that that person was Moriyama, but she also felt that it was not.

After all, Zhao Bai'an still didn't go forward, but watched such a figure go away in the darkness with only moonlight.

　This is the end of the short No.11 volume. It can be said to be a node, so it will be a separate volume.

　　Volume No.12 will be released tomorrow, thank you for reading~
　　
　
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