Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 325 Friends' Support

After Zhao Bai'an figured it out, her gloomy mood instantly became much lighter. She straightened up from her seat, and solemnly said to the two friends who were worried about herself: "I've decided, I want to speak out, on Christmas day festival day."

Ou Sijia applauded and shouted: "Xiao An, I support you!"

Zhao Bai'an nodded happily. After her depressed mood was swept away, she finally returned to normal. She sat at the table and ate the delicacies from the stall with everyone.

During the meal, everyone's topic still revolved around Zhao Bai'an.

"Xiaobai, how do you want to express your love?" Ou Sijia asked while eating fried skewers and drinking soda.

Zhao Bai'an was a bit stumped by the question. She just made a decision just now, and it can even be said that she was a little hasty. As for the details, she really didn't think much about it.

Ou Sijia and Long Jingshan who were on the side saw this state and knew that Zhao Bai'an had fallen into thinking again.

As good friends, of course they can't stand idly by this time.

Although the two of them didn't make an agreement in advance, they started to give Zhao Bai'an an idea with a tacit understanding.

Long Jingshan scratched his head and said, "Xiaobai, if you ask me, you might as well invite him to a romantic place, and then use the scene to make love."

As soon as he finished his words, Ou Sijia strongly opposed her. Her thoughts were quite different from Long Jingshan's. Perhaps because she was also a girl, her thoughts were simpler. She suggested: "Xiaobai, I think you are not as good as Sending a gift that can show his heart, and it is almost Christmas, giving gifts is a very common thing, and he has no reason not to accept it."

Zhao Bai'an's eyes lit up, she was more inclined to O Sijia's thoughts in her heart, and what she wanted to express was only her own heart, and she didn't need the other party's response.

But Zhao Bai'an thought about it in her heart, and another question came to her mind again, she followed Oscarlet's words and asked: "Scarlett, do you have any good suggestions about gifts?"

Ou Sijia didn't respond right away this time, she was silent for a while, and then said to Zhao Bai'an embarrassedly: "Xiaobai, you know that I have never been in a relationship, you have to figure out how to do this!"

Zhao Bai'an nodded to express his understanding, but he also seemed a little helpless. Although she hadn't given gifts to boys before, it seemed that she didn't know Moriyama that deeply.

She was silent for a while, and then holding her last hope, she raised her head and cast a look of pleading help at Long Jingshan.

But Long Jingshan actually gave her a helpless expression, and then shrugged his shoulders.

Zhao Bai'an really wanted to ask other people's heart this time, she frowned and began to think about it.

After thinking for a long time, she decided to give something she made by herself, so that it would be meaningful.

She has liked Moriyama for a long time, and has been secretly in love with him for a long time.

She knew that although Moriyama appeared indifferent and cold on the surface, he was actually delicate and gentle in his heart.

She would see him helping the little cat on the way home from school before, and although she watched from a distance, that kind of gentleness almost melted her heart.

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help showing a happy smile on his face.

Long Jingshan and Ou Sijia watched from the side and laughed to themselves, and the two of them felt a little playful at the moment.

They put their heads close to Zhao Bai'an's side, pinched left and right, and called out to her ear together: "Xiao Bai!"

Zhao Bai'an was taken aback, she almost jumped from the chair to the ground.

When she reacted, just when she was about to get angry, the two gave her a cheering gesture and a flattering smile.

Zhao Bai'an felt like his throat was stuck in an apple core, but he had to swallow it when he wanted to have an attack.

In the end, she had no choice but to sit back on the chair again, while Long Jingshan and Ou Sijia smiled at each other, and then they started the gossip mode on the left and right sides of Zhao Bai'an.

"Xiaobai, in fact, I think you don't have to be so nervous about this matter. You can treat it as a game you haven't played before. Although it's mysterious, maybe you can meet a super boss."

"Xiaobai, in fact, I think what Jingshan said is quite right. The topic of love is like a game. It depends on how you play. Maybe when you confess your love to Morishan, he will tell you that he has liked you for a long time gone."

"Don't look at him like he usually is, maybe he just likes to hide all his mental activities in his heart, and he might tremble when you say it!"

Zhao Bai'an raised his head and smiled briefly at the two of them, but didn't say anything.

And after the two long-winded people didn't get any response, they also felt dull.

They gave up their lobbying, returned to their original seats, and slowly ate the food on the table.

After the two had a feast, the sky gradually darkened, and the three of them left together from the small vendor, and then came to the station together.

The three said goodbye to each other, Ou Sijia boarded the bus, and waved goodbye to her friends; Long Jingshan continued on; Zhao Bai'an walked to the gate of the nearby community as usual, and then embarked on her own 10-minute journey.

The apartment building where his home is located is getting closer and closer, and the scenery in front of him is slowly changing back and forth with his footsteps, and Zhao Bai'an's heart drifts away.

It's always been like this recently, no, it's been like this for a long time, and she can't help but think of all the things with Moriyama in her mind, as well as the help and encouragement Moriyama gave her last time because she was punished for running.

Zhao Bai'an couldn't help feeling warm in his heart every time he went back to the words of cheering Mori Shan to her at the beginning.

Suddenly, she thought of a sentence inexplicably: Everyone said that love is a donut.

But she felt that if she had to use such a metaphor, now this is still a piece of unbaked donut. Although there is sweetness in the middle, the process is uneasy and anxious, wrapped in an indescribable kind of trembling, which makes your whole heart feel uncomfortable. It's like a car driving on a mountain.

Although it seems to be stable, it has gone through all kinds of hardships under its feet and stepped on all kinds of stones.

She is not a person who is worried and fantasizing, but her unconventional brain is out of control, and she is thinking about Moriyama all the time.

Moriyama is like a mark imprinted in her mind, lingering and indelible.

The strange thing is that this feeling actually reminded her of a certain action of the other party, even a smile.

Just when her heart was in turmoil, a piece of news suddenly popped up in her brain like a reminder - Moriyama's birthday is the month before Christmas, why not...

Her thoughts turned back to the gift again, Zhao Bai'an stopped the random thinking in his brain, and began to seriously consider what kind of gift he should give Morishan that day.

(End of this chapter)