Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 264 Strange Girl
Zhao Bai'an observed from the side that the girl didn't seem to speak much, and there were some children around her size who greeted her.On the other hand, the girl looks like she is unwilling to talk to others and rejects others thousands of miles away.

Looking at the girl, Zhao Bai'an felt very strange, because the girl's age seemed to be in the fourth and fifth grades of elementary school, which should be the time when she was lively and cheerful, and loved to make friends.

But there was an incomprehensible emotion in the girl's eyes.

Zhao Bai'an didn't know why, when he looked at the girl in front of him, he always had a feeling of deja vu, but he couldn't tell.

The girl's eyes didn't have much lively brilliance. Zhao Bai'an was curious about the emotion in the girl's eyes. Anyway, she couldn't leave the room at this time, so she planned to approach the girl slowly. When the time comes, talk to the girl and say hello.She also wanted to take this opportunity to ask the girl why her mood was like this, but when she remembered the state she was in just now, all thoughts were instantly cancelled.

Presumably her state does not allow contact with anyone, so she chose to stand still and observe quietly.

Time passed bit by bit, and everyone at the party was enthusiastically talking about various topics, ranging from astronomy and geography to family trifles.From the children's various studies, to the firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, various topics have become the center of communication after gossip.

Adults of different age groups sat in different circles. Although they were all on a big table, they were divided into several factions.

As a bystander, Zhao Bai'an stayed on the sidelines and watched quietly. This kind of family gathering is almost the same scene. At most, the cuisines of different regions are somewhat different, but the topics of conversation are always so similar.

In fact, she is not interested in what these adults are talking about, and her attention is still on the girl who is a bit out of place.She glanced at the girl from time to time, and she found that the girl hadn't really integrated into the center of this family gathering from beginning to end, and she had been sitting in a corner all the time.

The girl's appearance formed a sharp contrast with the current atmosphere. The elders in the family gathering seemed very happy.But she didn't look very happy, even a little scared.

Zhao Bai'an wondered inwardly, suddenly she found that the girl stood up from the stool and began to move towards her.

She was in a daze for a moment, not sure if she was integrated into their space.

She was also not sure if the girl really saw her, or if it was just a coincidence, the girl walked towards this side.

Zhao Bai'an fell into deep confusion. The girl suddenly stood in front of her at some point: "Sister, what are you doing? Why do you keep looking at me?"

As soon as the little girl opened her mouth, Zhao Bai'an realized that her age was a little younger than he guessed, maybe it was because her taller height than her peers made her look older, but her immature voice couldn't be hidden at this moment.

Zhao Bai'an subconsciously asked the girl: "Little sister, can you see me?"

The girl asked strangely: "Sister, why do you ask that? Why can't I see you?"

The moment Zhao Bai'an was asked by the girl, she didn't know how to answer. She was at a loss for words for a while, and it seemed that she was even more strange in this space than the girl. In desperation, she had to change the subject.

Zhao Bai'an casually asked the girl: "little sister, why don't you sit with everyone? There are many children there, don't you want to play with them?"

Zhao Bai'an's words were actually unintentional. She asked this out of an instinctive psychological curiosity or just a dialogue skill for children. She didn't think about anything.

But the girl's complexion suddenly changed dramatically. Originally, she was unhappy and slightly melancholy, but suddenly it became cloudy.

Looking at it from the side, Zhao Bai'an found it unbelievable, the child's face changed even faster than the weather in June.

Looking at the girl in front of her, she secretly guessed that there must be a story about this girl that she didn't know.

Zhao Bai'an is not usually a gossip person, but at this time she had a sense of mission, she stretched out her hand and gently took the girl's hand, the girl was stunned for a moment, but But did not refuse.

Zhao Bai'an looked inside the room, and spotted a quiet place at the corner of the living room.

She took the girl to that place slowly, found two stools, and sat down face to face with the girl. After making sure that the surroundings were quiet enough, she repeated the old saying: "Little sister, what are you upset about?" , or depressed things, you can share them with your sister, and I am willing to be your audience."

The girl was silent for a while, frowned, and then slowly said: "I don't like family dinners, I don't like these uncles. And as long as the adults get together, they will always talk about the results between our children, and I My parents always like to compare me with others..."

"Sister, do you know? After every family dinner, my parents will enroll me in an interest class. They never ask me what I like. They always go to see what other children learn, but I don't What to learn!"

After hearing this, Zhao Bai'an finally understood why the girl was unhappy, and she couldn't help but recall her childhood.

Indeed, what the girl said is something that almost all children of the same age will experience. In fact, she was like this when she was young.

At that time, although the adults were not as serious as the girl said, they couldn't help comparing their children with the children of neighbors and friends. Interest classes, there will be another competition at that time, and if you don't participate, you will seem to be behind the others.

The parents seemed to be bewildered, and their concern for their children was only on the comparison of grades.

What impressed Zhao Bai'an the most was that once when she was young, she even learned the records of six subjects in one day.She was just nine years old at that time, and it seemed that there was not much difference between the age of the girl now.Fortunately, her grades have always been very good, especially after primary school, so since then, she has never taken interest classes or cram schools since junior high school.

Looking back on Zhao Bai'an until now, for her at that time, it was a nightmare that was difficult to get rid of and get rid of.

Perhaps it is also because of this that Zhao Bai'an now rejects sports and this feeling of running around.

She felt a sense of sympathy for the girl in front of her, and a thought flashed through her mind.

Zhao Bai'an looked at the scenery outside the window, green grass and blue sky, laughter, birds chirping, butterflies flying around.Although it seems to be very lively, it is completely different from the excitement inside the house.

She took the girl's hand again: "little sister, big sister will take you out for a walk and relax, okay?"

The joy and joy on the girl's face flashed, and there was a look of longing for freedom in her eyes, but it was quickly replaced by disappointment.

The girl responded to Zhao Bai'an: "But Mom and Dad won't let it go."

Zhao Bai'an said to the girl with a mysterious face: "Then let's do it secretly, shall we?"

The girl fell into silence, and Zhao Bai'an guessed in her heart that the girl might not trust herself, so she raised her hand to assure the girl.

"I'm not a bad person, I promise you, I will send you back intact and safe!"

The girl responded with a smile: "My sister is not, I just never do anything behind my parents' backs. I am a little scared and worried."

(End of this chapter)