Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 258 Talking

At this time, Zhao Bai'an was completely sure that his speculation was correct.

After all this became more certain, Zhao Bai'an stared at the monk even more sharply.

At this moment, the monk suddenly opened his eyes. He originally had very gentle eyes, but when he saw Zhao Bai'an, the monk's eyes suddenly shrank, and then changed from the gentleness just now to a very sharp look, which was serious. And terror, it seems, can kill.

Zhao Bai'an was startled, but before she could say anything, the monk looked away again, looked softly at the clerk standing beside him and said, "Go out first."

The clerk agreed gently, "Okay." Then he turned his head and left.

The room fell into a complete silence, and now only the monk and Zhao Bai'an were left, and the two finally began to formally look at each other.

"You are not her." The monk said four hoarse words, and his eyes became piercing again, even more shocking than before.

Zhao Bai'an couldn't help feeling tense, she didn't bother to complain about why this man's eyes could change so quickly, because the monk's eyes made her think of the day the clown killed the man, when he looked back through the window to meet her eyes .She lost her composure just now, and her heart beat wildly.

"You... Hello, I..." Zhao Bai'an stuttered a bit in the opening remarks, but she didn't want to behave so badly in front of the clown, so she stopped immediately, and then adjusted her breathing to calm down her heart.

Then she spoke again slowly and calmly, repeating the opening remarks: "Hello, my surname is Zhao, yes, I am not a female student back then, I just want to meet you in her name."

Zhao Bai'an actually knew that as soon as she entered the room, her lies would be seen through.After all, the clown has now become an octogenarian monk, and the female student is at least middle-aged.

But she didn't expect the boss to have such a fierce look in his eyes when he saw him, it can be said that he was caught off guard.

Zhao Bai'an met the monk's eyes, and explained: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't come to trouble you."

The monk's sharp eyes changed slightly, and then it was finally his turn to break the stagnant air: "What do you have to do with that female student? Is she your mother?"

In fact, lying is an excellent choice at this time, but Zhao Bai'an didn't have the slightest idea of ​​such a thing. At this moment, she just wanted to tell the monk the truth: "I have nothing to do with that female student at all."

When the monk heard what Zhao Bai'an said, he felt very strange. He didn't understand, since the person in front of him had nothing to do with the female student back then, why did he know that he was the clown back then?

Although he didn't think he did it seamlessly, no one has discovered it until today, and it has always been an unsolved case.And the only thing he didn't kill each other was the incident with the female student, which was also the last one.

The monk asked again strangely: "How do you know me?"

Facing the monk's questioning, Zhao Bai'an didn't have much intention to hide it, after all, this is the person concerned, and she just came here to read his past.

"I saw you in my dream, and then I saw the birthmark on your hand. I relived the events of that year with you in my dream. I killed a man first, then a woman, and then let it go. A schoolgirl."

After Zhao Bai'an summed up her dreams and told them all, she felt extremely relaxed.

A trace of surprise flashed in the monk's eyes, Zhao Bai'an laughed at himself in his heart, and explained: "I know, most people wouldn't believe what I said, in fact, I don't expect you to believe it, I just want to tell you that I didn't lie to you. "

The monk's eyes softened, and then Zhao Bai'an said, "I believe what you said."

This time it was Zhao Bai'an's turn to feel strange, and she asked again: "Do you really believe it?"

The monk responded in a calm tone: "I really believe that the world is so big, and there are clouds in the Buddha's words. There is a definite number for rebirth, and there is an arrangement for the origin and extinction."

Hearing such an explanation, Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt enlightened, but it seemed to be expected.She knew what she was doing was dangerous before she came, but it seemed feasible to her, so she did it.

She looked at the monk in front of her, and recalled the scene in her dream. If it wasn't for the same birthmark, no one would connect the two. They were too different.

"Why do you want to become a monk?" Before Zhao Bai'an came, she didn't think about what to ask, she just wanted to see the murderer in the past, the current innkeeper, see his mental state, and listen to his thoughts.

Facing Zhao Bai'an's question, the monk sighed. Instead of answering Zhao Bai'an's words directly, he asked Zhao Bai'an instead: "Why are you pretending to be that girl?"

Zhao Bai'an replied honestly: "I only said that I was a female student back then and wanted to meet you, so you would meet me, wouldn't you?"

The monk continued to ask Zhao Bai'an: "What's the matter?"

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an completely lost the fear she had just now, and she sat cross-legged facing the monk.The quaint room is full of Zen, and Zhao Bai'an's heart becomes very peaceful in such an environment.

The room fell into silence, and the two stopped talking. The monk saw that Zhao Bai'an didn't seem to be planning to speak, so he didn't ask any more questions, but closed his eyes quietly again, and meditated silently.

And Zhao Bai'an sat quietly on the side and sighed, the arrogant and laughing clown back then, and now this old man meditating silently, this is the charm of time, and also the magic of human beings.

For some reason, the two of them sat next to each other, and it felt like they were facing their old friends.She had been inside him, had felt his emotions.And he, since she explained it, has never shown any repulsion.

Zhao Bai'an suddenly realized that the clown hadn't answered her question just now, so she asked again: "Clown, why do you want to become a monk?"

Facing Zhao Bai'an's address, the monk was not angry, but accepted it calmly. He replied: "I have always had a problem that I can't understand."

Zhao Bai'an asked the monk back: "What's the problem?"

The monk replied: "How should good and evil be defined, between great good and great evil, and between beauty and ugliness? How should we thoroughly distinguish?"

When Zhao Bai'an heard such a philosophical question, she didn't know how to respond for a while.

After all, she doesn't have much experience. After thinking for a long time, she can only answer in a relatively obscure and ambiguous language: "I think the boundary between good and evil is like black and white. Everything is just the imagination of people's hearts."

What she said was a little unclear, in fact, even she herself didn't quite understand what she was talking about, it was so vague.

But she can't help it. Since ancient times, the topic of good and evil has never been one-size-fits-all. Zhao Bai'an feels that even the great men in the past may not be able to truly explain good and evil clearly.

After she finished speaking, she quietly watched the clown's response. The monk's expression was still relaxed. He didn't respond at all, but simply looked at Zhao Bai'an and smiled softly.His face was not good-looking, it was thin and withered, but Zhao Bai'an felt that at this moment, he was beautiful.

Zhao Bai'an also responded with a faint smile, and then slowly recalled the information Gao Yanran gave him before, and slowly said to the clown: "The female high school student back then is now middle-aged, and she really devoted her whole life to into charity.”

The monk heard that his expression was very pleased, and he took the prayer beads and said casually: "Amitabha."

Zhao Bai'an then asked the clown, this might be the last question she wanted to know: "Where are those severed organs?"

The monk frowned, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, which disappeared quickly, and then his brows relaxed, and he responded, "I have buried these beautiful things properly."

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