Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 255 Cleansing the Soul

Through the reflection of the female student's eyes, Zhao Bai'an had never seen such a cold smile, and then the clown said unabashedly: "Oh, it's not just a sin, it deserves death! Such a beautiful body, such a Good things shouldn't be filled with such filthy souls."

Zhao Bai'an felt all this passively, she couldn't read the clown's memory, but could only feel his emotions, so at this moment she was aroused with great curiosity, she was really curious about what this girl did.

Why on earth did the clown and the girl herself say she was a sinner?

She felt what the clown took for granted, and fell into deep confusion.

At this time, the clown approached the female student again. Through the calm eyes of the female student, Zhao Bai'an watched as the clown raised the knife again and stabbed it at the female student's left shoulder.

Unexpected, but as if it was reasonable, the female student endured it willingly. She didn't yell at the beginning, but just let out a muffled groan the moment the knife penetrated her body.

"Uh huh!" Just after this short sound, the female student actually expressed her gratitude to the clown this time, "Thank you...thank you!"

The clown was also taken aback, then let go of the handle holding the knife, leaving the knife on the female student's body.

And Zhao Bai'an, who felt the same way as the clown, was even more surprised, she didn't understand even more, and at the same time she was even more curious.

She was curious about what unforgivable thing this female student had done, and why she was willing to endure all of this. She was eager to know the truth of the matter.

Just when Zhao Bai'an was full of doubts, the female student actually pulled out the sharp knife on her body again with her own hands, and the blood rushed out. Even though the moonlight dimmed a bit, the female student's face turned paler.

And the clown watched so coldly the whole time, Zhao Bai'an wondered if the clown had picked the wrong person this time, because no matter how she looked at the female student, she didn't look like a villain who committed a heinous crime.

She was still a student after all, what would she do that was unforgivable?It's just unbelievable.

Zhao Bai'an felt compassion in an instant, she really wanted to get out of the clown's body, she really wanted to stand up and stop all this.But no matter how hard she tried, there was no way to leave. She was like an illusory soul. At this time, instead of finding the host, she was directly imprisoned.

But after this moment, Zhao Bai'an fully felt the certainty in the clown's heart, the certainty that he would never find the wrong person, and at the same time, the discomfort and anxiety caused by the confusion of beauty and ugliness.

However, Zhao Bai'an's doubts and anxiety have settled down.

The weak voice of the female student sounded again: "That's right, I'm dirty, I'm so dirty! I bullied others in junior high school, although I only thought it was fun at the time, but I later learned that it's called bullying..."

"She...she died, I only found out later."

When the female student said this, her peaceful mood suddenly surged.

She stood up from the ground suddenly, and then fell to the ground due to exhaustion, but she still yelled at the clown: "I didn't know that would cause such harm to people, I really didn't know, I really It's meant to be a joke."

"However... this is indeed caused by me, and I will admit it anyway. I have always regretted it and blamed myself, huh... But if you don't say anything, what if it's not?"

After the female student finished speaking, she began to laugh wantonly: "Hahahahahahahahahaha! I know, I should pay for my life, and this is the time!"

She seemed to be insane, but at the same time, she seemed to be trying to cover up something, so that people couldn't figure out what she was trying to do.She didn't seem to be afraid of death, but longed for it.

And Zhao Bai'an in the clown's body felt inexplicably tense, but this feeling was not spontaneous, she clearly knew that it came from the clown's self-awareness.

The clown yelled at the female student: "Shut up!"

As soon as the voice fell, the female student quickly shut her mouth tightly, as if a loudspeaker suddenly ran out of power.She returned to the loneliness she had just now, and at this moment, the clown looked at the female student, his heart skipped a beat, and then he said slowly: "I want to kill you because of your sins. You have a very beautiful body , very beautiful, I like it very much.”

"I am a product of being raped. I know what it means to be abandoned and what despair is. I have seen too much ugliness, so I yearn for beauty, and I can't bear the combination of beauty and filth."

"I do think your soul is dirty because you bully others. Let me tell you, it's not a joke, no matter your age, no matter who you are, no matter when, what you do is unforgivable. Your life is indeed owed on."

The clown narrated everything calmly, which seemed to be something he had never done before.After speaking, the clown picked up the knife that the female student had just thrown on the ground. The blood on the knife surface had dried up, while the red liquid was still flowing from the female student's shoulder due to her trembling.

The clown raised the knife high, and the female student calmly raised her head and closed her eyes.

The moonlight completely escaped from the clouds again, and the cold light flashed by. With a sound of "呲啦", the female student's clothes were cut from top to bottom, but she opened her eyes because of confusion.

no pain...

The unexpected pain hit...

The clown just cut the schoolgirl's clothes with a knife.

"You have remorse, so your soul is not so dirty. Although you deserve to die, but... maybe life is a more serious punishment for you than death."

After the clown finished speaking, he turned his head and left.

Zhao Bai'an was very surprised. After summarizing the previous two incidents, she did not expect things to turn around like this.

She also didn't expect that female students could escape like this.

But after she was surprised, she was still very happy for the female student, and at the same time felt lucky for the female student.

On the one hand, he was glad that the clown gave up killing the female students, and on the other hand, he was glad that he finally didn't have to face those horrible scenes.

Zhao Bai'an let go of the heart that was hanging just now, and her whole consciousness slowly relaxed.

Just then a strange thing happened, she fell out of the clown's body.

Zhao Bai'an touched his body happily, looking up, down, left, and right.

It happened so suddenly, she seemed a little flustered, and she inadvertently glanced at the place where she was standing just now when she was happy.

She suddenly discovered that the clown had returned at some point.

Her heart trembled, Zhao Bai'an was nervous this time, she secretly guessed in her heart, did the clown regret it?Did he come back and kill the female student again?

She was thinking like this, but the clown, like an adjudicator, said condescendingly to the female student: "The reason why I came back is to help you. Although you know to admit your mistake, the filth you used to be still exists. It’s impossible to pass so easily, although I won’t kill you, I want to help you cleanse the filth of your soul.”

"What do you want?" The female student showed strange eyes, but her expression and tone remained calm, "It's better to kill me."

The clown lowered his head and did not speak. He squatted down in front of the female student and looked at her at the same level.The female student met the clown's eyes and seemed to understand something. She stopped her words of begging for death.

The clown stretched out his hand and violently pulled away the girl student's clothes that had just been torn, and then pulled hard, the girl student's clothes fell off in response, she trembled and let out a low cry, and then the clown left.

The female student crossed her arms and curled up on the ground, her body trembling uncontrollably.

Seeing the appearance of the female student, Zhao Bai'an couldn't bear it.Seeing that the female student seemed to be muttering something to herself, she couldn't help but move closer.

"It turns out... so it feels like this..." the female student said.

Zhao Bai'an understood in an instant, and her heart also became cold and firm at this instant.

It was meaningless to stay here at this moment, she got up and caught up with the clown.

(End of this chapter)