Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 214 Just Said You Are Just Like Them

Zhao Bai'an didn't know why she suddenly felt sad, she looked at Chen Yudi who had kept her head down, and felt sad for him to change herself to adapt to the world.

"Chen Yudi!" Zhao Baian called out his full name sadly, "That's not the case, in fact, you have completely misunderstood the meaning of being in a group, you can have your own ideas, this is your usual behavior, just don't stand out too much gone."

"As long as you don't make them think you're different, it's fine. As long as...don't be too indifferent to people, don't stand out in things...you can...be ordinary..."

As Zhao Bai'an spoke, his heart became more and more sad.She clearly wanted to tell him just to be himself, but the more she said it, the more crooked she became.Why?Why is the world so harsh on people who are "different"?He's just smart, he's just a little colder about things, is that wrong?Is he going to be so ostracized?

And I was still teaching him something in order to make him fit in. Is it right for me to do this?There is nothing wrong with him, why kill his own character like this?Zhao Bai'an blamed herself extremely in her heart, and she felt painful for her helplessness and compromise.

But Chen Yudi listened, but asked Zhao Bai'an sincerely: "Really?"

Zhao Bai'an met his eyes. Before she could answer the question, Chen Yudi's eyes changed instantly.

What Zhao Bai'an saw was not the black and white eyes full of expectation, but many circles that kept rotating.

She felt as if she had been hypnotized, and she fainted uncontrollably.

When she woke up again, she saw the chaotic scene in the dormitory as usual.

Zhao Bai'an sat up slowly, such a dream made her feel a little headache, and at the same time the uncomfortable feeling in her heart was still lingering.

She got out of bed and wanted to say hello to the two roommates, but found that they were packing their luggage.

Zhao Bai'an fell into confusion for a moment: "What are you doing?"

Yang Liuyiyi turned her head, looked at Zhao Bai'an strangely and said, "Xiao An, what's wrong with you? Are you sleepy? It's the end of the semester now, let's pack up and go home!"

Zhao Bai'an finally got out of the sequelae of the dream, she shuddered violently, then rushed to the side of the calendar to check the date.

Sure enough, she had already marked it on the calendar, and today was the day to go home.

Zhao Bai'an was secretly distressed, she hadn't prepared anything, and seeing that her two roommates had packed their luggage, she was a little anxious.

But there is no way to be anxious, her interior is too messy, and now she has a lot of clothes to take home to change, not to mention that she hasn't packed her daily necessities.But fortunately, she is a local, so she doesn't need to take the plane or high-speed rail to go home. She just needs to take the bus and then change to the subway after tidying up.

After Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran finished cleaning up, they said goodbye to her.

"By the way, Xiaoran." Zhao Bai'an suddenly thought of something when his roommate arrived and left, "Is this the first time you have gone home since you entered freshman year?"

Gao Yanran was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Zhao Bai'an to ask about this, she didn't know what she thought of, her face changed slightly, and then she replied a little hastily: "It's nothing, just go back for a while, I'll be back next week. "

Then she slammed the bedroom door and left in a hurry. Both Zhao Bai'an and Yang Liu Yiyi didn't know, so they didn't know what switch Gao Yanran was triggered. This move didn't seem like she would do it normally.

"Ah! Car!" But Yang Liu Yiyi didn't have time to think too much, after glancing at the time on her phone, she yelled and ran away as well.

Perhaps Gao Yanran was in a hurry to hurry just now, Zhao Bai'an didn't think too much, but looked at the scene of the empty dormitory with a little distress, she didn't hesitate anymore, and hurriedly started to tidy up.

"Buzz...buzz..." The phone rang suddenly.

Zhao Bai'an picked it up and saw that it was her mother's phone call. She suddenly had a premonition in her heart.

Sure enough, as soon as the phone was connected, my mother's irritable voice rang from the phone: "Baby Zhao, when will you be back today? Do you want to eat anything?"

Zhao Bai'an looked at the time, she was tidying up at this speed, if she had to go home today, it might be midnight and the subway was out of service.

But she didn't dare to tell her mother that she forgot that today is the end of the semester, so she had to make up an excuse: "Mom, I have something to do at school today. It's a classmate dinner. I'll go back tomorrow!"

Mom's voice paused for a moment, then weakened a bit: "I haven't seen you for more than a month, and your classmates are together every day, why do you still have dinner together?"

Because Zhao Bai'an had a lot of things to do on weekends at school, she didn't go home very often, but she didn't want to hear her mother continue talking, maybe it was because conscious lying made her feel uncomfortable, so she quickly found a reason and hung up the phone: "Okay, mom, I won't tell you now, I haven't finished packing yet!"

She hung up the phone in a hurry, and then concentrated on cleaning up the housework. By the afternoon, she had packed half of her things.This busy work is really too tiring, so she plans to do it in the evening when there is still half of it.

She was lying on the bed alone and fiddled with her mobile phone. At this time, the atmosphere in the dormitory building seemed to have changed. It became quieter and deserted. Everyone left one after another, only a few "children" stayed behind.The whole building seems to be just an empty shell.

Chen Yudi's phone call came in suddenly, Zhao Bai'an was startled by the vibration, and quickly answered the phone.

Daily concerns came from the phone: "Bai An, what are you doing? You should be home soon, right?"

Zhao Bai'an complained to himself speechlessly: "Oh, I'm still in the dormitory."

"Ah what?" Chen Yudi seemed surprised.

Zhao Bai'an explained: "I haven't finished tidying up my things yet."

Chen Yudi fell silent on the phone, Zhao Baian fiddled with the phone strangely, only when the screen of the phone lit up did she realize that the other party had hung up the phone.

Zhao Bai'an was a little unhappy, she didn't like others hanging up on her phone so suddenly, it was really confusing.

She wanted to call back, but Chen Yudi beat him one step ahead and called back.

After answering the phone, Zhao Bai'an wanted to ask a few questions, but before she could speak, Chen Yudi took the lead and said, "Bai'an, come out, I'll wait for you at the door of the dormitory."

Zhao Bai'an was taken aback, she quickly got out of bed, got dressed quickly, got on the fast and empty elevator, and immediately ran to the door of the dormitory building.

Chen Yudi was waiting for her there, Zhao Baian was very surprised: "Why didn't you go home?"

Chen Yudi scratched her head, and said prevaricationly, "Ah, I have other things to do today, so I didn't go home."

In fact, he was waiting for Zhao Bai'an on purpose. He had already walked to the gate of the school with his luggage, and followed the big team on the journey home.

It's just that when he walked to the subway station, he met Yang Liuyiyi, and Yang Liuyiyi told Zhao Bai'an what was wrong in the morning before Zhao Bai'an.

He then turned back to the dormitory, put his luggage in the dormitory, and then called Zhao Bai'an, so he ran over to accompany Zhao Bai'an in such a timely manner.

And the reason why he didn't tell the truth was because he was afraid that Zhao Bai'an would feel embarrassed because he deliberately stayed to wait for her.

So he thinks it's better to tell a white lie, and he does have his own thoughts, he doesn't want to be separated from Zhao Bai'an, so naturally he can't let go of this golden opportunity.

Looking at Chen Yudi, Zhao Baian slowly turned from initial surprise to surprise. She was feeling lonely when he suddenly appeared like timely rain. She couldn't help smiling, then grabbed Chen Yudi's arm and said, "Great, luckily you If something happens, I will have a companion to accompany me."

Looking at the smile on Zhao Bai'an's face, Chen Yudi felt that everything he had done was worth it, and he offered to propose: "Then why don't we go out for a stroll together?"

Zhao Bai'an felt that it was still early anyway, and he would stay still, so he agreed without thinking about it.

The casual shopping together by the two of them made the feeling of being alone gradually fade away, and now she only has the joy and relaxation in front of her eyes.

As the evening approached, they felt a little tired, so they found an elegant place to have dinner together.

When the two were happy, suddenly they saw Yang Zichen and Wang Yichuan out of the corner of their eyes.

The four of them were a little surprised by this encounter, but they were quickly replaced by greeting each other, and they sat together.

Yang Zichen said unabashedly that she and Wang Yichuan actually left late on purpose, after all they couldn't see each other during the holidays, and they wanted to play again.

At the same time, she also asked Zhao Bai'an and Chen Yudi meaningfully.

Chen Yudi didn't speak, while Zhao Bai'an told the story of his order.Although Yang Zichen expressed his belief on the surface, his expression was a bit complicated, but Zhao Bai'an obviously didn't care, she shrugged her shoulders and didn't continue to say anything.

But Yang Zichen seemed extremely active, the matter of their agreement on a trip to Disney has been lingering in her mind.Her eyes were full of the young girl's expectation, and she immediately brought up the old story again: "Not much else to say, when are we going to Disney?"

Zhao Bai'an thought about it in her heart, she had to go home tomorrow, after all, she still had a lot of luggage, and at the same time, she believed that if other people didn't go back, maybe her parents would be in a hurry.

Fortunately, both Wang Yichuan and Yang Zichen were locals, and although Chen Yudi was out of town, they were very close, and the one-way trip only took two hours.So it's better for everyone to stay at home for two or three days, then contact each other and find a reason to come out to play.

Zhao Bai'an said his thoughts, and after the other three people thought about it carefully, they all felt that it made sense, so they agreed to meet again after seven days.

　The name of this chapter is actually a book, a very good book, but it makes me sad to read it, so I won’t recommend it here.

　　

(End of this chapter)