Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 187 Two Principles

The two were immersed in this delicious food, chatting while eating.

Time passed in a hurry, and in a blink of an eye, it was like a wind and clouds, and the two of them swept away all the food on the table.I have to say, this "apple" is really big, two people just ordered one portion, and they were all full.

After this meal, Chen Yudi found an excuse to leave the table for a while, he had his own plan.

He told Zhao Bai'an that he was going to the bathroom, but in fact, he went behind the bar and found the waiter who served them just now, and whispered to the waiter what he planned in his heart.

After he finished speaking, he quickly returned to the table, pretending that nothing happened, and waited for the waiter to bring the dessert.

Not long after, the "scrubbing" waiter came slowly, and there was indeed what Chen Yudi had just ordered next to the dessert.

He naturally picked up the rose next to the dessert, smiled slightly, and handed it to Zhao Bai'an.

Zhao Bai'an was slightly taken aback, she didn't think much about it, because after all the roses came with the dessert, she just thought that Chen Yudi borrowed flowers to present Buddha.

Zhao Bai'an took the rose, put it on the tip of her nose and smelled it, the aromatic smell let her know that the rose was definitely not a fake rose, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help sighing: "Enmu~ It smells so good!"

Then there was a look of joy and leisurely ease on his face.

Chen Yudi secretly brewed in his heart, facing this situation, he felt that today was a rare opportunity, it was time for him to express his feelings to Zhao Bai'an, if he missed today, he really didn't know when to speak more appropriately.

Chen Yudi put on an extremely serious expression on his face, and called softly: "Student Bai An?"

Zhao Bai'an agreed casually: "En? Is there anything wrong with Magician?"

Chen Yudi breathed out, and then said lightly: "Student Bai An, I like you."

Zhao Bai'an was playing with the rose in his hand, but he didn't react at first, but after a few seconds, she was suddenly startled by this sentence like a delay machine.She didn't grasp the strength well, and pinched the rose's thorns. She was like Sleeping Beauty Aurora, and the thick and hard thorns instantly stained her fingertips with blood.

It's just that Zhao Bai'an didn't just fall into a deep sleep, instead her heart was beating violently.

Her hand trembled because of the tingling pain, and the rose in her hand almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, she grabbed it tightly again at the moment when it was about to fall.

Chen Yudi felt extremely nervous. He seemed a little disappointed by Zhao Bai'an's reaction, and he felt unconfident.Chen Yudi whispered: "If you don't want to, you hate me, then I..."

Upon hearing Chen Yudi's low tone, Zhao Bai'an quickly answered and explained: "Magician, I don't hate you, I hate something... This is too exaggerated, don't think too much about it. I just don't know how to respond, it's too sudden Now, I think there are some reactions that I can't come up with."

A flash of joy flashed in Chen Yudi's eyes, he felt that what Zhao Bai'an said was very reasonable.He also understands very well that the other party is a girl after all, and he is really sudden today.

But he didn't regret it. He felt that if he didn't talk about it today, he might not have such a good opportunity in the future.

So he took Zhao Bai'an's words, and asked tentatively again: "Student Bai An, do you mean that you can accept me?"

Zhao Bai'an is actually a little confused at the moment, she knows what she feels in her heart, she likes Chen Yudi a little bit.It's just that the liking in her heart is just liking, liking is an emotion, and the action of being together should not be tied together.

Fortunately, her character has always been generous towards her feelings, so at this moment she decided to tell Chen Yudi her feelings frankly: "Student magician, I don't deny it, I do like you a little..."

Before she finished speaking, Chen Yudi seemed a little impatient, and he asked Zhao Bai'an again: "Then are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

After Chen Yudi finished saying this, she kept looking at Zhao Bai'an with flickering eyes.Zhao Bai'an felt a fiery flame in his eyes, she felt a little flustered, and responded casually: "But I need to think about this."

Chen Yudi didn't expect Zhao Bai'an to respond to him like this, he felt a little disappointed and even more surprised by this answer.He obviously heard correctly just now, he heard Zhao Bai'an say that he likes him, although it's only a little bit, but it also proves that the two are in love after all, so why do they still have to think about it?

Chen Yudi looked puzzled: "Student Bai An, I don't understand, what exactly do you mean?"

Zhao Bai'an also put on a serious expression at this moment, she said all the thoughts in her heart, "It's like this, let me explain first, you may think that my view of love is different from ordinary people, but I Don't think I'm wrong. Do you want to continue listening to this?"

Seeing Chen Yudi nodding, Zhao Baian continued to say: "I think the relationship between the expression of emotion and whether you want to be a boyfriend or girlfriend is very weak. Confession and request are two different things. I will not lie about my emotions. I like it. I like it." ; and I actually have my own principles when it comes to dating.”

Her words aroused Chen Yudi's curiosity. On the one hand, Chen Yudi felt that her answer was very fresh, but on the other hand, she felt very unwilling.He felt like he was on the edge of a cliff now. Even though there was a cliff below him, he saw a beautiful scene.

Chen Yudi was really itchy and uncomfortable. He didn't want to force Zhao Bai'an, but simply wanted to ask Zhao Bai'an and said to Zhao Bai'an: "Student Bai'an, the answer you gave me is neither affirmative nor negative. You How do I bear it? Why? Can you tell me!"

Zhao Bai'an looked at Chen Yudi's anxious expression, and felt a little bit of apology in his heart, after all, it was his birthday today, but she felt that matters of relationship should not be careless at all.

Zhao Bai'an seriously said to Chen Yudi: "I still need some time to think about whether to agree to you, but I will definitely give you an answer within three days. But let me tell you in advance, I have two principles. One, you can't doubt me, because I I will never lie to you in terms of feelings, so I also need trust; [-]. You can’t lie to me. If there is anything I want to be trusted, you can tell me anything. It is a taboo to hide it. If these two I'd be upset if I got broken. Would you accept that?"

Chen Yudi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, in his heart, as long as Zhao Bai'an shared her concerns and thoughts with himself, it would prove that the two of them have a chance, and the relationship can easily go further.Regarding those two points, he felt that it was normal and there was nothing bad to accept.

Chen Yudi immediately expressed his opinion to Zhao Bai'an: "No problem at all, I will put you first in everything, I will discuss everything with you first, and I will never do anything to deceive you."

Zhao Bai'an listened to Chen Yudi's serious confession, and to be honest, she was quite touched. That kind of serious eyes are rare, like a clear spring, when you can see the bottom at a glance, you can also see your own reflection.

But she didn't know why, there always seemed to be an undercurrent surging in the depths of her subconscious mind, which kept her from moving forward.Although she couldn't bear it in her heart, she still said, "I still need to think about it."

Chen Yudi felt a little lost again, he felt that all his emotions seemed to have froze at this moment, and they all collapsed.Just like the bottom brick of a newly built house has been removed, everything automatically returns to zero at this moment.

All his happiness today seemed to end at this moment, but after he thought about it, Zhao Bai'an still didn't reject him after all, this invisibly brought him new hope.So disappointment is directly proportional to hope, so he decided to deal with it safely.

Chen Yudi did not give up, he continued to express his heart to Zhao Bai'an: "Student Bai'an, I will not give up. I will always be by your side until the day you are willing."

Zhao Bai'an's expression became gloomy, she asked herself, she felt that she was not sure if she was ready for such a relationship.

She doesn't like to be sloppy about her feelings, dragging other people's feelings will make her suffer a lot.

But when she touched Chen Yudi's expectant eyes, she couldn't say any decisive words.In desperation, she could only express her attitude to Chen Yudi again: "Don't worry, I will definitely give you an answer within three days."

　Some readers seem to be a little disgusted with the emotional ones?However, campus light novels always involve some emotions, but naturally not all of them are emotions.What I write is about life, dreams and so on. If it is about feelings, it will probably be like Yang Zichen.

　　Thanks for reading~

　　

　

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