Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 169 The Most Familiar Stranger

Zhao Bai'an saw this familiar face, she approached slowly step by step, and gradually walked towards Mori Shan.

As the distance shortened, the tornado became weaker and weaker, and Moriyama's face became clearer and clearer.Zhao Bai'an walked all the way to Morishan, so close that his nose was almost close to his nose, Morishan's face became completely clear, as if the previous mask was slowly and slowly failing.

Staring at Moriyama's deep eyes as if without any starlight, Zhao Bai'an felt her heart tremble, and a pain that was uncontrollable spread. She didn't quite understand why Moriyama appeared here.

She twitched the corner of her mouth slightly, and asked Mori Shan: "Sen... Mori Shan, why are you here? When did you come? Why did you come here suddenly? How did you know this place?"

Moriyama didn't answer her question, but just looked at her straight and calmly.

Zhao Bai'an felt neglected, she didn't like Mori Shan's state, it made her feel very alienated.

She told Moriyama how she felt: "Why...why didn't you answer my question?"

Zhao Bai'an felt very disappointed at the moment.She is a little cautious, but also a little strange, with the feeling of the most familiar stranger.

Morishan still didn't change at all, he still looked at her calmly, Zhao Bai'an sighed lightly, she was also very helpless about this, so she could only slowly sit beside Morishan.

In comparison, the feelings in Zhao Bai'an's heart still overcome the little bit of displeasure just now, the feelings between the two of them have emerged bit by bit, and the feelings in her heart are waking up bit by bit. .All dusty memories are being awakened and opened.

Zhao Bai'an suddenly had a strong headache, the pain was like a sudden increase in intracranial pressure, and then something wanted to tear her head and rushed out, she hugged her head with both hands and let it out from the bench Going down, squatting on the ground, all the images of the past began to replay in his mind.

"Ah!" The sudden unbearable pain made her raise her head and shout loudly.

After a burst of hoarse shouting, she had to face the reality again, and Moriyama was so real in front of her eyes.

Zhao Bai'an took a deep breath, and bravely met Mori Shan's eyes again.He looked up, but his expression remained unchanged.

This made Zhao Bai'an wonder if all this was his hallucination.She couldn't help raising her hand to touch Mori Shan.

A hesitant and trembling hand lightly patted Moriyama's face.A real sense of touch, smooth and slightly rough skin texture, completely overturned Zhao Bai'an's suspicion and imagination just now, Mori Shan was really by his side like this.

But Zhao Bai'an really didn't understand, why didn't he talk to himself?Why is it sitting there weirdly like a wax figure.Just maintain this state, one expression, and look at yourself like that.

Zhao Bai'an instantly felt uncomfortable in his heart as if he had knocked over a five-flavored bottle. This kind of familiarity and joy of reuniting after a long absence was accompanied by every bit of pain and unhappiness in the past.Everything seemed to have torn off a layer of flesh on her already healed scar, allowing her to see clearly the past and the sadness and pain she didn't want to remember.

She was a little gloomy, and after sighing again, she sat back on the chair again.She was not far from Moriyama, but not close either.

"Where have you been all these years? How have you been?"

Zhao Bai'an misses Mori Shan very much in his heart, but now they seem to be alienated because of their long-lost reunion, so they are shrouded in an inexplicable embarrassment.

Zhao Bai'an thought for a long time in his heart, and finally chose an opening statement that was not very clever, which also explained how much she cared about and valued the relationship between the two of them for so many years.

She is still a little confused at this moment, and Zhao Bai'an doesn't know how to face Mori Shan properly.There are too many pasts and too many stories between the two, many of which are pains that Zhao Bai'an cannot bear. In fact, deep down in her heart, she has always wanted to ask Mori Shan why people changed later.

She used to be intertwined in love and hate entanglement, and also used to exile herself, and once closed herself off.But at this moment, when she was unexpected, she was pulled back to reality abruptly, and she suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.

Mori Shan didn't respond to what Zhao Bai'an said, he still sat quietly, only the blinking of his eyes and the slight rise and fall of his chest showed that he was not a dummy.

Zhao Bai'an still didn't give up, she chose to continue singing her one-man show.She wasn't in a hurry to express it, but she really cared about him in her heart: "Moriyama, how have you been these past few years? Have you met new friends and had any fun experiences? You don't have anything to say to me here ?"

Mori Shan still didn't answer, his gaze was no longer looking at Zhao Bai'an, but seemed to be staring at a certain place in front of him.

Zhao Bai'an discovered this, she looked in the direction Mori Shan was looking at, and also looked there.It was found that in the very center of the church, that is, there was a vase in the circle of railings, and a pure white flower was inserted in the vase.

Zhao Bai'an had never seen such a living thing in a white church, and there was nothing inside the railings when she passed by, so now she felt a sense of surprise and joy, she stood up, stared at the flowers and walked over, afraid It will disappear if you are not careful.

The white flower bloomed very brightly, but I don't know why even the leaves and branches are white, which makes this fresh life seem less real.

Zhao Bai'an stepped over the extremely cold railing carefully, and couldn't help reaching out to touch the white flower, but before her hand touched the petal, it withered like this.

Zhao Bai'an's heart tightened suddenly, and he turned around quickly.Fortunately, Moriyama was still there, his figure was so real, sitting calmly and silently in the position just now.

Zhao Bai'an, who had changed his perspective, suddenly calmed down. If her mood was like a waterfall on a high mountain just now, now it seems like water has entered a valley, flowing quietly without a trace of waves. .

Zhao Bai'an felt that this flower was a pity, so he decided to pick it up.It's just that when her hand touched the branch, the whole flower and the vase were completely shattered and dissipated into the air without leaving a trace.

Zhao Bai'an stood up, walked in front of Mori Shan again, and sat back beside him.

Although she knew that she might not get a response, she still said to herself: "Moriyama, we haven't seen each other for several years, right? Where are you now?"

"Oh, by the way, I went to Haichuan University, and I did make a lot of new friends. I wonder what university you got into?"

"Moriyama, how are you doing? Have you made new friends over the years? Are you happy in life?"

Moriyama still didn't answer, just sat quietly like that.Zhao Bai'an didn't want to press him anymore, the two just looked forward quietly.I don't know what to look at, but I just silently settled my mood in this white church.

The surroundings were extremely quiet, and Zhao Bai'an's heart was also extremely peaceful.

Everything seems to be returning to its original state, and everything is in order.

There are images of the past quietly flowing in Zhao Bai'an's head, although those images are somewhat cruel to her.

But the strange thing is that at this moment she seems to be able to accept it safely.

As if she had been liberated, her body and mind were completely at peace, and she achieved a peace of mind that she had never had before beside Mori Shan.

　Well, this is the end of the sixth volume.Tomorrow will be the seventh volume, what kind of story will happen around Zhao Bai'an?Thanks for subscribing and supporting

　　

　

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