Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 119

Zhao Bai'an immediately stood up from the stool, walked to the side of the drink vending machine, there was no steel jumper by his side so he had to scan the code, then took a bottle of drink and quickly returned to Yang Liuyiyi's side.

She glanced at Zhao Bai'an gratefully, then picked up the drink, unscrewed it and poured it into her mouth.

After the cool liquid slipped into her mouth, Zhao Bai'an watched her throat move slightly, and her flushed face slowly softened.

Yang Liuyiyi screwed on the bottle cap, then slowly put down the drink in her hand, staring at Zhao Bai'an in a daze.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you overreacting so much?" Zhao Bai'an asked this question deliberately, in fact, he wanted to test her.

Yang Liuyiyi was a little puzzled: "Hey~ classmate Xiaoan, why are you so weird today? Liu Yiyi and Liu Yiyi called so smoothly before, why do you want to change it?"

"Isn't it because after thinking about it, I didn't get your consent to call you Liu Yiyi. Maybe you don't like us calling it that way? So I thought if you don't like it, you can change it?" Zhao Bai'an looked sloppy. , Continuing to explore intentionally or unintentionally.

"Come on, you, how can anyone go out of their way to confirm whether I like a nickname or not? Xiao An Xiao An called you, didn't they never ask?"

"Enmu...it seems to be the same." Feeling that the temptation was about to fail, Yang Liuyiyi's rebuttal was very reasonable.

Zhao Bai'an originally thought that the topic was over, but Yang Liu Yiyi took it up by herself: "Then why do you call me the fairy Liu Yiyi?"

Zhao Bai'an scratched his head, and replied with some embarrassment: "Oh, it's just for convenience at the beginning, Yang Liuyiyi is too long!"

"Huh! You are all Liu Yiyi and Liu Yiyi, why don't you think the name is Yang Liuyi!"

"What's the matter? You really don't like this nickname? Yangliu Yiyi, Liu Yiyi, Yangliuyi, Xiaoyi...you can choose any of them."

"Okay! Don't talk about it anymore! I'm so tired of the name!" Yang Liuyiyi was obviously avoiding Zhao Bai'an's words, and there seemed to be a slight anger in his eyes at this moment, which made Zhao Bai'an stop talking immediately.

She looked at Yang Liu Yiyi in a daze, and wanted to say something to change the topic, but all of a sudden her elm head was filled with dreams about Xiao Yi.

But Yang Liu Yiyi just lowered her head and continued to eat, the scene suddenly became a little awkward, and Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt that he had nowhere to rest.

After a long time, perhaps because of Zhao Bai'an's staring eyes, Yang Liuyiyi realized something.

She put down the bowls and chopsticks in her hand, raised her head and met Zhao Bai'an's eyes: "Xiao'an, I didn't mean to target you."

Her tone changed from the exaggerated and exaggerated ones in the past, and became calmer. At the same time, she changed the "other" into "I", which made Zhao Bai'an a little unaccustomed to it.

Yang Liuyiyi opened her mouth as if trying to explain to Zhao Bai'an, but she couldn't say anything.

In fact, Zhao Bai'an was not angry, so he wanted to relieve the embarrassing atmosphere between the two of them through Yang Liuyiyi's words: "Did I say something wrong just now? If I am wrong, I will apologize to you."

Zhao Bai'an saw Yang Liuyiyi shaking his head a few times, and then lowered his head to pick a few mouthfuls of flesh. He felt like he wanted to say something but hesitated, or he was sorting it out.Her complexion was a little ugly at first, and there was still obvious rejection on her face. Compared with just now, she was more obvious now.But then it turned into calm and relief.

The atmosphere became relaxed again, so Zhao Bai'an also ate the food and waited silently.

"Xiao An, in fact, you just unintentionally touched some bad memories of my past..."

Yang Liuyiyi's attitude changed drastically, she lost the resistance she had just now, and opened her heart to Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao'an, we are good friends, and I don't mind telling you about my family affairs and past, it's just that I was caught in a flash of memories just now. It just went to the head."

Yang Liuyiyi's appearance made Zhao Bai'an a little unbearable, she suddenly felt that she was too selfish.

Zhao Bai'an, Zhao Bai'an, in order to satisfy his own curiosity, he went so far as to touch other people's sadness.Zhao Bai'an criticized himself in his heart.

Emotionally and rationally, Zhao Bai'an felt a little unreasonable. She was a little disappointed in herself. The curiosity about the dream just now suddenly dissipated, so she quickly declined: "Yang Liu Yiyi, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I won't say it again. Don't ask, let's have a good meal!"

"No, Xiao An, I want to tell you, you are the first person whom I trust so much, I want to tell you everything in my heart." Yang Liu Yiyi put down her chopsticks and smiled slightly at Zhao Bai'an.

Faced with Yang Liuyiyi's trust, Zhao Baian was really grateful, but seeing Yang Liuyiyi becoming so different from her usual self, Zhao Baian had a vague and bad feeling in his heart. If she had guessed too much before, then Now she is 100% sure that the person in front of her is that Xiaoyi back then!

Fate is really good at teasing people. The accident that year happened unexpectedly. Many years later, the two people who were supposed to be enemies were actually arranged in the same school.They are even in the same club, but they don't know each other for a long time.So we became friends.

Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt that the world was unpredictable, and sometimes it was even ridiculous.

She didn't dare to imagine what kind of state these two people who were already friends would be in if they really opened up the matter of the year.

Inexplicably, her head entered into a fantasy, and she seemed to see an inevitable war.

The two are good friends of Zhao Bai'an's left and right hands. They are tearing and pulling each other, causing her to feel heart-piercing in the middle.

no, I can not.Zhao Bai'an shook his head.Huang Han and Yang Liu Yiyi, no matter how they usually behave, they are both very sensible in nature.They must all understand that it was not the other party's fault that caused this tragedy, and the war she imagined before would never happen.

But... the hurt was too great, for both of them, this past hurt too much.Understanding and relief and letting go are three separate things. Maybe they can shake hands and make peace, but Zhao Bai'an never believes that the current friendship can be maintained without a trace of rift.

People say that the time at school is the happiest, and the friends we make at school are also the most sincere.

And Zhao Bai'an now feels the same about the two of them, and he doesn't want to lose either of them.Nor did she want them to lose each other.

Perhaps it was a kind of selfish psychology, Zhao Bai'an began to regret that he should not slowly touch the unpredictable truth.No matter what, absolutely, absolutely must not let this matter come to light.

"Xiao'an, Xiao'an...Xiao'an!" Yang Liuyiyi's call brought Zhao Bai'an back from his imagination.

Zhao Bai'an looked at Yang Liuyiyi's suspicious eyes and explained to her: "I'm sorry, I was too touched by your words just now!"

Yang Liuyiyi smiled, withdrew her eyes from Zhao Bai'an, and began to narrate her self-reminiscence.

"Xiao An, in fact, my original name was Liu Yiyi. My surname was actually Liu, but my biological father died later, and my mother remarried to my father. My father's surname was Yang, so I changed my name to Yang Liu Yiyi."

This result was already known to Zhao Bai'an, so she didn't have too much expression. Yang Liuyiyi continued to say: "I thought it was already a low point at that time... I didn't expect it to go down all the way and get out of control. When our biological father died, our family was truly at its lowest point."

The first half of Yang Liuyiyi's speech was ambiguous, and she briefly mentioned it in a low tone, but Zhao Bai'an might know some details better than she knew, so she nodded to signal her to continue.

"At that time, many hooligans often came to collect debts. My mother and I lived in extreme fear every day. We could even hear the sound of someone knocking on the door when we were sleeping at night!"

She didn't finish her sentence, her eyes paused, Zhao Bai'an could clearly see Yang Liu Yiyi's body trembling slightly, she put her hands on her head, showing a look of extreme pain.

Seeing her like that, Zhao Bai'an was really not in the mood to continue listening, so he hurriedly stopped: "Yang Liu Yiyi, if you feel uncomfortable, please stop talking!"

"No, Xiao'an, listen to me!" Yang Liuyiyi showed Zhao Bai'an a helpless but complicated smile that seemed to contain a little happiness, "The bad things are over."

"Later, my mother met my current father, and with the help of my father, we gradually came out of the underestimation at that time. My father was very good to my mother and really good to me, as if he was Like my biological father, I gradually forgot all the hurts my biological father gave me."

"At that time, my mother thought about it for a long time, and felt that my father was a person who would entrust her life, so she married him later. I didn't expect my father's financial strength to be very good. I gave it to my mother and paid off the debt for us!"

Speaking of this, Yang Liuyiyi's face is no longer painful and unspeakable but brimming with happiness. Zhao Bai'an watched from the side, and could clearly feel how satisfied Yang Liuyiyi is with her current father and life.

"Xiao An, do you know? After my father and my mother got married, they doted on me very much. Because they have no children, they are the apple of their eye!"

At the end of Yang Liuyiyi's speech, she finally returned to her usual state, and Zhao Bai'an's mood also became happier with her rising tone.

(End of this chapter)