my love song yesterday

Chapter 1 Seeking the Age of Fog Revelation

Hanwen City is a city with a lot of rain. When the rainy season comes, the rain is always pouring down.

This is a two-story single-door detached house, an old house with a sense of age.

Although the room was large, it was empty inside, and the windows were not closed properly.

The rain hit the bay window, and the rain spilled in, soaking the curtains beside it.

It's kind of like a haunted house.

However, there is an owner in the house.

He sat quietly on the sofa and watched the TV news without turning on the lights. Today's news brought flood prevention news about flood disasters.

His unshaven beard seemed to have not been trimmed for a long time, his eyes were empty and dull, and he didn't know if he was watching the broadcast.

After two years of desperate struggle with death, Su Mo's wife Xia Yili finally left him a few days ago.

A serious illness wiped out all the family property that Su Mo had accumulated with great difficulty.

If the money is gone, you can earn it again, but if you don’t have Yili by your side——

There was no way he could get up again.

Before meeting each other, he and she had an ordinary family background and lived an ordinary life.

If I have to say it, Su Mo's academic performance was not bad when he was a student, and Xia Yili can only be called cute.

The two became each other's first love after they met in college, and got married two years after graduation.

The first few years after marriage were very embarrassing days for the two.

But also the happiest time.

He and Xia Yili huddled together in a small rented house. Su Mo lived a social animal life from nine to ten. Xia Yili got off work much earlier, so she would prepare delicious meals and wait for Su Mo's return;

And if there is a chance to have a vacation, they will go to the movies together, go shopping together... and occasionally they will spend some extravagance and travel to other places together.

However, because both of them are introverted, even if they are traveling, they will not post commemorative group photos in Moments.

It will only be saved and used as their respective screensavers.

With the cooperation of Xia Yili in managing the family, the couple worked hard to save every sum of money, and first helped Su Mo's father pay off the debts accumulated before.

Finally, they saved enough money to save the down payment for a new house in Hanwen City.

I thought this was the beginning of a beautiful life, but fate played a sad joke with Su Mo and hastily drew a pause.

Su Mo's cell phone rang non-stop, and when Su Mo reacted and took the cell phone, the phone had already hung up.

The phone showed a dozen missed calls.

It's already at this point.

Su Mo drooped a slipper, hesitantly walked to the junction of the living room and the stairs.

He didn't know whether to cook or go to bed, but whatever he did... lost its original meaning.

The sound of rain still echoed in my ears.

"If only we hadn't met back then..."

"In this way, you don't have to suffer for me."

What Yili said to him a few days before his death suddenly echoed in his ears.

At that time, Su Mo took care of Xia Yili's emotions, just to comfort her not to think about it, and let her relax and recuperate.

Perhaps, at that time, it should be well to deny this claim.

If I had denied it at that time...

Su Mo recalled many things he felt he hadn't done well in the past two years, and his heart was filled with frustration.

A strong desire to confide filled his throat, but there was no one to confide in.

He has tried his best to maintain an optimistic and strong husband image in front of his wife.

But looking back now, for that wife who is extremely considerate of his own thoughts, what he has done all the time is probably just a futile effort.

At this moment, Su Mo's eyes were attracted by a doll lying in the corner of the stairs.

This is a pear-shaped doll pillow. The doll has a cute and cute expression. It is lying quietly on the stairs, staring blankly at the ceiling.

How did it end up in that position?

Su Mo walked up the stairs, stepped forward to pick up the doll pillow, and lightly brushed off the dust left on the pillow.

This is her favorite pillow when she was alive.

If they were found thrown on the ground, they would definitely be scolded.

The corner of Su Mo's mouth unconsciously raised a smile—and at this moment, he suddenly smelled a nostalgic smell.

That taste is—

Su Mo hugged the pillow tightly in his arms, and then squatted in the corner of the stairs, greedily sucking the nostalgic fragrance emanating from the pillow...

Scenes of the past hooked my heart.

The rain was still pattering.

The rainy season in Hanwen City may last for a long time, but there will always be a day when it will end.

But for Su Mo, this rainy season...

I'm afraid there will never be an end day again.

The dazed Su Mo sat quietly in the corner of the room, listening to the pattering rain and smelling the faint scent, he slowly closed his eyes.

……

After an unknown amount of time, Su Mo finally regained consciousness.

But when he regained consciousness and opened his eyes, the pattering rain in his ears had disappeared, replaced by the noise of cicadas, the glaring sun shone on his face, and he realized that he was standing at the intersection of the shopping street.

He stood at the intersection for a long time in a daze, and it took a long time before he came back to his senses.

The street scene has a feeling of deja vu, but it is not exactly the way he knows——

This is... Baimei County?

The place where Su Mo's hometown is.

The phone in my pocket suddenly vibrated non-stop.

Su Mo immediately and subconsciously reached for the phone——Nozia's push button?

Not only that, but the date displayed on the phone made him speechless in astonishment.

August 2010, 6?

Isn't that... the second day after I finished my college entrance examination?

He noticed his somewhat thin and fair arms, and reached out to touch his cheek again.

It seems... not the same?

So Su Mo quickly ran to the window of the clothing store, only to see that the boy reflected in the glass window had a completely different face from his original self.

This is a very popular face, and it can no longer be described as ordinary.

However, at this moment, the stereo of the clothing store played a popular song of this era——

【I had a dream last night】

【In the dream, we go back and hold hands】

【…】

【Your gray avatar will no longer jump】

【Warm-colored dreams become cold shackles】

【If time goes back, what can we catch】

After quietly listening to the age-appropriate song, tears could not stop flowing from Su Mo's eyes.

He could no longer restrain himself during this period of time...or, the suppressed emotions over the years—

He tried his best to act as a positive and optimistic strong husband in front of Yili. He had already forgotten how to cry, but this young body made him cry easily.

He cried and cried, and suddenly laughed out loud, scaring the passers-by to run away.

This is Hanwen City in 2010.

In 2010, the Big Three of Penguin Music entered the domestic music scene for the first time, and their "non-mainstream" songs were sung everywhere like this in the streets and alleys and KTVs;

In 2010, Nozia's mobile phone empire was in full swing, and Apple, which was bitten by God, released their fourth-generation products, marking the coming of an era;

In 2010, the MOBA game that ruled the university dormitories had not yet entered the national server, and most netizens’ perception of e-sports players was still in the era of the Emperor’s rule a few years ago;

In 2010, housing prices did not devour all the capital of a young man as they do now.Although there are occasional setbacks, everyone is still full of hope for the future and believes that relying on their own efforts can change their destiny;

In 2010, Su Mo and Xia Yili had not had time to meet at the crossroads of their lives——

It is also understandable to have the opportunity to do it all over again, to experience a brand new life and seek more beautiful encounters by using the experience of ten years ahead and the comprehensively improved appearance——

Rather, this is the choice that normal people would make.

However, for Su Mo, he only wanted to make up for the regret of not being able to protect her well.

He also hopes to dedicate his whole world to that girl named Xia Yili.

But this time... it will be a better world.

(End of this chapter)