Iceberg Demon Kisser

The senior's hand is as warm as that of an older brother.But I fucking miss the demon man's hand... Ai Ruofei, you can't be so selfish, you can't!Senior Zuo Hanjun's hands are just as warm, aren't they? ...How can you be so selfish, holding your senior's hand but thinking of others...

I raised my eyes in self-blame, but just happened to meet the eyes of the senior. I was stunned, watching the senior smile at me, then turned my head and continued to walk forward holding my hand...

There was such a moment of trance, I forgot all the sadness, all the disappointment, and the devil man...

I came back to my senses and smiled softly.Turns out, I can.I can forget about the devil man!right!I must be able to do it, right... Senior's smile, so gentle, such a good boy, why should I not cherish it...

Maybe, I should learn to forget, learn to laugh, and try to accept the seniors? ...But why, the heart is so bitter, why is the heart empty...

"Ruofei, we're home..." The senior's smile brought me back from my thoughts.

"Well! Thank you, senior." I also tried to laugh.

"Ruofei...don't laugh if it hurts, don't pretend to be strong. Rest well, I'm leaving first. Goodbye!" The senior left in a hurry without waiting for me to say goodbye to him.

I looked at the back of the senior in a hurry, and my smile faltered.Why did the senior say that...Could it be that my laugh is fake? ...

My heart really hurts... I was cheated on my first love, I'm so pitiful...

With a depressed mood, I walked into the house.This family has really given me a lot of warmth... Now, how should I face my mother... What should I do? ...

Should I pour out the grievances in my heart to my mother... But I don't want my mother to worry about me, so it's better not to tell my mother... As long as I rest for one night, I will be fine...

I closed the door gently, intending to tiptoe back to the room.When he stepped on the stairs, a voice sounded behind him: "Xiaofei, I feel wronged, don't you plan to tell mom..."

"Mom..." Hearing that familiar and gentle voice, all the grievances arose spontaneously, and he couldn't help but choked up again.

"Xiaofei, you haven't eaten, let's eat first..." Mom sighed softly, I lowered my head, and followed my mother to the dining table.

I ate silently, and my tears fell silently into the bowl.The salty taste fell into the mouth, all the defense lines collapsed at that moment, and the tears began to flow out desperately...

The meal was finally finished, and I sat in my seat, waiting for my mother's "interrogation".But very unexpectedly, after washing the dishes, my mother passed behind me without saying a word, and was about to go upstairs.

"Mom?" I was a little surprised by my mother's behavior, "You..."

Mom smiled lightly: "Isn't Xiaofei not going to tell mom...then mom won't force you..."

"Mom!" I burst into tears, and I couldn't help but threw myself into my mother's arms, "He lied to me, he lied to me...Mom...I feel so bad!"

"Xiaofei...what happened? Tell mom quickly, why is Zuo Hanjun sending you back?..." Mom looked at me worriedly and questioningly.

I sobbed and told my mother everything I saw and happened today.My mother listened to me quietly, thought for a while, and said, "Xiaofei, didn't you hear what that girl said to Zhong Yumo? Do you know who that girl is?"

I shook my head, and my mother smiled and said, "Fool, you don't know everything yet, why do you think he lied to you? Maybe it's a misunderstanding?"

"Is it a misunderstanding? It would be fine if it was a misunderstanding... But how do you explain how he is so intimate with that girl?"

My mother stroked my head: "Xiaofei, remember, if you like someone, you have to trust him and don't always doubt him, otherwise you will make a mistake and it will be too late to regret..."

Smiling softly at me, my mother left the last sentence, "Think about it, analyze it carefully, and then make a decision based on your intuition, don't just look at the surface..." Then she turned and walked back Room.

——Xiaofei, remember, if you like someone, you have to trust him, don't always doubt him, otherwise you will make a mistake and it will be too late to regret...

——Think about it, analyze it carefully, and then make a decision based on your intuition, don't just look at the surface...

Maybe I misunderstood him? ...Maybe he and that girl are not in the relationship I imagined? ...

Should I trust him?Should You Trust Your Intuition? ...

Demon man, how do I know your heart...

Why is it so tiring to like someone...

What should I do? ...

My happiness...do you exist...