Iceberg Demon Kisser

Shi Fei yelled hysterically, and I was stunned, unable to speak.There are small pains in the heart that grow and spread in large swaths of the heart.Shi Fei, I don't want to do this.But liking someone can't be forced.I really can't like you, I will always only have feelings for you like a best friend, like a very good friend!

Why, the three of us have to become like this!Is it all me?Is it all my fault?It's me, I didn't hurt Xiao Ning enough, but I hurt you again!It's me, it's all my fault, right?What should I do so that you don't get hurt because of me...

"Shi Fei..." I called him softly, hoping to ease his mood.Now I am a sinner, what should I say to reduce the harm to Shi Fei? ...

"Ruofei, don't say it, just listen to me. You know, we have known each other since we were very young... Do you still remember when you were 4 years old, a boy came to your house once? Did you see At the first sight, he was stunned, and he just kept looking at the boy like this. Later, he didn't even notice that he wet his pants... Do you remember? Whether you remember it or not, but I do, because I am the one Boy, I think I've liked you since the first time I saw you. Because I've been thinking about you since then, and tried to find out about you several times. Finally, I was with you in the first year of high school Ben, I also became friends with you. I found that my liking for you is getting stronger and stronger, and I can't let go..."

It turns out... Shi Fei is that boy, and I thought he looked so familiar... But what I should be thinking about now is not this!It's Shi Fei's liking for me, which doesn't seem to be what I imagined.What the hell am I going to do, I am really scared right now...

"Ruofei, I like you! I really like you!" I watched Shi Fei's increasingly focused eyes in horror, watched him grab my shoulders, and pressed me hard against the tree, watching His body leaned up, watching his handsome face enlarge, enlarge, watching his eyes slowly close...

There is a soft touch on the face, it is Shi Fei's lips, and I feel that lips are slowly moving closer to mine.Those lips are gentle and slow, domineering and affectionate, but I feel extremely cold!

The brain that had been numb for a long time suddenly woke up!No, what is Shi Fei doing!At the moment when his lips were about to press mine, I pushed Shi Fei away, and without thinking, I raised my hand and slapped that handsome face hard!

I lowered my head, my long hair covering the side of my face.Tears, just shed, shed.Heart, just fall, fall...

"Shi Fei." With a crying voice, I said slowly, "Enough! I'm sorry, I like you, not you. So, I can't accept you and I won't accept you! You... just give up..."

"Who do you like..." came a deep voice.

"I... don't know. But I'm sure, that person won't be you. I'm sorry, but I don't want to destroy the remaining friendship between us."

"Ai Ruofei." This time, he called me by my full name, "Even if you don't like me, I won't like Xiao Ning. I, Shi Fei, will only like you...and one more thing, I... I'm going to Melbourne soon. It's a seven o'clock flight tomorrow morning."

I raised my teary eyes and looked at him in surprise: "Are you leaving?..."

Shi Fei smiled helplessly, and said: "Well...my mother is going to study in Melbourne, maybe in the future, she will study abroad, so...maybe I won't come back for a year or two..." After a pause, Shi Fei looked at me earnestly with expectant eyes, "Ruofei, I hope you can walk with me. Are you willing..."

"No." I said softly, but firmly.

Shi Fei smiled wryly: "I knew you didn't want to...but... Ruofei, I still hope you can consider... is that okay? Air tickets...I've booked two..."

"Shi Fei!" I interrupted him, "I won't go with you. Two air tickets...you can find Xiao Ning..."

The light in Shi Fei's eyes suddenly dimmed: "Ruofei... I said, I won't like Xiao Ning!... I'm leaving tomorrow, and since you don't want to go with me, then neither will I." Forcing you... It just seems... that I am in great danger. Those two people have more opportunities to take advantage of, hey..."

I didn't understand what Shi Fei said: "What danger? Which two people?"

Shi Fei smiled slightly: "No... the school starts tomorrow, it seems that you have no way to see me off. Maybe after tonight, we will say goodbye. So Ruofei... I have a small request to Bring it up?"

"What request? If it's too much, I won't agree."

"Of course I know! It's just...a request from a good friend..." Shi Fei smiled slightly, and before I could react, he opened his arms and hugged me, "Let me give you a hug, okay..."

I was startled and wanted to push him away, but I hugged him tighter and tighter: "Shi Fei... Hey, let me go!"

"Ruofei!...Is it okay to just hug...just hug like a friend, are you so stingy..." Shi Fei's low voice was slightly hoarse, as if he was choking.I stopped struggling and let him hold me like this.Seeing that I showed no signs of resistance, he hugged me even tighter, and whispered in my ear, "Ruofei, do you know... how much I miss you... even if I leave, I will still like you, and I will still love you." Miss you. When I come back, even if someone sneaks in, I will take you back... I will never forget you, I will never give up!..."

"Shi Fei..." I called him softly, and my heart was already moved.Shi Fei, I'm sorry, I can't like you, I only treat you as a friend all the time.You are such a good boy, my heart still can't accept it.I'm sorry... I can only pray silently that you can be happy in Melbourne and find the happiness that really belongs to you... I will never forget that there was once a boy named Shi Fei who was my very good friend. Leaving important footprints in my life...

Suddenly, Shi Fei let go of me, stared at me, looked at me over and over again: "I'm leaving, Ruo Fei... I will remember you like this, every time I think of you in Melbourne, I will remember you Think of you now. When I come back..."

Shi Fei lowered his head, kissed my forehead like a dragonfly, then turned and left, disappearing into the night...