Iceberg Demon Kisser
Chapter 154
"Things are not what you imagined! Oh, I knew you would think so! Please, Miss Ruofei, my future sister-in-law, do you still think that my brother accepting Zhou Xin is his intention? Still think my brother I have the heart to break up with you!"
"Why not?..."
"It's all because of the appearance of Feng Xiaoran!"
"Senior Xiaoran? What's the relationship with the senior?!"
"It was your birthday, my brother was very annoying, but he never forgot that it was your birthday, he still wanted to celebrate your birthday... He bought a gift, but the phone was always turned off when he called you! As a result, he ran to the swimming pool Paradise sees that you are with Feng Xiaoran, and there are so...intimate actions, do you think it can not be misunderstood?"
"It seems to be true... But, I told him that I have nothing to do with senior Xiaoran, but he just doesn't believe me!"
"Ruofei, didn't you think about it? My brother was very depressed when something like this happened, and he needed comfort... His spirit is not good! Seeing you and Feng Xiaoran together again, of course he will be sad You will be angry! Think about it differently. If it was you, when you saw your girlfriend with other boys when you were most frustrated, would you still forgive me? Would you still be happy? It must be very It's uncomfortable! What's more, my brother is such an impulsive person!"
yes!I never thought about Yu Mo's feelings... He would be like that that day, he would be so wrong, I found out, but I never asked him seriously!Damn me!It should be so wrong!Still suspicious of Yu Mo!
"Because of this, he came back on impulse and promised my dad that Zhou Xin would be his girlfriend and fiancee! Fortunately, I know my brother well. I know he must have been stimulated by something so impulsive Only then did I try my best to get the truth out of him!"
"Actually, I have carefully analyzed it for my brother, and my brother also has some regrets... But in our Zuo family, there is a family rule handed down from our ancestors through the ages - stick to your word and never go back on your word! That is to say, if you promise something to others, You cannot go back on your word!"
"This is the purpose of our Zuo family's life, so my brother has no way to go back on his word... That's why he can only decide to break up with you, so that you can give up!"
"Why does your Zuo family still have such old family rules!"
"Because our Zuo family used to be a family of martial arts...It was changed to a family of business later... There were hundreds of family rules, but all of them have been eliminated. It's just, to commemorate the ancestors, it is also for the ancestors. Revere, therefore, our Zuo family still decided to leave a family rule... Slowly, it will be passed down forever, and it can no longer be eliminated..."
"What now?"
"I don't know! My brother and I can't help it! That's why I came to find my future sister-in-law, Ruo Fei..."
"Looking for me? Why are you looking for me? You can't solve your own family affairs. Do you want me to be an outsider?"
"No! I just want to explain clearly to you, so that you don't doubt my brother's sincerity to you! My brother still likes you Ruofei very much, my future sister-in-law!"
"Not yet the future sister-in-law? Now that he has broken up with me and is going to be someone else's fiance, why am I still your future sister-in-law!"
"Because I know, Ruofei, you and my brother really like each other, you will not give up your true love so easily, will you?"
"Of course! Since all of this is impossible, of course I will try my best to win back the relationship between me and Yumo! But the question is - how should I do my best! I am in a mess right now , there is no other way!"
"No, Ruofei! You have to believe in yourself, and I will also believe in you and support you! Because my brother likes you, not Zhou Xin, forcing him to be with someone he doesn't like, so my brother won't Will be happy! I don't want my brother to be with someone who is not my favorite! I also don't want to see you two people who love each other so sincerely separate! So I decided to stand by your side! I've confirmed You are my future sister-in-law, Ruo Fei! You must work hard!"
"Of course I will work hard! But what should I do? Besides, I have already promised Shi Fei to be his girlfriend... This is my promise to him. Didn't you say that the family rules of your Zuo family are 'Keep your promise, Irrevocable'? Do you want me to be a person who does not keep my word and break my promise to Shi Fei?"
"But you don't like Shi Fei. As I said, you will not be happy if you are forced to be with someone you don't like! Don't tell me Ruo Fei, are you willing to do this?"
"Then what should I do..."
"It's true that people should stick to their promises. Of course I agree with this statement, but feelings are different. Feelings are not just based on promises...Like is a feeling. Of course, you have to work hard to pursue someone you like! Promises that cannot be fulfilled give up the chance to pursue happiness!"
"But... can I really do it? Even if I am willing to give up, Shi Fei may not be able to give up on me!"
"Don't worry! My future sister-in-law, I know everything about you and my brother like the back of my hand! Don't underestimate me! Shi Fei... I have known him since we were young, so I am also his older sister, so he let me come Get it done! Just remember, don’t give up on my brother! Don’t give up on your true love easily! Listen to your true thoughts and go according to your feelings, you must know what to do!..." Yu Na He gave me a firm look, which made me fall in love with this bold girl even more, "At three o'clock in the afternoon on April 26th, their engagement ceremony will be held at my home... At that time, it is the only and best time! If Fei, I will come to pick you up, as for how everything develops, it depends on you, but no matter what, I will support you!"
"Yeah!" Yu Mo, I have decided, this time, let me fight for you!For our happiness and our future, I will definitely work hard!Let me do an "engagement cut-off" for our love!
"Then... that's the decision! I will pick you up on April 26, my future sister-in-law, Ruo Fei, you must work hard! By the way, I still have some things to solve, so I have to go first. Go Come on, Ruofei, I'll take you home!"
"No, I... I'd better go home by myself! I want to walk alone."
"OK then!"
"By the way, Yuna, thank you... Without you, maybe I would have misunderstood like this forever, maybe I wouldn't have the courage to face the future with Yumo like I am now... So, thank you you……"
Yu Na was stunned: "Oh! My future sister-in-law, why are you talking so much! I'm just doing something I should do! Although... I don't understand much about love, but at least I understand the truth Yes. Since it is true love, there is no reason to give up! So, you must work hard! Ah! Also, this matter... treat it as a secret between the two of us! Don't worry, I will never I will mention a word to my brother!"
"Well! I will definitely work hard! This time, I will rely on myself to win our future!"
"Well! I believe in you! Then... I'll go first, sister-in-law... come on! Bye!" Yu Na gave me a cheering gesture and drove away.
Watching her car leave, I feel so confident!Um!Yu Mo, no matter what the ending is, I will cheer for you once!That way, when I look back, I'll know I tried and I won't regret it!
Unknowingly, the corners of my mouth rose.I find that I have never felt more confident than I do now!Turning around, I was about to go home, but I was stopped again... But this time, it wasn't Yu Na, but the one I didn't want to see——Shi Fei!The smile froze immediately...
"Shi Fei..." responded, "Why are you here... Could it be that you are following me?"
"What did Yuna tell you..."
"Don't answer the question! I think what she said to me has nothing to do with you!"
"It's irrelevant! But, you are my Shi Fei's girlfriend, and your business is of course related to me!"
I was taken aback: "What are you talking about! Shi Fei, I don't remember that I promised you this!"
"Then, the promises you made to me in the hospital that day didn't exist, did they all become lies? Don't you count the hooks you made with me?"
"You... heard everything..."
"If I didn't hear it, Ruofei, would you just pretend that you didn't make all these promises?"
"Shi Fei..." Hesitating, I knew he must be very hurt right now, maybe I should make my words clear.This matter should never be resolved by Yuna.After all, I made the promise, and I must take full responsibility.I shouldn't be the one to hold back.With me like this, what qualifications do I have to fight for the future of Yu Mo and me?
In the emotional world, difficulties and ups and downs must be experienced.Since it is a love match between me and Yu Mo, then I should let Yu Mo and I resolve it, instead of letting others help... Yu Mo has done so much for me, this time, I should also do it for him, for our love , did something... So this time, let me settle it with Shi Fei!
Yu Mo, from now on, I'm going to start working.Officially start to work hard for the love between me and you...
"Shi Fei, I have considered those promises, I have thought about fulfilling them... But today I understand that no matter how many promises you make, if you go against your true inner thoughts, you must fulfill them. I can't make myself happy either. After so many things, I finally found that I still can't let go of Yu Mo, and I can't easily give up my feelings for him... Shi Fei, you also said that for your true love, You won’t give up. Then I should do the same, my true love is Yu Mo, I have no reason to give up on him, and I must fight for my happiness, right?”
"So Shi Fei, I've already thought it through very clearly. I still can't keep those promises to you, and I still can't accept you with peace of mind... So, I might have to break it..."
"Shi Fei, I'm sorry. I can't... I can't be your girlfriend, I can't cook delicious food for you as a girlfriend, I can't travel around the world with you as a girlfriend... I'm sorry, this Once, I will be a piggy who breaks the contract..."
"Ruofei, I don't want to force you... I don't want you to think that I'm a person who can only stalk... But I don't understand, since there will be the result today, since you still can't accept me, why did you accept me in the first place? You want to give me so many sworn promises?"
"Shi Fei...Because you saved me that day, I want to thank you and repay you, that's why I made so many promises...I'm sorry, I think, maybe it's because of my guilt towards you Thanks to your gratitude, I have those thoughts... But I really never thought that today, I would actually take back those promises to you here... Shi Fei, can you forget those promises and forgive me? ?”
"Fool! I never blamed you!..." Shi Fei's eyes were red, but he still showed a forced smile.
"Shi Fei..." Perhaps because of guilt and sadness, I couldn't help but want to cry.But I still held back my tears.
"Didn't you say that your true love is Yu Mo? So, you have no reason to give up on him, and you must strive for your own happiness! Let go and chase after me...don't worry about me! Ruofei, you little fool Don’t worry! I’m a big man, can’t I still be strong? Go ahead and work hard!” Why, why, Shi Fei, I know you’re feeling very sad inside, why do you still have to pretend to smile and endure The pain in my heart in turn comforts me and cheers for me! ... Ai Ruofei!What's wrong with you!If you want to pursue your true love, you should learn to let go of others and learn to be selfish, right?
"Okay! Then I'll go first, bye!" Rubbing Shi Fei's shoulder, tears finally poured down uncontrollably...
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Insert music: s. h. e. "How are you lately" (Li: It is recommended to listen to this song while reading the next one, it will be very emotional... I can't help but cry while listening to this song, I can't bear Shi Fei! Tears ran……)
How are you lately/Are you also struggling with missing/You said you would remember me/Do you still remember?
How are you lately / are you busy and tired / is your heart hurting / if you really have to forget me / set off for happiness
Wiping away the tears, the tears still kept falling.Like crying all my tears dry at once...
Shi Fei, look, I am really cruel and selfish!I'm such a bad girl who won't keep her promises!I personally made a promise to be with you, but now I want to personally destroy these promises to you!So Shi Fei, let me go, don't have any nostalgia for me anymore!I don't deserve you to pay so much for me...
You almost left forever for me, you know, you said I was a fool, but you are the stupidest person!Why do this for me?Do you think that I will be very moved and accept you?fool!fool!fool!In the end, I will not leave you resolutely!
The twilight gradually passed, I sat down and down by the side of the road, looked down at the busy footsteps of the pedestrians on the ground, and laughed at Shi Fei's stupidity over and over again in my heart... In fact, I understand that what I really laughed at was not Shi Fei, but It's me...it's me who gave Shi Fei new hope, but now, I want to be so selfish and make him sad and desperate again!Ai Ruofei, when can you be a good person and stop hurting others needlessly!
The night is shrouded, the street lights are flickering, the footsteps of pedestrians are still moving back and forth, different shoes are always changing in front of my eyes, what remains unchanged is that I am still sitting here, thinking about those sad things... how long have I been sitting Oh, I actually have the idea of not going home...
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Shi Fei walked lonely, and the words Ruofei said before leaving appeared in his mind over and over again...
damn it!What did he say just now!Why did you question Ruo Fei like that, because he asked her like that, she felt so guilty!It's all because of him, so what if he likes that girl again?Emotional matters should not be forced... maybe!Maybe he really should give up!
When he went to Melbourne, he found out about her and Zhong Yumo, and he didn't think about giving up, because he still remembered that he had promised her that he would definitely come back, and he would not give up on her!Yes, because I missed her and liked her, so on her birthday, I sneaked back and planned to give her a surprise...
He even had an idea that even if he might not be able to be with Ruofei, he would try his best once, at least then he would not regret it!
As a result, she broke up with Zhong Yumo.He thought that it was his chance, he would not let her go, he had to work hard!In that car accident, he rushed up without even thinking about it. He saved her life, and thus got her promises...
Although he knew better than anyone in his heart, it was only because she was grateful to him that she agreed to him impulsively... Although she didn't really like him, he was still indescribably happy... He told himself, at least this time , He worked hard, he succeeded... Even if he didn't really like her, he only agreed to himself out of gratitude and wanted to repay her, but he still wanted to grasp her...
But, in the end, he still can't lie to himself... It turns out that if two people want to be together, gratitude is not the real bargaining chip. Only sincere love for each other can be the real reason for two people to be together...
She still has to take back those promises intact...
He didn't blame her, although she broke the promise between them, but he never blamed her, and he had no right to blame her... because he knew in his heart that sooner or later, Ruo Fei would leave him. No, it's just that he deceived himself over and over again, weaving a beautiful future with lies...
Therefore, he can tolerate her selfishness and her determination, and accept them without reason.He would never blame her for it.
It's just... 14 years of missing her made it really hard for him to let go of that girl.Yes, it has been 14 years. He has insisted on missing and liking for 14 years. Is it finally going to be shattered now? !Now, it finally proved that he was always the one who was being passionate, right?
Once, he kept telling himself in his heart that as long as he works hard, true love will appear, she will find his goodness, and she will definitely accept him... That night, she held his hand and said so much, he is true Very happy!He felt that his efforts were not in vain... He even decided that from now on, he would never let go!But all this still cannot be decided by him!This time, if he didn't let go, it would be his selfishness!So much persistence in the past, so many times I said not to give up, now, I still have to give up!He completely lost, lost to himself!
Now that she really left, he actually had the urge to cry for the first time!Cold tears moistened his eye sockets... Looking up at the sky, he stuffed the tears back, trying not to let him stay...
Maybe he never should have shown up!
If he hadn't stopped Ruofei that girl that day, maybe Ruofei would have caught up with Zhong Yumo, and then explained clearly to Zhong Yumo, and their breakup wouldn't have happened later!It was all because of his appearance, maybe he was the one who was always selfish!He blindly hoped that she would accept him, but in the end, he hurt her because of his selfishness!
Time to let go!Although he is really reluctant, what can he do if he persists?In the emotional world, never allow a third party to get involved!And he is the third party!He shouldn't blindly insist on his own ideas like that anymore. If he likes someone, he should respect that person, so he should respect Ruo Fei, shouldn't he?
The night enveloped his leaving figure... That lonely, lonely, sad figure left without looking back.This time, he intends to truly let go and never come back... Because he has also worked hard, so he has no complaints or regrets...
Ruofei, he is really leaving, so please be happy...
"Why not?..."
"It's all because of the appearance of Feng Xiaoran!"
"Senior Xiaoran? What's the relationship with the senior?!"
"It was your birthday, my brother was very annoying, but he never forgot that it was your birthday, he still wanted to celebrate your birthday... He bought a gift, but the phone was always turned off when he called you! As a result, he ran to the swimming pool Paradise sees that you are with Feng Xiaoran, and there are so...intimate actions, do you think it can not be misunderstood?"
"It seems to be true... But, I told him that I have nothing to do with senior Xiaoran, but he just doesn't believe me!"
"Ruofei, didn't you think about it? My brother was very depressed when something like this happened, and he needed comfort... His spirit is not good! Seeing you and Feng Xiaoran together again, of course he will be sad You will be angry! Think about it differently. If it was you, when you saw your girlfriend with other boys when you were most frustrated, would you still forgive me? Would you still be happy? It must be very It's uncomfortable! What's more, my brother is such an impulsive person!"
yes!I never thought about Yu Mo's feelings... He would be like that that day, he would be so wrong, I found out, but I never asked him seriously!Damn me!It should be so wrong!Still suspicious of Yu Mo!
"Because of this, he came back on impulse and promised my dad that Zhou Xin would be his girlfriend and fiancee! Fortunately, I know my brother well. I know he must have been stimulated by something so impulsive Only then did I try my best to get the truth out of him!"
"Actually, I have carefully analyzed it for my brother, and my brother also has some regrets... But in our Zuo family, there is a family rule handed down from our ancestors through the ages - stick to your word and never go back on your word! That is to say, if you promise something to others, You cannot go back on your word!"
"This is the purpose of our Zuo family's life, so my brother has no way to go back on his word... That's why he can only decide to break up with you, so that you can give up!"
"Why does your Zuo family still have such old family rules!"
"Because our Zuo family used to be a family of martial arts...It was changed to a family of business later... There were hundreds of family rules, but all of them have been eliminated. It's just, to commemorate the ancestors, it is also for the ancestors. Revere, therefore, our Zuo family still decided to leave a family rule... Slowly, it will be passed down forever, and it can no longer be eliminated..."
"What now?"
"I don't know! My brother and I can't help it! That's why I came to find my future sister-in-law, Ruo Fei..."
"Looking for me? Why are you looking for me? You can't solve your own family affairs. Do you want me to be an outsider?"
"No! I just want to explain clearly to you, so that you don't doubt my brother's sincerity to you! My brother still likes you Ruofei very much, my future sister-in-law!"
"Not yet the future sister-in-law? Now that he has broken up with me and is going to be someone else's fiance, why am I still your future sister-in-law!"
"Because I know, Ruofei, you and my brother really like each other, you will not give up your true love so easily, will you?"
"Of course! Since all of this is impossible, of course I will try my best to win back the relationship between me and Yumo! But the question is - how should I do my best! I am in a mess right now , there is no other way!"
"No, Ruofei! You have to believe in yourself, and I will also believe in you and support you! Because my brother likes you, not Zhou Xin, forcing him to be with someone he doesn't like, so my brother won't Will be happy! I don't want my brother to be with someone who is not my favorite! I also don't want to see you two people who love each other so sincerely separate! So I decided to stand by your side! I've confirmed You are my future sister-in-law, Ruo Fei! You must work hard!"
"Of course I will work hard! But what should I do? Besides, I have already promised Shi Fei to be his girlfriend... This is my promise to him. Didn't you say that the family rules of your Zuo family are 'Keep your promise, Irrevocable'? Do you want me to be a person who does not keep my word and break my promise to Shi Fei?"
"But you don't like Shi Fei. As I said, you will not be happy if you are forced to be with someone you don't like! Don't tell me Ruo Fei, are you willing to do this?"
"Then what should I do..."
"It's true that people should stick to their promises. Of course I agree with this statement, but feelings are different. Feelings are not just based on promises...Like is a feeling. Of course, you have to work hard to pursue someone you like! Promises that cannot be fulfilled give up the chance to pursue happiness!"
"But... can I really do it? Even if I am willing to give up, Shi Fei may not be able to give up on me!"
"Don't worry! My future sister-in-law, I know everything about you and my brother like the back of my hand! Don't underestimate me! Shi Fei... I have known him since we were young, so I am also his older sister, so he let me come Get it done! Just remember, don’t give up on my brother! Don’t give up on your true love easily! Listen to your true thoughts and go according to your feelings, you must know what to do!..." Yu Na He gave me a firm look, which made me fall in love with this bold girl even more, "At three o'clock in the afternoon on April 26th, their engagement ceremony will be held at my home... At that time, it is the only and best time! If Fei, I will come to pick you up, as for how everything develops, it depends on you, but no matter what, I will support you!"
"Yeah!" Yu Mo, I have decided, this time, let me fight for you!For our happiness and our future, I will definitely work hard!Let me do an "engagement cut-off" for our love!
"Then... that's the decision! I will pick you up on April 26, my future sister-in-law, Ruo Fei, you must work hard! By the way, I still have some things to solve, so I have to go first. Go Come on, Ruofei, I'll take you home!"
"No, I... I'd better go home by myself! I want to walk alone."
"OK then!"
"By the way, Yuna, thank you... Without you, maybe I would have misunderstood like this forever, maybe I wouldn't have the courage to face the future with Yumo like I am now... So, thank you you……"
Yu Na was stunned: "Oh! My future sister-in-law, why are you talking so much! I'm just doing something I should do! Although... I don't understand much about love, but at least I understand the truth Yes. Since it is true love, there is no reason to give up! So, you must work hard! Ah! Also, this matter... treat it as a secret between the two of us! Don't worry, I will never I will mention a word to my brother!"
"Well! I will definitely work hard! This time, I will rely on myself to win our future!"
"Well! I believe in you! Then... I'll go first, sister-in-law... come on! Bye!" Yu Na gave me a cheering gesture and drove away.
Watching her car leave, I feel so confident!Um!Yu Mo, no matter what the ending is, I will cheer for you once!That way, when I look back, I'll know I tried and I won't regret it!
Unknowingly, the corners of my mouth rose.I find that I have never felt more confident than I do now!Turning around, I was about to go home, but I was stopped again... But this time, it wasn't Yu Na, but the one I didn't want to see——Shi Fei!The smile froze immediately...
"Shi Fei..." responded, "Why are you here... Could it be that you are following me?"
"What did Yuna tell you..."
"Don't answer the question! I think what she said to me has nothing to do with you!"
"It's irrelevant! But, you are my Shi Fei's girlfriend, and your business is of course related to me!"
I was taken aback: "What are you talking about! Shi Fei, I don't remember that I promised you this!"
"Then, the promises you made to me in the hospital that day didn't exist, did they all become lies? Don't you count the hooks you made with me?"
"You... heard everything..."
"If I didn't hear it, Ruofei, would you just pretend that you didn't make all these promises?"
"Shi Fei..." Hesitating, I knew he must be very hurt right now, maybe I should make my words clear.This matter should never be resolved by Yuna.After all, I made the promise, and I must take full responsibility.I shouldn't be the one to hold back.With me like this, what qualifications do I have to fight for the future of Yu Mo and me?
In the emotional world, difficulties and ups and downs must be experienced.Since it is a love match between me and Yu Mo, then I should let Yu Mo and I resolve it, instead of letting others help... Yu Mo has done so much for me, this time, I should also do it for him, for our love , did something... So this time, let me settle it with Shi Fei!
Yu Mo, from now on, I'm going to start working.Officially start to work hard for the love between me and you...
"Shi Fei, I have considered those promises, I have thought about fulfilling them... But today I understand that no matter how many promises you make, if you go against your true inner thoughts, you must fulfill them. I can't make myself happy either. After so many things, I finally found that I still can't let go of Yu Mo, and I can't easily give up my feelings for him... Shi Fei, you also said that for your true love, You won’t give up. Then I should do the same, my true love is Yu Mo, I have no reason to give up on him, and I must fight for my happiness, right?”
"So Shi Fei, I've already thought it through very clearly. I still can't keep those promises to you, and I still can't accept you with peace of mind... So, I might have to break it..."
"Shi Fei, I'm sorry. I can't... I can't be your girlfriend, I can't cook delicious food for you as a girlfriend, I can't travel around the world with you as a girlfriend... I'm sorry, this Once, I will be a piggy who breaks the contract..."
"Ruofei, I don't want to force you... I don't want you to think that I'm a person who can only stalk... But I don't understand, since there will be the result today, since you still can't accept me, why did you accept me in the first place? You want to give me so many sworn promises?"
"Shi Fei...Because you saved me that day, I want to thank you and repay you, that's why I made so many promises...I'm sorry, I think, maybe it's because of my guilt towards you Thanks to your gratitude, I have those thoughts... But I really never thought that today, I would actually take back those promises to you here... Shi Fei, can you forget those promises and forgive me? ?”
"Fool! I never blamed you!..." Shi Fei's eyes were red, but he still showed a forced smile.
"Shi Fei..." Perhaps because of guilt and sadness, I couldn't help but want to cry.But I still held back my tears.
"Didn't you say that your true love is Yu Mo? So, you have no reason to give up on him, and you must strive for your own happiness! Let go and chase after me...don't worry about me! Ruofei, you little fool Don’t worry! I’m a big man, can’t I still be strong? Go ahead and work hard!” Why, why, Shi Fei, I know you’re feeling very sad inside, why do you still have to pretend to smile and endure The pain in my heart in turn comforts me and cheers for me! ... Ai Ruofei!What's wrong with you!If you want to pursue your true love, you should learn to let go of others and learn to be selfish, right?
"Okay! Then I'll go first, bye!" Rubbing Shi Fei's shoulder, tears finally poured down uncontrollably...
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Insert music: s. h. e. "How are you lately" (Li: It is recommended to listen to this song while reading the next one, it will be very emotional... I can't help but cry while listening to this song, I can't bear Shi Fei! Tears ran……)
How are you lately/Are you also struggling with missing/You said you would remember me/Do you still remember?
How are you lately / are you busy and tired / is your heart hurting / if you really have to forget me / set off for happiness
Wiping away the tears, the tears still kept falling.Like crying all my tears dry at once...
Shi Fei, look, I am really cruel and selfish!I'm such a bad girl who won't keep her promises!I personally made a promise to be with you, but now I want to personally destroy these promises to you!So Shi Fei, let me go, don't have any nostalgia for me anymore!I don't deserve you to pay so much for me...
You almost left forever for me, you know, you said I was a fool, but you are the stupidest person!Why do this for me?Do you think that I will be very moved and accept you?fool!fool!fool!In the end, I will not leave you resolutely!
The twilight gradually passed, I sat down and down by the side of the road, looked down at the busy footsteps of the pedestrians on the ground, and laughed at Shi Fei's stupidity over and over again in my heart... In fact, I understand that what I really laughed at was not Shi Fei, but It's me...it's me who gave Shi Fei new hope, but now, I want to be so selfish and make him sad and desperate again!Ai Ruofei, when can you be a good person and stop hurting others needlessly!
The night is shrouded, the street lights are flickering, the footsteps of pedestrians are still moving back and forth, different shoes are always changing in front of my eyes, what remains unchanged is that I am still sitting here, thinking about those sad things... how long have I been sitting Oh, I actually have the idea of not going home...
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Shi Fei walked lonely, and the words Ruofei said before leaving appeared in his mind over and over again...
damn it!What did he say just now!Why did you question Ruo Fei like that, because he asked her like that, she felt so guilty!It's all because of him, so what if he likes that girl again?Emotional matters should not be forced... maybe!Maybe he really should give up!
When he went to Melbourne, he found out about her and Zhong Yumo, and he didn't think about giving up, because he still remembered that he had promised her that he would definitely come back, and he would not give up on her!Yes, because I missed her and liked her, so on her birthday, I sneaked back and planned to give her a surprise...
He even had an idea that even if he might not be able to be with Ruofei, he would try his best once, at least then he would not regret it!
As a result, she broke up with Zhong Yumo.He thought that it was his chance, he would not let her go, he had to work hard!In that car accident, he rushed up without even thinking about it. He saved her life, and thus got her promises...
Although he knew better than anyone in his heart, it was only because she was grateful to him that she agreed to him impulsively... Although she didn't really like him, he was still indescribably happy... He told himself, at least this time , He worked hard, he succeeded... Even if he didn't really like her, he only agreed to himself out of gratitude and wanted to repay her, but he still wanted to grasp her...
But, in the end, he still can't lie to himself... It turns out that if two people want to be together, gratitude is not the real bargaining chip. Only sincere love for each other can be the real reason for two people to be together...
She still has to take back those promises intact...
He didn't blame her, although she broke the promise between them, but he never blamed her, and he had no right to blame her... because he knew in his heart that sooner or later, Ruo Fei would leave him. No, it's just that he deceived himself over and over again, weaving a beautiful future with lies...
Therefore, he can tolerate her selfishness and her determination, and accept them without reason.He would never blame her for it.
It's just... 14 years of missing her made it really hard for him to let go of that girl.Yes, it has been 14 years. He has insisted on missing and liking for 14 years. Is it finally going to be shattered now? !Now, it finally proved that he was always the one who was being passionate, right?
Once, he kept telling himself in his heart that as long as he works hard, true love will appear, she will find his goodness, and she will definitely accept him... That night, she held his hand and said so much, he is true Very happy!He felt that his efforts were not in vain... He even decided that from now on, he would never let go!But all this still cannot be decided by him!This time, if he didn't let go, it would be his selfishness!So much persistence in the past, so many times I said not to give up, now, I still have to give up!He completely lost, lost to himself!
Now that she really left, he actually had the urge to cry for the first time!Cold tears moistened his eye sockets... Looking up at the sky, he stuffed the tears back, trying not to let him stay...
Maybe he never should have shown up!
If he hadn't stopped Ruofei that girl that day, maybe Ruofei would have caught up with Zhong Yumo, and then explained clearly to Zhong Yumo, and their breakup wouldn't have happened later!It was all because of his appearance, maybe he was the one who was always selfish!He blindly hoped that she would accept him, but in the end, he hurt her because of his selfishness!
Time to let go!Although he is really reluctant, what can he do if he persists?In the emotional world, never allow a third party to get involved!And he is the third party!He shouldn't blindly insist on his own ideas like that anymore. If he likes someone, he should respect that person, so he should respect Ruo Fei, shouldn't he?
The night enveloped his leaving figure... That lonely, lonely, sad figure left without looking back.This time, he intends to truly let go and never come back... Because he has also worked hard, so he has no complaints or regrets...
Ruofei, he is really leaving, so please be happy...
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