I started Hyakki Night Walk in Tokyo

Chapter 13 Nissan, you are back

Bang!

Shang Chuanzun heard that after he shouted "I'm back", there was movement in the hall of the house.

Listen to the voice, it is very hasty.

Something hurried around and bumped into the table.

Before Shang Chuan could think about it, Chie Shang Chuan ran out of the hall, her left foot was twitching.

Don't think about it.

The movement of hitting the table just now must be because Chie Uekawa walked too hastily and accidentally hit the table with her left knee.

"Nissan, you're back." Chie Uekawa ran over with a limp, stopped in front of Zun Shangchuan, bent over and rubbed her left knee and said.

"Hmm." Shang Chuan was stunned for a moment, nodded, and looked at Chie Shang Chuan.

With a fair face, a little expression of pain.

It could be seen no matter what, the hit on the table was painful, but she didn't cry, she was holding back.

"It's alright."

Uekawa put one hand on Uekawa Chie's arm to support her, and quickly took off his shoes with the other hand.

"Does it hurt, let me help you in."

Chie Kamikawa quickly shook her head and waved her hands, forcing a smile.

"Nissan, I'm fine, it doesn't hurt."

That smile, the combination of pain and laughter on a cute face, makes people laugh.

Speaking of which, she propped her left foot and stood up.

"Nissan, you came back very late today, did you go on a secret date.

Nissan, why is your schoolbag so dirty, did it drop on the floor?The schoolbag is so dirty, it's not good to take it out, let me wash it for you.

Nissan, don’t be afraid that I will wash your schoolbag, hee hee, because I washed all the dirty clothes you haven’t washed Nissan today.

Everything is washed clean.

If you don't believe me, you can go and have a look, I'll hang it on the balcony. "

Chie Kamikawa was like a little sparrow, chattering non-stop.

Speaking of the latter, she put her hands on her hips, her chest was straight, and she had a little tsundere-like pride on her face.

She looks like a little princess who does her parents a favor and waits for her parents to praise her.

Shang Chuanzun did not speak.

Listen quietly.

"Oh, by the way, Nissan, I didn't just do laundry today.

I also took the quilt to dry and mopped the floor. "

Chie Kamikawa pointed to the floor and smiled sweetly.

"Nissan, look quickly, is it mopped very cleanly?

Also, and oh, I see it's getting late, and you didn't come back, Nissan, so I made the rice first and scrambled an egg.

Nissan, you probably haven't eaten it yet, wait and try the food I made for the first time.

Nissan I am not very good, I found that, in fact, I have the ability to do housework. "

The words fall.

Kamikawa Chie's eyes were erratic, sometimes looking at the floor, and sometimes looking at the wall beside her.

Playing with the corners of the clothes with both hands:

"So...Nissan, I can do the laundry, cooking, and drying the quilt in the future.

I can also do things like mopping the floor and going out to buy groceries.

In addition to these, I can also help with other small things. "

Chie Kamikawa's voice trembled slightly.

"Nissan, you don't have to treat me like a child. I'm 15 years old, not too young."

Shang Chuan respected Mo Yan and looked at Chie Shang Chuan.

Maybe it was because she didn't dare to look at Shangchuan Zun's expression, or maybe she was too focused on what she said, so Chie Shangchuan didn't notice that Shangchuan Zun was looking at her.

She is still talking.

"I'm not a kid anymore, I can do a lot of things, I can help a lot, and I can also help Nissan to share some of your pressure, so..."

As Chie Kamikawa spoke, her eyes turned red and her eye sockets were soaked.

Tears could not stop staying.

After saying the word "so" at the end, her voice was trembling, and her body was also trembling.

With both hands tightly grasping the corners of the clothes, they pinched the creases.

She wanted to say the follow-up words, but couldn't, her throat seemed to be stuck.

Want to say but dare not say.

she is afraid,

Afraid of saying those words, it will bring loss, it will...

Until now, Shang Chuan, who had been silent for a long time, made a move.

He raised his hand and patted Kamikawa Chie on the shoulder.

His expression didn't change much, but it didn't mean he was indifferent, nor did it mean that he didn't know why Chie Kamikawa said this suddenly.

When he arrived at the door of the house, Shangchuan Zun noticed something from the memory of the original owner.

The original owner wrote two suicide notes before taking the plane to commit suicide.

One is the suicide note in the schoolbag.

The other is when I started writing the suicide note, I wrote a waste manuscript and threw it in the trash can.

Originally, Kamikawa was praying.

I hope Chie Kamikawa didn't find the suicide note in the trash can.

However, judging from Chie Uekawa's performance now, she must have found the suicide note in the trash can and knew that Takashi Uekawa was going to commit suicide.

Uekawa-kun patted Uekawa Chie on the shoulder.

This gentle slap seemed to be the last slap on a dam that was about to burst. Chie Kamikawa trembled, unable to restrain herself anymore, and burst into tears.

She wanted to hold back her crying, to wipe away her tears.

I don't want Shang Chuan Zun to see her sad, for fear that he will feel sorry for her.

However, no matter how much she reached out to wipe her tears, the tears could not be wiped away.

Can't stop shedding.

Because, she remembered the suicide note she found in Nisan's room this morning.

more because...

From the dazzling light in the corridor above her head, she suddenly noticed that Nissan's hair was mixed with several white hairs.

To be honest, in today's society, there is a lot of academic pressure. It is normal for high school students to have a few gray hairs. Almost walking on the road, you can find any high school student with gray hair, regardless of whether he has studied or not. is normal.

However, Chie Kamikawa didn't think about this. In her opinion, it was because Nisan had too many troubles after supporting the house alone, and had too many worries, which made her gray hair.

Kamikawa Chie is not stupid, and knows how gloomy and distressed Nissan is after the death of her parents.

Although Nissan, who used to love to laugh, still smiles when facing her every day.

However, she knew very well that Nissan was holding on because he was afraid that she would worry.

Every time she secretly opened Nissan's room, she could always see Nissan with a sullen face, scratching his head, frowning, thinking about the daily expenses and worrying about the days to come.

She really wants to help.

But every time he wanted to ask for help, Nisan retorted, "Why do you help a child? It's not helpful, go and do your homework."

Even, Nissan would sulk while talking.

As time passed, Chie Kamikawa didn't dare to say these things.

She was afraid that Nisan would be angry, and she was afraid that saying this would make Nisan feel incompetent.

however.

Everything changed after she found the suicide note.

Seeing the content of the suicide note, unprecedented remorse poured out.

Chie Kamikawa regretted it extremely.

I regret that it would be great if I insisted on helping, if I am summoning up the courage, it would be great to take the initiative to help Nissan share some of the burden.

Today is the most disturbing day for Kamikawa Chie. Since her parents died, she once again experienced panic and anxiety.

She was terrified that Nissan had committed suicide.

She wants to go out and look for Nissan.

But he was also afraid that if Nisang did not commit suicide, he would not be able to find her when he came back, which would cause trouble for Nisang.

a whole day.

From morning to night.

Chie Kamikawa just stayed at home, praying that Nissan would not commit suicide, and waiting for Nissan to come back.

During the day of waiting, she didn't wait, and started to do the housework that Nissan used to do, in order to share some pressure for Nissan.

Chie Kamikawa would cry every time she did a housework and experienced the exhaustion of housework.

It turns out...Nissan has paid so much, and he is really a fool and an idiot!Why couldn't I find out sooner.

that's it.

Wait till night, night falls

Looking at the sky, Nissan still hasn't come back...

Chie Kamikawa's heart, as if night fell, was also covered with a layer of darkness.

A shady layer called helplessness, panic, regret, self-blame...

As time went by, the black curtain became deeper and deeper.

Just when the shady scene was about to reach a critical point, Chie Uekawa finally heard the sound of the door opening that she was most looking forward to, and the sound of "I'm back" that she most wanted to hear.

Without any hesitation.

Chie Kamikawa rushed out, accidentally hitting the table because she was too anxious and in a hurry.

She ignored the pain and ran out on tiptoe.

Seeing Shang Chuan Zun, Shang Chuan Chie's hanging heart finally let go.

At that moment, she didn't cry, but suppressed the urge to cry, and said the words that she had silently recited in her heart countless times earlier today.

until the last few sentences.

She found that the tears she had suppressed had already fallen, and the tears could not be stopped.

And when it comes to the last sentence.

She cried and stopped talking.

She didn't dare to say the last sentence that she had silently recited countless times.

Being stuck on the word 'so' abruptly.

Follow-up, did not say.

Because she is afraid that if she speaks out, Nissan will know that she has read the suicide note, which will touch Nissan's heartstrings, and feel that her fragility will be known by her sister, resulting in the loss of Nissan. ...

in fact.

That sentence is very short.

Also very simple:

"So, Nissan, let's work together to survive."

……

(End of this chapter)