I'm really an intern

Chapter 187 So, You Can Cry Now

Eyes finally moved away.

No longer staring at a hospital with lights in the dark in the distance.

Zhang Tianyang lowered his head and looked at the small, brisk figure running around below.

"How did you run up there!"

"Where is the road?"

"Zhang Tianyang, you usually come to the playground to be lazy, not to run, right?"

"It turns out that you can go up from here! I'm such a little genius!"

Lin Lin finally found her way up.

The small figure on the playground quickly magnified in front of him.

With the light not far away, Zhang Tianyang's eyesight is enough for him to see clearly.

The white dress is slimmer than the nurse's uniform.

White transparent arm, there is still a piece of clothes hanging on it?

Soon, the clothes were forcefully stuffed into his arms.

"Zhang Tianyang! I'm angry!"

"What's the matter with you, you don't borrow the phone, and people don't answer."

Lin Lin's eyes seemed a little red.

Shouting a clearer voice from below, I don't know if it's because of running or something else, it's a little hoarse.

She seemed a little angry.

"You go back to the dormitory after get off work at night! What do you want to do in the playground? Huh?"

"You're not exercising, and you're blowing the wind here, it's autumn, it's autumn!"

"Although autumn in Guangdong Province is not cold, don't you know that the temperature has dropped?"

"What do you want to do with the sculpture-like concave shape here? To attract young ladies??"

"Zhang Tianyang, keep your eyes open to see clearly, the runners below are all elders!"

After all, after that incident blew up, the girls hid in the dormitory and cried.

Only those old men who are passionate and want to hit someone will come to the playground and run desperately after knowing that they have no way to do it.

"A lot of people are looking for you and can't find you, you know? Everyone is worried about you."

"If I hadn't checked the location"

"Hey, don't talk? Isn't it cold after being pestered for so long?"

Lin Lin pinched his hand in distress.

She also wanted to cry, but when she thought about it, she was not a witness, but just a medical worker, so she felt the same way.

What about Zhang Tianyang?

He just watched his teacher fall down in front of him!

Along the way, those guys on the playground seemed to be crazy, but Zhang Tianyang, the person involved, stood here calmly.

She is worried!

The fingertips met, and the cold touch came, and her heart trembled.

"Why are your hands so cold? Ah!"

A force came from her hands, and she fell head-on into Zhang Tianyang's chest.

She struggled subconsciously, "You"

"I am cold."

The struggle is gone.

Think of her super lonely back that can be seen from far away.

Think about what she heard about Zhang Tianyang doing after the incident.

Think of the icy touch she just felt.

Think of the warmth in the palm of his hand when the other party held her hand backhand.

Lin Lin closed her eyes, put her ears on Zhang Tianyang's chest, and felt his heartbeat.

soon.

But she believes that she is not fast because of herself.

It must have started a long, long time ago, from the moment I saw the blood dripping from the teacher's neck with my own eyes.

What a fool!

Zhang Tianyang's breathing is very steady, just like he has been showing tonight.

But the fast beating heart and the uncontrollably trembling hand holding Lin Lin are his true emotions deeply hidden under the "calmness".

Lin Lin suddenly understood him.

In those moments, anger fills my chest.

The only person he could rely on fell in front of him.

Everyone around him collapsed, he had to, and could only keep calm.

He must, and can only, handle all the things he can do.

Others can avoid it, don't look at it, don't think about it.

But he can't.

He has to see, he has to think, he has to do, he has to remember, he has to be strong.

Lin Lin's nose was a little sour.

Slowly, slowly, she also put her arms around Zhang Tianyang.

Putting his hands on his back, he patted him slowly, like coaxing a child.

"do you know?"

Zhang Tianyang spoke suddenly.

His voice was hoarse, trembling, and he had never shown "not calm."

Lin Lin just patted and patted lightly, "Speak, I'll listen."

"You know, that old lady is 95 years old."

Lin Lin gave a soft "hmm".

She knew that Zhang Tianyang just wanted to talk.

He really, held back for too long.

"You know, her family wants her subsidy, but they don't want to spend money to save her."

"Ah."

"You know, all of us are impatient with her family members, only Teacher Yang, she has been very patient, has been very patient."

"Ah."

"Did you know that Teacher Yang has hyperthyroidism?"

"Ah."

"You know, the old lady just woke up today."

"Ah."

"Do you know, Teacher Yang is really happy for the old lady."

"Ah."

After that, there is no sound.

Because in the future, memories will be bloody.

Lin Lin hugged Zhang Tianyang, closed her eyes, listened to his heartbeat, and suddenly spoke.

"Old Zhang."

Zhang Tianyang's body trembled slightly.

"I'm here." Lin Lin patted him on the back, "It's okay, I'll be with you, what I can't see, neither can anyone else see here."

She paused.

"So, you can cry."

You can cry now.

Stop holding back.

No shame, really.

What you did is already very good.

a long time later.

Heartbeat gradually slowed down.

Lin Lin heard a sigh from above her head.

The hug seemed to get tighter.

Her chest seemed wet.

Lin Lin lay on the wet bed, and suddenly wanted to give herself a hug.

Obviously he wanted Zhang Tianyang to cry, but he didn't know if he cried or not, but he did.

And got his clothes wet.

Ah really, shame on me!

"Lin Lin."

Zhang Tianyang suddenly spoke in a low voice.

Lin Lin quickly responded.

"exist!"

"Thank you."

"thank you too."

Thank you for saving Professor Yang.

"Old Zhang."

Finally, Lin Lin couldn't help but asked.

"You said, is it wrong for us to study medicine?"

This is her doubt.

But it is also tonight, the doubts of countless medical workers, countless medical students, and countless nurses.

After spending so much time, learning so much knowledge, and taking the 007 class, I didn't die well.

"It's not our fault."

Zhang Tianyang has figured it out.

"You hesitate, not because there are scumbags ruining everything, but because there are still many great patients and great families who are kind-hearted and grateful."

At this moment, many faces flashed through his mind.

Neonatal department, the thankful father of the child;

Nephrology, the family member who gave me a fruit basket, the little girl who stuffed me with chocolate;

Infectious internal medicine, the old man who secretly told him that his eyes could smile, the man in black who helped him block the doctor's collision;

All the family members in the emergency department avoided them but went forward to the family that folded gold and ingots;

And the girl who was pushed by her mother in a wheelchair and asked him to cheer up.

"What we are hesitant about is not whether we will be cut off if we continue, but that once we quit, these kind people could have been treated."

"These innocent people cannot be implicated just because of scum."

"That's why you hesitate."

On one side, there are innocent and kind people under the attack of the disease;

On one side, there is a scumbag who laughs wildly and raises a knife to cut off hope.

This is the reason why so many doctors and medical students cried in pain that night.

(Ask for a monthly pass, now 104)

　Thanks to the lord who has no books and no fat~Thanks to Wanshang who came sooner rather than later~I love you all.work hard together!

　　

　

(End of this chapter)