Kiss out of print fiancee

My name is Jun Feiqing, Jun Tianya's eldest daughter and his only daughter.

I have four younger brothers, so we are a total of five siblings, seriously overborn.

Dad's friends often laughed that Dad didn't respond to the national policy and should be fined and confiscated half of the family property. Dad always replied proudly that more good varieties like ours should be cultivated. This is a good thing for the country and the people.

For this sentence, I despised my father for a long time, because I remember that only pigs are classified by breed.

Everyone in Beijun City knows that I, Jun Feiqing, am the young lady of the Jun family. I was famous far and wide when I was ten years old. There are rumors that once a man sees me, he will lose his soul and hit the wall when he walks. He will fall into the river when he crosses the bridge, and he will keep repeating when others ask him: Miss Jun’s family is so beautiful, Miss Jun’s family is so beautiful, Miss Jun’s family is so beautiful...

However, even so, I am already 17 years old, and no one dares to pursue me.

It's not that I'm not good enough, it's because of my four devil brothers, in their eyes, no one in this world is worthy of me except for a man surnamed Jun.

It's a pity that all the men surnamed Jun are close relatives of me, so I'm 17 years old and haven't been in love yet.

But, I'm in no rush.

Everyone in Beijun City knows that the eldest lady of the Jun family is not only beautiful and versatile, but also knowledgeable, elegant, kind, and beautiful. She is a beauty that is hard to pick in thousands of miles. One of the beauties.

During the day, I will always be weak and delicate, dignified and demure, unique and refined, but when I fall asleep at night, I will immediately become another completely different me.

I have two lives, one in day and one in dream.

In the daytime, my name is Jun Feiqing, the eldest daughter of the Jun family. In my dream, my name is Geer, the young daughter of a great hero.

Since I can remember, I am growing up during the day, and the me in the dream grows with the me during the day.

As a child, I thought everyone was just like me, one person during the day and another person at night when we dreamed.

Later, when I grew up, I realized that only me, Jun Feiqing, was like this.

I was afraid that if people found out, I would be arrested for a human autopsy, so I never talked about the dream to anyone, including my parents and younger brothers. I didn't want them to worry about me.

In my dream, my name is Ge'er, I live in the Han Dynasty, I am as beautiful as me in the daytime, I like to wear a green shirt, I have a white camel, a silver-white wolf, and two white eagles , parents, and two older brothers.

Before I was eight years old, I only dreamed of my parents and my elder brother. I traveled with them, from the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River to the yellow sand outside the Great Wall, from the grassland in northern Saibei to the Gobi desert, from Mount Everest to the Pamirs, from the stormy sea to the The quiet and peaceful snow cave, although it is a tourist, but the life is still very luxurious.

After I was eight years old, a teenager appeared in my dream.

When I first saw him, he was lying under a tree being beaten by a group of beggars, and I rescued him.

He was lying on the muddy ground and I looked down at him.

The lines of his face are deep and soft, perfectly carved like jade, a pair of beautiful black agate eyes, clearer and clearer than the sky after the rain, his childish face has a strange sense of vicissitudes and evil Charm.

Although he was dressed in rags and lay on the muddy ground, he looked noble and arrogant, evil and proud like the son of a demon king.

He and I only met once in a dream, and after that, only my father, mother, brother, Diaer Luotuo remained in my dream, but his eyes, those beautiful eyes like black agate stones, remained forever. in my life.

Not only in dreams, but also during the day.

Yes, even in the daytime, I always feel that there is such a pair of clear and beautiful eyes like agate stones passing through the thick fog, through the steel jungle, looking through everything and falling into my heart.

Soon, I will be 17 years old, and all my girlfriends around me will have someone they like, or they are in love, but I, I don't want to fall in love, because there is no one around me, no one has such a pair of eyes.

In my 17-year-old dream, I actually met him again.

In the dream, I didn't recognize him, not even his pair of unparalleled eyes, and my attitude towards him was very cold.

I am anxious during the day.

During the day, I looked in the mirror and said to myself, Qinger, he is the boy you saved when you were young, you have to like him.

But, very sad.

When I fell asleep at night, the me named Geer still didn't remember who he was, and I was still very indifferent to him.

During the day, I watched sadly.

Watching me, Geer, walk away from him step by step, and fall into the arms of another man, and he, the young man named Jue, gave up wealth, power, and love for the "me" in his dream. He sacrificed his health and gave up everything he had, but he didn't get a look back at the "I" in the dream.

During the day, I can only watch.

Seeing him sad, seeing him hurt, watching him grieve, watching him bury all the pain in his heart.

During the day, I felt more and more fond of Jue in my dream. I said to myself in the mirror countless times during the day: Qinger, you have to like him!Don't fall in love with someone else, he has sacrificed so much for you!Please please!You must fall in love with him!

However, Ge'er at night cannot hear Qing'er's call during the day.

She couldn't see what Jue had done for her, and there was only another boy in her eyes and heart.

Later, the boy that "I" fell in love with in the dream died of a sudden illness, and "I" was in agony, wanting to leave that sad place and start over.

Jue discarded everything and chased after "me", wanting to leave with "me".

"I" told him, "I" just want to carry the memory of the deceased boy, forget the past, start again, and never want to see him again.

During the day, I saw him standing by the riverside with a sad face to send "me" away, and I saw him running into the river suddenly, stumbling after him, and shouting: "Geer".

The mournful cry between heaven and earth was quickly swallowed by the vast eyes, and the "I" in the dream didn't hear it, but it made me in a trance and breathless during the day.

No matter what I do, there is always the piercing cry "Geer" in my ears!

I hate it!

Hate my unfeelingness in the dream!

But I can do nothing.

No matter how much I pity and love that boy named "Jue" in the daytime, in my dream I am still that heartless "Ge'er". The suffering, humiliation, blood and tears he has suffered for Geer, Ge'er in the dream can't see anything.

I hate myself.

Hate that I can only enter the dream, but cannot control the dream.

In the dream, Ge'er left without saying "goodbye". I will never see him again in this life.

He was disheartened, allowing his enemy to shoot a feathered arrow through his chest, blood staining his robe, but there was no sadness in his eyes, only three points of fatigue, three points of boredom, and four points of indifference.

His body wobbled, he couldn't stand stably, he fell backwards, his body fell into the water, and he disappeared without even splashing the water.

I woke up from the dream screaming, my face was pale, my chest was throbbing, and I was sweating profusely.

Ge'er in her dream had already left. She didn't know that the boy named Jue had lost his life because of her refusal. If she was willing to take him away, even if he just let him follow him from a distance, he would not die!

He died, she didn't care, but I did.

My heart hurts like being crushed by a hand.

Panting heavily, I ran out with my pajamas on bare feet, my clothes disheveled and my hair disheveled, rushed into the car, and sped away. The guard at home was so shocked that I couldn't speak, and stayed there in a daze.

I rushed to the Junjiang north of Beijun City, I don't know why I went there, in the middle of the night, when the night was quiet.

However, when I was approaching Junjiang, I suddenly heard several gunshots, which shocked me so much that my heart ached and my soul flew away.

I suddenly understood.

Understand why I ran here desperately like a madman possessed.

I staggered out of the car by the side of the Junjiang River, and saw a white-clothed boy staggeringly falling into the river, his chest was a dazzling blood red.

"No!" I yelled out in an out-of-pitch voice.

Before I jumped down to the river, my elder brother Jun Feiye hugged me from behind. He was also wearing pajamas and slippers. He must have heard the guard's report and chased me before he even had time to catch his breath.

Before the elder brother gave orders, four or five bodyguards behind him had already jumped into the river, catching a boy in a short time.

His eyes were tightly closed, I couldn't see those agate eyes, but my body was still trembling violently like being struck by lightning.

His face is clearly Jue in my dream!

I rushed over to hug him coldly, and put my trembling hands on his nose.

Fortunately, although his breath was weak, he was still alive.

The eldest brother frowned tightly, and ordered his subordinates to lift him up, I hugged him tightly, and the eldest brother coaxed me softly, "Good boy, I will save him."

I clung to him as if I lost my soul and refused to let go.

There was no other way, the eldest brother could only support me, and ordered his subordinates to carry him and stuff us into the car.

Outside the operating room, I shivered into a ball, and my brother had question marks all over his face, but I didn't know where to start.

I know what he wants to ask.

My food, clothing, housing, transportation, play, eating, drinking, and sleeping are all under his control. He is wondering why I have such deep affection for a boy of the same age, but he doesn't know this boy, even the boy's name and family. No history is known.

The operation was finally over. It was an unbelievable miracle that he survived a dozen bullets in his chest.

However, even though he didn't die, he was no different from a disabled person. He was too weak to get out of bed after lying on the bed for half a year.

My father, mother, and four younger brothers agreed that I, the perfect daughter and sister in their minds, was obsessed.

Such a perfect me, unexpectedly fell in love with a sick boy who couldn't even get out of bed.

Even that young man was just a useless orphan, because he sneaked into a rich man's house to steal, and it happened that the rich man's family had a gangster background, so he was chased to the edge of the Jun River in the middle of the night and knocked into the river.

I don't care what others say, whether he is a thief or a robber, whether he is healthy or disabled, in this life, I will follow him.

Just because his name is "Jue".

Just because he has a pair of beautiful and pure eyes like black agate.

Just because, when he saw me after waking up from a coma, he called me "Ge'er" in a daze.

The moment I heard him call me Ge'er, I cried so hard that I couldn't make a sound.

I said to him, forgive me, forgive me for taking a thousand years to understand your love, forgive me for making you wait so long before you can hold my hand.

forgive me……

He just looked at me and smiled, his smile was as gentle as the sunshine in March.

I know, he understands.

He lay on the bed for three years before he could get out of bed, and I took care of him for three years with almost no clothes off, and he became thin and weak.

People around me look at me like crazy, but I don't care.

It doesn't matter, at least my parents and brothers, they protect me, they say, as long as I love, they will like it.

However, the eldest brother always felt a little regretful. He said that it was all his fault. In the past, all those men were blocked from my house. I have met too few men before I met a man who was a little eye-catching. , I jumped on it as if I was dying.

I pursed my lips and smiled.

You know, how difficult it is to say the phrase "you can see it" from the mouth of the eldest brother, at least it is the posture of a heavenly man.

After Jue's body gradually recovered, the people in Beijun City gradually saw the future son-in-law of the Jun family. Son.

They all thought that I was bewitched by Jue's "beauty". After all, in the eyes of the world, few women could resist Jue's godlike face.

Whenever I heard these words, Jue and I just looked at each other and smiled.

The rumors are getting worse and worse, and most of them accuse Jue of selling his appearance to win my favor, and that he is a badass who covets Jun's money and eats soft food.

Once, I finally couldn't help asking him, do you mind?

Jue looked at me, smiled, and said, Geer, you understand, I have loved you for thousands of years.

A year later, when my eldest brother took a magnifying glass and carefully checked from top to bottom, and couldn't find any faults in Jue, he finally agreed to marry me to him helplessly.

Another year later, more than a dozen luxury cars from a wealthy businessman's family in Asia drove to the door of Jun's house, and a large number of bodyguards and servants stood on both sides of the door of Jun's house, saying that they would welcome their young master back.

The eldest brother waved impatiently, the young masters here are all surnamed Jun, there is no one you are looking for.

Jue Pianpian walked out, her graceful steps were indescribably suave, extravagant, and the brilliance flowed, making people unable to look directly at her.

The two rows of servants and bodyguards standing outside the gate of Jun's house bent down together and called respectfully, young master.

The eldest brother opened his mouth wide in surprise, unable to close it for a long time.

Later, a legend began to circulate in Beijun City.

The adopted son of the richest man in Asia was killed by villains who were vying for property, and was thrown into the river. He was rescued by the young lady of the Jun family. .

The eldest brother also blinked and laughed, "Sister, I just realized that you are so powerful that you can actually see that the half-dead stone lying on the hospital bed is a peerless piece of beautiful jade."

I smiled triumphantly and looked at Jue, who also looked at me with a gentle smile.

I clenched his hand tightly, and our eyes were tightly glued.

They don't know that our love has lasted for thousands of years, and until this life, we will never be separated again.

postscript:

Jue is the heroine of a writer I admire very much.

He is the male protagonist who worries me the most in all the stories I have read.

I remember one time, I read a sad article and cried for several hours. The next day my eyes were swollen, but I forgot after crying.

When I read Jue's story, I didn't shed a single tear, but I couldn't let it go for a long time.

He gave too much and got too little.

His life was full of suffering and too little joy.

His whole life was a tragedy from beginning to end.

After reading it, I was depressed and often thought that if I had the opportunity to communicate with Jue's stepmother, I would definitely drag her clothes and cry bitterly, begging her not to write Jue to death at least.

However, I don't have that chance, and I don't know how to find that stepmother.

I thought that time could slowly dilute the depression in my heart, but I underestimated the skill of that stepmother.

A long, long time has passed, but I still can't let go, so I have this episode.

I hope I can feel better in this way, this is the helplessness of helplessness.

After finishing the extra episode, I gave Jue the young lady of the Jun family who is loved by thousands of people. Jue should be happy, right?

Who is Jue?

I'm very confused, I don't know if I should hope that you have the opportunity to know Jue, the feeling of feeling sorry for Jue is really uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

Let me make an appointment with everyone, maybe one day, maybe a few days, maybe a few years, maybe ten years later, you will also know Jue, maybe you will sigh in surprise, oh, so this is Jue!

At that time, maybe this episode can give you some comfort.

Like me, you will cover your ears and steal your bells and deceive yourself by saying, alas!Well, at least Jue after a thousand years is happy!