The Goddess President's Personal Soldier King

"My father was a secret agent. Unfortunately, he was caught by the enemy during his mission. In order not to reveal his secrets, my father committed suicide by drinking a bullet. My mother couldn't bear the blow for a while, and she went crazy ever since..."

Speaking of this, her voice became a little more choked up.

After a pause, she continued: On a dark and windy night, my mother put me at the door of an old couple in the town. I was only two years old at that time, and the old couple died when I was seven both die...

She paused again, and there were some crystals shining in her eyes.

"Afterwards, I have been living by myself, by myself! Life is very tight, and since then, I have not even worn a new dress. Fortunately, a kind person has helped me for many years, which allowed me to complete studies."

Su Peilin sighed, and suddenly smiled wryly, "Do you know how I came here these years? I didn't even have a full meal, and I didn't have any relatives to ask about my health. I was scolded as a bastard since I was a child..."

She suddenly smiled, with a bit of sadness in her smile: "Do you understand the bastard? A child is called a bastard by everyone. Do you know how much harm it will cause in her heart?"

Ye Chen was slightly moved, he didn't expect Su Peilin's childhood to be so miserable.

"When I was young, my classmates would not play with me. In their eyes, I was an alternative, so I told myself that I must be strong and not rely on others. It was not until I was admitted to Oxford University in the UK that I I laughed happily, do you know, how crazy I laughed that day, I laughed for a whole day!"

Su Peilin's strong woman spirit is completely gone.

The feelings that a little woman should have, the feelings of a little woman are undoubtedly revealed at this moment.

The petty bourgeois temperament of female white-collar workers is completely gone.

It's just that there is something in the beautiful eyes that people can't see through.

Ye Chen nodded, "After suffering for so many years, I have finally paid off and lived up to my hard work."

The expression on his face suddenly froze.

Looking at Su Peilin and seeing her sad and painful smile, I felt a sudden pain in my heart.

It was like being stabbed severely by a sharp needle.

He also accompanied her, smiling, smiling, but only reluctantly.

There were tears in Su Peilin's beautiful eyes.

She bit her lip and continued, "I have always given people the impression that I am a self-righteous woman who is annoying, but the past years have been circling in my mind, urging me to keep moving forward, I want to To be a successful person and live an enviable life, that's why I became harsh on others, asking everyone to be the same as me, to do one thing perfectly, now it seems that everything is in vain, everyone They have different experiences, different values, and even more different pursuits, and sometimes you really can’t force others to do what’s difficult for you.”

She sighed, and glanced at the void: "You don't understand what I'm talking about, just like the little match girl, how many people can understand her inner world?"

Seeing her expression, Ye Chen could even feel the softness in her heart.

Perhaps, in her heart, she felt that no one in this world could understand her.

Perhaps this is the fundamental reason why she deliberately put on a strong woman's posture and deliberately kept a distance from the crowd.

"Have you ever seen a wolf?" Ye Chen suddenly said something that surprised Su Peilin.

"I don't understand what you mean." Su Peilin responded.

Ye Chen restrained his smile.

His eyes suddenly became deep, piercing, even ice-cold.

It's completely dark without any brilliance.

His voice became low and cold, without any emotion.

He smiled, but there was unspeakable vicissitudes in his smile, "Wolf is a ferocious animal, but it is the most afraid of loneliness in the world. Its power is only reflected in the pack of wolves, and it is often alone. The wolves are very weak and incompetent, and will soon be killed by humans, or besieged to death by other animals."

Su Peilin glanced at Ye Chen, nodded silently, and continued to listen.

"Five years ago, there was a wolf who escaped from the wolf pack. At that time, he had no water, no food, and was even involved in human wars. In the cruel war, he not only had to avoid the endless shooting of humans, but also To avoid the invasion of the harsh environment, at that time, if he wanted to survive, he could only resist tenaciously, but a few years later, the wolf survived the harsh environment, not only had inexhaustible food, but also could not drink. He is not even afraid of being hunted by anyone. In fact, what he wants is not much, just enough to eat and drink every day, bask in the sun, and survive. But the environment has created him and made him a A fighter!"

"Are you talking about yourself?" Su Peilin asked suspiciously.

Ye Chen didn't admit it or deny it, but suddenly raised his head and asked, "Have you ever felt death?"

Su Peilin's delicate body trembled, her face turned pale, "What do you mean?"

"When you have experienced death, you will understand how fragile life is. Especially in war, people are as cheap as grass. At that time, people will be slaughtered like livestock, and then become food for vultures and wild dogs."

"When you are shot, you will watch your blood flow out uncontrollably..."

"At that time, you will feel dizzy, your limbs will be out of control, and even various illusions will appear in your mind. Maybe you will feel pain soon, but you will be powerless..."

"At that time, you must have been desperate. You even begged the enemy to give you another shot, but at that time, you couldn't move, and you couldn't speak. You could only watch your blood spurt out crazily. , until it flows all over the ground and spreads on the ground, like a blooming red lotus."

"In the end, you can only accept your fate and watch yourself leave this world. How lonely and sad you will be at that time!"

The man's words shocked the woman deeply!

The man smiled and continued: "If you don't die, then what you will face next is pain, pain, cold, and even spiritual devastation! When you can't bear it, you will know, everything, It's all nonsense, morality has begun to decline, and humanity is completely gone, even worse than livestock."

"Hunger brings you a terrible feeling. You will gradually become anxious, even crazy. In your eyes, the corpse of your brother will be a delicious meal, and you will rush to it without hesitation. Go up, tear, and eat!"

"Everything is your instinct, your essence urges you, in order to live!"