"Come on, sit down, I'll give you a class." Gao Yan sat on the sofa with his arms around Song Shanshan, and hung Song Shanshan's bag on the clothes rack. He made a cup of coffee for Song Shanshan, put it in front of Song Shanshan and said, "Today I give Tell me about Fei Siyuan. Tell me about Fei Siyuan and me."

"I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen to that woman's business, why should I bother her?" Song Shanshan yelled upset.

"You are not annoying her, you are jealous of her." Gao Yan pointed out bluntly. He sat opposite Song Shanshan so that he could easily see the changes on Song Shanshan's face. "When I met Fei Siyuan, she was only 15 years old, a 15-year-old Little girl, what do you think she can do to impress people?"

"She is 15 years old, how old are you?" Song Shanshan was surprised by Fei Siyuan's actual age.She went to college at the age of 15, and it has been more than ten years now, why is she still a baby face?She doesn't look like someone in her 30s at all, how could she take care of herself so well!

"I, she was admitted to the journalism department of Peking University at the age of 15. Don't look at her age, she is a super student in our class! How arrogant is the little girl? You can't compare with her at all." Gao Yan deliberately turned to Song Shanshan Blinking his eyes, he laughed and said, "The straight body is like a young white poplar, very handsome. A head of jet-black hair is scattered on the shoulders. A beautiful egg-goose-shaped face is inlaid with a delicate Nose, two bright black phoenix eyes, beating soft flames. It is very attractive. In class, I listen to the teacher's lectures with all my attention, and never half-heartedly look around. Even if other students deliberately make small moves, they cannot attract For her attention, at most she smiled at her classmates, which is regarded as a return to everyone. As long as she leaves the classroom and walks on the forest road of the school, she is like a beautiful scenery attracting everyone's attention, and the boy she admires is like honey. They are all around her, making people dazzled, but she herself sits still and walks her own way without turning her eyes."

"You are one of the suitors!" Song Shanshan was really jealous. Hearing Gao Yan's affectionate voice and seeing Gao Yan's affectionate eyes, Song Shanshan almost went crazy.

"That's right, I've liked Fei Siyuan since then. But she's not interested in boys, and she doesn't fall in love with anyone. After finishing her homework at school, she's busy earning extra money. She cherishes her time very much. Speaking of time is money, she gave her children supplementary lessons, English, Chinese, and mathematics. Her college tuition was earned by giving supplementary lessons to her children. We didn't understand at the time, thinking that she was struggling to make money because of family difficulties. In fact, she Her family is in very good condition, her parents are both famous doctors, and the family simply lacks money. She doesn’t need to work so hard to earn her tuition.”

"She must be a money addict, cherishing money like life." Song Shanshan sneered and mocked.

"She was simple in food and clothing, never extravagant. Later we realized the purpose of her desperate efforts to make money. She sponsored college students in impoverished mountainous areas to complete their studies so that they could live independently."

"Isn't she stupid? She's still a student herself?" Song Shanshan sneered disapprovingly, inexplicably wryly.

"Yeah! She's so stupid. She doesn't have any designer clothes or jewelry on her body. She's as pure as an orchid in a deep valley. She is natural, free and easy, and makes people linger. After I graduated, I didn't find a job very well, so she recommended her to me. I came to work in the TV station, and while I love her, I feel a little more grateful. Because I have grown up and know each other better, I passionately thought that she was delaying time, and she also had me in her heart, but she just didn’t admit it. .Until one day she completely rejected me. I was furious. I had nothing to exchange for my friendship with her for many years.

"What did she say?" Song Shanshan was very curious. She knew it was difficult for Gao Yan to pursue Fei Siyuan.

"She said: did I promise you something? Did I agree to a relationship with you? Did I play the role of your girlfriend in front of your friends and family? I was speechless, yeah! She said That's right, she never admitted that she was my girlfriend, what right do I have to blame her? If you love someone, you should want her to be happy. Naturally, they didn't choose you, but you didn't do well enough to let her Falling in love with you. This is my own mistake, my own misfortune. You can’t blame others? If you fail yourself, first find the reason from yourself instead of venting your anger on the other party.”

"What do you want to explain? Do you want me to learn from you?" Song Shanshan shook her head and smiled wryly.

"I have loved Fei Siyuan sincerely, and I sincerely hope that she will be happy. Naturally, she would not choose me. I still hope that she will be happy as always. However, the premise is that I have to learn to let go and learn to live without her. I will try If I want to accept others, my life will go on!"

"Can you really let go? Can you really accept others?" Song Shanshan asked expectantly.

"Shanshan, listen to me, Fei Siyuan is an ordinary girl, but also a very self-reliant girl. With her ability to work, she writes diligently, and earns a meager income to support poor college students. As far as I know, There are at least 40 or [-] college students she has sponsored, and all of them have good jobs. She also bought a house of her own with a loan. What about you? What do you have? You have famous cars, live in luxury houses, wear famous brands, and wear jewelry. You earned it by your own ability? If one day, you leave that wealthy home, what else is yours? Do you still have the right to hate them now? Shame on you! Shanshan, revenge has grace to yourself If you go to hell, Lord Yama will not forgive you, so think about it!"

Song Shanshan stopped chewing.She lowered her head in shame, and buried her face in her hands, she was afraid that Gao Yan would see her tears of remorse.

"Let me tell you one more thing. My work in the TV station was introduced by Fei Siyuan. I should thank her, but I didn't thank her. I also did something that hurt Fei Siyuan. My current position , it should be said that it belonged to Fei Siyuan, but I played a small game and kicked Fei Siyuan out of the game. Now that I think about it, I feel very guilty. Isn’t it just a job? Isn’t it just a few hundred yuan more? Isn’t it? Is it a question of self-esteem? What's the big deal? Is it necessary to pay for the friendship of many years? I invite you here today, and let you get to know me thoroughly, to see if we can understand, tolerate, and know each other Go down with understanding." For Fei Siyuan's personal safety, Gao Yan tore himself to pieces, hoping that his blood-stained experience could awaken Song Shanshan's conscience and allow her to embark on a magnanimous life.

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