They had never been so close, Luo Xuan trapped her in a tight position with a gesture that was almost hugging her, and she felt that he was trembling.
It turned out that he was so annoyed... just because the person he loved was not "Xiaoxue" when he was six years old...
"I'm sorry...for making you so distressed. Originally, I wanted to bring this matter into the coffin." Jing Shaji told him very calmly, and at the moment she said this, she felt his body Suddenly trembled.
"Eleven years ago, when you mistook Cheng Xue for me, I had already decided to quit, so just pretend I didn't hear anything.... I won't cling to you, let alone destroy you 11 years of relationship....Don't worry too much, really, Cheng Xue is still the woman you love the most, and I——I am still that high school classmate you don't even remember."
After saying this, she felt that Luo Xuan's body seemed to be frozen, and she didn't even move for breath.
At that moment, she was really frightened, and the huge sense of oppression made her so overwhelmed.
"...why...at that time...why did you tell me your name was Xiaoxue...if you said your name was Jinghaiji...if you told me your name was Xiaosha..."
"Yeah...why did I tell you my name was Xiaoxue at the time?" Jingshaji smiled self-deprecatingly, and turned her head away, "At that time, I thought the name Xiaosha was so ugly, and the name Jingshaji...I didn't know that before. I like it. Do you say my name is Xiaosha? I am dirty sand? But I like snow more..."
For a long while, both of them fell silent.A mistake at that time cost them both the years they ended up missing.
Is it God's will?
Jing Shaji was thinking, if she hadn't disliked her name at that time, if she could have told Luo Xuan her real name at that time...would he still come to kill her now?
"Thorn seabuckthorn... Thank you so much..." His low voice reached her ears, sounding so weak, "Thank you for making me what I am today!...Oh, you used to look at me You must have thought it was ridiculous at the time, right? Everything that was once with you, why, suddenly became someone else... What has become of me who left you now!"
She was slightly stunned, and the daze in her eyes was quickly drowned by the coldness.
She has passed the age of self-love.
Maybe he was caring, caring that he didn't keep his promise to her——
——When I come back to marry you——
That promise that I think of now like playing every family...
"...Luo Xuan, please stay with Cheng Xue well. When we met, we were only six years old. At that time, we didn't understand anything....How can it compare to the relationship between you and Xiaoxue for more than ten years? And,... ...I have never deliberately waited for you in these years, and it is not because I am waiting for you that I have not had a boyfriend. It is just... I am used to being alone, and I cannot easily accept any stranger to intervene in my world , even if that person is you."
Before Jingshaji uttered these words, Luo Xuan never knew that a person's words could kill someone.When Jingshaji said these words, Luo Xuan felt a tearing pain in his heart, as if the whole world collapsed at that moment.
She was trapped by him and did not dare to move, but she clenched her fists involuntarily, turned her head to the other side, and told him: "I never thought about getting anything back from you..."
He leaned his head on her shoulder weakly. After a while, he suddenly sneered and raised his head to look at her. Only then did she see his red eyes, which were filled with sadness.
It turned out that he was so annoyed... just because the person he loved was not "Xiaoxue" when he was six years old...
"I'm sorry...for making you so distressed. Originally, I wanted to bring this matter into the coffin." Jing Shaji told him very calmly, and at the moment she said this, she felt his body Suddenly trembled.
"Eleven years ago, when you mistook Cheng Xue for me, I had already decided to quit, so just pretend I didn't hear anything.... I won't cling to you, let alone destroy you 11 years of relationship....Don't worry too much, really, Cheng Xue is still the woman you love the most, and I——I am still that high school classmate you don't even remember."
After saying this, she felt that Luo Xuan's body seemed to be frozen, and she didn't even move for breath.
At that moment, she was really frightened, and the huge sense of oppression made her so overwhelmed.
"...why...at that time...why did you tell me your name was Xiaoxue...if you said your name was Jinghaiji...if you told me your name was Xiaosha..."
"Yeah...why did I tell you my name was Xiaoxue at the time?" Jingshaji smiled self-deprecatingly, and turned her head away, "At that time, I thought the name Xiaosha was so ugly, and the name Jingshaji...I didn't know that before. I like it. Do you say my name is Xiaosha? I am dirty sand? But I like snow more..."
For a long while, both of them fell silent.A mistake at that time cost them both the years they ended up missing.
Is it God's will?
Jing Shaji was thinking, if she hadn't disliked her name at that time, if she could have told Luo Xuan her real name at that time...would he still come to kill her now?
"Thorn seabuckthorn... Thank you so much..." His low voice reached her ears, sounding so weak, "Thank you for making me what I am today!...Oh, you used to look at me You must have thought it was ridiculous at the time, right? Everything that was once with you, why, suddenly became someone else... What has become of me who left you now!"
She was slightly stunned, and the daze in her eyes was quickly drowned by the coldness.
She has passed the age of self-love.
Maybe he was caring, caring that he didn't keep his promise to her——
——When I come back to marry you——
That promise that I think of now like playing every family...
"...Luo Xuan, please stay with Cheng Xue well. When we met, we were only six years old. At that time, we didn't understand anything....How can it compare to the relationship between you and Xiaoxue for more than ten years? And,... ...I have never deliberately waited for you in these years, and it is not because I am waiting for you that I have not had a boyfriend. It is just... I am used to being alone, and I cannot easily accept any stranger to intervene in my world , even if that person is you."
Before Jingshaji uttered these words, Luo Xuan never knew that a person's words could kill someone.When Jingshaji said these words, Luo Xuan felt a tearing pain in his heart, as if the whole world collapsed at that moment.
She was trapped by him and did not dare to move, but she clenched her fists involuntarily, turned her head to the other side, and told him: "I never thought about getting anything back from you..."
He leaned his head on her shoulder weakly. After a while, he suddenly sneered and raised his head to look at her. Only then did she see his red eyes, which were filled with sadness.
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