The second marriage of the prosperous age, the mysterious wife of the president

254: That doesn't mean I don't love you. Ji Shiyan smiled and was about to speak, but Xi Jinnan interrupted him again and spoke first.

"But if I let her go and let her leave with you, what's the point of me? I completely retreated from her world. I can't get close, I can only watch from a distance. In this life, without her, What's the point."

"what on earth do you want?"

"Choose one, Ji Shiyan." Xi Jinnan said, "What do you think?"

Ji Shiyan frowned: "A compromise? What do you mean?"

"Don't take her away right away, and I don't force her to stay by my side."

"what do you mean……"

The corner of Xi Jinnan's lips twitched, and the smile was full of helplessness: "Let her live in the small villa. I will slowly distance myself from her, and you will slowly approach her."

If it was in the past, Xi Jinnan would have desperately kept Liang Luo by his side.

Even if she hated him, even if he entangled with her until death, even if there was no love but only hatred, then she had to be by his side and within his sight.

But now, he doesn't think so.

If you love someone truly and deeply, you want her to be happy, not just caring about what you have.

Liang Luo always said, Xi Jinnan, you have no heart, you never care about other people's feelings, you only care about your own emotions, and let everyone serve your emotions.

Then, he can no longer be so selfish.

Ji Shiyan picked up the coffee, took a sip unhurriedly, and kept thinking about the current situation in his heart.

Xi Jinnan does not seem to compromise either of these two options.

In other words, Xi Jinnan gave a third plan.

"What else do you want to redeem?" Ji Shiyan asked, "You are reluctant to let go, but you are willing to alienate her. You are playing Tai Chi with me."

Xi Jinnan shook his head slowly: "I'm not for myself, and I'm not for you. From the beginning to the end, I was thinking about this issue from her perspective."

"Yo, that's really rare, Mr. Xi actually thinks about others."

He ignored Ji Shiyan's cynicism: "Because I love her."

He said it without saying it, but once he said it, Ji Shiyan couldn't help it: "You don't deserve to say you love her!"

Thinking about the things Xi Jinnan has done over the years, he becomes very angry.

How can you say so confidently that he loves to be neglected?

Xi Jinnan raised his eyebrows: "In short, you can't take Liang Luo away now, and you can't tell her everything about that year. I remember, didn't you meet her on the balcony this morning?" ?”

"Yes."

"Isn't that good?" Xi Jinnan said, "You suddenly appeared in front of her, took her away suddenly, and brought her into a completely unfamiliar environment. Do you think she will live well? She won't. Are you suspicious? Will things develop as you imagined, without loopholes?"

He raised so many questions in one breath, which made Ji Shiyan startled.

"It's one thing for me to see her, but it's another for me to take her away. Since I insist on taking her away, I must find a way to make her happy."

Xi Jinnan shook his head: "I didn't see it with my own eyes, I don't believe it."

Ji Shiyan waved his hand: "Xi Jinnan, what do you want to do now, let's make it clear at once. I gave you two choices, but you gave me the third choice. Well, you really deserve to stand in the Liangcheng Pyramid Pointy man."

"I don't want to do anything. I just want her to live a good life in the days to come. That's enough."

The lights in the cafe are dim, giving it a special atmosphere.

The noise of cars and horses on the road could not be heard from here.

The two confront each other, neither of them is willing to give in, each has his own ideas.

Xi Jinnan reserved this place for the sake of cleanliness and secrecy.

Ji Shiyan said: "Every time you speak is better than what you sing, and you keep saying that it is for her. What have you done for her?"

"I'm doing it for her now." Xi Jinnan replied, "That's why I won't agree to any of the choices you make. If you take her away, she will become suspicious and it will take time to reintegrate into life in Nancheng. But At the same time, I will not let her stay by my side anymore, because I am even more afraid that she will not be able to bear it after knowing what happened back then."

"so?"

"So, I want her to go with you willingly and with peace of mind."

Ji Shiyan frowned: "What do you mean?"

"I'll start to distance myself from her, so that it won't appear that things happened too abruptly." Xi Jinnan raised his eyes and looked at Ji Shiyan who was opposite.

In the coffee shop, only Xi Jinnan slowly began to state his thoughts with a slightly tired voice, but also with a firm confidence in grasping the overall situation.

"You don't need to worry about what method I use, you just need to know that I won't interfere with her too much anymore. And you, you can get close to her again, Ji Shiyan, I only have one request for you, to stand with a new identity In front of her, not as Young Master Ji of the Liang family, who is a family friend of the Liang family."

"Why? Xi Jinnan, are you still afraid that she will know what happened back then?"

"Afraid, why aren't you afraid." He asked back, slowly tightening his hands hanging on his knees, "Since we have unanimously chosen to let her not know what happened back then, then let those pasts not be turned over again. Come out and set it before her."

Ji Shiyan closed his lips tightly, and looked at Xi Jinnan with complicated eyes.

Xi Jinnan accepted his scrutiny calmly and did not dodge at all.

His intentions are clear.

The path he chose was indeed a compromise between the two options proposed by Ji Shiyan.

It would be too abrupt for Ji Shiyan to take Liang Luo away rashly, and in the environment of Ji's family in Nancheng, it would be difficult to hide what happened to Liang Luo back then.So he asked Ji Shiyan to appear in front of Liang Luo with a brand new identity, slowly approach her, and then slowly develop other relationships.

If he forced Liang Luo to stay by his side, Ji Shiyan would tell Liang Luo what happened back then.Then, he couldn't give up on Liang Luo all at once, so he chose to distance himself from Liang Luo little by little. While alienating, he also gave Ji Shiyan time to get closer to Liang Luo.

In this way, those things that would make Liang Luo miserable will always be buried by time.

It's just that Ji Shiyan and Liang Luo were the ones he made perfect, and he... wronged himself.

This time, Xi Jinnan wanted to wrong himself and stop being selfish.

He decided to let his love lead to a life, and he also let his love lead to a life of death. Then, he left himself a dead end.

A dead end trapped between regret and pain, entangled until death.

Ji Shiyan's chuckle was exceptionally clear: "I think... I understand what you mean."

Xi Jinnan replied blankly: "It's best to understand."

"This is really beyond my expectation. I didn't expect that you would do this."

"Is there anything you can't think of?"

Ji Shiyan knocked on the table with his fingers: "Because this way, you have to bear a lot, Xi Jinnan."

"It's nothing." He frowned slightly. "It's just the last thing I did for her."

"Don't let her know what happened back then, is it for her?"

Xi Jinnan frowned: "From the time I adopted her to the present, I just don't want her to get stuck in the past. It's over, let it pass! She can't bear such a big blow!"

"I think this is taking advantage of you! She fell in love with you, why? The man she shouldn't fall in love with is obviously you!"

Seeing that the two were about to confront each other again, they were arguing endlessly.

Xi Jinnan suddenly calmed down, and his voice lowered a bit: "You don't want her to know what happened back then, do you?"

"Yes. Do you know why? Because she alone can't do anything to your Xi family. She will only suffer more and feel more uncomfortable. I don't want to see her like that!"

"Do you want to say that in front of her too?" Xi Jinnan slapped the table and looked at him sharply, "You want to make things big?!"

"I really want to! But for the sake of being cold, I can only endure it and act like nothing happened!"

"I'm for her too! She's had enough ups and downs in the first half of her life, do you think she will still live in hatred and revenge in the future, instead of living for herself!"

Ji Shiyan stared at him for a long time, and finally swallowed his tone: "You asked me to come, and that's all you said?"

"Yes."

"You think I'll agree?"

"Yes." Xi Jinnan nodded slightly, "Because I don't have the slightest advantage in this solution. I'm... paving the way between you and her, and building a bridge between you and her. "

"Indeed. I thought about it. You did this because you want her to live in the present and the future forever, not in the past, and you don't want the events of the past to be exposed again. Xi Jinnan, you are finally standing in a cold perspective. Think about it for her." Ji Shiyan said, and added, "Then, should I thank you for her?"

Xi Jinnan ignored his sarcasm, and just said: "Don't be too happy. If I knew that you treated her badly and that she was not happy, I would snatch her back at any time."

"Then I'm afraid you'll have to worry too much, it's impossible."

"This is the best. After a certain time, you can take her away without any worries, and she will be happy to leave with you. "

After Xi Jinnan finished speaking, he picked up the coffee, lowered his head and took a sip to hide the emotion in his eyes.

From the moment Ji Shiyan appeared in front of him, he knew that he couldn't keep it in the cold.

Even if he forcibly guards her person, he will not be able to guard her heart.

It would be better if he came to be the villain and pushed her to Ji Shiyan's side.

She doesn't love him anymore, and all she wants to do is to leave him, stay far away.Even if Ji Shiyan didn't show up now, after the child in her belly was born, she would leave without hesitation.

Her departure was already doomed, it was just a matter of time.

Then let him send her away with his own hands, push her away, let her leave with peace of mind, without any guilt in my heart, as for everything, he will recite it.

Xi Jinnan is ready.

Just like last night, when he went to see Liang Luo, Liang Luo said that he and her had nothing to do with each other.

That's right, in this life, he and her are destined to be together, but they don't have the destiny to live forever.

This is fate, it was already preordained, but he didn't want to believe it.

After a long silence, Ji Shiyan suddenly said, "I agree with your approach."

Xi Jinnan didn't say much, and responded lightly: "Okay."

"Because what you said is indeed very feasible and reasonable. My purpose is not to settle old scores. I also hope that she will be well, that's all."

"Treat her well." Xi Jinnan put down his coffee, "She deserves your wholehearted attention."

"Of course. It's just that I was thinking..."

Xi Jinnan glanced at him: "Say what you have."

"You hide so many secrets in your heart. When you face her, you won't feel guilty. When you look at her or use her, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

Xi Jinnan curled his lips, with a half-smile on his lips: "At first, I didn't care. Later, I care, and I can't care so much."

"As expected of a person who does great things."

The matter has been clarified and the negotiation has been settled, there is no need for Xi Jinnan to stay any longer.

He got up, but suddenly remembered something, and stopped: "I'll see her again later, the last time, and face her sincerely. From now on... I will be indifferent."

Ji Shiyan shrugged: "I hope you will keep in mind the agreement made tonight."

"……of course I remember."

Xi Jinnan turned around and left, and the waiter immediately handed over his coat and car keys.He reached out to grab it without looking at it, and strode out of the coffee shop.

The wind was blowing outside, the winter wind was bitingly cold, and the wind was bitter, but he did not slow down his pace at all.

As long as Xi Jinnan thought that he was going to push Liang Luo to Ji Shiyan's side with his own hands, he couldn't bear it.

But besides this, he had no other choice.

Because, he is even more unwilling to let her know what happened back then. It is one thing for her to hate him. The most important thing for him is that he is afraid that she will bear such a great mental pressure.After all, she was the only one left in Liang's family, how would she bear such a cruel fact.

he will be distressed,

Moreover, Liang Luo will leave him sooner or later. After giving birth to a child, she will leave him. Her idea of ​​wanting to be free has never changed.

Now Xi Jinnan only thinks about one thing, and that is to keep the child in Liang Luo's stomach no matter what.

He was about to lose her, and he absolutely couldn't lose this child, his and her child.

In the cottage.

Liang Luo took a shower, dried her hair, and stood by the dresser in a bathrobe, when she suddenly heard a sound from downstairs, Uncle Zhou's voice came intermittently: "Mr. Xi..."

Xi Jinnan is here?

Liang Luo was taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously turned around and walked out.

He also came at about this time yesterday, why is he here again today?

When Liang Luo opened the door, she heard the sound of footsteps on the stairs. Xi Jinnan seemed to be walking fast, hurriedly and heavily.

Before she took two steps, Xi Jinnan had already come up and appeared at the end of the corridor.

He looked at her, stared at her closely all the time, his steps became faster and faster, and he came to her in the blink of an eye.

He seemed to be walking in a hurry all the way, and he was slightly out of breath.

And Liang Luo saw that his hair was also slightly wet. Is it sweat...or was it drizzling outside and wet his hair?

Before she had time to think about it, Xi Jinnan had already wrapped one hand around her waist and the other on the back of her head, turned around and pressed her against the wall, bowed her head and kissed her.

His mouth still tasted of black coffee, bitter and astringent.

He kissed urgently and deeply, constantly hooking her.

Liang Luo was pressed against the wall by him, unable to move.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu of…"

She took a breath with difficulty and squeezed out a few words to express her dissatisfaction.

Xi Jinnan didn't let her go either, he just hugged her and kept leaning towards the door, kicked open the half-hidden door, pushed her in, and kicked the door shut again.

What about outside?Who dares to say anything?

Just want to follow her, what she says is what it is.

Being hugged by him, Liang Luo was forced to raise her head to bear his kiss all the way, while walking back and forth, she accidentally tripped over her feet, and suddenly her body went limp and she fell down.

She just felt dizzy, and she fell down on the fluffy carpet, with his hand under her body, and her...his person on her body.

Xi Jinnan had already left her lips, Yun bit her slender neck, and his breathing gradually became heavy.

Liang Luo was a little scared, and kept calling his name: "Xi Jinnan, Xi Jinnan, you...you...stop now..."

As she wished, after she finished speaking, Xi Jinnan really stopped.

Liang Luo breathed a sigh of relief, but the next second, her heart rose again.

Because Xi Jinnan's thin lips moved up slowly, and finally moved to her ear.

He put his hand behind her, picked her up, and brought her into his arms.Immediately afterwards, he whispered in her ear: "Luoluo, I love you..."

Liang Luo froze, and her mind went blank in an instant.

"I love you, I really love you very much... You have to remember." He whispered in her ear, as if talking in a dream, "In the future, no matter what happens, you must firmly remember , I love you and will never change."

This seemed to be the first time in his history that he confessed so affectionately.

He loved her, loved her to the bottom of his heart, and then blossomed.

Liang Luo opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

"I seldom say such things before, and I don't know how to say them, but it doesn't mean that I don't love you." He kissed her earlobe, "I love you so much that my heart aches..."

Xi Jinnan's hand went down, held her hand, and put it on his heart together.

Liang Luo could clearly feel his heartbeat, a strong and powerful heartbeat.

She looked up at him, looking into the depths of his eyes.

"Xi Jinnan, why are you saying this all of a sudden..."

She also murmured in a low voice, the uneasiness from last night to now was suddenly magnified.

Although he has been confessing his love and saying that he loves her, but, but...

The feeling he gave her was... He will never love her again from now on.

Why did such lingering and touching love words give her such a kind of sadness of parting.

"I used to say too little, too little, too little," he replied, "now I suddenly think of it, and I just want to tell you everything."

Liang Luo's freshly washed hair was all scattered and spread on the carpet, exuding a fragrance.

He buried his head in her hair, his nose surrounded by her fragrance.

"Tell me everything..." Liang Luo looked at the ceiling and suddenly smiled, "I remember I told you the same thing before. But at that time, you didn't love me. Now, you..."

"Now, I only love you."

Liang Luo pushed him: "Get up. If you do this, you will crush the child."

The two of them fell on the ground like this, their lips were very bright red, and they seemed ambiguous invisibly.

He got up slightly, and Liang Luo sat up quickly. She was about to raise her eyes, but suddenly there was darkness in front of her eyes.

Xi Jinnan turned off the light in the room with his backhand.

There is only a little bit of faint light coming in through the gaps in the curtains outside the window.

She asked, "Why...why did you turn off the lights?"

Xi Jinnan didn't answer her either, but just stretched out his hand and pulled her up.