Baby you've been counted

When Han Bei'er woke up, she found that Yu Xiaoyi was still hugging her tightly, sitting on the ground, looking at her without blinking, she smiled and said softly: "Hold me up, the ground is cold"

He carried her to the bed as promised, still holding her tightly in his arms, "Pelle...I'm sorry..."

Han Bei'er shook her head lightly, "I'm the one who's sorry for you, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have become an orphan..."

"No! Not..."

"Xiaoyi," she interrupted him, "don't hate my grandpa, don't hate your brother, and don't hate yourself, none of you are wrong, it's me... Anyway, everything that happened now It was because of the car accident when I was eight years old. If it wasn’t for that car accident, your father wouldn’t have died, my grandpa wouldn’t have died, and your brother wouldn’t have hated it so much. It’s all my fault. Damn it..."

"Pelle..." His whole body was trembling with heartache, he could only call her name, but couldn't say anything

"So... this is fine!" She smiled quietly, "I live in such pain every day, I have accepted the punishment I deserve, and you don't have to feel ashamed just because you are with me Who did you kill, and torment yourself..."

"Belle..." He looked at her in surprise

She sat up slightly from his arms, and grabbed his sleeves. On his slender arms, there were deep knife marks one after another...

"Belle..." He grabbed his arm back hard, trying to move it away from her eyes

She let go of his arm, smiled lightly, her bright eyes were as gentle as stars in the sky, "Xiao Yi, am I bad? I know that every time you hug me, you will feel sorry for your parents , I can't help but cut a knife on my arm, I still can't help letting you hug me every day..."

"Belle...don't say it..." He was so distressed that he almost suffocated

It's useless to him, he can't stop loving her, but there is always a voice in his heart desperately reminding himself that he can't love her, otherwise, his parents won't forgive him under the nine springs...

He can only choose this way to make himself feel better, this is his punishment for himself, not for Han Beier...

But now he understands that he can't hide anything from her, he still hurt her severely...

"Belle..." His heart ached so much that he trembled, but besides heartache, what else could he do?

"Xiao Yi, promise me, don't torture yourself anymore, okay? Even if I was wrong, I didn't mean it, and I have already received the punishment I deserve. From now on, you will stay with me and love me well. Me, don't feel sorry for anyone anymore, don't torture yourself anymore, okay? I..."

"Don't say any more..." Yu Xiaoyi yelled out heartbroken

Say no more...

Belle...

please……

Say no more...

Every word, every word of yours breaks my heart...

He lowered his head suddenly, pressed his lips heavily on Han Beier's lips, sucked and kissed frantically, drowning her unfinished words in her throat

This tossing and turning was not like a kiss, but biting her like he wanted to eat her into his stomach

Han Bei'er was so kissed that she forgot everything. She was so surprised and dizzy that she only knew that this was Yu Xiaoyi's kiss from her heart. She no longer resisted her, and no longer felt that he was wronged indulgent kiss...