Divorce contract: President please sign

"Su Lu, can I really not?"

She just asked in such a low voice, it is not difficult to hear her hopes and expectations in these words, those expectations and hopes that may be considered humble in the eyes of others, just looking up at Su steadfastly. deer.

She raised her hand up, and gently touched Su Lu's face. He has lost weight. Because he is busy with the affairs of Chang'an these days, he must not eat and sleep well, right?

Visibly thinner.

There was deep nostalgia and overflowing tears in Lu Lili's eyes.

Su Lu gently raised his hand, and grabbed her hand that was touching his face, her hand was hot, just pressing it on her face.

"Don't wait for me, don't waste it, I'm already...very guilty."

Su Lu uttered this sentence quietly, with undisguised guilt and pain in his voice.

This sentence seems to be the answer.

Lu Lili's tears were surging, and she bit her lips tightly. After a while, she seemed unwilling to give up, and asked, "I... really can't?"

Su Lu didn't answer, and his silent attitude seemed to be acquiescing.

Lu Lili nodded, "Okay, I see. Then... I won't wait."

The atmosphere in the room seemed to be sad because of her tears. She shook her head lightly, as if repeating it, but also as if she wanted to be firmer, "I won't wait."

Su Lu didn't make a sound, and took the pills and handed them to her, "Take the medicine, if you have such a severe fever, something will go wrong, let's talk about it after the fever subsides."

Lu Lili didn't refuse, and took the medicine obediently, and then he fed her some food.

Then Lu Lili was lying on the bed, and Su Lu was sitting on the edge of the bed watching over her, reaching out and gently stroking her head.

"Sleep, sweat, and take a hot bath, and you'll feel better soon."

His voice was gentle and soft, as if he was coaxing a child, like a little sister.

Lu Lili didn't close his eyes, but kept looking at him with wide eyes, and didn't answer. He just paused for a while before asking, "There's something wrong between Chang'an and my brother, isn't it?"

Although Su Lu didn't tell her anything, it doesn't mean that Lu Lili doesn't know anything. She is very smart, at least much smarter than Su Lu imagined.

Su Lu didn't make a sound, but nodded slightly, affirming her words.

Lu Lili smiled softly, the tears from the corners of his eyes slid down and flowed into his hair.

"I thought I could do it. I've made so much effort and we've been together for such a long time, but as long as she has something to do, it's still her."

These words seemed to be self-deprecating, and there was a hint of mockery in the tone. Su Lu couldn't hear any meaning aimed at him.

Su Lu didn't answer, but just sat on the side of the bed and guarded her. In fact, no matter whether Lu Lili was swearing at the moment or anything else, Su Lu felt that he could accept it.

He had no intention of running away from anything.

But she just looked at him with tears in her eyes, smiled bitterly, and then laughed at herself, which actually made Su Lu feel even more uncomfortable.

"do not talk."

Su Lu gently stroked her hair, "Take a good rest, I'm right here."

But Lu Lili couldn't sleep, and didn't plan to sleep, he still looked at him, and then said cautiously, "My birthday has already passed..."

Su Lu frowned lightly, "It's my fault, I didn't even say happy birthday to you."

"you……"

Lu Lili gently raised his hand, "I don't want any birthday presents, Su Lu, can you hug me?"

She just raised her hand lightly, looking very weak.

With tears in his eyes and a smile on his face, he just stretched out his hand and looked at him.

Su Lu frowned slightly, and there was no movement for a moment.

"I won't wait anymore, I really won't wait. Su Lu, just give me a hug."

Maybe it was because she was really moved with compassion, maybe it was because of her appearance at the moment, she was as pitiful and frail as he was when he faced Mo Changan.

Su Lu didn't refuse, took off his shoes and coat, lay down beside her, hugged her into his arms, pressed her head on his chest, and hugged her hard.

"Lili, don't be afraid. As long as it's not me, everything will be fine for you."

As long as it's not me, Su Lu, you won't have any more pain...

Su Lu's eyes were full of pain and self-blame, and then the eyelids were gently closed to cover the crystal water in them.

It's not that he doesn't feel sorry for Lu Lili, he even loves her very much. Seeing her desperately wanting to stay by his side, Su Lu is not hard-hearted, not touched, not sad.

So nature is not without pain.

Su Lu hugged her, and lightly stamped his lips on the top of her hair, "Go to sleep obediently."

His voice was soft, coaxing her.

Lu Lili's tears became more turbulent, and he stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, very hard, very hard to hug his waist.

Then raised her small face, looked at his face, wanting to imprint his face in her mind like nostalgia.

Finally, Lu Lili leaned over and kissed him.

Her lips were trembling, her movements were jerky, she had never kissed other men before, but now, she just kissed him jerky and even clumsily.

The tongue gently opened his teeth, every movement was so careful, so jerky and clumsy, yet so brave.

Su Lu frowned slightly, wanting not to start.

But Lu Lili put his arms around his neck and didn't let him leave.

Just such a forceful movement, like the last struggle.

Her tears kept falling down, and Su Lu could taste the warm and salty liquid that entered along the crevice of his lips because of this kiss, it was warm and salty so bitter.

"Lily, don't do this."

He reached out to hold her shoulders, and pushed her away a little, the distance was still very close, and when he said this, their breath could almost brush each other's faces.

And the liquid in the eyes of the woman in front of her is still slipping.

Lu Lili's body trembled slightly, his fingers were still tightly clutching Su Lu's clothes.

"you……"

She just uttered a word, and then bit her lips tightly, as if she was struggling with something, struggling to brew something that required all her strength and courage to dare to say it.

After a long pause, "I don't want to leave you. You just let me humble this last time, I only want this time, and then I won't wait, I give up completely, I leave, we will never see each other, we will never see each other, and we will never see each other again. No see, I just need this one time..."

She was holding the fabric of his waist with her fingers, and slowly moved down his waistline.

Su Lu was shocked.

Lu Lili's tears fell drop by drop on his lapel, "I will humble myself this last time, I don't want to go on like this anymore, if you protect me like this, don't move me or touch me, I will never let go Yes, just for the last time, okay?"

Can't it?

She opened her big eyes and looked at him steadily.

The swaying water in his eyes made it difficult for Su Lu to breathe, and then his soft and slightly chapped lips came together again, sealing all the words he wanted to say.