I am Qi Yu. From birth to before the age of 16, there is only one person in my memory, my mother, Kong Mo.

When I first learned about the concept of having a father, I had entangled a lot about who my father was, but I never got an answer.Over time, I also got used to it.

Kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school and high school graduation ceremonies, as well as parent-child projects large and small, other students are attended by both parents, but I always have only one.

However, she is so strong, no matter when and where, even if she is alone, she is like a proud queen, elegant, intellectual and powerful, fully demonstrating what it means to live a brilliant life without a man.

Therefore, I did not attract any strange looks.On the contrary, everyone else envied me for having such a mother.

The single-parent family is doomed that the love she gives me is different from others. When other people's parents accompany him to the playground and buy him beautiful gifts, I am studying hard, finance, law, politics, musical instruments, she The requirements for me are strict to the point of harshness.

It seems that I am not a child, but already an adult.

I grew up in such an environment, an unusual childhood, with only endless lessons in my memory.The environment in which I grew up destined me to mature beyond ordinary people.

In this process, the role played by the mother is more like a mentor.She was stingy with giving me a soft smile because she thought it would make me relax.

However, I have never blamed her, because I know this is her way of expressing love.On the contrary, I thank her for teaching me to be strong, and I want to let her know that she can rely on the son she has raised without her husband, and I will be his pride.

Just holding this will, I tense myself up every day and work hard like a robot.Whenever I'm awake, I'm struggling.In this way, from elementary school to high school, I have always been the top one, and I have never won No.2.

I was sixteen that year. On the night of my high school graduation, I didn't go to celebrate. I had already started preparing for college.In the quiet living room, she was arranging flowers, and I was reading a book, only the slight sound came from the TV screen.

She suddenly walked up to me, pointed to the man on the screen who was talking at the International Finance Symposium, and said, he is your father!

I was surprised at the time, but I didn't ask her.As I know everything about finance, I naturally also know him. Qi Yao, the helm of the Qi family, the four major families in China.

On his vigorous face, I couldn't see any shadow of myself, whether there was any other touch, I just felt that he was a stranger.Even if there is a blood relationship, so what if we haven't met each other for 15 years, what is it if we are not strangers?

I found out later that he has two sons and a perfect family.I didn't ask about my mother and his past, obviously, she was just his outside woman, or just one of the outside women, and he didn't think about us at all.Even, don't know my existence at all.

Because I am used to a person, he did not cause any waves in my life, and it is even more impossible for me to find him, and my life is as usual.

In the first year of college, I met Xu Nianshu, my first girlfriend and also my first woman.

It was at the entrance ceremony, and she spoke as a representative of the Department of Geology. With a beautiful Chinese face, she spoke standard English, and she was full of confidence.

I like confident women and talented women!And she is one of the few talented women that I admire.A woman is talented, which is a kind of extreme charm, not to mention she has a beautiful face.

But at the time I had no idea of ​​her, just a rough impression.It wasn't until freshman prom, when we met for the second time.

She stood quietly in the middle of the dance floor, like a budding white lotus, attracting countless people's eyes with her beautiful and unique oriental face.And she herself didn't seem to realize it, and she didn't integrate into this ball.

The bad friend Ouyang Zhenglin on the side got out of the flowers and squeezed to my side, his chin raised towards her. "Do you know her?"

"Xu Nianshu from the Department of Geology!"

"Hey! You actually know her name and family?" His smile was contemptuous and evil, "Interested in her? If so, I'll leave it to you as a brother!"

I raised my eyebrows, the meaning was obvious - if I fancy her, do I need you to let me go?

"I've been paying attention to her for a long time. Tonight, more than [-] men have invited her to dance, but she has rejected all of them. Guess, will she reject you?"

I took a sip of my wine and teased. "No woman can refuse me!"

"Tch! A person who has never dated a girl is qualified to say such a thing? This is not certain! You are just a poor boy now, and she rejected several rich and handsome people just now. Her family has no money. A girl from a family background might go abroad for gold plating to find a rich man, so she guesses she is so picky."

Ouyang Zhenglin said more and more vigorously, "I bet you, she will reject you!"

In fact, this kind of boring bet is not the first time. After all, Ouyang Zhenglin is a boring person who likes to be cheap. Usually, I don't bother to pay attention to it, and I will only give him a middle finger.But maybe because I was interested in her, I agreed.

As I expected, she didn't reject me, but just nodded with a red face, showing a shy look for the first time.

I asked her why she didn't reject me like other men and she replied - I've been waiting for someone!

There was no clear who was chasing who, we came together naturally, and we didn't even say anything like being together.In short, everything is so smooth, as if they are destined to come together somewhere.

Compared with other couples who just go shopping, eat, watch movies and open rooms, our relationship is more spiritual.

She and I are both people with ideals. During the four years of dating, we have struggled together.During such a difficult period of time, each other was a shot in the arm for each other and encouraged each other.

Rather than a couple, it is better to say that they are partners who work together, and the friendship of revolutionary comrades in arms.For that special day, she has an irreplaceable place in my heart.

She is my first woman, and I thought it would be the last one. I take her home, and we plan the future together.However, I did not tell her that I founded "Fengshi" by myself.Before I succeed, I don't want her to know, I prefer to give her a surprise.

Finally, when the senior year was about to graduate, "Fengshi" was successfully listed and gradually accumulated billions of assets.I'm going to tell her all this when she returns to England, tell her that I can give her a good life and don't need her to work hard, and I will propose to her.

However, without saying anything, she broke up with me.The first reason is that it's not appropriate, she doesn't love me anymore.After my repeated questioning, she told me that she met a man in Kyoto who could give her a good life.

At that time, I could have told her that I could give you that kind of life, but I didn't!Maybe it was youthful, and I felt insulted.If she is not willing to suffer with me, then maybe she is not qualified to be the woman who shares happiness with me, so I agreed.

She came to see me before leaving school, but I refused to see her.After that, we lost contact.

The blow of breaking up did not make me decadent, on the contrary, I worked harder than before, and I wanted to make her regret it.At the same time, I started to play with women, one after another, in a wild way, enjoying the pleasure of the flesh.

I don't need cheap affection because that's vulnerable.Since money can buy her, then I can also use money to buy countless women's bodies, all I want is to vent.Since the relationship will deteriorate because of money, then I don't want it!

Two years later, Qi Yao, my so-called father, found me. He was very emotional and kept apologizing to me, saying that he didn't know my existence and wanted to recognize me.

I have no hatred for him, and certainly no love.But after all I had his blood on my body, I didn't resist him too much, I just treated him politely as an ordinary friend.

After that, he came back to see me every time he went to England, and I also went back to Kyoto several times, but I didn't go to see him until he strongly expressed his hope that I would return to Beijing.

With the idea of ​​always fulfilling the so-called duties of a son, I decided to return to Beijing to be his good son for a year.As I expected, I was not welcome in that family because of the crime of illegitimate child.But compared with the attacks from that family that I have endured in the past two decades, they are nothing at all, and I don't care about the opinions of those insignificant people at all.

Thinking about it now, returning to Beijing was the most correct decision I have ever made in my life.Because, the most important woman in my life appeared at that time.

Frankly speaking, when I met her for the first time and crashed my Spyker with that broken QQ, I didn't expect that she would be so important to me in the future.

If there is a slight liking for her, it is only because of her specialness.Very reckless, with a particularly unforgiving mouth, no woman dares to contradict me like her.

At that time, it was just a small episode, I just wanted to tease her, and it was only after the second and third meeting that I gradually became interested in her.

A very special woman who values ​​money very much, but is not a gold digger.

Of course, if it is, then as early as the second or even the first meeting, I can buy her with 100 million, and she will become the countless women I have paid with money in the past, and we will not have Later story.

There is absolutely no need to pay her to be my assistant. As she said, I have a lot of money and I have all kinds of talents I want. I am definitely a hundred times better than her.

Maybe at that time, I fell in love with her?It's just that I didn't realize it myself.If not, why did he choose her?

In the beginning, we have been getting along as superiors and subordinates, except for the occasional * verbally, nothing happened.

However, in this day-to-day getting along, she gradually became important to me.I'm used to being with her day and night, sometimes I don't see her, and my heart feels empty.

I still remember that day, Xu Nianshu and I broke up for eight years.I don't know what happened to my nerves that night. I thought of many things in the past, and my mood became very bad. I sat in the office alone and drank.

She came back to get things and was startled when she saw me.I ignored her and she left.But after 2 minutes, he came back again, poked a head out from behind the door, and asked me. "Is there something unhappy about you? Do you want someone to accompany you?"

I will never forget her expression at that moment, it was so warm in my eyes, I have not felt the care from another person for a long time.

She opened a small bottle of beer and drank with me on the sofa with her legs folded.Look at me after a few sips, "Do you have something on your mind?"

"Because of feelings?"

"You seem to have said that you once loved a woman. Isn't today the anniversary of your breakup?"

I laugh while saying nothing.When did I become so easy to be seen through?Or, does she know me well?

I asked her, if a man has no money, would you still be with him?

She nodded without hesitation.

"Before you answer this question, think clearly, he has no money to buy you a bag, no money to give you the life you want!"

"So what? If I love him, I am willing to fight with him. I think that kind of feeling far exceeds the happiness brought by a bag. Of course, the premise is that he is worthy of my love and trust. Man! I don't love bags as much as you think, all I need is security!"

I rubbed her head and laughed at her stupidity, but in fact, how much I wanted to hug this silly and cute woman at that time!

Her words touched my heart, not because of Xu Nianshu, but because of her!

Perhaps, since then, she has slowly replaced Xu Nianshu's position!

I decided to propose to her. At that time, the relationship was not really love, but with her, I felt very comfortable at all times, whether it was bickering or hugging.

Never before has a woman given me such a feeling, and I won't get tired of being with her for 24 hours.Faintly, I have a feeling of being redeemed, maybe I can also be happy.

After we got married, we had sweetness and quarrels. On the contrary, in the quarrels again and again, I became more and more aware of how deep my feelings for her were.

I care more and more about her and love her more and more. It is a feeling that is so strong that I never imagined that it burns me like a flame, and sometimes it is so strong that it makes me feel scared.

For the first time, I knew that I was also vulnerable, and I was afraid of being hurt.Love, too, becomes a dangerous adventure for me.

However, the object is her, and I am happy with it.

In contrast, first relationships slowly don't even count as true love.If you haven't experienced a racing heart, tense her so tense that you can't breathe, go crazy if you don't see her, and feel like the sky is falling apart when you argue with her, then it's not love at all.

Yes!Ye Bao was the first woman I fell in love with, and I couldn't stop falling in love with her, beyond my imagination.

Just when our relationship was stable, a bigger test came. Xu Nianshu appeared in front of me again, as my sister-in-law.

That meeting, apart from being surprised, I didn't have any other feelings for her. She can no longer cause fluctuations in my heart, because my heart has long been occupied by Ye Bao.

And Xu Nianshu is just someone who played an important role in a very important stage of my life. She has no love, no desire, and no unwillingness.Instead, it's calm.

The only thing that scares me is that this relationship will threaten Ye Bao and me.

Facts have proved that my hunch was correct, contradictions emerged and intensified, and I told the biggest lie in my life.Once I embarked on this path, I couldn't turn back. I suffered, contradicted, struggled, and constantly wanted to lie, all because I loved Ye Bao too much and couldn't bear the pain of losing her.

However, one wrong step and one wrong step, no matter how perfect the lie is, the truth will still be exposed in the end.

The most important thing is that she knows!

At that moment, it felt like a thousand arrows pierced my heart, and it made me suffer.But I was more worried about her pain than my own pain.And all of this was brought to her by me.

At that time, I swore fiercely that I would definitely let her come back to me, love her even more, and never let her shed a single tear again.She finally came back to me after both of us were tormented and conceived our child.

I'm not one to express emotions too well, especially joy, I didn't act very emotionally.Not to mention telling her, I was so excited that I wanted to cry at that moment.

I hid in the bathroom in the middle of the night and called my mother, excitedly announcing the news.After tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, I got up again and looked at baby pictures for two hours, and wrote down all the series of matters that pregnant women should pay attention to.Otherwise, that little head of hers would be in a daze and be unreliable at all.

During her pregnancy, I always reminded her some things in the most casual manner, she didn't notice, I did my homework every day, copied a notebook full, and I even asked a professional person to give it to me during working hours. I explain.

I figured, she's had a hard pregnancy and I can't let her take all the responsibility by herself.I want to be a good father, a good husband, and use all my strength to lighten her burden and make her a happy pregnant woman.

During her pregnancy, she had a lot of petty tempers. For example, when she saw freckles on her nose when she looked in the mirror, she would chirp and lose her temper.Lots and lots of hours, basically a dozen or so tantrums a day.

But in my opinion, these are her most lovely places.I never feel any impatience, on the contrary, I just like her unpretentious appearance, no matter how noisy she is, I will never get bored.

On the contrary, every night when she is in my arms, she always checks her temper is not good enough, and asks me worriedly if I hate her.

Silly girl!I can't even love her enough, how could I hate the woman I love the most.I was just thinking about what else I could do for her, how I could treat her better, and make her the happiest wife in the world!

She fascinates me so much, I can't love her enough for a lifetime, how could I hate her?If possible, I hope to be with her in the next life, the next life, forever and ever!

However, after experiencing all these twists and turns, God still thinks that we have not experienced enough trials. Apart from the ones from the ex-girlfriend, I never thought that there would be grievances from the previous generation.

In this matter, I feel very powerless. No matter what I do, I can't erase the psychological damage caused to her by what my father did back then.

I even thought that even if she forgave him, she would not be able to face him again.However, we are a family, and this will be a big problem in the future, and my biggest concern is that she will feel uncomfortable.

She said she needed time to calm down, and when she was about to leave me, I was very scared. I was afraid that after she calmed down, she would choose to leave me, and I begged her not to leave.But I know that I must give her time and respect her decision.No one, including me, can make any decision for her and think clearly about anything.

Those were the longest months for me. I didn't dare to appear in front of her, and I didn't even dare to call her. I was afraid of putting pressure on her and arousing her resentment.Even if I miss her madly, I can only park the car downstairs or near her house far away, resist the turbulence and desire to hug her, and guard silently.

Seeing her belly getting bigger day by day, I was relieved and looking forward to it, and every day I hoped that she would stand in front of me when I woke up the next day and tell me that she had forgiven me.

Day by day, relying on such expectations to support me, I have survived countless nights of longing.

One month before the child was born, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and the torture would kill me sooner or later.I decided not to wait anymore, and begged Yue Xiaoxuan to play a play with me, and let her catch and annihilate.Sure enough, she was so mad that she caught up and asked me where that woman was.After a wild outburst of emotions, she forgave me.

That night, looking at her sleeping face and being by her side, I cried.Bits and pieces of the past few months hit my heart and made my heart ache.

In this life, I will not let her have any chance to leave me.

Everything has returned to the happiest time before, and she seems to have completely come out of the grievances of the last cup, and she has returned to being that cute and coquettish pregnant woman with peace of mind. She is very dependent on me and likes to cling to me every day.I simply asked for leave to be with her, and stayed with her every day.

She has a rough nerve, and she can't even take care of herself, let alone the child, so that every minute and every second of being together is thrilling to me, and I can't take my eyes off her for a second.

Every time she winked and smirked at me after making me worry, I really wanted to rub her to the bone, or kiss her hard, and teach this woman who always worried me but couldn't love her a lesson.

Nine months pregnant and after hours of hard work, she gave birth to twins I could only dream of.Because of one more, I have more of her.Boys are like me, girls are cute like her.Since then, my life has been complete.

Children are the best gift God has given us, Qi Yao and Qi Yun, two of the cutest babies in the world.She thought the name was too awkward, so she called them by their nicknames Qi Yiyi and Qi Erer.She got the name and it's just so cute.

We came to the UK together. She studied the language for a year, and then successfully applied to the most famous design school in the UK. She was so good that I was proud.But a lot of times, because she works so hard, I worry about her body.

Of course, there will be moments of jealousy.Because she spends most of her time and energy on studying and her two babies, naturally she spends less on me.

The only thing I can monopolize her every day is a few hours at night, which is far from enough. This is the benefit I won by forcing the two babies to sleep in other rooms.

For this reason, the two little babies were angry for a while and ignored me.But who told them to dare to snatch my woman, she is me, and I can only fall asleep if I hug her and smell her hair.

We have been married for four and a half years this year, and we have been in the UK for two years. Both babies are three years old.I always take them for outings on weekends, flying a kite on the grass, she is snuggled in my arms tenderly, two lovely babies are running around happily in the clear sunshine, chasing and playing, this is what I can think of Yes, the happiest thing.

There is still a long way to go, she and I will grow old, and the children will grow up day by day.

I seem to be able to see that decades later, when she and I are gray-haired, we can still cuddle up to each other and sit in the sunset, watching our great-grandchildren play.

Or they lie obediently on our knees, listening to us talk about our love when we were young, which is very satisfying.You don't need success and fame, you just need your favorite person by your side, full of children and grandchildren, and a happy family.

At that time, we will still hold our fingers tightly together like this moment, and our hearts will stick together tightly. There is only happiness, warmth, and joy...

She is my whole world!

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Come to a touching monologue by Qi Laosan!If there is a man who loves me so much, this life is worth it!

Tomorrow is tomorrow, big big big big ending! ! !

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