the president's wife

Chapter 430: I didn't think about it "Tomorrow, Lei Chenyi and I are going to make up for our honeymoon trip, and we are going to call you in the evening."

"Have fun."

An Ran silently swallowed the words that came to her mouth. In fact, she didn't plan to make this call, but she still wanted to hear Han Lei's voice when she was exhausted.It seems that Cheng Hanlei is the only one left in the world that she can rely on.

He took a step back, buried himself in the armchair, curled up, put his hands around his knees, and tried hard to make his voice sound normal.

"Is there something wrong with me?"

Cheng Hanlei turned over and asked.

An Ran shook her head on the phone...

"It's okay, I just missed you, so I'll give you a call."

"safely……"

Cheng Hanlei finally noticed something was wrong with An Ran's words, and sat up from the bed with a serious expression on her face.She saw the headlines about Qiu Ze a few days ago, and the two of them also talked about it on QQ.An Ran said it was fine, Qiu Ze had a sense of proportion.

"Ok?"

"Are you OK."

"Of course I'm fine. By the way, where are you going on your honeymoon, remember to bring me a gift. I want the best, most expensive and most beautiful one."

"Okay, no problem. I don't know where the location is yet. Lei Chenyi hasn't told me yet. An Ran... Are you really okay?"

"What's the matter with me, I'm fine, don't worry."

Cheng Hanlei was silent, still a little worried.Lei Chenyi came out of the bathroom, watched Cheng Hanlei and An Ran talking on the phone, and quietly went to the changing room to change, leaving room for the two of them.

Holding the phone, An Ran saw that Cheng Hanlei was silent, so she added a sentence: "Could it be that you are still worried about the matter that Qiu Ze reported last time? It was all written by the reporter indiscriminately. You don't know that person Qiu Ze I just want him to cheat and he doesn't want to go out and cheat. I still have this confidence. Don't worry about traveling, I'm fine. Don't worry about me. I'm such an old man, I have a sense of proportion in everything, Do not worry."

"Call me if you need anything, okay?"

"Well, I know. Cheng Hanlei, I know no matter what happens, I still have you."

When An Ran opened her mouth emotionally, Cheng Hanlei's eyes immediately became sore.

"Hate."

"I'll hang up first, Qiu Ze is back, and I'm going downstairs."

"Well, okay, let's call."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Hanlei's expression hadn't returned to normal.Lei Chenyi had already changed into his home clothes and came out. Seeing Cheng Hanlei sitting on the edge of the bed with a silly look, he stood in front of her and stroked Cheng Hanlei's loose long hair, like treating a child.

Cheng Hanlei stretched out her hand to hold Lei Chenyi's hand, and said with some concern: "Honey, I'm a little worried about An Ran."

The better she speaks, the worse she thinks she is.

"Wife."

Lei Chenyi took advantage of the opportunity to reach out and put his arms around Cheng Hanlei's shoulders, bringing her into his arms, then gently stroked her waist-length hair, running his fingers through it.The voice, faintly, floated into her heart like a spring breeze.

"Anran has her own path to go. She will choose not to tell you anything, because she is already able to support herself. She is as old as you, and you can handle problems on your own. She can do the same. If you really need your An Ran will not stop looking for you or not telling you when the time comes."

"Ah."

Thinking about what Lei Chenyi said was right, he put his arms around his waist.When dealing with people she cares about, she sometimes gets confused, but Lei Chenyi will always tell her patiently, explain in detail, and let her make her own decision.He buried his head in his stomach and rubbed it.

Going back in time, I still remember that the two of them had a very stiff fight because of An Ran's relationship.

At that time, there was no room for a grain of sand in his eyes.Even An Ran, he couldn't stand it.

Thinking about the way he expressed it at that time, Cheng Hanlei couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips.In fact, he just doesn't know how to love. In fact, he fell in love with himself a long time ago.It's just that he never admitted it, and at that time, because of his identity, he was always trapped in a situation, and he couldn't understand it.

Now, looking back at the past of the two people, the injury has become an indelible memory, a very beautiful feeling.

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An Ran hung up the phone and put the phone aside.

Downstairs, it was still very quiet.

It seemed that Qiu Ze never came back after he left that day.Not wanting her aunt to see that there was a cold war between the two of them, An Ran gave her aunt a few days off.At home, it has been eerily quiet since Qiu Ze left.In the past few days, An Ran seldom ate.It's not that I don't want to eat, it's just that every time I stand in the kitchen making something, I always feel dazed from time to time.

After finishing a table of dishes, Ba Qiuze's call was still transferred to the voicemail, and the monotonous voice at the end made An Ran lose his appetite once again looking at the table of dishes.

Silently dumped out the prepared dishes one by one, then returned to the room, curled up there and waited.From sunset to dark night.Wrapped in a blanket with her eyes open, sometimes it's dawn like this, she knows that as long as she says a word, it will be fine.Just, love?

Without love, she can't cheat.

Silently closing her eyes, An Ran bit her lips tightly, her eye sockets were sore, and in the end, her eye sockets were still dry.

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"Why are you bothering? If you don't turn on the phone, is it because you are afraid that she will call you or that she will not call you?"

The woman sitting opposite Qiu Ze picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip. He has been brewing here for a few days, and he comes here to sit every day after get off work...

"Where does all this nonsense come from?"

Qiu Ze was poked at the center of the matter, and glanced at the woman sitting opposite him with some irritability.

Facing Qiu Ze's irritability, he just smiled faintly.She has a sense of calmness on her body. She is 30 years old and is the proprietress of this coffee shop. She opened this coffee shop at the age of 24. She rarely comes to the coffee shop, and occasionally sits as a guest.

"Go home, your wife must be very worried about you."

"Her? If I don't go back, she will probably be happier and feel relieved. Worried? If you are worried, then it's not An Ran."

Qiu Ze laughed at himself, took a sip of the cold coffee on the table.

"Tell you not to drink black coffee, but you still don't listen. Shall I help you make another cup of coffee?"

Although he said he was asking for his opinion, he had already stood up after speaking.This is the third floor of the coffee shop, and the lighting is very good. If it is in the afternoon, the large slanted glass will reflect the sunlight well, making people feel refreshed.

As long as she is here, this place is open for her alone.She likes to draw some pictures here, or write something quietly.

The café is her source of income, while writing and drawing are her hobbies.Now I occasionally write articles in the special column of a certain emotional magazine, and have a certain reputation on the Internet.And painting is just pure appreciation.There is no style at all, just what you want to paint, you will paint.

Qiu Ze leaned there and closed his eyes, the sky was full of stars and the lights on the third floor were very comfortable.Because I want to be quiet, after coming here, it is very quiet here.

Qin Ziyan was wearing a long skirt with the hem sweeping the floor.Generous and decent, unassuming but not monotonous.Such a simple and elegant color is just right on her body, without looking lifeless.When she was not talking, Qin Ziyan was very quiet and she was the best person to confide in.

When writing, I like to drink a cup of coffee.And instant coffee is really difficult to drink, so Qin Ziyan bought a coffee machine in order not to abuse herself, and started making coffee for herself.Over the past few years, I have gradually developed a good skill in making coffee.

Every movement is slow, every movement is fluid.Step by step, methodical.In fact, I have to say that watching Qin Ziyan do something seriously is a kind of enjoyment.She is not a beauty, or even ordinary.But when she is quiet, she naturally exudes a charm.

Soon, the coffee beans are boiling.The aroma of coffee began to waft through the entire third floor.Qiu Ze squinted his eyes, smelling the aroma of coffee.I haven't slept well in the past few nights. I soak here until late every day, and then drive back to the company to rest.They always wondered if An Ran would not sleep well, and occasionally the car stopped downstairs, but then turned around and left.

The rift was torn, and suddenly I didn't know how to pull the rift back.

"Okay, try it."

Handing the steaming coffee to Qiu Ze, he sat down and put his own cup in front of him.

"Would you like some snacks?"

In the past few days, he probably hasn't eaten properly.

"Ah."

I didn't refuse, I was really hungry.

Qin Ziyan brought some snacks from downstairs, the two of them ate snacks and drank coffee.

The coffee she made was not the best quality, but it was delicious, and the rich aroma wafted in the cavity of her lips...

Quietly, it was past ten o'clock again.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

While tidying up, he watched Qiu Ze go downstairs.

When he went downstairs, Qin Ziyan said softly: "In my heart, I think it's better to face it directly. Avoiding is always not the best way."

Qiu Ze didn't stop, and continued to walk forward until the sound disappeared.Qin Ziyan began to tidy up the delicate pastry plates and coffee cups on the table.

Walk back to the position just now, quietly wash the coffee cup, and then put it away.Turn off the lights and go downstairs.Downstairs there are guests in twos and threes, some couples, some friends, whispering to each other.The melodious music rang in her ears, and Qin Ziyan walked to the place where she parked...

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The car turned off, Qiu Ze sat in the car and lit a cigarette.

The smoke was lingering, forming circles of smoke rings.

Soon, the car was enveloped in thick smoke.

I thought in my heart that it would be better to face it directly, and avoiding is always not the best way.

Qin Ziyan's words rang in his ears, Qiu Ze put out the cigarette in his hand and pushed open the car door.

Walking into the house, there is a light in the living room.Like every night in these years, no matter how late he came back, there was a light that was lit for him.

He walked in and took off his coat.Smelling the cigarette-smelling coat, Qiu Ze frowned slightly.He simply took a shower downstairs and went upstairs after getting rid of the smell of cigarettes.

In the master bedroom, a floor lamp was still lit.The faint light is like a halo of softness, covering the curled up figure on the bed.

Approaching, condescendingly looking down at An Ran's little face that was still frowning while sleeping.In just a few days, the lower forehead lost a little more.She is really getting thinner and thinner, and sometimes it hurts to hold her in her arms.

An Ran didn't sleep soundly, she always woke up frequently in the past few nights.As if sensing the presence of Qiu Ze, An Ran slowly opened her eyes.Qiu Ze's face came into her sight, the corners of An Ran's mouth slowly opened, and a gentle smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth.

"You're back."

Standing up with her arms propped up, An Ran didn't ask where he had been these past few days, but just looked at him tenderly with those eyes.It's like he hasn't stayed out all night in the past few nights, it's like the two of them haven't quarreled.

There was an indescribable feeling in my heart.I don't know whether to be sad or happy.

"Are you hungry? I'll cook you some supper."

Saying that, An Ran was about to lift the quilt and get up.Habitual movements, habitual light sleep.She would really go to sleep for a while only after he came back every day.Often when he came in at two or three o'clock in the study, she would wake up.Or, in the middle of the night, when he was still busy or thinking about something, she would go downstairs and quietly make a supper for him, and put it quietly by his hand.

In fact, she was really a good wife.Take good care of him, if some things don't bother you so much, if you don't demand her response so much.In fact, she has really done a good job.

"No, I ate it when I came back."

Qiu Ze pressed An Ran's shoulders, lifted the quilt and lay down along An Ran's path.An Ran immediately moved her body to give Qiu Ze some space.He smelled of the shower gel at home, and it was obvious that he had taken a shower when he came back.

"Just had a cigarette downstairs."

Seeing An Ran's expression, Qiu Ze reflexively explained.

"I didn't think about it."

After An Ran finished speaking, she took another cautious look at Qiu Ze.That expression made Qiu Ze's heart tighten, his thin lips twitched, and he silently swallowed the words that reached his throat.

"Go to sleep."

"Ah."

An Ran breathed a sigh of relief, and lay down in his embrace. This night, the two of them did nothing.Qiu Ze just hugged An Ran tightly, so hard.An Ran's face was pressed against Qiu Ze's chest, and the sound of his heartbeat was in his ears.In fact, both of them are working hard, they are compromising for each other, and they are trying to change themselves.But why is it that she just can't fall in love with such a good him.

Why can't she give the kind of love Qiu Ze wants...

In fact, a person has loved someone deeply in his life and tasted the pain to the extreme.Tasting love but not being able to, hurt thoroughly, no longer dare to love.

Slowly closing her eyes, the corners of An Ran's eyes were a little moist.