the president's wife

Chapter 22: What am I (Red Envelope Plus Change) ("I'm sorry.")

Just like that night, she let her emotions overwhelm her rationality, and she didn't push him away...

This, the man she fell in love with...

She couldn't bear it.

"Smile."

Zhou Lei felt his chest wet, her tears soaked the clothes on his chest wantonly, and the hot tears burned his heart.He reached out and tried to push her away from his arms, but with his arms around her shoulders, he could only feel her clinging to his chest, tightly reluctant to leave.

"Shangguan Xuan."

Zhou Lei couldn't help exerting a little force on his hands, and Shangguan Xuan was pushed away from his arms.Bitten lips, teary face.Shangguan Xuan was annoyed at her nostalgia, annoyed at her crying.A sorry, contains her involuntary.

Emotions override reason, and she is always so powerless.If I could wait silently, maybe I wouldn't be so greedy, I just let go when I got it, stone, how can I be willing...

"I'm fine, it's just... just..."

I want to find an excuse to cover up my recklessness, but, so out of control, how can I find the most appropriate reason...

"I'll make you breakfast, you go and wait for a while, it will be ready soon, it will be ready soon."

He was so embarrassed that he couldn't find a reason, and he was so embarrassed that he couldn't face Zhou Lei with such a embarrassed appearance at the moment.In the past, I was willing to wait, but now I am reluctant to let go of what I hold in my palm...

Seeing that Shangguan Xuan always refused to listen to him say a complete sentence, Zhou Lei pulled Shangguan Xuan back a little annoyed, pressed on the sink, clasped her lips with one hand, bowed his head and kissed her lips.Because the crying was too uncontrollable, tears had already covered his face, and his nose was even more snot.

When the lips were blocked, the uncontrollable tears in the eyes slid down the cheeks and flowed into the lips.The chin that was pinned up bears his suffocating kiss.

With wide eyes, he looked at the enlarged face in front of him.Shangguan Xuan was completely stunned by the kiss, the two of them had done intimate things, but, hadn't he already chosen Senior Sister Yan?Why, at this time, you want to kiss yourself...

"Silly girl, what a little idiot."

Until she forgot to cry, her whole body seemed to be immersed in his kiss.It's just that her eyes were always wide open, looking at him roundly, with confusion and joy in her eyes, and more of a resentment towards herself.

"Stone……"

Shangguan Xuan's loosened lips had already forgotten to cry, but the tears in her eyes did not stop.Blinking his eyes, the blurry vision in front of him became clear.Staring at the clear face in front of him, looking into his eyes...

From the moment he kissed her, Shangguan Xuan had already seen his eyes through tears, and his eyes were telling her...

At this time, there were no tears to cover her eyes, she looked at Zhou Lei clearly, Shangguan Xuan stared at Zhou Lei blankly, she didn't think wrong...

"I said, I will be responsible for you."

Zhou Lei looked at the disbelief in her eyes, lowered his head and bit her lips.He couldn't blame her for her lack of self-confidence, she was so foolish and only wanted to give in. He was the one who was at fault for what happened back then.But in the end, she was the one who took care of everything...

"Smile."

Zhou Lei reached out to wipe away the tears on her face, and looked at her seriously.

He promised to be responsible to her, and he will be responsible to her.Even if Yan'er came back, he never wavered.Since he decided to give up Yan'er, his heart has been opened for Xiaoxiao.It's not that he didn't think that Yan'er would come back one day, and he would definitely not waver between the two of them like other men.

So, on the first day after Yan'er came back, he had already made it very clear to her.

He and Xiaoxiao are together, and they are dating in advance of marriage.He has identified Xiaoxiao and will be responsible for Xiaoxiao.

For example, he told Yan'er that he owed her, but he could no longer live up to Xiaoxiao, a woman who has sacrificed too much for herself.

"I'm flying to England at ten o'clock, but it's not to save Yan'er. There are some things I can't tell you, but, smile, believe me, I will not let you down, I just go to England to bring Yan'er back to China. She It's not suitable to be abroad alone now, I have no way to ignore her for the time being."

"Sister Yan, what happened to her?"

Shangguan Xuan was a little worried when she heard Zhou Lei's solemn tone.When I saw Senior Sister Yan, she would only go out when she was well-dressed. Although she looked slimmer than she did in England a few years ago, her complexion looked good.

Maybe it was the result of her deliberate makeup at that time...

"she……"

Zhou Lei hesitated to speak, some things he couldn't tell Xiaoxiao beyond Yan'er.After all, this involves personal privacy, and the last thing Yan'er wants is to let Xiaoxiao know all this.Letting herself know that she had already made her feel so embarrassed that she hid directly in England.

It's just that the land that was a nightmare to her, in order to leave a quiet territory for him and Xiaoxiao, how could she survive when she returned to that land where nightmares...

"wait me back."

In the end, Zhou Lei still didn't speak, but looked into Shangguan Xuan's eyes and spoke seriously.

"it is good."

She was powerless to refuse Zhou Lei's words.Don't ask questions about what he didn't say.He made her believe it, and she was willing to believe it. He asked her to wait for him to come back, and she waited for him to come back.

"Stone, I'll wait for you to go home."

Shangguan Xuan stretched her arms around Zhou Lei's waist, and said "go home", entrusting her desire to have a family with him, and her desire for the rest of her life.

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London, England

Zhou Lei only took a short nap on the plane, and the lingering thing in his mind was that he didn't say much, but he could see the trembling of the words when the doctor spoke to her briefly, the pale face and the fearful eyes...

His six years, four years of inner torture, two years of happy life.

Her six years, six years were torture...

Outside a well-known university in London, Zhou Lei was wearing a long trench coat, with a tired face, but firm eyes.

Leaning to one side, waiting patiently.

From to the UK, and then to this university.Zhou Lei had been waiting for a long time. At this moment, with the afterglow of the setting sun falling, Zhou Lei lit a cigarette and smoked quietly.The eyes are watching and waiting.

He didn't go in to find Liu Yan, but just waited for her to come out.

Time passed by every minute and every second, until a slender figure in the distance was getting closer and closer under the afterglow of the setting sun.

"Smoke."

Zhou Lei didn't approach, but his voice was not too loud, but it made Liu Yan, who was walking among several people, stop suddenly.That familiar voice was so familiar that it entered my heart.His eyes turned precisely to Zhou Lei's direction.

Ah Lei.

Liu Yan's body trembled inaudibly, and she couldn't believe the man who appeared in front of her.

After saying a few words to the people around her, she stood there and watched them leave before Liu Yan walked towards Zhou Lei step by step.

"How did you come?"

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Liu Yan and Shitou found a quiet place to sit down, Liu Yan was silent all the way without speaking.Zhou Lei's appearance was beyond her expectation, but...was it really unexpected?

However, even though he could come, her heart throbbed uncontrollably.

Does he actually care about himself?

In this way, it is actually enough.

"A Lei, go back."

Liu Yan looked at the lingering coffee in front of her, which was exuding the aroma of coffee.The coffee without adding anything was very bitter, just like her heart.It's just that no matter how bitter things are, they don't feel bitter when they enter the throat and stomach.

Just like things that have passed, no matter how difficult it is to persist, I persisted.

"Come back with me."

"Do not."

Liu Yan refused very directly, and felt that Zhou Lei's eyes had changed, and there was a flash of anger in his eyes.For her rejection again, Zhou Lei was obviously angry.Looking at Liu Yan's familiar face, even after six years, he has never forgotten this face in his memory...

"Yan'er, let me say it again, come back with me."

Zhou Lei's voice was a little colder, and he looked at Liu Yan with determination in his eyes.

Yes, he is insisting, insisting that she go back with him, he will not let her stay here after knowing everything, let her have nightmares every night, and live in peace.

How can he bear it.

"A Lei, I won't go back. Six years ago, when you were in the most difficult time, Xiaoxiao came here and begged me to go back. I didn't go back. Then six years later, you have recovered, and I will not go back. I'm sorry, I You shouldn't go back to China this time, and you shouldn't disturb your life."

People, there is always that feeling that cannot be restrained.The moment she was able to return to China, the first thing she did was to buy a plane ticket to S City, just to take a look at him.

It was as if she understood that Shangguan Xuan's love was uncontrollable.Since ancient times, love has always been uncontrollable, just crazy about love...

Heart, thump.

Looking at Zhou Lei's expression, Liu Yan knew it, and he didn't.That's right, Xiaoxiao, that silly girl, has always given in silently. How could she ever tell him what she would do for him.Maybe she once had a grudge against Shangguan Xuan, but when she saw her begging herself with that tired face, her heart was really shocked.

If she had a little bit of selfishness, she could still hate her.It's just that Shangguan Xuan made her unable to hate or even complain.

"Come back with me, I won't leave you here alone."

The slight change in Zhou Lei's expression was only an instant, and the ups and downs of his heart had been suppressed.When he heard Liu Yan talk about what happened six years ago, he couldn't hide his inner shock.

Shangguan Xuan suddenly appeared by his side, wanting to stay by his side with such a cheeky gesture.Insisted on going through the difficulties with him, otherwise she would not leave.

The person he needed was never her.Therefore, he looked at each other coldly.It's just that she didn't expect this silly girl to come to Yan'er before going back...

I did, the person he needed most at that time...

so silly...

"A Lei, go back with you, who am I?"

The third red envelope is added, thanks to djy881127 for 6 drops, and wangshirong for 198888 drops of 398 red envelopes for adding more.There are also monthly tickets for red envelope props from friends such as ai mi, guokk, [-], dce[-], etc., thank you.Some estimates have been missed, but the second-hand goods have been seen, thank you.

Nine thousand words today, the update is complete.See you tomorrow.