the president's wife

Chapter 187: Separate "Why did you tell me this until now? Because he is back?"

Lei Chenyi asked in a hoarse voice after exhaling a smoke ring.

When Cheng Hanlei heard Lei Chenyi's words, she couldn't help laughing.Turning his face to look at Lei Chenyi, until now, he still doesn't understand what is the biggest problem between them.

Between them, it was never because of others.

"Lei Chenyi, the two of us have difficulty even communicating."

Cheng Hanlei's voice was full of exhaustion.

"What else do you want?"

Lei Chenyi extinguished the cigarette in his hand, turned Cheng Hanlei's face, and looked into her eyes.

She is his woman, she must only have him in her eyes.She is special in his eyes, that's why he put so much energy on her.He thinks he has done a lot, and his performance is not clear enough.His possessiveness is the expression that he cares, if he doesn't care, why bother about whether she has other people, whether he is the only one in her heart.

His woman should have only him in her heart.

He has really done a lot to her, and he doesn't know what else she wants.He had never done this for a woman before her.What is she still dissatisfied with?What are you still messing with yourself?

"What do I want?"

Cheng Hanlei repeated Lei Chenyi's words in disbelief.

"I only have you as a woman now, Cheng Hanlei, you should know that I care about you. Isn't that enough?"

Lei Chenyi frowned slightly, he knew what she meant, but she should know that he couldn't give her these things for the time being.And what's the point of some false names?He was jealous of Shangguanjue's existence, and came here on purpose because he had her in his heart.And isn't his actual actions enough to express his thoughts?

Now, Cheng Hanlei didn't even know how to respond to Lei Chenyi's rhetorical question, isn't that enough?

Yeah, isn't that enough?In the hospital, after Lei Chenyi vented and left, she thought a lot by herself.For Lei Chenyi, he really gave a lot.The two grew up together, and she is very clear about Lei Chenyi's character.In his eyes, he has done too much and cannot do more.And if he pays a little, she has to pay a lot to balance it.

He fell in love with her, and she should reward and worship God.He said he cared about her, and she should obediently be the woman behind him.She must be very grateful for his occasional gentleness.

However, this is not her.

If she is a woman who lives dependent on a man, maybe Lei Chenyi's existence will make her feel like a treasure.However, she has no choice.

She couldn't leave, just because of the reluctance in her heart.And this kind of reluctance, the longer it drags on, has now caused the current situation.

The two of them shouldn't be involved in this way.

Lei Chenyi's brows were deeply furrowed, and he couldn't understand Cheng Hanlei.From the very beginning, she should know what he can give her.Is it not good for two people?If it wasn't for Shangguan Jue's sudden appearance, the two of them would still be in harmony now.Career, her, and he are all in steady control.

What is she dissatisfied with, what does she want?

Or, because Shangguanjue came back, these things that have always been kept will be spread out...

"Lei Chenyi, let's separate."

There is no need to break up, two people have never really been together, why break up?

Saying these words made my heart feel a little lighter, but it was accompanied by more heaviness.

The atmosphere in the car was obviously suppressed a lot, Lei Chenyi didn't move, didn't speak, just looked at Cheng Hanlei like this.

"Say it again?"

Lei Chenyi's voice was a little low, and he couldn't imagine that Cheng Hanlei would break up with him.

"I don't want to entangle with you any longer, so let's separate."

"Cheng Hanlei, I thought you were very smart. To say such a thing so stupidly, do you think I will allow it? Do you know how many women want it but can't get it? How dare you say no?"

Lei Chenyi's voice became even deeper.

"Yes, it's you who don't allow it again. Lei Chenyi, what qualifications do you have to not allow it? In fact, you are nothing. You only use coercion to force me to obey you. I know, if you want me not to leave, you There are thousands of ways to make me compromise again. But, Lei Chenyi, is this really interesting?"

"Actually, I'm your pet. You always say that you won't let it go until you get tired of playing with it. You always say that if you don't get tired of it, others don't have the right to touch it. But Lei Chenyi, I'm alone."

"You are happy, just touch me and give me a little sweetness. If you are not happy, use your body to conquer me, or say some insulting words. From the time you are interested in me to now, Lei Chenyi, besides using What else can you do?"

"Did you ask me what I really need? Lei Chenyi, I have to be careful when I connect to your phone. When I get in your car, I have to check the surroundings for people who don't know me. The only time I can play with you openly , or a hundred and eight thousand miles away from the circle we are familiar with, to be presumptuous once. I must always hide in the darkness and be careful everywhere. "

"Lei Chenyi, have you ever thought about why I have to bear these things. I should love freely and live in the sun. Why must I not see the light in the dark? Am I not worthy?"

"In your eyes, you have given me a lot. But, Lei Chenyi, none of these are what I want. Have you ever seen me laughing happily? Didn't you notice that I am getting thinner and thinner when I am with you? Didn't you notice that my brows are always frowning? You don't, because you only need my body and never pay attention to what I really want?"

Silence spread in the carriage for a while.

Lei Chenyi's face was ugly, gloomy and terrifying.After Cheng Hanlei knew such words, there would be a violent storm.In fact, I have always wanted to say it, but I have never had the opportunity to say it.Because of reluctance, because I couldn't speak.No matter how tough he is to make psychological achievements for himself, when facing a man like Lei Chenyi, even though he knows it's impossible, he still can't help being moved.He is like a poppy, slowly seeping into her heart.

"Having said so much, you just want to leave, don't you?"

After being silent for a long time, Lei Chenyi suddenly spoke.The voice was so low that people couldn't figure out the meaning of his words for a moment.

"Yes."

Cheng Hanlei answered in the affirmative.

"Cheng Hanlei, if you leave this time, you really left. Don't you regret it?"

Lei Chenyi's voice was hoarse and cold.

Cheng Hanlei's heart was gripped hard by Lei Chenyi's words, and her breathing felt like it stopped for a moment.

"No regrets."

Three words, Lei Chenyi paused with his hands on the steering wheel.

Without saying a word, Cheng Hanlei's heart twitched when she heard the car lock being unlocked.I really got what I always wanted in my heart, but at this moment, why is my heart so depressed, as if I was about to suffocate.Hand, clasped the doorknob, and gently opened it.The voice was very small, but it seemed very loud in the silent space. She didn't look at Cheng Hanlei. After Cheng Hanlei pushed the door open, before she had time to close the door, the car slid out quickly and quickly disappeared from sight.

Cheng Hanlei stood where she was, looking at the direction in which Lei Chenyi's car disappeared, and did not move for a long time.The people around me are coming and going, the crowd in a hurry.

Somewhere in my heart seemed to be empty.

Shangguanjue stood a few steps away from Cheng Hanlei, watched Cheng Hanlei get out of the car, and watched Lei Chenyi's car drive away.Seeing Cheng Hanlei standing where she was, a gust of cold wind blew in, making Cheng Hanlei shiver.Only then did he realize that the coat he had been holding in his hand when he left the ward had been placed in his car by the way.

There was warmth on her shoulders, and Cheng Hanlei looked away.Looking at the gray coat she was wearing, she turned around and looked at Shangguanjue standing behind her.His clothes were draped over his shoulders, enveloped in warmth.

"Need not."

He took off the coat and handed it to Shangguanjue. Then he ignored Shangguanjue and walked on the long ground with a slender figure.Holding his coat in his hand, Shangguanjue looked at Cheng Hanlei's figure in only a woolen sweater. The wind was blowing, and even he, who was not afraid of the cold, felt cold, but Cheng Hanlei, who was walking in the cold wind, seemed unconscious.

This is the result he wanted to see, earlier than he imagined, but why, he was not really happy.

Looking at Cheng Hanlei's back, that thin appearance.Her long hair fluttered gently, and her voice kept lingering in her ears: "This hurts me, seeing me sad, are you really happy?"

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A month has passed since that day.Lei Chenyi really didn't look for her again, she and Lei Chenyi seemed to really separated this time.Shangguanjue, on the other hand, has appeared at the school gate several times in the past month.I didn't notice it before, but when I saw the familiar figure in a car parked opposite the school gate, I realized it was Shangguanjue.

He didn't take the initiative to step forward again, he didn't know what he was observing, Cheng Hanlei didn't have the heart to figure it out, what should be paid back must be paid back.

Not long ago, the former deputy mayor of city S, Feng Haoran's bribery case finally came to a verdict.Feng Haoran was imprisoned, and the Feng family's mansion was also sealed up.

the mall

Cheng Hanlei was pushing a shopping cart, but there was nothing in the shopping cart.After pushing the car for a while, it finally stopped at the appliance department.Today is a very big day for province y.Like her, there were many people gathered around the appliance department, all talking about it. There is almost no suspense about the deputy mayor of city S this year.

Hearing everyone's voices, he looked at Lei Chenyi on the screen.

I haven't seen him for a month, but he is still so handsome. Their separation seems to have no effect on him.

She is, in fact, really insignificant.

"Sister, did I hurt you? I'm sorry, don't cry."

A childish voice came from beside her ears, and Cheng Hanlei realized that she had been stepped on by a child.

"It's okay, my sister doesn't hurt."

When Cheng Hanlei heard what the child said, she realized that her face was wet.Reaching out his hand to quickly wipe away the tears on his face, he pushed the cart and turned to leave.I still heard what the kid said to his mother: "Mom, that sister said it doesn't hurt, but why is she still crying? Are you lying to me? I really hurt her."

The hand pushing the cart tightened a little.

She is really hurt.

Distressed.

I always thought that I could be free and easy, but after I really left, I realized that I really would not let go.

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s city

Xu Peifen and Lei Zhendong are a loving couple, and Lei Xiwen also flew back specially. After this period of time, Lei Xiwen seems to have calmed down a lot.Lei Chenyi didn't give her much face, and she has been obediently with some rich ladies.

Lei Chenyi's achievements are the pride of Xu Peifen and Lei Zhendong. Lei Zhendong's words are not ugly to be proud of Lei Chenyi, and those compliments are very useful.

During a celebration banquet, Lei Chenyi drank a little too much.

It is an essential principle to drink too much but not too much.

Lei Chenyi drank a little too much, but his brain was still very clear.After coming back to City S for a month, because the reelection was imminent, there were already many things to do, and the three words Cheng Hanlei almost never appeared in his mind again.

In the middle of the banquet, because of Feng Yusen's sudden appearance, the banquet set off another climax.

In fact, with Lei Chenyi as the deputy mayor, Feng Yusen could not show up.But ever since I met Lei Chenyi last time, it has been widely rumored in the official circles that Feng Yusen admires Lei Chenyi very much, but this time Feng Yusen even took time out of his busy schedule to come to S City, which shows that the rumors are even more serious. It is somewhat real.

Feng Yusen's appreciation for Lei Chenyi is difficult to express in words, every word reveals his appreciation for Lei Chenyi.

When Xu Peifen, who was holding Lei Zhendong's arm, saw Feng Yusen who suddenly appeared, he only had a glimpse that day, and later checked some information about Feng Yusen, but he has always been very low-key, and there are not many photos.But this time, when standing there, facing Feng Yusen who walked in directly, Xu Peifen's whole body froze.

"Peifen, go and say hello to Governor Feng, I need him to take care of Chen Yi in the future."

Xu Peifen has always been very good at dealing with courtesies, so Lei Zhendong often takes Xu Peifen to participate in these.

"I... I'm going to the bathroom. This is a social gathering between you guys. I'm a woman. If I say the wrong thing, I'll lose Chen Yi's face."

Xu Peifen found an excuse, and when Feng Yusen was walking this way, she turned around and walked to the bathroom, avoiding Feng Yusen.

After a while, after a long time of relaxation, Xu Peifen finally recovered from seeing Feng Yusen. It has been more than 20 years, her appearance has changed a lot, maybe he has forgotten it long ago.She needed to calm down now, took a deep breath, Xu Peifen opened the door of the bathroom, and bumped into a person as soon as she walked out.

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