the president's wife

Chapter 080: It may not be so easy to let go of the double in the past, but now they are continuing each other's happiness.Qiu Ze withdrew his gaze, looked at Qin Ziyan who was smiling gently at him beside him, and at that moment his heart began to regain tranquility.Holding Qin Ziyan's hand back, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, maybe they had never experienced any excitement, but they were in the ordinary, experiencing the long flow of water...

Qin Ziyan was worried about the children at home, and after the wedding, she also considered Qiu Ze's feelings, so she left early.

The rest of the neighbors who were usually familiar with An Ran didn't leave until midnight.

Tonight, the couple's bridal chamber festive night is at Shangguan Rui's house, in a room with a red happy letter and a festive red bedding.At the head of the bed is a wedding photo taken by two people.

A room of beauty, a room of happiness.

When Cheng Hanlei and Lei Chenyi left to go to the next door, Shangguan Rui, who was a little too drunk, hugged Anran by the waist, and the skirt of the white gauze was dragged on the ground like this, together with the moonlight shining in, the silver flowers all over the ground were aroused...

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The bright red on the bed is covered with snow-white on the white wedding dress. Between the red and the white, An Ran's smile is as gentle as water.Wrapping the arms around Shangguan Rui's neck, they shortened the distance, so close to each other's breath.

"You are finally my wife."

The interlocking of ten fingers slowly tightened.

"I'm finally your wife."

Fingers intertwined, slowly tightened.

Each other's palms are close to each other's souls, without a single gap.

The unfading white wedding dress symbolizes the purest beauty.

Even if they belonged to someone else, in each other's eyes, it was the most beautiful moment in their hearts just like the original one.

You have me I have you.

A night of silver frost, a night of lingering.

With the peaceful face in the arms, the eyes of the embraced person are full of satisfaction.

Being able to hold hands and embrace each other again in this life is the greatest gift from God.

In the next life, I will never lose you again.

In the next life, I will definitely find you as soon as possible.

In the next life, we will never take a detour again.

I promise……

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At night, Cheng Beibei has fallen asleep.Shangguan Xuan quietly lifted the thin quilt and got up, the air conditioner was running, and the room was filled with coolness.Lifting off the quilt, Shangguan Xuan could clearly feel goosebumps on her skin, and a chill directly swept into the deepest part of her heart.

The night was dark, and the moonlight outside the window was amazingly beautiful.

Shangguan Xuan sat on the bay window, the bay window covered with blankets was not cold.Leaning there and curled up into a ball, under the moonlight, his own shadow looked so sad.

Putting the phone aside quietly, the smile on the corner of his mouth could no longer be forced.

Under the moonlight, the screen of the mobile phone emits a faint light.The password entered, the four-digit number has been engraved in the brain.

SMS, only one.

Lei Zhou……

My heart was aching.The heart was tearing densely, and the eye sockets were a little wet. When the liquid gushed out of the eye sockets, Shangguan Xuan buried her head in her knees and bit her arm hard.The teeth sank deep into the flesh, and the pain couldn't suppress the suffocating pain in his heart.

There seemed to be a mark on the body.

Like doing something wrong, but also like it should belong.

"That night, I drank too much, and I took you as cigarettes."

Being drunk and messed up is always the best reason.

Yes, obviously she can refuse, and when he hugs her, she can push away and run away.Obviously when he was undressing his clothes and muttering smoke, she should say that she was not, and then slap him to wake him up.

but……

but……

The pain in his eyes, his affectionate eyes, that low and pleasant voice, every word and every sentence is destroying her weak willpower.You know you shouldn't, but you can't say no.

In his love with Liu Yan, she played the outsider.

She looked at their happiness, but she just wanted to look at his happiness.The little jealousy and envy are carefully kept in the deepest part of my heart, but after all, I am still not as generous as I thought.After all, he was still not as selfless as he thought, after all, didn't he just want to be an outsider?

Involved in the game, why do I still have this suffocating pain that makes me want to go crazy.

After all, she involved herself in the person she least wanted to become, and she finally understood why her mother could keep her father so crazy...

She really wants to be a second mother.Create a tragedy?

Tears gushed out more violently, and when she cried out in pain, he opened his eyes.

In the blurred tears of pain, she vaguely saw the sobriety in his eyes.

She tensed up in shock, his expression changed.She thought he would immediately push her away and question her with a cold attitude, but she didn't expect that he would bury his head on her neck.

Then came the sound of even breathing, from the time he cried to her until the end, she didn't hear a word of Senior Yan's name from his mouth...

is not it……

When he was alone, he knew in his heart that she was not Senior Sister Yan...

Could it be that he continued to be with him even though he knew he was not Senior Sister Yan, because he had a place for himself in his heart...

Stone……

Stone……

Shangguan Xuan hugged herself tightly, the light of the phone had gone out again, leaving only the silvery white spilled in from the window, outlining the indescribable desolation.

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"Smile, why do you eat so little?"

Seeing that Shangguan Xuan put down the bowl and chopsticks after just a few mouthfuls, Shangguan Rui frowned.It has been almost a month since Shangguan Xuan came back, and she ate less and less.

In just one month, I lost a lot of weight.

"Smile, is it because the food is not to your liking? Tell auntie what you want to eat, and auntie will buy it for you at night?"

An Ran also looked at Shangguan Xuan with some concern. This child was too sensible to worry about since he was a child.In addition to having his own opinion on the matter of choosing a high school, for this reason, he and Shangguan Rui have an opinion.But other than that, she never seemed to worry the two of them.

She didn't make Shangguan Xuan change her mind. Although she was married to Shangguan Rui, An Ran still hoped that the position of mother in Shangguan Xuan's mouth would only be reserved for Murong Xue forever.

"Auntie, it's too hot, so I don't have much appetite."

Shangguan Xuan shook her head, knowing that she was worrying her father and Aunt An Ran again.

An Ze looked at Shangguan Xuan, and remembered that Cheng Beibei mentioned something wrong about Shangguan Xuan in front of him.Thinking about the recent abnormal reactions, and the frequent distraction, the eyes also became deep.

Cheng Beibei's gaze was the most direct. Looking at Shangguan Xuan, she was really worried.

Picking up the chopsticks again, she began to feed food into her already full stomach. However, the atmosphere at the table did not return to its original relaxed state because she continued to eat.

Shangguan Xuan sighed in her heart, she couldn't do this anymore at night, she had to work hard to eat more if she didn't want to eat, and she couldn't let her parents, Ozawa and Beibei worry...

Shangguan Rui and An Ran ate together, packed up the dishes and went to the kitchen together.The kitchen door was closed, An Ran was washing the dishes, and Shangguan Rui was arranging the leftover dishes.

"Rui, have you noticed that there is something wrong with Xiaoxiao?"

Xiaoxiao has been studying high school in other places for the past three years, because she usually has to study by herself in the evening, and only when she is on vacation, she will come back to live for ten days and a half months.At other times, he also said that he would have a summer job.Although her family's conditions did not require her to take a summer job, Shangguan Xuan wanted to adapt to this society earlier.

Don't worry about Shangguan Xuan, although Shangguan Rui didn't agree very much in his heart, in the end he couldn't get over Shangguan Xuan's coquettishness and agreed.

But now, things don't seem to be as he imagined.

The sensible daughter who acted like a baby by her side has gradually grown up.I used to tell him everything, but now I have my own little secret...

"Don't worry, I'll talk to her later."

"Ah."

After Shangguan Rui packed up, he heard An Ran's words and hugged An Ran from behind.There is a faint fragrance in the nose, just such a simple hug will make you feel very at ease.

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"Auntie, I'm really fine."

Shangguan Xuan leaned against An Ran's arms and shook her head gently.

"Smile, no matter what happens, Auntie will be with you."

"Auntie, I know. Auntie, I promise you with a smile, I will tell you if there is anything."

Rubbing his head against An Ran's arms, he hesitated to speak, as he got older, he thought more and more.Some things need to be borne by one's own shoulders...

An Ran chatted with Shangguan Xuan about the school again, then turned and went back to the room.Shangguan Xuan opened the door and walked into the yard.

The summer wind is still hot.The yard is full of fragrant flowers, and the swings are wrapped with flowers.In the moonlight, the world is very quiet.

It's very quiet here, and sometimes the quietness makes my heart feel heavier.

He walked to the swing and sat down, using the strength of his feet to gently swing the swing, while the body was also pushed in the night by the swing of the swing.The gentle wind blows the long hair.Closing her eyes, Shangguan Xuan's thoughts slowly began to empty...