the president's wife

Chapter 043: Secret, I won't tell you "An Ran, are you and Shangguan Rui back together?"

The smile froze...

"Why did you ask that suddenly? We're just friends."

An Ran's speech was a little hasty...

Qin Ziyan looked at An Ran, the look on her brows just now, she looked like she was in love.

"You haven't accepted him yet?"

Qin Ziyan's eyes were a little straight, and An Ran's ears were a little impressive.Qin Ziyan has always been a very intelligent woman, she sees everything too thoroughly, in Qin Ziyan's eyes, An Ran has a feeling that there is nothing to hide.

"I think it's a good idea."

An Ran pursed her lips lightly, and took a sip of the cold tea.The voice was a little ethereal, and such words were taken for granted when he said them before, but now, for some reason, when he said such a sentence again, his confidence was obviously not so full.

"Sometimes, do you feel that you take care of too much. You said that you have to live for yourself once. Are you really living for yourself?"

Qin Ziyan looked at An Ran's somewhat terrified appearance, and there was a faint apology hidden between her brows.Shangguan Rui's offensive was not subtle, and the two of them were in an extremely dangerous state.In fact, if she really wanted to maintain the relationship of friends, she would not let Shangguan Ruiyou walk on the edge of ambiguity.

She and Shangguan Rui seem to be separated by a thin layer of veil now, as long as the veil is pierced, everything will cross the boundary of friends.Knowing the danger, but unable to resist, enjoying such ambiguity, and also enjoying Shangguan Rui's kindness to him, and the renewed pursuit of gas.

There is a feeling that back in those days, they were no longer just a physical relationship, he was always thinking of himself, he was considerate in every way, and that caring look was what he looked forward to the most when he fell in love with Shangguan Rui at the age of 16.In the past, she had fantasized and thought about it countless times in her heart.

Even though, youth is no longer.But they started to walk back to the road of youth again, this time it was no longer her chasing him, loving him wholeheartedly without complaint or regret, regardless of everything.But now, he treats her just like she did back then, no matter how uncertain her attitude is, he treats him so firmly.

"You should know that it's impossible for you and Shangguan Rui to be just friends. If you don't talk about him, just talk about you. Can you really treat Shangguan Rui as an ordinary friend in your heart?"

Qin Ziyan's voice was faint, but each word struck An Ran's heart.

She used the word friend, trying to cover everything up.However, some things were doomed early on, and her heart has never changed.It's just that too much was taken into account.Zi Yan is right, she once said that she should truly live for herself, but in the end, she is still living for others.

Caring about Qiu Ze, caring about Shangguan Rui, caring about Xiao Ze...

Still, taking into account too much, can't really live for myself.

"Zi Yan, sometimes, I can't help but care. I ruined Qiu Ze's life and let him suffer with me. And for Shangguan Rui, I care too much. I am no longer the An Ran I was back then. , it is no longer An Ran that only belongs to him. I am worried that if I take that step, I will not even be able to maintain the current relationship. "

When Qiu Ze was mentioned, Qin Ziyan's eyes flashed with emotion.But An Ran was immersed in her own world and didn't notice it.

"An Ran, you and Qiu Ze are already divorced, you don't have to worry about his life anymore. His path will go well on his own, isn't he very good now? Besides, you can control what happens to him, Worrying. Everyone is responsible for their choices, and it cannot be said that you ruined Qiu Ze's life."

"If you don't stay with Shangguan Rui, it's because you treat Qiu Ze well? Do you think that at least this will not make Qiu Ze very sad? But have you ever thought that your stagnation may be what brought It's counterproductive. Make him feel like he still has hope, instead of having a new life of his own?"

"Speaking of Shangguan Rui, are you really sure he will care about this? If he does, do you think he will stay like this for seven years? Even after you have divorced, you said that you want to maintain the relationship of friends, but he still has a A heart that loves you deeply maintains such an ambiguous friendship with you. He treats you well without hesitation, do you think he will still care about those things that are nothing and don't need to mind after experiencing so much between the two of you?"

"An Ran, you are already on the cutting edge, do you still have such a mentality? Then, wouldn't Shangguan Rui also feel like you, feeling unworthy of you, feeling that you are not the only one who is not worthy of you?" What about love?"

Qin Ziyan's words seemed to have knocked on An Ran's brain suddenly.She has never seen through the thing covered by the obscurity, and broke free.

What kind of spell did she sink herself into? For Qiu Ze and Shangguan Rui, she kept thinking to herself...

She just thinks too much about others, and sometimes it has the opposite effect.

The shock on his face was because he was poked at something he hadn't figured out all along...

"I……"

An Ran was a little speechless...

I drank some tea and calmed down.An Ran's brain has been able to rotate normally, watching Qin Ziyan look a little out of control.The words just now turned around in his brain.When he looked at Qin Ziyan again, his eyes looked directly at Qin Ziyan's calm face, and the light sorrow he just discovered seemed to have been answered at this moment...

"Zi Yan, are you in love with Qiu Ze?"

At that time, she knew that she and Qiu Ze were the best match, but the two of them hadn't developed much.An Ran thought that she was wrong, the two of them were really just confidants.

There is no connection with Qiu Ze, and every time Qin Ziyan mentioned Qiu Ze, her words were very calm, without any strangeness.But I didn't expect...

This time it was Qin Ziyan who was stunned...

Daimei slowly locked into a small hill, and finally nodded...

"Did you just fight for yourself and Qiu Ze?"

"Yes."

Without hesitation, Qin Ziyan nodded.Because I can't restrain it anymore, because I can't suppress the eagerness to move.She wants to fight for herself once, and the four people who are suffering like this will never get out of the fog.

If she fails, then at least An Ran and Shangguan Rui are happy.People who love each other are bound to be together.Life should not be wasted anymore, life is so short that it cannot stand such wasted time.

"Zi Yan, I'm sorry, I don't know..."

An Ran was a little flustered for a while, she hadn't been this flustered for a long time.

"An Ran, there is nothing wrong with you. There is nothing wrong with you falling in love with Shangguan Rui, there is nothing wrong with you being used to being considerate of others, and there is nothing wrong with you caring too much because of love. And there is nothing wrong with Qiu Ze loving you. I didn't control myself and fell in love Qiu Ze, this is wrong. When I was young, I fell in love with someone I couldn't love. But now, as an adult, I still fall in love with someone I shouldn't."

The bitterness is at the corner of the mouth.

An Ran's throat was stuck for a while, and it was painful to breathe.

A beautiful woman like Qin Ziyan should have the purest love.But she was involved in the story between her and Qiu Ze, and finally changed from a person who listened to the story to a person in the story, integrated into a story, became a latecomer, and a sufferer.Becoming the person who wanted but couldn't get, this kind of pain stained a light and elegant woman with sadness...

"Zi Yan..."

An Ran didn't know what to say to express her apology for a while.

Both she and Qiu Ze are the most innocent...

"An Ran, I admit that I have my own selfishness when I talk about you and Shangguan Rui. I also want to do it for myself and Qiu Zebo, but most of the purpose is for your happiness. You have suffered for so many years, don't let yourself suffer. Shangguan Rui has also been in pain for more than ten years, so don't let him suffer anymore. There is nothing more important than being with the one you love, and what needs to be taken care of. It is such a blessing to be with the one you love."

Qin Ziyan held An Ran's hand tightly...

An Ran looked at Qin Ziyan, before she could speak, there was a sound of opening the door.

"You guys keep talking, let me show off today."

Shangguan Rui wandered outside for a long time on purpose to delay his return.At this time, with the vegetables in his hands, he looked at the two people who hadn't spoken, and walked into the kitchen with the vegetables in his mouth.

After Shangguan Rui entered the kitchen, An Ran held Qin Ziyan's hand and said sincerely: "Zi Yan, thank you. Without you, there are some things I would never understand. Thank you for always being there when I am most confused. , give me the most correct guidance, so that I can walk the right path. Zi Yan, you are such a beautiful woman, you will definitely have your own happiness. I firmly believe it."

"Ah."

Qin Ziyan nodded, tightened An Ran's hand, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

"An Ran, is there no soy sauce at home?"

Shangguan Rui came out of the kitchen, opened his mouth naturally, and looked at the two people who were smiling happily, and asked, "What's the matter, so happy."

"I won't tell you, secret."

"I won't tell you, secret."

The two spoke in unison, followed by similar smiles, An Ran looked at the sun, and really had a feeling of pulling away the clouds and mist to see the sun.

"I bought an extra bottle of soy sauce last time, and it's in the top cabinet."

After An Ran finished speaking to Shangguan Rui, Shangguan Rui walked back to the kitchen.

"Zi Yan, stay here for a few more days and go shopping here."

"Okay, I originally planned to bother you for a few more days, and let you bother me before leaving."

"I won't be bothered. It would be best if you lived here forever."

"I'm afraid that if I think, someone will drive me away."

Qin Ziyan winked and said.Looking in the direction of the kitchen, An Ran gave Qin Ziyan a sideways look, with tenderness in her eyes.

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咖啡 厅

Qiu Ze's car parked outside Qin Ziyan's coffee shop, opened the door and walked in.