my youth love story no problem

When I walked out of the apartment, the sky was pattering and raining again.The stitch-like raindrops are not so much rainwater, but rather thick and condensed mist.It was so fine and faint that I didn't even know if I should open my umbrella to block the stream of liquid a little bit.

On the contrary, Yukinoshita Yukino in front opened her light blue umbrella in a very ordinary manner.In the hazy rainwater, he walked cautiously and slowly around all kinds of damp pits and small traps, and walked towards the school on his own.

Looking at the calm snow, I thought about it and opened the black umbrella in my hand.

But like the girl in front of me walking in the rain like a picture scroll of a fairy, I must be as terrifying as a picture scroll of hell when I walk alone with a black umbrella.Especially those rotten eyes.I even saw with my own eyes that a group of high school students from other schools looked at Yukinoshita with admiration, and then almost fell off the slope when they saw me.

There is no way, there will always be a gap in comparison.It's really my fault that I grew up like this compared to the fairies in front, high school students.Sorry for making you feel hopeless about the world in the future.

In all fairness our combination is definitely weird.A group of people clearly came out of one place, but they were clearly divided into three parts.Yukinoshita Yukino, who was leading with a blue umbrella, took the lead. About five meters away was me holding a black umbrella, and about three meters away was Mr. Shizuka Hiratsuka in a white robe.

Is this really a combination of a teacher and two students?Why do you feel that my image in this combination is a bit too dazzling?The people on the street all showed enjoyment after seeing Yukinoshita and the teacher, but when they moved their eyes to the middle, they all turned into panic!And it's like the panic from the heart when the Shura ghost is in front of you after the dream is shattered!Is this some kind of social experiment?Or is it some kind of punishment for society?That sluggish look really makes people worry about their going to school or going to work.

"Hikigu, I think it's okay for you to restrain your dead fish eyes that hate the world a little bit. You are holding an umbrella and staring at people everywhere, just like a god of death harvesting life on a rainy day, even if you are a teacher I was also the one who suppressed my shot so I followed behind you."

"Since you are a teacher, shouldn't you walk in front of the students? Ordinary words."

I turned my head and glanced at Shizuka Hiratsuka who was following behind me.

This passionate Chinese teacher in a white coat is definitely a master who has cultivated something. It seems that the fine rain will not fall on her at all, and she is still walking on the street calmly and generously.

"Hikigaya, do you think Yukinoshita is the kind of person who likes to submit to others? Even going to school is impossible. She used to go to school alone, but now there are more of us. If If you don't give her a little room to move freely, she will definitely get awkward. Don't look at her like that, it's quite troublesome to be awkward."

"Really? I thought Yukinoshita was the type to be surrounded by boys and go to school noisily."

"How is that possible." Shizuka Hiratsuka shrugged behind her.

"Even if there are boys who want to go to school with her, they will definitely be scared away by that look? Don't look at Yukinoshita as a cute kid, but that look is quite intimidating among high school students."

"Ha... you mean that kind of expression that looks like a kitten's hair is also a deterrent?"

"I mean between high school students, between high school students."

Even if I repeat it twice, I still know it. Anyway, I can be considered a member of high school students.

"No adult would really get angry with those high school students and junior high school students? So not many high school students understand what the real aura looks like. Even if they understand that aura, most of them shrink back in front of the name Yukinoshita .”

"Yukishita? You mean the county councilor and the president of the construction company? It's just a middle-level person."

"Hikigu, that's a county councilor and president, and he's already very powerful in our eyes."

"Huh? What are you talking about, Teacher Hiratsuka Shizuka. If you want to bring him down, you only need a few speculative evidence and some methods of framing him." Looking at Teacher Hiratsuka Shizuka behind me, I I think it's time to give her some popular science about the combined power of journalists and the government.

Although many people often say that public opinion is manipulated, being able to rank at the level of manipulation shows how terrible public opinion is.When the power of the media infiltrates the people, even gossip can set off a terrifying wave.Especially when the Internet age is unfolding and human flesh searches are exploding, you don't even have a way to know who is the real mastermind.It couldn't be easier to kill the network of a county councilor, especially for such an unclear position as the president of a construction company.

The people are a group of beings who like to think very much.Since it is a construction company, it must be well aware of the architectural planning of the entire urban area.So what position knows this best?Obviously the county councilor.But if the county councilor itself is the president, it is a combination of politics and business.Even ghosts who say that there are no corruption will not believe it.Especially in this politically turbulent time, if you want to harm someone, you just need to stab someone in the back lightly, without any worries at all.

"For example, 'What is the identity of a suspicious girl found in Yukinoshita's house?', and then gradually infiltrated into it, and when the noise got to the point, another piece of evidence of corruption in Yukinoshita's family was discovered. Then even if you want to calm down, the family background is completely abolished. How about it? Do you want to try it? I know quite a few people like this."

"...Hikigu, I think letting you join the Ministry of Service is the wisest choice in my life. If someone like you goes into a cult MLM organization, I believe you can definitely become a sect like Aum Shinrikyo?"

"I'm sorry, but I'm a staunch activist." I shrugged.

But when I hummed the passage of the Internationale, I don’t know why Mr. Shizuka Hiratsuka jumped up nervously and covered my mouth, and then warned me very seriously that it’s best not to have anything to do with these .

Ah, after all, the Internationale is the most unbearable banned song in more than 90% of countries in the world.It's understandable to be so nervous.But I also thought that Yukinoshita's family background was not the real reason why Yukinoshita became like this.If it was the real reason, it would be impossible for Hiratsuka Shizu-sensei to be so calm.It seems that he has made up his mind not to speak.

But if you think about it carefully, this kind of thing really has nothing to do with me, right?

I looked at the girl standing at the intersection about five meters ahead, who was stubbornly waiting for the green light even though there were no vehicles around.I don't know why, but I suddenly felt a very strange feeling in my heart.

It's not like or appreciation, but some kind of doubt.

I know exactly where this sense of doubt comes from, but Mr. Shizuka Hiratsuka behind me is not a real idiot.She also knows very well that some words are simply impossible to say.Even if I made fun of Yukinoshita's father, she would pick it up casually, but Shizuka Hiratsuka, the teacher, never intervened in the real desire of the students.

Even if I was a problem student who was continuously hospitalized and had to take leave due to accidents, Mr. Shizuka Hiratsuka didn't say anything.Knowing such a person is undoubtedly a kind of luck, but it is also a kind of misfortune.

"Hey, I say teacher. Regarding Yukinoshita's mental reasons, I must find out the reason and method myself, right?"

"Of course. I'm a teacher, how could I get involved with you."

"In other words, let me handle everything by myself, hey."

The teacher behind me took it for granted, which made me more convinced of the difficulty of this task.

Everything depends on oneself, and one's own changes are also determined by oneself. Shizuka Hiratsuka has always adhered to this creed of life.Even the most distorted person will help, but it will only create the environment instead of directly changing it.

From the perspective of educators, he is indeed a good educator, but from the perspective of psychotherapy, he is not so safe.Especially if it's a guy who has his own beliefs and is working his way forward.What effect would ordinary environmental changes have on such a person?I deny this situation.

A person with outstanding self-awareness, good mobility, solidified sense of people, and incomparable beauty.

This is really the worst sign.

But even if it is such a signing, it will be a sense of accomplishment if it is changed, isn't it?

Looking at Yukinoshita in the rain, I narrowed my eyes slightly and made up my mind.