my youth love story no problem

43. Auld Lang Syne (thumb)

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Three 10 minutes later—

"Primary dysmenorrhea, after she wakes up, take some pain relief tablets and drink some ginger water."

In the hospital, the female doctor put a quilt on the pale face lying on the hospital bed under the snow with pity, then turned around and changed a serious expression and whispered to me.

"But how do you become a boyfriend? Don't think that dysmenorrhea is a trivial matter. I have seen many symptoms caused by dysmenorrhea. And your little girlfriend is obviously of the type with a bad constitution. If you always If you leave it alone like this, even infertility is very likely in the future, didn't you pay attention?"

"No, it can't be... It's just dysmenorrhea, so it shouldn't become such a serious situation, right?"

"Not for a normal girl, but your little girlfriend is in a state of passing out due to dysmenorrhea. Even if it is affected by the rain, this is a very rare constitution. The bad aspect."

Looking at the girl lying on the hospital bed like a Sleeping Beauty, the doctor shook his head with pity, and said in a very worthless way:

"And I don't know why I have been working so hard. After the health check, it was found that she was completely sub-healthy. The girl was meant to be raised. If she worked so hard, it would not be surprising that her organs suddenly failed one day."

"She is so weak that she can't even play a tennis match, but she was so brave and spent half a day in the rainstorm. It's pretty good that she didn't catch a cold. Otherwise, she would have to lie here for a month. "

"Are you a boyfriend? If you want to get married, you'd better let her rest. You don't want your girlfriend to die suddenly, do you?"

'So I'm not her boyfriend...'

Of course, don't confront the doctor at this time.I can only nod like a chicken pecking rice for the doctor's censure.

"Really, young people nowadays."

Be more careful in the future.

After a while, the female doctor shook her head helplessly and left the ward.

So soon, only I was left in this room with a pale face lying under the snow on the hospital bed.

'The heavy rain is the cause...'

Looking at the snow on the hospital bed, I feel more and more guilty.

Regarding this aspect, it is indeed my mistake, which cannot be denied.

I naively thought that Yukinoshita was trembling because of her shyness, but how could she be shy?

Maybe even when you're married, it's just a calm 'Oh, I see' performance, right?Just thinking about things like this one-sidedly with machismo, I never seem to think about anything from her perspective.

What on earth was she thinking?How did she see it?What is your attitude towards me?Or is it just the kind of idiot who simply stabs at his friends?I'm afraid I haven't even thought deeply about her once.Just thinking about how it was going to be like that.

It's like treating an immature child.But what is the difference between immature and mature?

Is it considered mature to stand on the sidelines for this kind of thing, to look at responsibilities and obligations like a demon, and to bear some things silently?

But this kind of maturity makes people around me extremely painful, and even falls into a vicious circle that I cannot extricate myself from. Is this kind of "maturity" mature or immature?

"...Do you remember what the doctor said?"

"Well, of course I remembered—by the way, how did you wake up under Yukino?"

"Because it hurts."

Facing my slightly surprised eyes, the girl who got up slowly said simply:

"Women are born with flaws, even if you want to endure it, you can't do it. This is especially true for women with poor physiques like me."

He had already changed into a layer of hospital gown, covered with a layer of absorbent blanket, and slowly got up, sitting under the snow on the hospital bed, showing a slightly fragile smile.

That long black hair was spread flat on the bed behind him, showing a somewhat dry luster slightly weakly.The pollution caused by the rain to the hair was unexpectedly powerful, giving her a haggard look.

Even though he knew she shouldn't be such a fragile person, looking at the weak girl lying on the hospital bed still gave people a feeling of wanting to comfort her and make her feel safe.That impulse became clearer with her lowered eyes.

It also made me feel more guilty.

After all, the cause of this matter is only my own mental problems, there is no need to bring her into it.

I don't even dare to think about the pain of making a girl with a strong spirit like Yukinota faint from the pain.

"But... great."

Looking at my expression, Yukinoshita suddenly showed a smile.

Because that smile was too inexplicable, I just looked at her smiling in a daze.

"...what's so good?"

"Of course it's a great thing."

Yukinoshita leaned against the railing of the hospital bed, pulled her hair from the sideburns, and said with a smile:

"Isn't it a good ending to bring you back to life at such a small cost?"

"……Eh?"

"I used to have such a physique, but a coincidence made you start to change. Isn't this ending very good?"

I think it's a good result.

The girl sitting on the hospital bed had a slight smile of indifference.

It's not the kind of sincerity or sincerity, but it really feels like a coincidence, a slightly unexpected slight arc.

I'm afraid this incident was just an accident, but this accident brought a very happy ending.Because it was a bit unexpected, but the ending was good, that's why she showed such a subtle smile.

She didn't think that her suffering was caused by other people, it was just the result of simple incorrect behavior and her own poor physical fitness.Didn't realize at all, didn't even think my existence was wrong in the first place.

It was her own fault that she fell down first when she was comforting others, this is the idea shown by her smile.

Is she an idiot?Or is this her friendship?

I do not know.

But what I do know is that I have one thing to do now.

Looking at the girl on the hospital bed, I raised my head and took a deep breath.

"... Yukinoshita, I have a slightly exaggerated request now, can you listen to it?"

"Tell me."

"Can I give you a hug?"

"Well, yes."

The girl sitting on the hospital bed pulled her hair on her forehead with a forgiving look on her face.

"Anyway, I don't have the right to resist on the hospital bed. However, it's only once a day."

"One time is enough..."

Sighing, he stood up and embraced the girl's body in his arms without hesitation.Feeling the beating breath of her heart in my arms, I took a deep breath.

The girl's unique aroma mixed with the smell of disinfectant in the ward, condensing a smell called moving.

No matter what will happen in the future, no matter whether I let go of it or not, but now I only have this feeling left.

"Under the snow... thank you."

"Well, you're welcome. This is what I should do."

Reaching out and patting my back lightly, Yukinoshita responded softly.

Although I still don't feel the slightest reduction in the guilt of memory in my heart, I think I should be happy at this moment.

Because now, there is another person who is willing to distort his original life trajectory in order to forgive my sins.That's the only thing I keep in mind.

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'Ha... friendship, huh? '

The teacher standing outside the ward took a deep puff of cigarette and exhaled an inconspicuous eye circle.

'The school festival is not good, Hikigaya.Whether it’s Yuigahama or her, if you consider this kind of tolerance and maintenance as friendship, it will be very painful in the future...'

Sighing, the teacher took out his mobile phone and pressed a phone number.

Although it wasn't in the address book, nearly a hundred missed calls and call records were enough to prove that person's anxiety.

So the teacher just hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.Then he picked up the phone and started talking to the person on the phone.

"Hello? Yubihama? Well, it's okay, they're fine, well, don't worry. Don't cry, you can't just run out. Well, that's it... I said don't cry, when the time comes Go cry with them, don't cry with the teacher..."

Throwing the cigarette into the chimney casually, the teacher put one hand in his pocket and left the corridor.