my youth love story no problem

(Update~ There is only one update~ By the way, it is said to be expensive, but I think my price is just right? If I buy it out, it will be 25 thousand words. If it is easier for colleagues, it will be calculated as [-] thousand words or [-], so what? It also needs to make me a little bit motivated? And I don’t seem to have seen any of those beautiful readers who have been saying that they will send me money this month... Is it really the original sin to have expectations? Well, it’s just a matter of refreshing my mood. This is how I feel today.)

After the fireworks ended, it was the same time as yesterday.

I also took a bath in the built-in bathroom in the administrator's building today, and walked on the road leading to the cabin while facing the night wind.Because I am the last one today, I can take a good and comfortable bath.

After returning to the cabin, the lights have been turned off, and it seems that everyone is asleep.

I am used to this kind of scenery, and every time I am the last person to make sure I am safe before going to sleep.Now the difference is nothing more than that I don't have to be sure of the comfort of this group of people.In other words, if you are already a high school student and can't take care of yourself, then it doesn't matter if you die?Although I will be nagged by my parents, I think there is absolutely nothing wrong with thinking this way.

"Student Hikigu..."

Just as I tiptoed to the side of my bed, there was such a sound from the side.

"Ah. Is it Hayama? Did it wake you up?"

"No, it's just that I can't sleep a little bit."

Xian Chong leaning against the wall showed a somewhat lonely smile in the pale moonlight.

"Are you still remembering the battle? Anyway, I was the one who was the villain, so you don't have anything to care about."

"It's not about that, but I just remembered some things from the past... Before, the same scene happened in front of me, but I couldn't do anything about it. I just thought of something like this."

Neither self-mockery nor lamentation, Hayama said as if nostalgic.

Ah, in short, that kind of plot?The kind of plot movie that cannot be skipped after the flag is triggered.

But I don't know Hayama's past, nor Yukinoshita's past, so I naturally have nothing to respond to, so I can only turn over as a substitute, turn on the phone and look at Hayama in the corner, it's just this level things.

As for the text messages from several editors that appeared on the phone, I believe the result would have been better if I hadn't read them.I can already smell death from that frequency alone.What should I do if I go back?Working super hard for five days in a row should be fine?As long as you speak well with the editor, you should still be able to understand each other.

"Although, it would be great if Yukinoshita-san could become like her older sister..."

Ahhh, because of the relationship between the family or something, this guy also knows Ms. Yono.However, although we all know the same person, Hayama and I have different opinions.

"It's not...not like that. The amiable Yukinoshita is scary enough just by imagining it."

And after adding that clingy attribute, the irritability value has increased exponentially.

Just thinking of that attribute, I subconsciously shuddered.

"Haha, indeed."

In the dim light of the phone, Ye Shan scratched his head and smiled awkwardly.

But soon, the voice suddenly turned sharply down, and even when he calmed down a little, he could hear Ye Shan's panting.

"What if... if Mr. Biqugu and we were in the same elementary school, what would happen?"

"Do you really want to know that result?"

"It's a lie to say you don't want to."

"Is it……"

After flipping through the text messages on the phone, I glanced at Hayato Hayama sitting in the corner, and smiled slightly.

"That will be the last nightmare you want to mention in your life. Because no matter what, you have no chance of surpassing me. Everyone in the whole school is gradually turning like a machine in my hand. Gradually give up thinking , Gradually deny thinking, all consciousness and behaviors are all decided by me alone. You won’t like those days.”

There was a soft 'click', and the phone's light disappeared immediately.

The original tranquility was restored in the wooden house.There was only an unknown sigh lingering on the beam.

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The car was very quiet when we got back.

The rear seats were all gone, and within 10 minutes of departure, all the passengers were sleeping staggeringly behind the chairs.

On the assistant's seat, I was also very relaxed and fell into a daze.But it would be too pitiful for Hiratsuka-sensei to fall asleep now, so I tried my best to stay awake.He stared blankly at the ever-changing scenery outside the window.But how to put it, because I saw too many of those changing scenery, I felt even more drowsy.

The freeway is very smooth.Although we are students, we may not have any real feelings during the holidays, but today is a weekday, and it is still before the Obon Festival, and there is no congested factor on the road in the direction of Chiba City.

I should be able to get there after two or three hours.

"Is it okay to just plan to disband at school? But it would take too much effort to send them home one by one."

Probably Hiratsuka-sensei was thinking about how to go back and asked me this way.

"It doesn't matter."

Hearing my answer, the teacher nodded.Hiratsuka-sensei is probably tired too, and really wants to disband as soon as possible.

"I said, Biqigu."

Hiratsuka-sensei was still looking ahead, and seemed to speak inadvertently.

"Do you know the story of Prometheus, the fire thief?"

"'All that is good and good that man can enjoy must be attained by a profanity, and from then on he will reap the fruit again and again, and the offended Heaven will send a flood of misery and sorrow to the noble and upward generation of mankind.'You As far as Greek mythology is concerned, I have studied it quite a bit, because I often use these things when looking for information.”

"Really? If you know, that would be great." Mr. Hiratsuka Shizuka lit a cigarette handsomely, supported the steering wheel with one hand, and held a slender lady's cigarette in the other hand, his eyes changed It was melodious and blurred.

"As a god, he uses various methods to cover human beings, and he does not want human beings to suffer any harm. He would rather deceive his friends at the feast of the gods, and let human beings eat. Human beings were deprived of flames by Zeus. , Prometheus tried every means to steal the fire from heaven and gave it to humans. This behavior finally angered Zeus and made him suffer from 3 years of eagle carving on the top of the mountain. But even so, he still I don't have any intention of regretting it."

"And then? What kind of truth does the teacher want to teach me?" I yawned as I watched the gradually changing scenery outside, and replied absent-mindedly: "If it is said that Prometheus, the fire thief, was so far-sighted , how to protect and love human beings, then forget it. I have long been tired of hearing such things. The educational significance of fairy tales or something."

"No, what I want to talk about is exactly another aspect." Teacher Shizuka Hiratsuka took a deep puff of the cigarette, and then puffed it out.Looking at me in the passenger seat with sharp eyes, there seemed to be some indescribable blame and pain in my eyes.

"Don't you think that Prometheus, as a god, really dotes on human beings too much?"

"……what?"

"In order to perfect his creation, he will not hesitate to turn against his brothers. In order to protect those who ask for help, he will not hesitate to fake and deceive. Such kindness is indeed great in the eyes of others, but in the eyes of his brothers and his friends, Such behavior must be pathological and incomprehensible. Don't you? To turn against your brother over a bunch of creations is just ridiculous."

"So Prometheus was portrayed as a tragic hero who sacrificed himself to make others better. People are in awe of this kind of person who sacrifices himself to make others better. This kind of person is the cornerstone of human progress. Greatest hero ever."

"Yeah, great for all humans, but not great for those who care about themselves."

"Lending a helping hand to the needy and the needy, I think this kind of life is very meaningful."

"That's what you said too... You are devoted to the greatest cause among human beings, I remember saying so?"

"No. That passage is from the Soviet work "How the Steel Was Tempered". My whole blood and life have been dedicated to the most magnificent cause in the world, fighting for the liberation of all mankind. This sentence once infected It has led countless people on the road to greatness. I used to think that way too. But now it seems that my awareness is still not enough. It’s just a revolutionary game of the petty bourgeoisie.”

"So you turned from saving the whole to saving the individual? I do admit that everyone has a different way of life. But such a way of life is completely unworkable in this country. Biqigu. "

"...I don't understand what you're talking about, teacher."

"If you really don't understand, that's great."

Hiratsuka Shizu-sensei sighed with a lonely look for some reason.

On the road that followed, we didn't say another word.