my youth love story no problem

2:2 I know your works, and your labor, and your patience, and that you cannot bear the wicked, and that you tested those who professed to be apostles, but were not, and found them false.

2:3 You also endured, having labored for my name's sake, and were not weary.

2:4 Yet I have one thing against you, that you have forsaken your first love.

2:5 Remember therefore from whence you fell, and repent, and do the first works. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place.

2:6 But you have one more thing, that you hate the conduct of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate.

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"you're awake?"

"Ah, I woke up... The quality of sleep in this car is not as good as my sofa at home. I feel a bit of a headache now..."

"Be patient for a while, besides, isn't that sofa in your house can be used as a bed? The folded one."

"Don't bring that up again, seriously. Then again, where are we now?"

"Downstairs of your house."

"……what?"

I was taken aback for a moment, and quickly lay down by the car window to look at the scenery outside.

The apartment building was right in front of me, looking at me from top to bottom with a towering attitude, as if mocking my ignorance.In the deep night sky, the dots of lights overwhelmed the lights in the sky, turning into a brand new river of flames.

It's just that I haven't come back for a week, and this place has a strange feeling...or it should be strange in the first place.The time I've been here isn't even a month?It's just that a lot of things seem to have happened in this month. If converted into a novel, it would probably have 30 to [-] words?It's also normal to feel tired.

But forgive me, I don't want to be the protagonist.It's troublesome.

"Hey, since you've arrived, wake me up earlier? What time is it now?"

"It's four o'clock in the morning. If you're lucky, you might be able to see the rising sun."

"It's not saying your name."

"Ok?"

"nothing……"

I sigh deeply.

After the farce is over, they should also embark on their respective journeys home.

The definition of this journey of self-discovery was incorrect from the very beginning, so the result is naturally biased.

Writers' meetings are really boring, just a group of people exchanging feelings with each other after eating and talking.As for my own problem, I realized it in the first place, but things have developed into this way and I can only go with the flow.

If there is anything in it that I didn't expect... that is the encounter with Yonoshita Yono on the way.Then there's the extra incident of her butterfly effect causing Kawasaki to come to my house and make a big fuss.To be honest, I haven't contacted anyone this week because I'm too annoying, and I've been traveling with Yang Nai all the time.

But, is it okay if college students are always so idle?It's not a social practice.

"Are you qualified to say that? A male high school student with a sophomore in high school?"

"Although I've said it many times, I still want to ask - are you reading minds?"

"Who knows? But if someone doesn't always realize that what they're talking to themselves actually has an audience, then maybe this ability to read minds that everyone knows is an eternal mystery?"

"...I'll realize it."

I turned my head slightly embarrassed.

"The lights are on in my house, who's going to be there at this time?"

"Go in and see if you don't know."

"I'm timid because of my hometown, I'm timid because of my hometown. And it's not because of you? If it wasn't for your phone call, I would have fallen asleep in my bed now. Who do you think is the fault?"

"Because it was so interesting, I didn't hold back, please forgive me~"

"Haha, forgive me!—you think I'm going to say that?"

"Well... how about five steaks? The one we went to last time. The steaks there are super good, and they come with pudding?"

"What's the matter with a pudding when you eat steak. But this deal is closed. By the way, I will bring Mrs. Hiratsuka Shizuka, she still owes me ramen. And this time, I will definitely beat her, knock her The pen is big! It’s obviously just a few minor problems, why did it become like this? The current students are really disobedient..."

"Eh? Is that so? Isn't it you who have been making trouble over there all the time? You're going around after thinking about it, even someone like me who has been here will feel sad after seeing it?"

"No road race."

I glared at the snickering woman opposite, grabbed the coat I was wearing and opened the car door.The icy night wind suddenly made people feel refreshed.The brain that had been paralyzed by the warmth turned rapidly like an electrified machine.All the confused emotions that went around were swept away, leaving only some emotions like relief in it.

"Speaking of which, Yang Nai. I had a dream on the way."

"Huh? What kind of dream is that?"

"I have forgotten the specific details, but I vaguely remember that everyone I know seems to have appeared in the same venue. You, your sister, your sister's friends, my parents, Komachi, Shaxi, everyone In a meeting place. It seemed that something very gratifying happened, and everyone was smiling. But I forgot what exactly happened. But it was indeed a very good dream. Well, very A warm dream."

"...If you want to say that, I actually had a dream too."

A gentle smile appeared on Yang Nai's face.

"Everyone was smiling, and everyone was in the same auditorium, wishing each other's future and dreams. It was the most important scene in life, but everyone did their own things in the end, and I felt a little angry at first. But when that It’s really distressing to feel lost when you wake up and realize it was a dream.”

"Eh? Did your dream actually remember what happened?"

"Of course I remember. And because of this. I also decided that I will work hard to make that dream come true. After all, no matter how bad things are, they are much better than the current situation. If you don't change, there will be no change." ,That's it."

"It seems to sound pretty good... Then I will not report any hope."

"That kind of thing, who knows?"

Yukinoshita Haruno smiled slyly, sat in the car and waved goodbye to me.

"Then, please give me your advice in the future, Hachiman."

"Please give me more advice... By the way, is there something wrong with your grammar just now?"

"Don't worry about such small things~"

Yang Nai just sat in the car, smiled and waved away.Just as suddenly as she appeared, her departure was still so abrupt.I was the only one left standing downstairs with my coat on, staring at my own home with the flashing yellow lights in a daze.

In short, it is a disaster that cannot be avoided.

I took a deep breath and opened the door with my ID card.

The days to come are still very long, and avoiding the problem like a child will only make things more serious.If you have become a high school student, you can't break up with them because you don't like it, or hide from others on purpose like a junior high school student.Other people also have their own ideas, and you are also a part of this collective.No one is special, the only difference lies in their added value.

So I will not die here, because I have confidence in my added value.

With this realization in mind, I stepped into the building, walked up the stairs, and opened the door of my house.

"..."

"Ah..."*4

I stared blankly at the girls wearing very little clothes in the room, and the nerves in my brain were suddenly mixed together.

Five seconds later.

"Ah! It's my brother! Look, look, sisters are in good shape?"

"Xiao Qi! Why are you back at this time! Get out! Don't look this way!"

"Hachiman, I'll give you three seconds to get out!"

"What's the emergency number? Someone broke into a house..."

"This is my home?!"

Seeing Yukinoshita pulling the sweater over her body and taking out the alarm call, I couldn't help but roar.

Then there was a louder roar from next door.

"What's going on next door? Let people sleep?!"

"Sorry……"

In short, although various things have happened, life has always moved forward.Sometimes having such perks doesn't feel like a bad thing.As the saying goes, you must have a heart that discovers beauty, right?

Well, I think I found beauty.Just now.