my youth love story no problem

(I will do what I say, and I will update it on Monday. By the way, there are very few long comments on the plot in my book review area...)

From the perspective of ordinary people, my thinking should be called egoism.

Everything is considered from the perspective of oneself, with no regard for other people's real feelings.It seems like a saint is thinking of others, but the heart of every thought is out of his own consideration.

That is called hypocrisy.

To put it bluntly, I am nothing but a cowardly hypocrite.

Without contact there will be no harm, without understanding there will be no influence.Things like interpersonal relationships are too troublesome, and every time you try to figure it out, you need to exhaust your energy.Every conversation requires consideration of the other person's feelings.

If I were one of those high school students, I would be able to express myself completely regardless of other people's opinions.But I can't.

Because I am Hiki Valley Hachiman.

I am an unusual person.Even if it makes people feel proud and complacent to say it, it is just a simple fact.It is impossible for me to express myself casually without ignoring other people's feelings.Doing that is the worst behavior.

I am still an ordinary person after all.

My heart yearns for it, but I can't.This statement couldn't be more appropriate for me.

So let's do a simple empathy.Your acquaintance can't be called a friend, but a public enemy on campus that everyone hates.Although I can't say why, everyone unconsciously began to hate his kind.In this case, you still want to get closer to him and have a conversation with him. In the final analysis, there is only one possibility for the emergence of this kind of thinking.

gentle.

A tenderness that is hopeless and cannot be left alone.

Because she is gentle and kind, she can't let it go.He likes to use all kinds of small actions to protect the vulnerable person, to care for him, and to declare his harmlessness.This behavior is often a sign of tenderness.

But doing so would be misleading.It will cause unavoidable misunderstandings one by one.It can create a hopeless feeling in the person being rescued.This feeling can be positive or negative.But it is bound to happen.produced irreversibly.Then squeeze into the middle of the two as a catalyst, as an unbridgeable gap.

Rather than the inevitable betrayal in the future, it is better to cut everything in the bud.

Yubihama Yui is a good woman, a kind girl in the true sense.Someone like her shouldn't have a kind opinion of me.Just learn to stay away like everyone else and there's no problem because I'm anomalous.

There is nothing wrong with Yukinoshita because of his own personality, but if Yuigahama is involved, I really don't know what to do.She is just the most ordinary girl who likes text messages and all kinds of exquisite jewelry, likes to follow trends and fashions, and discuss yesterday's soap opera with her friends.Wouldn't it be too sad if you got involved with me just because of kindness?

"So that's fine."

I shook my head and headed for the stairs.

That way no one gets hurt.

It is cruel to be treated unfairly just because you are kind.

So cutting off relations with people like me is the most correct choice.If she can't do anything, then I will take the initiative to break the relationship.Although this statement is a bit ironic in modern society, it is the right choice.

If it were an ordinary high school student, maybe he wouldn't be able to be so cruel?But I do know.The sad look after the person who cared about me in junior high was finally alienated.Those people are innocent.Kind people should not be treated like this because of an accidental kindness.So as long as I leave this outside factor, everyone will be happy.

Sound like I'm a saint?

"Is there any saint like me?"

Turning sideways to give the rushing couple a space to go downstairs, they left without even looking at it as if it was natural.

Leaning against the wall and walking the stairs will also encounter strange eyes from some girls.That whispering look and occasional laughter is definitely not a good thing.Even boys would turn their heads to communicate with their companions when they saw me.

Is that something I'm doing wrong?No, neither have I.None of us did anything wrong.Just inexplicably, 'unknowingly' began to exercise public violence.When resistance has been determined to be useless, then hiding is the most correct choice.Honing one's minions in the shadows is the most powerful counterattack.Momentary shame means nothing.

But there are no good people in this plan.

So, this choice is right.

No one wants second-hand goods like mine at clearance sales——

Seems to have a wrong line.It should mean that people like me don’t even want to pay for it.

So it's not bad, no one will be hurt, no one has a problem.The gears that should be maintained have not collapsed, and the continuous cycle is still continuing.What went wrong was nothing but a seemingly insignificant male high school student.The kind that no one cares about once you graduate.So this plan is so perfect that it only sacrifices one victory.

As for the male high school student?Does anyone care about the birth, old age, sickness and death of a background character?It's just a sacrifice, it's just a number, it's no big deal.

And for that kind of person, isn't rotting in a place where no one knows is the best option?

If there is a problem, you must find the reason from yourself.Everyone will not reject a person for some inexplicable reason.People who can be excluded usually have an anomaly or two.

Even if there is nothing abnormal...you are not popular and being bullied is considered abnormal.

There is a reason for this kind of thing.All in all, it's all destined, and it's useless to resist.

Unless, your strength has already ignored all this.

"I am a person from the previous life—"

Because this voice was so unique, I had to look up in amazement.

A fat man with dyed white hair, a black cloth belt, and a brown military coat stood in front of me.Holding an invisible holy sword in both hands, he stared at me with a stern look, and shouted loudly to the entire corridor full of air.

"Sword hero general Ashikaga Yoshiki, I'm here to pay my respects to the great teacher!"

"……what?"

Because of my extreme shock, I couldn't help but let out a strange monotonous sound.

The way to break this vicious circle of being bullied is nothing more than to find friends and build a small circle by yourself.

But you don't want to rely on other people. If you want to bear all this alone, then unless you have the power to break all rules, or the spirit of steel that ignores all opinions.

For example, me who is deeply in the quagmire of society, for example, Yoshiki Saikiza who ignores all venues.

I was really impressed by the fat man standing majestic at the top of the stairs.

He is a true warrior.

I am not as good as him.