The first marriage pet of the wealthy

For more than a month, between strangers, maybe the length has nothing to do with it, but between two people who love each other, it seems like years.

For more than a month, Ding Ziyu imagined that she would see Yan Chenqing again, but she didn't know what they would say to each other at that moment?

Or just look at each other without saying a word, and stand coldly?

In any case, no matter what, they will never be able to return to the previous kind of love and dependence, cuddling and protecting each other.

But she didn't expect that the first thing Yan Chenqing said to her was, "Xiao Zi, I miss you."

At a certain moment, Ding Zi wanted to know that she couldn't control her emotions, and she let the loss of control go, crying in Yan Chenqing's arms.

He misses her, why doesn't she miss him?

But is it useful to say these things?No use, no use at all.

That day, the two held hands and ate at a restaurant they often went to.

Not much to say, or, all the language seems pale, very pale.

When she came out after eating, Ding Ziyu felt that it was almost done, she was satisfied after a meal was finished safely.

Unexpectedly, what she used to take for granted is now the only thing she can ask for.

She said to Yan Chenqing, "Just stop here, you go back. Don't come to me again in the future."

Yan Chenqing's eyelashes trembled, he held her hand tightly, and he said, "What do you mean?"

Ding Zi wanted to sigh, her eyes were red, she said, "Chenqing, let's end it."

"End? You want to break up with me?"

"Yes, I want to break up with you, Chen Qing, let's break up! Break up!"

"impossible!"

Yan Chenqing was suddenly agitated, and he said, "Xiao Zi, listen, I won't break up with you, I won't break up with you, I know what you are afraid of, don't be afraid, I will let them divorce, even if they don't Divorce, they can't stop us from being together..."

He said, "Xiao Zi, give me some time, we will be together, I am now a grown man, I can protect you, I can..."

"Chen Qing, don't be stupid!"

Ding Ziyu's tears fell down.

She said, "Chen Qing, it's not worth it, I'm not worth it for you to do this, because it's me, I don't want to continue with you, even if your father and mother agree, I don't want to continue with you, I'm tired , I think it's over!"

"You are lying to me!"

"Why should I lie to you?"

Ding Ziyu looked at Yan Chenqing, and said word by word, "Chenqing, in fact, you have known my concerns from the beginning, you are two years younger than me, you are now, and I am already 20 years old, this age gap We will never be able to cross over, because you were underage before, you were so young, you were still a high school student, I couldn't bring you uprightly to my friends and say you are my boyfriend, I don't want to hear others say that I am An old cow eats young grass, I don't want to be pointed behind my back..."

Yan Chenqing's eyes trembled, but he didn't speak.

Ding Ziyu said, "Chenqing, you can blame me, blame me, hate me, but I really can't go on with you, you know, I have been trying very hard to ignore the age difference, but there is no way No matter how hard I try, I can't ignore you. You are very kind to me and love me very much. I admit that I actually like you very much. You are so handsome that I can't take my eyes off you. What is the reason for going to the dessert shop? I just met you once?"

"..." Yan Chenqing's face turned pale.

"It is for this reason that I have persisted until now. In fact, if I can, I want to continue. But fate likes to joke with people so much. I never thought that our relationship would become what it is now. I I feel that the string I insisted on has been broken, so I'm sorry, Chen Qing, maybe I really love you as you said, not as much as I imagined!"

Yan Chenqing pursed his lips tightly, his body stiffened.Ding Zi wanted to watch, her heart hurt like a knife, but she tried her best to control her emotions.

Although Yan Chenqing is old, she is still a child, and she is twenty, she is more mature and stable than him, she has to make decisions that he can't make.

Otherwise, this family will not be peaceful in the future.

"So, you want to give up on me?"

Yan Chenqing asked almost word for word, his voice was dry and hoarse.

Ding Ziyu pursed her lips tightly and said, "Yes, I give up."

"Heh!" Yan Chenqing smiled, then lowered his head suddenly, Ding Ziyu couldn't see his expression clearly, but knew it must be sad.

Then, his voice came, and he said, "Okay, I see."

I see.

It turns out that you don't love me.

He slowly let go of his hand, the strength of his fingertips disappeared little by little, he took two steps back, then turned around and left without a trace of nostalgia.

Ding Ziyu stood there silently, watching his figure go farther and farther until he disappeared.

At that moment, her eyes were faintly astringent.

She knew that her heart was dying.

……

Ding Ziyu suddenly passed a few days later, on the weekend, she received a call from her mother, asking her to go home and tell her something.

Ding Zi wants to sort out her mood and returns home.

Not seeing Yan Chenqing, Ding Ziyu didn't know what happened to him and where he was, and he didn't dare to ask anyone.

Her mother told her that she was planning to go back to City H with Yan Chenqing's father, after all, Yan's father's business was mainly there.

Living in K city is inconvenient.

Her mother asked her, "Ziyu, can you come with me, and I can transfer schools for you?"

After a pause, she continued, "This kid, Chenqing, hasn't been to school since that day. His father suspended him a month ago, and he probably needs to transfer to another school!"

Ding Ziyu's eyes trembled.

The mother said again, "Ziyu, mom knows that mom is being selfish this time, mom doesn't know that you and Chenqing... But you are two years older than Chenqing, you are sensible, precocious, and know how to take care of yourself, but Chenqing Clear him, he is still a child!"

Ding Ziyu bit her lip, trying to control the moisture in her eyes, she said, "Mom, I understand, don't worry, I know what to do."

Ding Ziyu didn't go through the transfer procedures, she chose to stay in K City to study in university, her mother didn't object, maybe she also felt that such a choice was right.

At dinner that day, Yan's father, her mother, and her were not present at Yan Chenqing.

At the dinner table, Yan's father was very kind to her and gave her a piece of chicken wing. She sniffed the smell of frying and felt nauseated inexplicably. She rushed to the bathroom and began to retch.

My mother rushed over and asked her what was wrong, but she kept retching and couldn't answer at all.

After all, the mother is a person who has experienced it, and immediately knew something was wrong. She held her daughter with trembling hands and asked her, "Zi Yu, are you..."

Before she could finish her sentence, she covered her mouth and began to cry. Three words came out of her mouth, "A crime..."

That night, my mother slept with her again after many years.

Mother took her hand and asked, "Zi Yu, tell mom, how long has it been?"

Ding Ziyu blinked her eyes, but said nothing.

The mother said again, "Then you tell mom, Chenqing... Chenqing him, you know?"

"..."

"Do not you know?"

"Mom, this matter has nothing to do with him!"

"His child, how could it have nothing to do with him?"

"..."

The mother's tears fell, and she said, "Zi Yu, why are you so stupid!"

Ding Ziyu bit her lip, the faint sadness in her heart spread.

"Zi Yu, listen to what mother said, and kill this child!"

"what?"

Ding Ziyu froze for a moment, she said, "Mom, what did you say?"

"Do you want to give birth to this child?" The mother was stunned.

Ding Zi bit her lip and said, "Yes, Mom, I want to keep this child!"

"Purple Desire!"

"Mom, don't persuade me, I know what I'm doing!" She said, "I've figured it out, you and Uncle Yan will be in City H next month, and I'll stay in City K alone, and I'm going to Apply for a leave of absence, first give birth to the child, and then find someone to help me take care of the child. I can continue to go to school. I am now a sophomore, up to two years. After two years, I can graduate and find a job. There is no problem in raising children in the future. !"

"Bullshit!"

The mother yelled and said, her voice trembling faintly, it could be seen how angry she was at that time.

She said, "Zi Yu, this child can't be kept, you have to get rid of it!"

Ding Ziyu looked at her with blinking eyes, "Mom, this is a life, it is my own flesh and blood, how could I harm him like this!"

"Ziyu!" Mother took her hand and said, "Ziyu, listen to your mother, you are only 20 years old now, you are still so young, and you will have a brilliant life in the future, child, there will be children in the future. But if you don’t abort the child now, what will happen in the future?”

"You will be a single mother, can you meet a good man in the future who is willing to want you? Moreover, can you imagine what it would be like for a child to be born without a father? Can you bear the day when the child grows up and knows himself When your parents are in that kind of relationship, do you face criticism and accusations? You can't..."

"I will hide, I will never see Chen Qing again in this life, I can never see him for the rest of my life!"

"Then you don't even want your mother and me?" The mother's tears fell, and she said, "Zi Yu, listen to your mother and kill the child. This child really can't be born. Once he is born , your life, Chen Qing's life, your child's life, and the lives of all of us are messed up..."

That night, Ding Zi wanted to cry hysterically in her mother's arms, she didn't even know who she was crying for, she just felt very sad, very sad, very sad.

The next day, Ding Ziyu went to the hospital accompanied by her mother.

When she was lying on the operating table, she shed tears and said silently in her heart: baby, I'm sorry, in fact, my mother is not afraid of her life being ruined, but my mother is very afraid of ruining your father's life, because of your father. !

There is still a long future ahead of him, mother can't be so selfish, can't...