The first marriage pet of the wealthy
Chapter 656 With desolation, love is long (85)
Yang Su's current age, 23 years old, has never experienced feelings.
Chang Linsheng was the first person she fell in love with.
The two have known each other for more than half a year, and they have very little contact with each other. It has been less than three months since they fell in love, got married, and now they are pregnant.
Yang Su asked himself, do you know this man named Chang Linsheng?What does he like to eat?what color do you like?What are your hobbies?
Do you know all these?
It's not that he doesn't want to know, and it's not that he didn't give himself a chance to know, it's that the time is too short.
Chang Linsheng asked her, did she not trust him, or did she not trust herself?Yang Su wants to answer, it's not that she doesn't believe him, nor does she not believe in herself.But there seems to be something missing.
For example, she heard Chu Qing talk about the various entanglements between the two of them in the past 11 years.
Maybe the story is tragic and even heartless, but at least the protagonists in this story are him and Chu Qing.
She has nothing to do with Yang Su.
In fact, Yang Su still doesn't understand what love should look like, what can it look like?How deep is Chang Linsheng's affection for her?
After all, just like she doesn't know him, how much can he know about her?If you don't understand, how deep can this kind of love go?
Yang Su suddenly realized that he had been entangled with Chu Qing's wedding ring, and with Chang Linsheng not proposing to him. In fact, what he cared about was not the ring.
She just felt that there seemed to be something missing in their marriage that could carry each other's emotions or hers.
Just like Chu Qing.
She insisted on not giving up on Chang Linsheng for 11 years, what did she rely on?Does Chang Linsheng give her love?
Obviously not.
What she relied on was the wedding ring on her finger.
She may feel that as long as it is there, she feels that she is still Chang Linsheng's wife, and Chang Linsheng is still her husband.Their relationship is still the most intimate couple in the world.
Chu Qing made thousands of mistakes, but there was a deep feeling hidden in her heart, which she couldn't deny.
And Chang Linsheng is a very organized person who is very focused on his feelings, but behind this focus, there is also a sense of unfeeling.
Yang Su suddenly thought, if one day he accidentally made a mistake, would he treat him so unfeelingly?
Look, this is how she feels now, she believes that Chang Linsheng loves herself very much now, but she feels that this love lacks a container that can carry it.
She was afraid that one day the weight of this relationship would become too heavy for each other, and it would break and disappear.She was afraid that this man named Chang Linsheng would leave her...
……
On the way back, both of them were silent.Chang Linsheng hasn't spoken much since he heard her words.
Regarding this, Yang Su felt very uncomfortable.
When getting off the car, Chang Linsheng stretched out his hand to hold her hand, his palm was very warm, and that kind of warmth made Yang Su feel even more uncomfortable.
Yang Su's eyelashes trembled, tears almost fell down.
Yang Su shouted, "Chang Linsheng!"
Chang Linsheng turned to look at her and asked, "What's wrong?"
Yang Su bit her lip, she said, "Are you angry with me?"
Chang Linsheng smiled, stretched out his hand to pinch her fair face, "Why?"
"But you haven't spoken!"
Yang Su sniffed, and she said, "You haven't said a word to me until now!"
Chang Linsheng narrowed his eyes, and then said, "That's because I was thinking and introspecting! Susu, you are right, I did not do enough for you, but you believe me, I will work hard in the future !"
When Yang Su heard Chang Linsheng say this, the tears she had been holding back fell down in a flash. She felt that she was too bad and made Chang Linsheng feel sad!
Seeing this, Chang Linsheng reached out and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly. He kissed the top of her hair and said, "Hey, don't cry!"
……
In the evening, the two of them took a shower and lay on the bed. Yang Su was wearing light pajamas, lifted the quilt and rubbed into Chang Lin Sheng's arms.
Chang Linsheng lowered his head and kissed her, Yang Su took the initiative to meet her. During the kiss, Yang Su's little hands were very restless. Chang Linsheng grabbed her and stared at her with black eyes.
"Don't mess around!"
Yang Su pursed her lips, put her arms around his waist, pressed her small face against his chest, and closed her eyes.
"Actually, Chang Linsheng, I love you very much!"
"I know." The man's hand rubbed against her shoulder, which was round and fair, and it felt very comfortable to the touch.
"Because I love you, I am afraid of losing. I am very afraid that one day you will not love me. Then, treat me like you did to Chu Qing, very unfeeling, very unfeeling."
"how come?"
"Why not? Many things in this world are difficult to say. I have only been with you for more than two months, and there will be countless more than two months in the future. No one can say no to what will happen or encounter. Qing. Falling in love, getting married, and getting pregnant feel like a process, but we seem to complete it in one step. This kind of progress makes me feel uneasy..."
Yang Su blinked and said, "But now I've thought about it again. Our love is a little different from other people's love. I thought, maybe you also want to give me a relationship, but you are 33 , I don't have that much time, I shouldn't use the standard of normal young people's love on you, you are special, and I ignored this specialness..."
Yang Su's little face came out of his arms, his face was red, even his eye circles were red.
She said, "Chang Linsheng, if I say I will love you all my life, then you will love me all my life!"
Chang Linsheng leaned against his forehead, lowered his head and kissed her cheek, he sighed a long time, stretched out his hand to hold her body tightly, and said, "I will."
But actually, even if Yang Su can't love him forever, he will still love her forever.
In the past 33 years, the only person I have loved and loved is Yang Su, how can I give up this feeling of love?
unable.
……
That night, the two of them hugged each other to sleep, it seemed that everything was back to the beginning, everything seemed to be developing in a good direction.
The next day was Chang Linsheng's last day of work, and the two of them would return to K City the next day to spend the New Year in K City.
Yang Su knew that Chang Linsheng must be very busy today, she didn't want to go to the office to harass her, she wanted to meet Li Weihuan, Yan Chenqing and others.
Yang Su called Li Weihuan. Li Weihuan had no problem there and said he would contact Yan Chenqing. Yang Su was talkative and asked, how is Yan Chenqing doing now?
Li Weihuan paused for a moment and said, "This little girlfriend is quite persistent and said to wait for Yan Chenqing, but it's probably a dead end. As for Ding Ziyu, this matter is probably a bit complicated, and I can't explain it clearly in a few words..."
Li Weihuan was about to die, but Yang Su called him to stop him, "Hey, wait! Li Weihuan, remember to bring your wife there too, the wedding is next month, you can't keep ignoring her!"
Li Weihuan seemed to be taken aback for a moment, then hung up the phone without saying a word.
Depend on!
Holding the phone, Yang Su felt that this man was... so boring!
……
The meeting place was Bai Yuchuan's apartment.
Bai Yuchuan is still in K City, but Li Weihuan and Yan Chenqing both have keys, and the place is empty, so it is very suitable for gatherings.
Chang Linsheng sent Yang Su off in person, worried about her, and told her not to drink, and asked her to warn those brats not to smoke!
Yang Su said, "Don't worry, if I dare to smoke where they are, I definitely won't."
Chang Linsheng smiled, Yang Su's innocent personality is very popular with friends, he can see it.
After giving instructions, Chang Linsheng just drove away, and Yang Su waved to him.
What she didn't know was that Chang Linsheng was still worried on the way, so he called Li Weihuan and asked him to take a look at Yang Su for him.
Li Weihuan felt quite innocent, especially when he heard Chang Linsheng say "Auntie..."
Li Weihuan felt that Nanxi and Yang Su were both younger than him, but they were both married to someone older than him, but he couldn't call out "auntie" no matter which one.
Li Weihuan said, "Uncle Chang, I brought my wife with me, so I can only watch!"
Chang Linsheng was silent for a few seconds and said, "So, your wife is pregnant too? Does your second uncle know? Would you like me to make a phone call to announce the happy news?"
Li Weihuan: "... Uncle, don't! I understand, leave Susu to me!"
……
When Yang Su went upstairs, Yan Chenqing, Li Weihuan, and Yimu had already arrived, and she was the only one missing.
Inexplicably, Yang Su felt a little sad in his heart. In previous gatherings, Bai Yuchuan, Nanxi, Lan Qier, Zhang Mu, many of us were together.
But now, they have left one by one, got married and established businesses, and have their own paths and happiness.
That feeling is very uncomfortable.
People who thought they would be together for the rest of their lives ended up being separated. This feeling is very bad.
Yang Su tried his best to hold up a smile and greeted them.
Yan Chenqing still had that cool look, and Yimu still looked very dependent on Li Weihuan, innocent and cute.
And Li Weihuan, although sitting there with his legs crossed, still looks like a young master.
But it can be seen that since working in the Land Bureau, he has calmed down a lot.
Because Yang Su was pregnant, and because of the threat of Chang Linsheng's phone call earlier, Li Weihuan behaved this time, and asked Yang Su to sit down and rest, and went to the kitchen to pour water for Yang Su himself.
Yang Su didn't take a sip of water, so she went to the bathroom first.
In the bathroom, Yang Su shed tears. Sometimes the memory is full, and when it is full, it will be poured out inadvertently.
When we were approaching graduation a few months ago, when we got together to talk about the world, we all felt that the separation was temporary, and we would get together more often in the future.
But it's just a blink of an eye: the time is gone, and the flowers at the fingertips are cool.
-
Notice: Yan Chenqing's solo episode is cancelled, and he plans to finish it in Chang Su. There are two additional episodes, namely [Gu Xi VS Guan Lan] [Han Shaojing vs Xie Xin] each word is about [-] to [-] words, not many.Finally, Xiao Wu's new book "Famous Family Love: The Chief's Mysterious New Favorite" needs to be collected and recommended for support, thank you!
Chang Linsheng was the first person she fell in love with.
The two have known each other for more than half a year, and they have very little contact with each other. It has been less than three months since they fell in love, got married, and now they are pregnant.
Yang Su asked himself, do you know this man named Chang Linsheng?What does he like to eat?what color do you like?What are your hobbies?
Do you know all these?
It's not that he doesn't want to know, and it's not that he didn't give himself a chance to know, it's that the time is too short.
Chang Linsheng asked her, did she not trust him, or did she not trust herself?Yang Su wants to answer, it's not that she doesn't believe him, nor does she not believe in herself.But there seems to be something missing.
For example, she heard Chu Qing talk about the various entanglements between the two of them in the past 11 years.
Maybe the story is tragic and even heartless, but at least the protagonists in this story are him and Chu Qing.
She has nothing to do with Yang Su.
In fact, Yang Su still doesn't understand what love should look like, what can it look like?How deep is Chang Linsheng's affection for her?
After all, just like she doesn't know him, how much can he know about her?If you don't understand, how deep can this kind of love go?
Yang Su suddenly realized that he had been entangled with Chu Qing's wedding ring, and with Chang Linsheng not proposing to him. In fact, what he cared about was not the ring.
She just felt that there seemed to be something missing in their marriage that could carry each other's emotions or hers.
Just like Chu Qing.
She insisted on not giving up on Chang Linsheng for 11 years, what did she rely on?Does Chang Linsheng give her love?
Obviously not.
What she relied on was the wedding ring on her finger.
She may feel that as long as it is there, she feels that she is still Chang Linsheng's wife, and Chang Linsheng is still her husband.Their relationship is still the most intimate couple in the world.
Chu Qing made thousands of mistakes, but there was a deep feeling hidden in her heart, which she couldn't deny.
And Chang Linsheng is a very organized person who is very focused on his feelings, but behind this focus, there is also a sense of unfeeling.
Yang Su suddenly thought, if one day he accidentally made a mistake, would he treat him so unfeelingly?
Look, this is how she feels now, she believes that Chang Linsheng loves herself very much now, but she feels that this love lacks a container that can carry it.
She was afraid that one day the weight of this relationship would become too heavy for each other, and it would break and disappear.She was afraid that this man named Chang Linsheng would leave her...
……
On the way back, both of them were silent.Chang Linsheng hasn't spoken much since he heard her words.
Regarding this, Yang Su felt very uncomfortable.
When getting off the car, Chang Linsheng stretched out his hand to hold her hand, his palm was very warm, and that kind of warmth made Yang Su feel even more uncomfortable.
Yang Su's eyelashes trembled, tears almost fell down.
Yang Su shouted, "Chang Linsheng!"
Chang Linsheng turned to look at her and asked, "What's wrong?"
Yang Su bit her lip, she said, "Are you angry with me?"
Chang Linsheng smiled, stretched out his hand to pinch her fair face, "Why?"
"But you haven't spoken!"
Yang Su sniffed, and she said, "You haven't said a word to me until now!"
Chang Linsheng narrowed his eyes, and then said, "That's because I was thinking and introspecting! Susu, you are right, I did not do enough for you, but you believe me, I will work hard in the future !"
When Yang Su heard Chang Linsheng say this, the tears she had been holding back fell down in a flash. She felt that she was too bad and made Chang Linsheng feel sad!
Seeing this, Chang Linsheng reached out and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly. He kissed the top of her hair and said, "Hey, don't cry!"
……
In the evening, the two of them took a shower and lay on the bed. Yang Su was wearing light pajamas, lifted the quilt and rubbed into Chang Lin Sheng's arms.
Chang Linsheng lowered his head and kissed her, Yang Su took the initiative to meet her. During the kiss, Yang Su's little hands were very restless. Chang Linsheng grabbed her and stared at her with black eyes.
"Don't mess around!"
Yang Su pursed her lips, put her arms around his waist, pressed her small face against his chest, and closed her eyes.
"Actually, Chang Linsheng, I love you very much!"
"I know." The man's hand rubbed against her shoulder, which was round and fair, and it felt very comfortable to the touch.
"Because I love you, I am afraid of losing. I am very afraid that one day you will not love me. Then, treat me like you did to Chu Qing, very unfeeling, very unfeeling."
"how come?"
"Why not? Many things in this world are difficult to say. I have only been with you for more than two months, and there will be countless more than two months in the future. No one can say no to what will happen or encounter. Qing. Falling in love, getting married, and getting pregnant feel like a process, but we seem to complete it in one step. This kind of progress makes me feel uneasy..."
Yang Su blinked and said, "But now I've thought about it again. Our love is a little different from other people's love. I thought, maybe you also want to give me a relationship, but you are 33 , I don't have that much time, I shouldn't use the standard of normal young people's love on you, you are special, and I ignored this specialness..."
Yang Su's little face came out of his arms, his face was red, even his eye circles were red.
She said, "Chang Linsheng, if I say I will love you all my life, then you will love me all my life!"
Chang Linsheng leaned against his forehead, lowered his head and kissed her cheek, he sighed a long time, stretched out his hand to hold her body tightly, and said, "I will."
But actually, even if Yang Su can't love him forever, he will still love her forever.
In the past 33 years, the only person I have loved and loved is Yang Su, how can I give up this feeling of love?
unable.
……
That night, the two of them hugged each other to sleep, it seemed that everything was back to the beginning, everything seemed to be developing in a good direction.
The next day was Chang Linsheng's last day of work, and the two of them would return to K City the next day to spend the New Year in K City.
Yang Su knew that Chang Linsheng must be very busy today, she didn't want to go to the office to harass her, she wanted to meet Li Weihuan, Yan Chenqing and others.
Yang Su called Li Weihuan. Li Weihuan had no problem there and said he would contact Yan Chenqing. Yang Su was talkative and asked, how is Yan Chenqing doing now?
Li Weihuan paused for a moment and said, "This little girlfriend is quite persistent and said to wait for Yan Chenqing, but it's probably a dead end. As for Ding Ziyu, this matter is probably a bit complicated, and I can't explain it clearly in a few words..."
Li Weihuan was about to die, but Yang Su called him to stop him, "Hey, wait! Li Weihuan, remember to bring your wife there too, the wedding is next month, you can't keep ignoring her!"
Li Weihuan seemed to be taken aback for a moment, then hung up the phone without saying a word.
Depend on!
Holding the phone, Yang Su felt that this man was... so boring!
……
The meeting place was Bai Yuchuan's apartment.
Bai Yuchuan is still in K City, but Li Weihuan and Yan Chenqing both have keys, and the place is empty, so it is very suitable for gatherings.
Chang Linsheng sent Yang Su off in person, worried about her, and told her not to drink, and asked her to warn those brats not to smoke!
Yang Su said, "Don't worry, if I dare to smoke where they are, I definitely won't."
Chang Linsheng smiled, Yang Su's innocent personality is very popular with friends, he can see it.
After giving instructions, Chang Linsheng just drove away, and Yang Su waved to him.
What she didn't know was that Chang Linsheng was still worried on the way, so he called Li Weihuan and asked him to take a look at Yang Su for him.
Li Weihuan felt quite innocent, especially when he heard Chang Linsheng say "Auntie..."
Li Weihuan felt that Nanxi and Yang Su were both younger than him, but they were both married to someone older than him, but he couldn't call out "auntie" no matter which one.
Li Weihuan said, "Uncle Chang, I brought my wife with me, so I can only watch!"
Chang Linsheng was silent for a few seconds and said, "So, your wife is pregnant too? Does your second uncle know? Would you like me to make a phone call to announce the happy news?"
Li Weihuan: "... Uncle, don't! I understand, leave Susu to me!"
……
When Yang Su went upstairs, Yan Chenqing, Li Weihuan, and Yimu had already arrived, and she was the only one missing.
Inexplicably, Yang Su felt a little sad in his heart. In previous gatherings, Bai Yuchuan, Nanxi, Lan Qier, Zhang Mu, many of us were together.
But now, they have left one by one, got married and established businesses, and have their own paths and happiness.
That feeling is very uncomfortable.
People who thought they would be together for the rest of their lives ended up being separated. This feeling is very bad.
Yang Su tried his best to hold up a smile and greeted them.
Yan Chenqing still had that cool look, and Yimu still looked very dependent on Li Weihuan, innocent and cute.
And Li Weihuan, although sitting there with his legs crossed, still looks like a young master.
But it can be seen that since working in the Land Bureau, he has calmed down a lot.
Because Yang Su was pregnant, and because of the threat of Chang Linsheng's phone call earlier, Li Weihuan behaved this time, and asked Yang Su to sit down and rest, and went to the kitchen to pour water for Yang Su himself.
Yang Su didn't take a sip of water, so she went to the bathroom first.
In the bathroom, Yang Su shed tears. Sometimes the memory is full, and when it is full, it will be poured out inadvertently.
When we were approaching graduation a few months ago, when we got together to talk about the world, we all felt that the separation was temporary, and we would get together more often in the future.
But it's just a blink of an eye: the time is gone, and the flowers at the fingertips are cool.
-
Notice: Yan Chenqing's solo episode is cancelled, and he plans to finish it in Chang Su. There are two additional episodes, namely [Gu Xi VS Guan Lan] [Han Shaojing vs Xie Xin] each word is about [-] to [-] words, not many.Finally, Xiao Wu's new book "Famous Family Love: The Chief's Mysterious New Favorite" needs to be collected and recommended for support, thank you!
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