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Under the influence of Li Yuanying's attitude, the people in the palace also paid less attention to these people and these matters. As time went by, they gradually became less and less concerned.

Only people like Si Xiu, who are full of curiosity and desire to explore gossip, have been secretly paying attention to these annual dramas, and they have found a good excuse for their actions: to pay attention to possible competitors in the future for the empress.

In fact, people like Si Xiu can vaguely feel Li Yuanying's attitude towards this matter, that is, he doesn't care.

It can also be seen that Li Yuanying is getting used to the role of queen more and more, that is, no matter how undercurrents and turmoil others are in the audience, she just looks on on the stage with cold eyes, only those who win the fierce competition and finally succeed in walking in front of her Only those people who love her can get a look from her, so let her pay some attention.

However, Li Yuanying herself did not feel this change in herself. Instead, she believed that her unexpectedly indifferent attitude towards this matter was due to someone's continuous mental harassment.

This "someone" who could harass Li Yuanying for a long time, but Li Yuanying was helpless about it, was none other than the mother-in-law, Queen Mother Chen.

Li Yuanying, the daughter-in-law, clearly realized that since Zheng Chengyun announced the draft, the Empress Dowager Chen has become more and more difficult, and her attitude towards herself has become more and more unpredictable.

Sometimes when Li Yuanying went to ask her to press, when the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law were talking, they inevitably mentioned the matter of the harem draft. Make serious preparations to ensure that women who are outstanding in all aspects are selected to come in, to relieve the emperor's worries, and to do filial piety for the empress dowager.

Empress Dowager Chen's attitude towards Li Yuanying and Chen Ken's statement was often a bit repetitive. She held Li Yuanying's hand for a while to comfort her daughter-in-law, saying that even if Zheng Chengyun had a newcomer by his side, these people would not be able to surpass Li Yuanying in terms of love and status. The empress of Zhenggong asked Li Yuanying to relax the environment and adjust her mood.

Don't mention it, others have said these words to Li Yuanying, but the same thing, it was the mother-in-law, Queen Mother Chen, who moved Li Yuanying the most.

But after a while, when the topic was brought up again, the tone of the Empress Dowager Chen changed. What she said was beating Li Yuanying both inside and outside, and she warned Li Yuanying that since she became a queen, she must uphold the public heart and do things with the utmost care. It is fair and just, but you can't do anything secretly on some things for your own selfishness.

No matter how dissatisfied Li Yuanying was in the face of such unreasonable guesses that doubted his own character, due to the identities of the two, he could only endure it abruptly. He swallowed it again.

Because according to Li Yuanying's usual experience, it's okay for me to just listen to it, and I'll shut up when Queen Mother Chen has said enough, but in case I show a different attitude, I don't know what Queen Mother Chen will say.

If the trouble spreads to Zheng Chengyun's ears, Li Yuanying can imagine Zheng Chengyun's attitude, but he just persuades himself to apologize to Queen Mother Chen, and then apologizes to himself in private. Usually, this kind of apology is accompanied by Some nice and expensive presents.

I have experienced many such things, and now Li Yuanying is dissatisfied with some of the Queen Mother Chen's statements or actions, and she is holding back in her heart. Even after leaving the Compassion Palace, she has no intention of complaining to Zheng Chengyun or seeking comfort.

Li Yuanying's psychological change, she herself clearly realized that it all started after Zheng Chengyun really decided to draft.

Maybe Li Yuanying said that no matter how righteous and considerate he was, he still hoped that Zheng Chengyun would overcome the pressure on his own, no matter for himself or for whatever reason, to cancel this seemingly inevitable draft event.

Even if it is postponed for a few years, Li Yuanying can accept it in her heart.

But none of Li Yuanying's ideas came true. When the time arranged by the Ministry of Rites reached Li Yuanying's ears, she didn't know how she was feeling at that time.

She always felt that this time was too rushed, and the preparation time was too hasty, which made her feel that if it weren't for the New Year's Eve, and the activities such as sacrificial banquets during the New Year's Day are relatively intensive, it is really hard to spare many people, and she might still be there. Will be a little earlier.

The time set now is not long after the New Year. For this matter, Li Yuanying knows how many batches of fast riders have gone out in the imperial city recently.

In such a hurry, who is he guarding against? Could it be that, like Queen Mother Chen, he thought that he would repent and find a way to mess everything up with the help of his mother's family?

In this psychological state of repulsion, Li Yuanying inevitably had some other thoughts about Zheng Chengyun's actions, just like when Zheng Cheng delivered Li Yuanying's gift, she always felt that it was Zheng Chengyun's comfort to her for something, and the past moved less. Halved and halved, getting a little tired of it now.

But in fact, some of Zheng Chengyun's actions may be, as Li Yuanying said, to appease Li Yuanying's grievances, but some of them are to continue to communicate with Li Yuanying. It is only because the government is busy that the trial is not available, so he did not go to the court in person. Come.

Just according to Li Yuanying's left strength, even if Zheng Chengyun came, he would think about something.

Si Xiu watched coldly from the side, and could gradually sense that something was wrong with Li Yuanying's state.

In the beginning, Li Yuanying's seemingly normal actions confused him, making him really think that this matter did not have any huge impact on Li Yuanying, and he sighed in his heart that he was worthy of being the empress, with a bit of demeanor in the future.

But Si Xiu forgot the difference between the original and the present two empresses. Even the same person, after going through different things, will have different performances and different personalities.

What Li Yuanying went through in her last life to transform into that kind of calm and elegant queen who couldn't find fault is unknown now, but now Li Yuanying is just a little girl who is loved by her parents, family and husband, but has undergone tremendous changes in an instant. Even if she has the title of queen on her head, she has just come of age in modern times, and she has only grown up for a few years now, and her life experience has been smooth and smooth, so she lacks the ability to resist wind and waves.

On the surface, he was able to recover from this accident, but he relied on his years of upbringing and the breath he held in his heart.

When the dust settled, the breath in Li Yuanying's heart dissipated. In retrospect, I couldn't help regretting the decision I made, but it was too late no matter how uncomfortable I felt.

People are like this, if they do something irrational, it is difficult to look at it objectively and rationally, and they always find a way to push the reason to others.

After thinking about it, Li Yuanying found that the status of the other people was too different from hers. The Queen Mother Chen was too high status, and she was reluctant to part with her family. The rest of the people followed her own orders and never dared to make their own decisions. She was No matter how much you want to shirk responsibility, it's not easy to let these people take the blame, and there is only one Zheng Chengyun who fits the bill.

After selecting the target, recalling the past memories, under the deliberate nitpicking, naturally there are flaws everywhere, everything is perfunctory, the mood is relatively negative, and it will be even more serious if you think about it in depth.

That is to say, under this pressure, Li Yuanying learned the course of acting without a teacher. After all, women are born to be actors, and even if they deliberately control their emotions, no one can see anything wrong.