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So although I feel a little tired, I am still very happy every day.

But such a carefree life was only maintained until Si Xiu was four years old, when his younger brother was born, and Si Xiu's life fell into dire straits.

My parents, who treated me well in the past, beat and scolded me from time to time. The work I had to do every day ranged from light jobs such as cutting pigweed and picking fruits, to doing all kinds of work, and I was also responsible for taking care of my younger brother. Si Xiu was beaten when his younger brother cried.

At the age of six, Si Xiu had already started to learn how to hold a spoon on the stove. At first, Si Xiu accidentally let the flames set her hair on fire. If it wasn't for the scissors at hand, Si Xiu cleverly cut off those hairs in time. Almost burned my face.

But when his parents came home from work in the field, when Si Xiu cried to them, it was just that his mother took a closer look at her face and breathed a sigh of relief after making sure that nothing happened, but this was not out of personal concern for Si Xiu , I just feel that if the face is bad, it will be difficult to find a husband's family, and the dowry will be much less.

Fortunately, Si Xiu didn't know what they were thinking at that time, and thought that his parents still cared about him.

But the seemingly caring act was nothing but this, and he didn't say any words of comfort to Si Xiu. The only explanation was that he took Si Xiu to shave his head the next day. According to them, the hair can still grow , No hair does not affect cooking and work.

They didn't care at all about how much Si Xiu was ridiculed for being "not a man or a woman" in the children's circle because of a girl who shaved her head, and how much she was bullied by older children.

Even if Si Xiu hid at home and cried secretly after returning home, but the red and swollen eyes, the dust on his clothes, and the wounds from bumping his hands and feet, these obvious signs, the Si family's parents turned a blind eye to them.

But before, Si Renjie's head accidentally touched the corner of the table when he was crawling on the bed, and the two of them asked, coaxed and hugged each other for a long time.

Because of her parents' attitude of not caring about Si Xiu, the gang of bad kids who bullied her intensified their bullying of Si Xiu after they found out. Careful of falling down on the road, he vented his anger on Si Xiu.

Si Xiu had resisted before, but how could one person fight against so many people, and there was no adult to come out to make decisions for him, so there was no other use than asking for trouble.

Why are you alone?Don't you have any other friends?
Before his younger brother Si Renjie was born, Si Xiu still had free time every day. He could play with his peers and make friends with a few children. If you can't do bowls, where is the free time to exchange feelings with friends through play?
Children are very forgetful, and the impression of Si Xiu fades after not seeing him for a while.

When Si Xiu was being bullied by other children, the others didn't say they looked on coldly, at most they just stopped him verbally, but they didn't take any actual action.

But even in such a situation, the things that should be done at home must be done properly, and the parents don't care if Si Xiu is in good health or not, if they can't finish it, they will be beaten.

With such torture all day long, when Si Xiu was eight years old, he was not as chubby as Si Renjie except that he was taller than four-year-old Si Renjie.

When others saw Si Xiu's sallow and emaciated appearance, they knew that she was malnourished, but they couldn't bear to interfere in other people's family affairs.

And Si Xiu's unattractive appearance is even more unattractive to his peers who have begun to pay attention to him. He doesn't really have a good friend.

In such a situation, doesn't Si Xiu have doubts and complaints in his heart?Of course it was impossible, but the parents at home had told her the answer a long time ago, and they gradually accepted their fate.

Of course, it's not just because she is a girl that Si Xiu is so disliked by her family.

There are so many families with daughters in the village, but I don't see other families treating their daughters so hard, they are not adult.

According to what Si Mu said, it was all because Si Xiu was born at the wrong time.

Before Si Xiu was born, her grandfather had passed away, and her grandmother was also in poor health. He just raised his spirits, and his physical condition seemed to be much better than before.

From the point of view of people now, it was just Si Xiu's grandma holding her breath during that time, and she was trying to raise her spirits. It was only a superficial appearance, but in fact, her physical condition had long since deteriorated. It won't last long, and it won't last long.

But there is no way, Si Xiu's grandmother died the day after Si Xiu was born, and Si's father attributed his mother's death to Si Xiu, thinking that it was because Si Xiu was a daughter that his mother was too disappointed to support her. Stay early and leave.

Si Xiu's grandma had already passed away, and she didn't say a single word before she died, so no one knew what she thought of her granddaughter, whether she was pleased or disgusted, and only what Sifu said mattered.

Because of this, Father Si is very displeased with Si Xiu, a daughter, and has a bit of grudge against her for giving birth to her grandmother.

As for Si's mother, even if she had some love for Si Xiu's daughter at the beginning, Si Xiu's insignificance was no match for Si's father's status in her heart, so her attitude towards Si Xiu became weaker and weaker.

Therefore, Si Xiu could understand at a very young age that his parents didn't like him at all. Seeing other people's daughters being protected by their parents, let alone how envious he was.

However, Si's parents are so displeased with Si Xiu, why did they say that Si Xiu's first four years were not bad?

This brings us to the second point that Si Xiu doesn't like his parents.

When Simu was pregnant with Si Xiu, because at that time, no matter in the village or at home, life was more miserable and poorer than now, and adults couldn’t eat enough every day, and they had to work in the fields, so the pregnancy was very bad at that time. Si Mu suffered a lot. When Si Xiu was born, Si Mu was also suddenly stimulated by a chicken that ran out of the house and jumped in front of her to give birth prematurely.

Fortunately, Simu was surrounded by several other women who were working together at this time, so she took timely measures and asked someone to carry Simu home and invite a doctor.

At that time, Si Mu's situation looked very dangerous. As expected, Si Mu had a difficult delivery.

Si Mu had a difficult labor and struggled all day and night. If it weren't for the support of Si Mu's hope of having a son in her heart, she might not be able to survive.

As a result, after suffering such a serious crime, she was born a daughter. Si Mu, who had a deep-rooted patriarchal thought and only hoped to give birth to a son to carry on the family line of the old Si family, was so disappointed.

But this is not the only thing that frightens Si Xiu to Simu. Because of Si Xiu's dystocia, the doctor in the village diagnoses that it will be difficult for Si Mu to conceive in the future.

How could Si's mother accept such news, let alone Si's father, a big man.

But Sifu is still very conscientious, and he waited until Simu finished confinement before taking her to the county hospital for a consultation. I felt that the barefoot in the village was ignorant at that time, thinking of the big hospital in the county. The doctor came to give him a reassurance.