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"Sister, do you know? Since I was sensible, you have been the pride of our family. You are the good daughter in the eyes of my parents and the good sister in my heart. But, it is precisely because of this that you have brought me a lot of love. Great mental pressure, since I was a child, I have been living under the pressure you have given me invisible. No matter how hard I try, no matter how good I do, I will never be able to compare with you. No, I can't compare with you in study, I can't compare with you in housework, I can't compare with you in thinking, I can't compare with you in filial piety, it's just a word, no matter how hard I try, I can't compare with you. One thing is comparable to yours." When Meng Ruo opened her mouth, the words were astonishing.

"Uh, Mengruo, are you telling the truth? Could it be that my sister has brought you so much pressure invisibly?" Mengyao couldn't help being in a daze when she heard the words, and it took a long time to slowly get over it. Amazingly, Mengruo's words just now shocked her greatly.

"Sister, do you think it's necessary for me to tell you some lies at this moment?" Meng Ruo didn't answer directly, but asked rhetorically.

"No, I'm not doubting your words, and I'm not saying that what you said is a lie or a lie. It's just that what you said just now really shocked me. I really never thought about it. Bring you any pressure." Mengyao hurriedly explained, at this moment, she was really afraid that Mengruo might misunderstand her again, or misunderstanding?
"Sister, I understand, I know that you have always taken care of me, and you never thought of bringing me any pressure. But, to be honest, you are really outstanding, so outstanding that I feel extremely inferior." In fact, in this matter, you really have nothing wrong, what is wrong is only an environment, an environment that is not suitable for my growth." Meng Ruo nodded, and then seemed to have figured out the key to the matter?
"Me." Facing Mengruo's words, Mengyao opened her cherry mouth several times, but she didn't know what she should say, or how she should express her thoughts and positions.

"Sister, you don't need to say anything. I understand what is in your heart, just like you understand what is in my heart, because we are two sisters." Meng Ruo's eyes were complicated. He glanced at Mengyao, and then expressed his meaning.

"Hu Mengruo, can my sister ask you a question?" Mengyao let out a long breath. Up to now, she has accepted what Mengruo said.After all, the past has already passed, and no one can change it. In the past, she brought Meng Ruo a lot of pressure invisibly. This kind of thing has become a fact, and no one can avoid it. is not possible.

"Sister, whatever you want to ask, you can just ask. As long as I know something, I will definitely know everything." Mengruo nodded, and responded affirmatively.

"Mengruo, can you tell my sister? Do you still hate my sister?" Mengyao carefully asked the most worrying thing in her heart, since she was invisible to bring great pressure to Mengruo.Then, in Mengruo's heart, she must hate herself very much.

"Hate? Sister haha, do you really dare to think? Look at me now, what part of me looks like I hate you?" Facing Mengyao's question, Mengruo couldn't help but burst out laughing. .However, with a smile, Meng Ruo couldn't help but burst into tears, and two lines of tear stains slid down her face.

"Mengruo, is what you said true? Don't you really hate your sister at all?" Mengyao couldn't help being taken aback when she heard that. She never thought that Mengruo would answer her question like this.

"Sister, to be honest, when I was young, because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't surpass you. At that time, in my heart, I really hated you. I hate why you stole all my limelight. You can save a little bit for me? But, you are so good, you stole all my limelight, you attracted everyone's attention, and I can only stay alone in a different place. In the corner of the eye, quietly staring at the brilliance of your body." Meng Ruo gently wiped away the tears on her face with her hands, and then spoke slowly, but, following Meng Ruo's words, Tears gushed out of her eyes again, much more turbulent than the tears just now.

"Mengruo, I'm sorry, my sister really didn't mean it, and my sister is really sorry for you." Hearing Mengruo's words in his ears, watching Mengruo's sad tears in front of his eyes, even Mengyao, who had always been cold to outsiders, finally Couldn't help crying, and kept apologizing to Mengruo, hoping to get Mengruo's understanding.

"Sister, don't be like this, don't be like this, my heart will really hurt if you behave like this, I know, I can't blame you for this, it's all my own fate, sister, don't cry, okay?" ? These are just some immature thoughts I had before."

Mengyao's crying immediately made Mengruo at a loss for a while. Since she could remember, she had never seen her sister Mengyao suffer once, but now because of her own affairs, she cried sadly. Her heart was tangled for a while, she didn't know whether she was right or wrong, why did she tell her sister Mengyao these things, and finally made her cry.

"Mengruo, my sister hopes that you can answer honestly. Do you still hate my sister very much?" Mengyao looked at Mengruo with teary eyes, hoping to get something from her mouth. The most truthful answer.

"Sister, to be honest, the reason why I hated you before was only because my thoughts were not mature enough. Later, as I grew up, my thoughts gradually matured. In my heart, not only do I no longer hate you, I Instead, I am proud of you." Meng Ruo met Shang Mengyao's eyes, and then slowly revealed these words.

"Mengruo, what you said is true? Are you sure that what you said was not just to make your sister happy?" Facing Mengruo's words, Mengruo was half-believing, and she dared not say anything. Believe it, but dare not disbelieve part of it.After all, anyone who is hated by his own sister will definitely not feel good.

"Sister, don't worry, I definitely didn't say nice words to comfort you. I really don't hate you anymore. Even if I hated you before, it was just a naive expression when I was immature. Now I won't hate you at all. Sister, if you have such a thought, think about it, with my temperament, would I be able to do one thing after another?"

Meng Ruo comforted her with words, as she said, she really doesn't hate her sister Meng Yao any more in her heart now.After all, if Mengruo is a victim, then Mengyao is just an innocent person. If one really wants to find a culprit, then one can only blame their respective living environment.

"Mengruo, since you don't hate your sister anymore, you can tell her how you changed from hating your sister to being proud of your sister?" Dispel the doubts in Mengyao's heart, but think carefully about Mengruo's personality, she belongs to an upright person, a person who dares to love and hate, she is what she thinks in her heart, she will never hide, or hide. with.In other words, her love is love, and her hate is hate, and she will never cheat in the slightest.

"It's easy to say. At the beginning, I really hated my sister, and even cursed you secretly in my heart more than once."

"However, as I grew up slowly and encountered some things in my life, I gradually changed my original thoughts. It's like saying, sister, the light on you has indeed taken away what belongs to me. That limelight has taken away everyone's attention, but who can understand the pressure on my sister?"

"I think, my sister must have lived and studied tremblingly all this time, afraid of what I did wrong, or what I didn't do well?"

Mengruo didn't answer Mengyao's question directly, but changed her perspective, putting herself in Mengyao's situation and thinking about it.

"Yes, Mengruo, you are right. Although I have taken away your limelight and everyone's attention. But it is precisely because of this that I am under a lot of pressure. I am doing anything Before things happen, I always think about a lot of consequences. So, as you said, I have always been under great pressure." Mengyao did not deny it when she heard the words, but she was very generous and frankly admitted her own She has been shouldering this or that kind of pressure, and she has been forcibly suppressing a lot of pressure on her shoulders.

"Sister, do you know? It is precisely because I figured this out that I gradually stopped hating you. On the contrary, most of the time, I began to sympathize with you, because your life is more tiring than ordinary people. Let me use a lot of analogies, since no matter how hard I try, I can't reach the same height as you, can't surpass your existence, and can't get the approval of people around me?"

"Then why do I have to work so hard to work hard on one thing? So, many times, I always treat the people or things around me carelessly, and then my parents always warn me again and again, telling me to be good with you study and strive to be like you.”

"It's just, where did Mom and Dad go to find out? The more they said this, the more I resisted in my heart. If you say, sister, you are a perfect person and belong to 99 points, then I don't care if I get [-] points." Well, it doesn't matter if it's still sixty points, in the eyes of parents, the difference is not too big, as long as I don't belong to the unqualified circle, everything is not a big deal."