I'm not mentally ill

"Mom, I'm going to school."

The little girl looked at her mother busy in the kitchen, and then looked at the clock that was about to turn to a certain point. She was a little confused. After thinking about it, she sat on her chair and said coquettishly:
"Mom, why don't you call me?"

At this time, a middle-aged woman with a smile came out from the kitchen. She was carrying some dishes and slowly placed them on the table.

"What are you doing so early, anyway, it doesn't matter if you can't go to school."

This was a tradition at that time. It was really unnecessary for a girl to go to school, and there was no man in their family to support her.

The little girl was a little unhappy when she heard her mother say this: "What's the matter with girls, girls can also support themselves, today is the first day to go, if you are late, your impression score will be much lower."

Even so, she still went out quickly after eating at home, just thinking in her heart:

"Just run quickly on the road later."

The little girl's mother was also a little helpless, but since her daughter said she had to work hard on her own, she could only work hard in silence. Fortunately, although their family was not rich, they were not poor either.

Therefore, even if there is only one person, as long as you save a little, there is no big problem.

In the afternoon, the little girl came back with an unhappy expression on her face. The little girl's mother was a little worried, so she asked, "What's the matter? It's the first day of school today. Are you unhappy? If you are unhappy, we won't go."

The little girl suddenly smiled and said: "That's what you think. Others only go for a day, and they want people to drop out of school. I feel pretty good today, but I can't keep up with my homework. I will work harder later."

The little girl's mother was a little relieved when she heard it, but she still had a thought and planned to go to the school to ask about it.

The next day, the little girl got up early, and she couldn't be late today.

When I was in school, I passed by a small forest and saw a small sapling, which looked like it had been pulled out. It looked sick and dying.

The little girl took a little more soil and covered it, then found a little water and poured it on it.

At this time, it was almost late again, so the little girl had to go to school again.

The next day was the same as before, and it was barely there again. During the exercise between classes, the little girl was called to the office by the teacher.

The teacher asked, "Is it because the home is too far away, so it is difficult to go to school?"

The little girl quickly shook her head: "No problem, I haven't gotten used to it in the past two days, and it will be fine later."

The teacher just warned: "Then remember to get up early, after all, girls are not suitable for school."

You are not fit for school...

The little girl wanted to argue with the other party, but after thinking about it, she decided to forget it.

The teacher just passed by, but some classmates made trouble for her.

Just like the first day, the little girl was called to run errands by several people at noon.

At this time, the school has a place to eat, and the little girl also took some money, but these two days, I have no chance to use it.

A few boys directly asked themselves to buy lunch, and they used their own money. The little girl wanted to resist on the first day, but she was beaten up, but it was in an inconspicuous place, and there was no trace left...

Then I told the teacher, but in the end I just called those boys over and said a few words, it seemed that the boys refused to admit it, so the matter passed like this.

The little girl was still hungry all day.

On the way home, she saw the little tree again. At this time, the little sapling seemed to be much more energetic, and the little girl seemed to feel a reassuring atmosphere in the little sapling.

So I stayed there for a while, and then slowly went back.

On this day, she seemed to be in a much happier mood, so the little girl's mother stopped asking questions.

Time passed day by day, although the little girl was hungry every day, but on the way home, when she saw this little sapling, she felt very relieved for some reason.

On this day, the school was on holiday, and it was raining heavily. The sound of raindrops beating the tiles was very clear. The little girl was a little worried about the little sapling.

After the rain stopped, the little girl hurried to the little sapling, only to find that...

There was only a piece of dirt left...

The little girl seemed to have lost herself, frantically looking for the little sapling in that place, as if she was looking for her lost self.

Finally, near dark, the little girl found it, by the river, just short of being swept away.

The little girl was a little happy, so she took the sapling to a place that looked relatively flat, and transplanted the sapling.

"That's all right, you have to grow up well."

……

One day, the little girl's mother found the little girl's scars, and she asked the little girl: "What's going on? Did someone bully you? Let's not go to school."

Although the little girl was still resisting, she still obeyed her mother, and she didn't want to go there at all...

In the past few days, the little girl's mother didn't know where she went in broad daylight. She seemed in a hurry, and the little girl wanted to see the little sapling.

When walking to a small steep slope, the little girl was a little worried. There has been another heavy rain in the past few days, and the change of the weather is just like her mood, making people sad.

It seems that God feels that he is very pitiful.

The little girl couldn't help thinking.

At this time, several boys were chatting angrily in the distance.

"My dad scolded me badly, it was all because of that woman..."

"You're fine. I knelt at home for hours. If my mother hadn't interceded for me, I would have broken my leg."

One of the boys suggested: "Should we punish that woman, anyway, we don't want to admit it when the time comes."

Several other people seemed a little worried: "This is not good."

The boy who suggested it sneered, "It's too useless."

"What did you say."

In the end, the boys half pushed and half gave way, getting closer and closer to the little girl's home. At this moment, they suddenly saw the little girl walking cautiously there.

One of the boys didn't get angry, and directly encouraged the others...

The little girl was a little worried about the little sapling. After all, the mountain road had changed again in the past few days. At this moment, he saw the boys who had bullied him come over.

Without thinking too much, the little girl quickened her pace, and a small stream suddenly appeared here. The little girl was a little worried, seeing a few people on the opposite side harboring malicious intentions.

The little girl's voice trembled a little: "This place is very dangerous, please don't come here."

The expression of the boy on the opposite side seemed to be even more distorted. He suddenly picked up a small stone and started to throw it at the little girl. The little girl grabbed a branch and then stabilized her body.

It's just that, at some point, a boy had already come to his side, and then...

He violently pushed away the hand that was holding onto the branch...

The little girl suddenly lost her center of gravity, her body slowly tilted, and finally her whole body fell into the stream...

The creek was not deep, and the little girl struggled to stand up. The stream water made him feel cold and weak.

She sneezes...

Then want to grab a branch and pull yourself up.

But, at this time, she saw...

Several hands stretched out at the same time, pushing her whole body towards the deeper part...

Pushing her hope, her future, into the icy stream...

The little girl stretched out her hand desperately, trying to grab the branch, but...

He has run out of energy.

Finally, she seemed to see the little sapling, the green branches and leaves fluttering in the wind...

The little girl closed her eyes, and the next moment, her eyes turned blood red.

……

Several boys looked a little shocked, and they were all covering their chests with their hands.

"Just now, why did I do that?"

One of the boys said tremblingly, then slipped suddenly, grabbed a branch and dragged himself up.

The boy who proposed before had a distorted expression on his face, and he said coldly: "No one should tell about this matter, everyone is an accomplice."

Several people looked at each other in blank dismay, and finally agreed to this opinion.

However, my heart is still full of uneasiness and doubts.

"Why did I do that then?"

"Why did I listen to him?"

"It's not my fault!"

"I am right!"

"It's all that woman's fault!"

"What kind of book does the girl read? It made me scolded!"

……

On that flat ground, a small sapling is tenaciously alive, even if there are natural disasters and man-made disasters, it can still feel that its life still exists.

I don't know when it started, the little sapling felt that he had become conscious, it should be the day when it rained...

"It's so lucky that I almost died."

The little sapling recalled his situation at that time, he was only a little away from the stream, if he fell, he would rot slowly, and there was absolutely no other way to go.

Fortunately, the little girl saved herself and even moved herself to this place...

"So happy."

"Seeing her again"

"what?"

"Why haven't you come to see me for so long?"

"It feels so lonely to be alone!"

"Where are you?"

The little sapling stretched out its branches as far as possible, stretching out in one direction...

Although it doesn't know where that is...

At this time, the little sapling felt a familiar breath.

……

A little girl reached out her wet hand and stroked its branches and leaves...

A smile appeared in the little girl's blood-red eyes...