Xuanhuan: So I am the ancestor of all weapons

"Remember, at that time, I was not yet ten years old, and I had not yet joined the Lotus Sect...

At that time, it was not as peaceful and prosperous as it is now. At that time, it was a luxury to even fill one's stomach. Every family was a thatched cottage, and some poor people could not even afford the paper to paste the windows. In winter, the cold wind Biting to the bone, I don't know how many people died of freezing.

However, the greatness of parents, no matter what age, is touching.

In order to keep the children alive, the adults used the remaining money to build a school.

Sending the children to the school is said to be a school, but in that era when there is not enough food, there is no way to learn knowledge, even if you want to learn, there is no one to teach.

The teacher of the school is a village woman. She has clear eyes and her hair is tied into twists. Compared with a teacher, she is more like a nanny, taking care of the children's daily life and ensuring that the children have one meal a day.

At that time, one meal a day was already a very luxurious treatment.

Parents of many children slept forever in the winter snow and never saw the warm spring sun again.

Of course the teacher didn't tell the children these things, but silently treated the children as their own flesh and blood.

I was also a child in the school, but I was not sent by adults, because I didn't know who my parents were. To be more precise, at that time, I didn't think of myself as a person at all.

People get cold, get tired, need to eat, get tired, and need to rest.

Children love to play, no matter how harsh the living environment is, they can't stop their playfulness.

Unfortunately, none of this happens to me. "

Lian Zhenyi raised his hand and looked at the slender and white jade arm like a lotus root. The emotion in his eyes was hard to understand.

She went on to say: "I won't be cold, I won't be hungry, as long as I want, I don't even need to sleep, but seeing other children are eating and sleeping, I will eat and sleep accordingly, and it doesn't seem to make any difference.

What's more frightening is that I don't seem to like having fun by nature. Those children are running outside, playing around, drawing grids on the sand, boys chasing girls and pushing them down...

I have no interest in everything. I vaguely remember that there was a boy about my age at that time, with dark skin and snot hanging from his nose.

He always likes to come to me, teach me various games, and wants to play with me, but I am really bored.

I ignored him and kept going, until finally, I started yelling at him.

Of course he will be angry if he keeps hot face and cold butt.

You can't always expect a child to control his emotions.

So he pushed me down and threw stones at me, and the sharp stones slashed open my arm, and the wound turned outward.

That was the first time I got hurt and the first time I found myself different.

I didn't even shed a drop of blood, the flesh on my hand was turned over, but there was only flawless whiteness, as if it wasn't meat, but some kind of plant.

He freaked out and cried out about the monster and never came to me again.

Not long after, the teacher came, she didn't say anything, just sent the children away, and took me to a special room: "From today on, you are not allowed to live with other children, this is your room '

She looked at me very strangely, just like the boy, as if she was looking at a monster.

The strange thing is that I was not afraid at all at that time, but felt strange and repelled.

I suddenly felt that I didn't belong here at all.

At the same time, I also understand that this school no longer welcomes me.

So I left there overnight, leaving the small town where almost only the school was left.

Thinking about it now, I was almost frightened. As a child less than ten years old, I have the courage to leave the small town and go to the unknown wind and snow. This is not like a human being.

Or maybe I'm not human at all. "

Hearing this, Ye Fan's heart was not shaken.

This saintess of the Lotus Sect, who is like a fairy descending from the earth, has such a past.

I can't say how miserable it is, but it's a little... weird, and it sounds a little creepy.

"Does it sound scary?" Lian Zhen smiled indifferently, but there was a trace of desolation in his indifferent smile.

Ye Fan really wanted to say that such things are normal in Profound Sky Continent. Compared with those blood-drinking demons, this strange physique is nothing more than normal.

But he didn't say that.

A woman is an emotional creature. She is willing to tell you about the past, but you are serious about reasoning. This is killing yourself.

What they need is always emotional resonance.

Ye Fan held her hand and held it tightly. Only in this way can the warmth of the palm be conveyed.

He looked directly into her eyes: "No matter what your past is, in my eyes, you will always be a partner who was born and died. What we have experienced, I will never forget it in my life. You have long been an indelible part of my life. "

"Ye Xiaoyou, you..." Looking at each other, Lian Shinichi could of course see the sincerity in Ye Fan's eyes.

If you think about it carefully, they have indeed experienced a lot.

From meeting in thatched cottage, binding, living together, fighting against enemies, to walking in the sea of ​​stars in the secret tomb...

Lian Zhen nodded, her cheeks were already slightly red: "For me, Ye Xiaoyou is an indelible part, thank you, your hands are very warm, I feel much better."

……

I don't know how long it took before Lian Shinichi's breathing finally calmed down. She withdrew her hand and continued talking about the past.

"After leaving the town, I walked in the wind and snow without stopping for a moment. I don't know if it was for escape or a yearning. Looking back now, the latter seems to be more of an element.

I yearn for everything unknown outside, and I finally don't have to pretend that I need to eat, and I don't have to force myself to fall asleep in the dead of night.

I was like a bird leaving the cage, and my footsteps became much lighter, and I even jumped happily. At that time, I realized that I also had emotions, and I was really happy!
At that moment, I finally understood that I was not without emotions, but I just felt bored and restrained because I didn't have a place to deal with. "

"You're right, it's the world that's wrong, so what's next?"

Hearing this, there was an inexplicable resonance in Ye Fan's heart.

It's not emotional resonance, but it seems to have experienced it personally.

He had no idea why he felt this way.

Lian Shinichi didn't notice Ye Fan's strangeness, so she continued.

"A child, a girl, is out alone, of course encountering traffickers."

"Human traffickers?"

The sense of familiarity in Ye Fan's heart became stronger and stronger, and he even had reason to doubt whether he was the trafficker in his previous life.

But so far, he hasn't had the memory of his previous life, so he can only continue to listen.

"That's right, human traffickers, three or five big men, the leader is one-eyed, with a scar on his face, to be precise, they are not human traffickers, but bandits, who make a living by robbing houses.

But when they saw me, a girl walking alone in the wind and snow, they all chose to become human traffickers. "