Summer's Desire
Chapter 9 "Summer of Bubbles I" (9)
Chapter 9
That night, all the media enthusiastically pushed the news that Luo Xi appeared in Rainbow Plaza and performed on the same stage with Yin Xiamo, a trainee from SUN Company, competing to guess the relationship between Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo.Although Luo Xi has been rumored a lot since his debut, he has only gotten closer to popular female artists, and this is the first time he has been involved with an unknown newcomer.
In the next few days, all the hot searches about Luoxi Rainbow Plaza remained high, and all the short videos related to Luoxi Rainbow Plaza received an astonishing number of hits, and some related speculations were also released, such as whether Yin Xiamo Luo Xi's new girlfriend, whether Luo Xi has officially broken up with the popular singer Shen Qiang, and Shen Qiang's depressed friends came to comfort her...
in the afternoon.
Sun's office on the second floor.
Yalun put down the phone and said to Zeni behind the desk:
"It's another program that invites Xia Mo to participate."
Since Luoxi appeared on Sunday, countless calls have been made to the company one after another, asking for an interview with Xia Mo, requesting the company to provide Xia Mo's information, and inviting Xia Mo to appear on the show.Overnight, it seemed that Xia Mo had become popular!
Zeni smiled and stroked the gemstone ring on his finger:
"Luo Xi is indeed Luo Xi, as long as he has a relationship with him, he can immediately become the focus of the world. It seems that Xia Mo has some luck."
Ya Lun was a little hesitant: "But, Xia Mo sings..." Ordinarily, with Xia Mo's current high exposure rate, it is very appropriate to release a single while debuting.However, can a singer who cannot sing in front of a crowd be called a singer?
Zeni opened the folder, and all the photos of the five girls were inside.
"Who do you think is qualified to make an official debut?"
"Pan Nan."
"Okay! Pan Nan passed the vote unanimously." Zeni smiled with satisfaction, and then asked, "Who else?"
Ya Lun's gaze swept across the photo, Kexin, Daisy, Wei Yin, Xia Mo, he shook his head, and looked again, Daisy, Xia Mo...
"Daisy is not bad, but she seems to lack popularity. The crowd may be temporarily attracted to her, but it will not last long." Ya Lun felt it was a pity. Daisy is actually a very hardworking girl and very ambitious, but the company There is already a Vivian of the same type in here.Although Wei'an has been plagued by scandals recently, after all, she has a considerable fan base, and it is impossible for Daisy to surpass her.
"So, the crux of the problem is..." The ruby ring flashed a deep light, "Whether Xia Mo can overcome her inability to sing in front of people."
The voice did not fall.
Zenny's cell phone rang.
*** ***
It's the same French restaurant.
There are rustic-style tablecloths with red checks on a white background, shiny silver tableware, a white rose in a thin-necked vase, red sofa chairs, and a violinist playing elegant and romantic tunes.
There are still not many guests.
There are green plants covering the side, and the location is very secluded.
"What are you thinking about?"
Luo Xi put down the knife and fork in his hand and stared at Yin Xiamo who was opposite.This was the first time I saw her again since the day at Rainbow Square.I thought she might become friendly to him, and of course she might think he was nosy.No matter what kind of attitude she had, he was already mentally prepared.
And she just ate quietly.
"Is the food so delicious?" Luo Xi complained slightly, "It's so delicious that you won't even pay attention to me? Then I won't bring you here again next time..."
Yin Xiamo looked up at him.
Her eyes were very quiet, she looked at him carefully for a long time, her eyes were clear and serious: "Please tell me."
"...?"
"Why did you appear in Rainbow Square?" She stared at him without moving her eyes.
"Why do you think I am?" Luo Xi smiled softly.
"For—to show off?"
"Show off?" He smiled like a crimson cherry blossom, "If I want to show off, I should appear on the pink stage, so that the crowds of audiences can reflect your desertedness. That can not only show off, but also hurt you, making you a The singer's wish was completely shattered."
She is silent.Yes, he should have done that.Didn't he hate her for being cold when he let him go back then, so he should take revenge on her like this.
"Xia Mo..." Luo Xi was also silent.After a long time, he tightened his lips and said in a low voice, "How can you not treat me like this?"
She looked at him in astonishment.
"Did I do something wrong?" Luo Xi's eyes were dark, and there was a kind of vulnerability in his eyes, "Since I appeared in front of you five years ago, it was as if I was your enemy, and you carefully guarded against me and declared war You warned me...Maybe, I did something wrong. I shouldn't have thrown away the things others gave me, and I shouldn't have said angrily that I wanted revenge when you sent me to the airport. But, Xia Mo, you really Can't you feel my mood?"
She froze.
His voice was low and hoarse: "Whenever I fall in love with a family, they always choose to give up on me in the end... Can you understand the feeling of being thrown away like trash... I just want to protect myself from When I was hurt, I just felt sad when I was hurt, and I just said some inappropriate things when I was sad... But, did I miss anything to you, to Xiaocheng, to Yin's father and mother?"
Yin Xiamo looked at him quietly.Scenes of the past emerged from her mind, no, he never really did anything to hurt her family.
but……
Her heart throbbed suddenly, and her eyes dimmed.
but……
How could those things be caused by Luo Xi?Thinking about it carefully, she might actually be venting her anger on Luo Xi.It was not Luo Xi who was willfully twisted, but herself.
"sorry."
Yin Xiamo said softly.
Deep in Luo Xi's eyes, there seemed to be a beautiful night mist, moist and crystal clear. He smiled at her because he could hear the guilt and sincerity in her voice.
"Thank you."
He suddenly smiled like a child again.
Yin Xiamo was completely stunned, she stared at Luo Xi's smile in a daze.Was she thinking too much before?It turned out that under his armor-like self-protection, he could be happy simply because of her words, but before, she always used gloomy motives to speculate on him.
*** ***
Large black desk, black marble floor, dark green curtains, and white screens.Secretary Simon stood beside him quietly, and Ou Chen had been fascinated by the girl's photo on Weibo for a long time.
She looked into the man's eyes.
The two held hands together.
It seemed that the sunshine of the whole world was shining on her and him.
Fingertips brushed the girl's face on the screen, her ocean-like eyes, her thick long hair like seaweed, and then, Ou Chen's fingers gradually clenched, his cold face revealed a kind of confusion.For some reason, ever since he saw this girl in Rainbow Square that day, he couldn't get her out of his mind, and he always thought of her every second.
last night……
He had that nightmare again.
In the night sky, in the mist, the girl's back disappeared lightly, the painful remorse, the heartache that couldn't be relieved no matter how hard she struggled, the girl's back disappeared into the dark night, she didn't look back, she was swallowed by the darkness... …
There are still cherry trees...
There is still green lace floating lonely in the night sky...
ask her...
call her...
All she left him was a resolute back...
Anyway request...
Shout anyway...
She disappeared into the night, not even turning her head, even refusing to look at him again...
The world is dark...
no more light...
Life will never be complete again...
He woke up from the nightmare in horror!He was dripping with sweat, and his heart ached so badly that he was panting non-stop. In the dark, he sat for a long, long time until the sweat on his body gradually cooled.For five years, he had never seen the girl in his dream. He closed his eyes with a wry smile, and at this moment, the face of the girl in Rainbow Square suddenly flashed into his mind again.Before he knew it, he sat on the bed for a whole night, with Green Lace quietly accompanying him beside the pillow.
Today, Simon found some information about that girl.
Her name is Yin Xiamo.
She is an artist who has not officially debuted in Sun Company, and the performance at Rainbow Plaza that day was a competition for popularity on the spot.She was born in an orphanage, and after the death of her adoptive parents, she raised a younger brother independently. Her life was very difficult, but she still insisted on studying in college.
Yin Xiamo...
Should he be familiar with the name?Why, this name, so strange, can tug at the deepest string in his heart.
*** ***
The violinist played a beautiful and lively melody in a French restaurant.
The roses exude an elegant fragrance in the vase.
Since the words "I'm sorry" and "Thank you", Yin Xiamo's heart knot seemed to be untied like a spell that lifted the magic spell.People of the same kind may not necessarily hurt each other, perhaps, it will be easier to communicate, and you can know each other's mind without saying a lot.Then she discovered that she and Luo Xi could actually talk like friends for many years.
"Why do you want to be a singer?" Luo Xi asked her.Whether it was five years ago or now, as long as she stands on the stage, she seems to have some kind of insurmountable knot in her heart.She'd never been one to overestimate herself, so he really wondered why she was trying to be a singer.
Yin Xiamo smiled faintly:
"I need money."
I didn't expect her to answer so directly. Looking into her clear eyes, Luo Xi's heart seemed to have a warm current flowing quietly.Yes, she had spoken to him as a friend.
"if……"
"If you say that sentence," she picked up the coffee cup and put it gently on her lips, "what dare I say to you in the future."
Luo Xi looked at her.
She was drinking coffee peacefully, wearing a simple white shirt and denim skirt, but her expression was poised.She looked up at him, her eyes were clear and calm, and she smiled and said, "If you help me with money, I will feel cheap."
Seeing the determination in her eyes, he whispered understandingly:
"So, you must be a singer?"
Yin Xiamo smiled, feeling a little dazed, thinking of Xiao Cheng's reaction when she saw her singing with Luo Xi on stage on Weibo a few days ago.
…………
……
"why?!"
Yin Cheng sadly put the phone screen in front of her, his face flushed a little, but he still restrained his tone.Her body froze, and she planned to tell him after a while, so as not to affect his college entrance examination and voluntary report.Breathing quietly, she calmed herself down, looked at him and said:
"That's it."
"sister!"
"I want to be a singer, that's it." Her eyes were indifferent, as if this was nothing more than a trivial matter.
Yin Cheng said hoarsely: "It's for me again, isn't it? Is it for my tuition? Or is it for my medical expenses? Sis, can I just be your burden forever?"
"It's none of your business."
She avoided his gaze.
After a while, his eyes dimmed: "Sister, I want to apply for a major in architecture."
She was surprised: "No."
Yin Cheng was silent.From childhood to adulthood, my sister fought with other children in the orphanage because of him, because he refused to go to the family that only wanted to adopt her, because of his illness, he dropped out of school halfway, because of him, he went to work everywhere, because of him...
At this moment, he didn't even care about how his sister reunited with brother Luo Xi, whom he had always liked since childhood, and his whole body was surrounded by a painful emotion.
He doesn't want to go to the art department.
Studying fine arts is too expensive. He wants to study architecture, which is more practical and can earn more money for the family earlier.
"Xiao Cheng," Yin Xiamo took his stiff arm and said softly, "Don't think too much, it really has nothing to do with you, I want to be a singer and enter the entertainment industry. Don't study architecture, you are born Artists, free creation is your value."
"I have decided."
She thought for a while: "I'll help you fill out the enrollment application form."
"I want to study architecture."
"I said no." She frowned, "I'll fill out the volunteer form for you now, and tell me where to fill it out."
"I've submitted it."
Yin Xiamo stared at him, and finally suppressed the anger in his chest, picked up the phone, and quickly found the phone number of Xiaocheng's class teacher from the address book: "Hello, is this Teacher Lu?...I am Yin Cheng's sister... The admission form he filled out..."
The mobile phone was taken away suddenly.
Yin Xiamo saw in disbelief that Yin Cheng actually cut off the call. .
"Sister, look at me." He said sadly, "I've grown up, I'm not a child anymore. I should take care of my sister, instead of you taking care of me all the time. The entertainment industry is so chaotic and complicated, you can't go to Sister, let me take care of you? Don't go to work, don't work so hard to make money, I have grown up long ago, I can make money. I can learn architecture and draw blueprints..."
"Enough!" She interrupted him with a sip, "I'm my sister, you don't have to worry about everything! Come on, I'll go to school with you, first change your choice back!"
Yin Cheng stood still.
She panicked: "What exactly do you want?!"
"I study architecture," he looked at her, "you don't want to enter the entertainment industry."
Yin Xiamo waved her palm in shock!
"Snapped--!"
This slap turned Yin Cheng's face sideways!
Her hand froze in mid-air, he was stunned, the air seemed to freeze.For a long time, her fingers clenched stiffly, hanging stiffly beside her.Looking at his shocked and painful eyes, her face gradually turned cold, without any emotion:
"Okay, let me tell you. I don't want to step into the entertainment industry for you, but for myself. I'm fed up with this kind of life, only relying on odd jobs every day and night. Even if you go out to work, you can How much money can I earn? I don't want to live in poverty anymore. This may be my only chance. Even if I try my best, I will seize it. So, whether you like it or not, whether you agree or not, I will make it happen it."
Yin Cheng's face was pale.
He stared at her, as if he couldn't believe that the words came from her mouth.
"And you," Yin Xiamo said with cold eyes, "if you don't study art, then don't recognize me as a sister in the future."
……
…………
Elegant French restaurant.
"Yes."
Yin Xiamo put down the coffee cup and pulled his thoughts back from the memory.Since the dispute that day, although Xiao Cheng continued to cook and clean up the house, he never spoke to her again, and the two fell into a cold war.She regretted being too impulsive at the time. Since she was a child, she had never hit Xiao Cheng. Why did she suddenly lose control of her emotions at that moment?However, if you slap Xiao Cheng, he can make him think that she really entered the entertainment circle for his own desire, and it can make him continue to study art without guilt... Although this slap makes her feel sore It hurts again, and she will never regret it.
"I must be a singer."
A determined look flashed across her face.
Luo Xi stared at her thoughtfully, finally nodded and said:
"it is good."
After finishing speaking, he raised his hand to call the waiter, paid the bill, then stood up, took her right hand, and walked towards the restaurant door.The other diners on both sides of the aisle discovered that the superstar Luo Xi was in the same restaurant as them, and they looked up at him with surprise and joy.
Yin Xiamo was pulled forward by him, not knowing what he wanted to do, struggling and shouting:
"Luo Xi..."
Luo Xi turned around, smiled and winked at her:
"follow me."
*** ***
Empty stage.
There was no one in the empty auditorium, and the dark red velvet curtains blocked all the light, just like the night.Only a stream of white light was shot from above the stage, and the light was sharp and bright, shining in the center of the stage.
Yin Xiamo stood in that beam of light.
Luo Xi sat in front of the piano, his fingers pressed the black and white keys, the notes danced softly, it turned out to be the melody of "Diamond".
The Baolai Concert Hall during the day was originally refused to enter. Yin Xiamo didn't know what method Luo Xi used to make the manager of the concert hall respectfully welcome him and her in, and arranged for the lighting engineer to light up the lights before leaving quietly with the lighting engineer.
In the huge music venue, there were only her and Luo Xi.
"You sing this song very well."
Her slender fingers played the piano, and Luo Xi smiled.Five years ago, he hadn't actually heard her sing, she and Xiao Cheng always danced and sang along.And in Rainbow Square, it was the first time he heard her singing, it was so penetrating and emotional.Maybe, she really should be a singer.
"Did you hear that?" Yin Xiamo was startled.Didn't he just pass by occasionally and see her?How can I hear her sing.
"Yeah. I arrived at Rainbow Plaza very early that day, parked the car where you couldn't find it, and waited for a long time before you sang this song." He looked up at her and smiled, "Sing it to me again okay?"
She looked at him.
His eyes are soft and bright like stars:
"I'm the only audience, so just sing for me alone, okay?"
On an empty stage.
In the white light.
Facing the empty auditorium.
Yin Xiamo began to sing.
"...
if crying and begging
If you pretend you don't know you've always loved her
if i get on my knees and beg you
can you stay for me
……
you buy her diamonds
you are sad for her
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
……
everyone loves her
she's a perfect diamond
she is noble she is beautiful
she is pure she is flawless
I am the humble sand that blows with the wind
i'm cheap i'm adrift
I am sophisticated and complicated
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
......"
She understood Luo Xi's intentions.He brought her here to let her get familiar with the stage, the feeling of singing on stage, and get rid of the knot of not being able to sing in front of the audience.
That's what she wanted to do too.
If you want to be a singer, you must learn to sing in front of countless audiences.Trying to adjust her breathing, she sang, restraining the thought of closing her eyes facing the auditorium, she forced herself to open them and look at the audience.
Don't be afraid, Yin Xiamo, you are no longer that powerless little girl back then.Her nails dug into her palms painfully, and she told herself silently in her heart.You have to forget the past in order to get what you want.Yin Xiamo, you can no longer be that little girl who trembled when she stood on the stage in the past!
"...
i know you love her
love her like a diamond
even if she doesn't love you
you still love her foolishly
like i love you
foolishly in love with her
……
i can pretend i don't know you love her
i can cry and beg you
If kneeling in front of you can soften your heart
or even if i die
you won't stay either
......"
Fingers gracefully playing the black and white keys, Luo Xi looked at Yin Xiamo in the beam of light in the center of the stage.She stood stubbornly, with her back straight, her hands clenched into fists at her sides, her eyes were flustered and frightened, but she seemed to be forcing herself to stare at the auditorium below the stage without blinking.
He could hear her throat tightening.
Her singing is also getting tighter.
"look at me."
Luo Xi said softly amidst the sound of the piano.
Yin Xiamo's breathing was a little disordered and rapid.In the darkness, the auditorium below the stage seemed like a man-eating beast, roaring lowly, changing shape silently, slowing down its huge body, approaching her step by step.
It seems that someone is talking.
She couldn't hear well.
The eardrums buzzed.
Luo Xi put more force on his fingers, and the sound of the piano suddenly became louder, and his voice was very clear in the sound of the piano:
"Xia Mo, look at me."
She turned to look at him startled.
The sound of the piano is flowing in the empty concert hall.
"The audience is just rows of empty seats, only me, your audience." Luo Xi looked at her calmly, "Singing is for yourself, for your audience, not for nothing Seat and fear. So if you need to watch something, watch me."
His smile is serene and distant, his eyes are black and shiny, and his lips are as beautiful as cherry blossoms.Just like the beer-drunk night five years ago, the faint starlight, the slightly drunken night fog, and the beautiful cherry blossom trees.There is no separation, no sorrow, no resentment, everything is beautiful like a dream.
"...
if crying and begging
If you pretend you don't know you've always loved her
if i get on my knees and beg you
can you stay for me
……
you buy her diamonds
you are sad for her
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
......"
The dark red velvet curtain made the concert hall as dark as the night, Luo Xi played the piano, his fingers kept on the black and white keys, playing the same melody over and over again.In the snow-white light beams on the stage, Yin Xiamo sang the same song over and over again in the light beams.She looked at him, and he smiled at her, that smile was like a faint mist, warm and dense, permeating the air, making everything peaceful and soothing.
Her singing gradually became less tense.
The panic in her eyes faded away bit by bit, and became clear and transparent again.
Her expression gradually returned to her usual calmness.
"...
everyone loves her
she's a perfect diamond
she is noble she is beautiful
she is pure she is flawless
I am the humble sand that blows with the wind
i'm cheap i'm adrift
I am sophisticated and complicated
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
......"
In the darkness, the side door of the concert hall was gently opened, and a figure walked in.The figure walked from the back to the first row of the auditorium and sat down in the middle of the seat.
Yin Xiamo looked at the figure.
Pan Nan smiled and waved to her in the auditorium, and then quietly listened to her singing with her chin resting on her cheek.
Luo Xi stared at Yin Xiamo while playing the piano, until her gaze shifted back from Pan Nan.He smiled and, as if tirelessly, played out the melody of "Diamonds" over and over, regardless of whether she was singing or not.
Looking into Luo Xi's eyes.
Yin Xiamo's heart calmed down again.
"...
i know you love her
love her like a diamond
even if she doesn't love you
you still love her foolishly
like i love you
foolishly in love with her
……
i can pretend i don't know you love her
i can cry and beg you
If kneeling in front of you can soften your heart
or even if i die
you won't stay either
......"
It was like a rehearsal beforehand. After Pan Nan came in, every few minutes someone would come in from the side door of the concert hall and sit down in the auditorium to listen to her singing.
First is Kexin.
Then there's Jam.
And then there's Jalen.
Then there's Zeny.
Then the manager of the concert hall.
Then there's the lighting guy.
Then there are strangers.
Another stranger.
Another stranger.
……
In the auditorium of the Baolai Concert Hall, people gradually changed from twos and threes to seven or eight people, then a dozen people, then dozens of people.The audience was very quiet, listening intently in the dark to Yin Xiamo singing "Diamond" over and over again.
*** ***
late at night.
Foam bar.
The most famous bar in the downtown area is the Bubble Bar, which is at its busiest time.The forest-like dark green neon signboard is shining in the night, the bar is dimly lit, every corner is full of guests, waiters shuttle back and forth, the sound of wine glasses clinking, whispers, and laughter, The bartenders are dizzyingly playing a lot of fancy cocktails, and the band is singing rock and roll crazily on the front stage, which ignites the atmosphere in the bar to the highest point.
There is a secluded location by the bar counter of the bar. The dense dark green plants subtly separate it from other noisy areas, keeping it clean without obstructing the sight line.Many first-timers to the Bubble Bar try to sit there, only to be told to sit elsewhere apologetically by the waiter.There used to be drunken guests who insisted on sitting there, and even clashed with the security guards of the bar, but ended up being "sent" out.
Over time.
No one goes anywhere near that seat.
It becomes the most mysterious corner of the foam bar.
Tonight, there was a guest there.
Because of the cover of the plants, people in the bar could only vaguely see his silhouette.Tall and handsome, with jet-black hair, and a piece of green lace wrapped around his wrist, he drank silently, his facial features were handsome and slightly arrogant.
Loud bar.
His indifferent back looks out of tune with the environment here.
The band played and sang hoarsely, the guests talked and laughed loudly, and the air was filled with the intoxicating smell of alcohol.The wine glass was pushed forward, and the bartender behind the bar immediately poured brandy into the glass.
Ou Chen frowned and stared at the swaying transparent liquid in the wine glass, some holes were reflected in the dark pupils, he raised his head slightly, and the hot burning sensation immediately burned down his throat.He also didn't understand why he left the banquet and came to the noisy bar.Looking at the wine glass, he smiled expressionlessly. Perhaps, the world is too quiet, as quiet as if something just died.
The wine glass is empty again.
The bartender said, "Ocean, you've had ten..."
Ou Chen looked at him indifferently.
The bartender shook his head and poured the brandy on.
Ou Chen sat silently, stroking the rim of the wine glass with his fingers.Yin Xiamo...has no memory of her...because it is a completely unfamiliar name, so she has no memory at all...or...he forgot something...in the lost memory of five years ago, he knew Is this the name...
Since waking up in the hospital five years ago, he seemed to have lost the most important part of his life.His father told Steward Shen that he had been living in France because of a car accident that caused partial memory loss in his brain.
However, he has always had the habit of keeping a diary, but he couldn't find the diary, all the servants at home were replaced with new ones, and the photos from the five years of amnesia were lost, only the old photos remained.And since then, he began to have the same nightmare over and over again, and the pain in the nightmare was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
After all, what happened five years ago?
He pressed Steward Shen, but Steward Shen swore to God that the part of his memory that he had lost had no special content, so he didn't need to worry about it.Although he didn't believe Steward Shen's flickering words, he even tried to hire a private detective, but since he was a child, the information about him has always been tightly blocked from the outside world.In the absence of any clues from him, the private detective is also helpless in the task of recovering his memories of the past five years.He tried to recall it by himself, but as long as he recalled it, the pain in his head would be unbearable.
Slowly, he finally gave up gradually.
Until he saw that girl in Rainbow Square...that girl named Yin Xiamo...as if there was something unforgettable in his mind that couldn't get rid of it...
The band's rock and roll is over.
The bar became quieter for a while.
Ou Chen looked indifferently at the band members on the stage who were hurriedly packing their instruments, and suddenly, his eyes that were about to move away suddenly froze there!
from a dark corner.
A girl came onto the stage.
Her smile was quiet and beautiful, and she talked to the band members gently, and she seemed to conquer all the members in that band immediately.The members of the band picked up their instruments again and started to play. The music sounded. It was an old song called "Remember to Forget".
The girl walks up to the microphone stand on the stage.
She took a deep breath, her eyes were quiet and transparent like an elf in the night, she began to sing to the noisy crowd in the bar——
"...
Before turning around, I suddenly thought of you again
You who smiled on the day we met
that smile
still beautiful
It's a pity that that person often makes people cry
......"
Dim light.
In the corner of the foam bar, which was covered by dense green plants, Ou Chen felt a dull pain in his chest.He closed his eyes, shook his head, and pulled a self-deprecating wry smile from the corner of his mouth.Silently raised his head to drink the wine again, he took a deep breath and opened his eyes.
but--
She didn't disappear like sea foam...
She really stood on the stage and appeared in his sight again!
"...
A city that is too dazzling is not suitable for stargazing
Just like your heart is not suitable for talking about stability
thank you for breaking my heart
Learning to love is not obsession
People can't change things that can't be changed
......"
Girl sings into a microphone.
With a faint smile and light eyes, her face as white as ivory and long hair as thick as seaweed made her look like a lazy little mermaid.She was completely different from her performance in Rainbow Square that day. She could no longer see any trace of tension on her body, and her singing voice was relaxed and beautiful.
Ou Chen's fingers clenched the wine glass tightly.
There seemed to be a tingling pain in his back slowly spreading throughout his body, the fundus of his eyes turned dark green, and his jaw gradually tightened.
In a secluded corner, he stared deeply at the singing girl.
Her name is Yin Xiamo.
"...
remember to forget forget
I remind myself
you are already
A figure in the crowd
long time
I should have new memories
……
People can't decide who to fall in love with
But at least you can decide whether to give up or not
i admit i
still love you
But I'll never touch this memory again
......"
She sings on stage.
Her quiet eyes seemed to see all the people in the audience, and it seemed that she didn't see anyone at all, as if her life and breath were completely isolated from this world, no one could catch her, no one could approach her.
in the dark.
Ou Chen stared at her silently.
As if there was an air of fate flowing in the foam bar, the beautiful green lace on his wrist fluttered gently...
"...
remember to forget forget
you pass me
After all, it was just a chance meeting
won't be easy
i have a lifetime
enough to forget
I still have a lifetime
can be used for hard work
I will definitely forget you
......"
The sound of singing floated faintly in the bar.
There was enthusiastic applause from the audience, and the guests held the venue and shouted "One more song!" "One more song!" Thanks to the accompanying band members.Then she turned and stepped off the stage, walking towards one of the darkest corners of the bar.
Only then did Ou Chen realize that there was a person standing there.
It was the guy who walked on stage that day.
He stood leaning against the wall, his face could not be seen clearly in the darkness, but there was a kind of light that seemed to come out of his body.
She walks up to him.
She smiled at him, that smile was as bright as a lily, and Ou Chen's heart suddenly tightened.The man patted her on the shoulder with a light smile, whispered a few words, and she lowered her head with a smile.Then the two walked out of the foam bar side by side from a remote and uninhabited corner.
The bar door closed silently.
It seemed as though some night chill had penetrated into it.
Ou Chen's fingers were icy cold, and his eyes became a little cold. He tightened his jaw stiffly, and drank the brandy in the wine glass in one gulp.
*** ***
The summer night wind blows gently.
It was very late at night, and there were almost no vehicles or pedestrians on the small road.There are three or two stars in the night sky, the moon has only a faint outline, and the street lamps beside the road are dim.
The path is not wide.
On both sides of the road are high walls of various households.
The road surface is paved with bluestones. The bluestones are slightly convex and concave, and there are small grasses in the gaps. Walking up, there are sometimes crisp and sometimes soft footsteps.
The shadows of the two people were stretched obliquely by the street lamps on the bluestone road.
"Tired?"
Luo Xi asked her beside her.
This night, she sang about eight or nine times, from the bar with the busiest business and the fewest guests to the bar with the busiest business and the most guests.It can be seen that she was still a little nervous at first, and her voice was still uncontrollably stiff, but she was a stubborn person after all, and she had no intention of retreating at all, insisting on finishing singing one by one.The more she sang, the better she became, and the more she sang, the more relaxed she became, and the knot in her heart seemed to be slowly unraveling bit by bit.
And just now in the foam bar.
Her performance can almost be described as perfect.
Yin Xiamo smiled and shook her head, saying:
"Not tired."
As soon as she finished speaking, she couldn't help but yawned slightly, her nose was sour, and her eyes were so sleepy that she couldn't open them immediately.Hearing Luo Xi's low laugh beside her, she rubbed her eyes embarrassedly, trying hard to drive away the tiredness and drowsiness.
"I have the qualifications to become a singer." In the night, his smile was softly illuminated by the moonlight, "Are you happy?"
Looking at him, her eyes were filled with a touch of tenderness, a kind of laziness and closeness, no longer as cold and alien as in the past:
"Thank you."
Luo Xi stared at her, very close to her:
"Thank me for what?"
"..."
She subconsciously wanted to stay away from him. These nights and this night wind suddenly made her heart palpitate, as if something uncontrollable was about to happen.She avoided his eyes, looked at the thin grass between the bluestones, and said, "Thank you for being with me these few days, so that I can no longer be afraid of the stage. I hope I can have the opportunity to repay you in the future..."
"You're wrong," he chuckled, "I should be the one thanking you."
She froze.
A path in the middle of the night.
It was silent.
The two are so close.
The body temperature of each other is mixed with each other.
"Do you know?" Luo Xi's smile was as beautiful as a cherry blossom, revealing a faint enchantment of night mist, "I am very grateful that you fell in love with me."
Yin Xiamo raised her face in astonishment.
"Because you liked me, that's why you rejected me so strongly at the beginning; because you liked me, you haven't forgotten me for so many years; because you like me..." There was a charming bewitch in his low voice, his eyes were dark and bright, "You'll trust me and relax and sing in front of me."
That voice was full of mist.
Her mind gradually went blank.
As if hypnotized, the surrounding night also curled up with white mist, the slightly wet bluestone road, the distant starlight, his smile was soft and graceful, and a warm body fragrance lingered in her nose and breath.She looked at him, and at that moment, her eyes were a little dazed.It wasn't until the night wind blew past that she quietly pinched her fingertips into her palms that her eyes became calm and indifferent again.
Luo Xi said disappointedly:
"Xia Mo, being too rational can sometimes be boring."
She said lightly:
"It's always more interesting than being molested by you."
His eyes suddenly lit up again:
"Flirting? Then you were moved just now, right?"
She was so annoyed that she almost bit her lip, turned her head sideways, and felt that she was acquiescing, so she hurriedly turned her head back, and at this moment, her lips were kissed.
He kissed her lightly.
The quiet and deep bluestone path, with high walls on both sides, the starlight is very faint, and the street lights are dim.His lips were a little cold, and her lips were also a little cold. He leaned over and kissed her lightly, her eyes were wide open in shock, he looked into her eyes and kissed her, the kiss was very light and icy cold.As if afraid that she would forget, or that he himself would forget, when he kissed her, he kept looking into her eyes.
late at night.
The shadows of the two people were reflected obliquely on the slightly wet ground.
Yin Xiamo's fingers trembled a little, but her voice was as calm as ever: "If this is the way you want to repay, then I don't owe you anything anymore." After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave, with a cold breath all over her body.
Luo Xi took her hand:
"Xia Mo, you like me."
She closed her eyes, and all kinds of cursing words poured out of her chest, but finally her reason overcame her impulse, and she replied with the most indifferent voice in her life:
"Sorry, I don't like you."
"really?"
With a low smile, he pulled her body back with force on his wrist.She didn't expect his strength to be so great, she staggered and almost fell into his arms without any defense.He hugged her shoulders, and the temperature of his palm scorched her skin through her skirt.
"Admit it..." He stared into her eyes, "Is it that difficult to admit that you like me?" His voice floated gently in the night, with a sigh like a star.
In the middle of the night, there is a transparent and enchanting white mist.
"Admit it, I am the same kind of person as you," slender fingers slowly stroked her face, cold fingers, but left fiery marks on her skin, "The same kind of people who have a fatal attraction to each other People. So, the first time we saw each other, we already fell in love with each other. Because we fell in love with you so inexplicably and strongly, that’s why we childishly and subconsciously made actions that disgusted you to attract you; you also because Hate yourself being attracted to me, that's why you repel me so strongly, don't you?"
In the fog in the middle of the night, his eyes are transparent and lonely:
"Xia Mo, this is our destiny. Why resist, why not admit it, since you and I are destined to love each other..."
The night wind blows gently.
She tried hard to keep herself cold and indifferent.She knew she was being hypnotized by him, she knew he was using his beauty and words to seduce her to capture her, she knew what he wanted to do.
but--
Such a night.
Such fog.
Such a lonely and sad Luoxi.
So tired herself.
The beautiful and deep summer night, the deep path, the dim street lights, when Luo Xi lowered his head and kissed her again, Yin Xia Mo closed his eyes slightly tiredly.At first he just kissed her softly, like dewdrops in the morning, gently and rollingly, the kiss became deeper and deeper, his lips became more and more passionate, and his breath became hotter and hotter.
Intense and passionate kisses.
This kiss was full of lust, he hugged her tightly, pressed her warm body against his body, he kissed her passionately, and a low, blushing and heartbeating sound escaped from the rubbing of his lips moan.
He kissed her passionately, there was mist in his eyes, his cheeks were as red as cherry blossoms, he looked at her in a daze, damn it, he just wanted to break the indifferent look on her face, damn it, he knew he couldn't kiss like this she.Kissing her lightly, he will not indulge too deeply, and he can still control his reason.And kissing her like this, he felt that he was going crazy, she was like poison, he knew that he would kiss her to death, but he couldn't let her go, he couldn't let her go, even if he died, he still wanted to kiss her together die!
Her body became hot and hot!
It was as if something was burning in her blood, which she had never felt before!She suddenly felt a strong fear, as if she would fall and be destroyed!He kissed her, and she kissed him, and when she realized it, she actually kissed him too!His lips were hot, her lips were hot, she panicked and struggled to push him away, and his kiss, his kiss, made her body tremble shamefully and hot!
"flute----!"
Suddenly, a car horn sounded sharp and harsh on the small road in the middle of the night!
Dazzling headlights!
It illuminates the road as bright as day!
Yin Xiamo woke up immediately, she quickly stretched out her hand and pulled Luo Xi to the side of the road, pressing her back against the high wall.Panting hard, she used the back of her hand to block the dazzling lights of the car in embarrassment. Only from the corner of her eye, she saw what seemed to be a luxurious sports car. The windows reflected light in the dark night, so she couldn't see anyone inside.
The car drove away slowly in front of her.
An inexplicable feeling suddenly flashed in her heart, as if there was a pain somewhere.
The stars are sparse.
The street lights were dim.
The path was silent again.
Only then did Yin Xiamo realize that she and Luo Xi were still hugging each other, and her head was leaning against his chest!He squinted at her with a smile.
For no reason——
Her cheeks turned red with embarrassment!
"you like me."
Luo Xi's eyes seemed to be filled with dense night mist, hazy and enchanting.
"Let's fall in love."
He put his arms around her shoulders and kissed her seaweed hair.
She didn't seem to hear it, and looked up at the night sky in silence.Leaning against the high wall, in his arms, she could hear her chaotic heartbeat, and there was still a hot breath in her body.
*** ***
end of the road.
Lamborghini sports cars parked on the side of the road.
The lights in the car were not turned on, and Ou Chen held the steering wheel tightly with his hands.He silently looked at the dark night in front of him, his jaw was tense and tight, and his tight lips revealed loneliness and loneliness.
That night, all the media enthusiastically pushed the news that Luo Xi appeared in Rainbow Plaza and performed on the same stage with Yin Xiamo, a trainee from SUN Company, competing to guess the relationship between Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo.Although Luo Xi has been rumored a lot since his debut, he has only gotten closer to popular female artists, and this is the first time he has been involved with an unknown newcomer.
In the next few days, all the hot searches about Luoxi Rainbow Plaza remained high, and all the short videos related to Luoxi Rainbow Plaza received an astonishing number of hits, and some related speculations were also released, such as whether Yin Xiamo Luo Xi's new girlfriend, whether Luo Xi has officially broken up with the popular singer Shen Qiang, and Shen Qiang's depressed friends came to comfort her...
in the afternoon.
Sun's office on the second floor.
Yalun put down the phone and said to Zeni behind the desk:
"It's another program that invites Xia Mo to participate."
Since Luoxi appeared on Sunday, countless calls have been made to the company one after another, asking for an interview with Xia Mo, requesting the company to provide Xia Mo's information, and inviting Xia Mo to appear on the show.Overnight, it seemed that Xia Mo had become popular!
Zeni smiled and stroked the gemstone ring on his finger:
"Luo Xi is indeed Luo Xi, as long as he has a relationship with him, he can immediately become the focus of the world. It seems that Xia Mo has some luck."
Ya Lun was a little hesitant: "But, Xia Mo sings..." Ordinarily, with Xia Mo's current high exposure rate, it is very appropriate to release a single while debuting.However, can a singer who cannot sing in front of a crowd be called a singer?
Zeni opened the folder, and all the photos of the five girls were inside.
"Who do you think is qualified to make an official debut?"
"Pan Nan."
"Okay! Pan Nan passed the vote unanimously." Zeni smiled with satisfaction, and then asked, "Who else?"
Ya Lun's gaze swept across the photo, Kexin, Daisy, Wei Yin, Xia Mo, he shook his head, and looked again, Daisy, Xia Mo...
"Daisy is not bad, but she seems to lack popularity. The crowd may be temporarily attracted to her, but it will not last long." Ya Lun felt it was a pity. Daisy is actually a very hardworking girl and very ambitious, but the company There is already a Vivian of the same type in here.Although Wei'an has been plagued by scandals recently, after all, she has a considerable fan base, and it is impossible for Daisy to surpass her.
"So, the crux of the problem is..." The ruby ring flashed a deep light, "Whether Xia Mo can overcome her inability to sing in front of people."
The voice did not fall.
Zenny's cell phone rang.
*** ***
It's the same French restaurant.
There are rustic-style tablecloths with red checks on a white background, shiny silver tableware, a white rose in a thin-necked vase, red sofa chairs, and a violinist playing elegant and romantic tunes.
There are still not many guests.
There are green plants covering the side, and the location is very secluded.
"What are you thinking about?"
Luo Xi put down the knife and fork in his hand and stared at Yin Xiamo who was opposite.This was the first time I saw her again since the day at Rainbow Square.I thought she might become friendly to him, and of course she might think he was nosy.No matter what kind of attitude she had, he was already mentally prepared.
And she just ate quietly.
"Is the food so delicious?" Luo Xi complained slightly, "It's so delicious that you won't even pay attention to me? Then I won't bring you here again next time..."
Yin Xiamo looked up at him.
Her eyes were very quiet, she looked at him carefully for a long time, her eyes were clear and serious: "Please tell me."
"...?"
"Why did you appear in Rainbow Square?" She stared at him without moving her eyes.
"Why do you think I am?" Luo Xi smiled softly.
"For—to show off?"
"Show off?" He smiled like a crimson cherry blossom, "If I want to show off, I should appear on the pink stage, so that the crowds of audiences can reflect your desertedness. That can not only show off, but also hurt you, making you a The singer's wish was completely shattered."
She is silent.Yes, he should have done that.Didn't he hate her for being cold when he let him go back then, so he should take revenge on her like this.
"Xia Mo..." Luo Xi was also silent.After a long time, he tightened his lips and said in a low voice, "How can you not treat me like this?"
She looked at him in astonishment.
"Did I do something wrong?" Luo Xi's eyes were dark, and there was a kind of vulnerability in his eyes, "Since I appeared in front of you five years ago, it was as if I was your enemy, and you carefully guarded against me and declared war You warned me...Maybe, I did something wrong. I shouldn't have thrown away the things others gave me, and I shouldn't have said angrily that I wanted revenge when you sent me to the airport. But, Xia Mo, you really Can't you feel my mood?"
She froze.
His voice was low and hoarse: "Whenever I fall in love with a family, they always choose to give up on me in the end... Can you understand the feeling of being thrown away like trash... I just want to protect myself from When I was hurt, I just felt sad when I was hurt, and I just said some inappropriate things when I was sad... But, did I miss anything to you, to Xiaocheng, to Yin's father and mother?"
Yin Xiamo looked at him quietly.Scenes of the past emerged from her mind, no, he never really did anything to hurt her family.
but……
Her heart throbbed suddenly, and her eyes dimmed.
but……
How could those things be caused by Luo Xi?Thinking about it carefully, she might actually be venting her anger on Luo Xi.It was not Luo Xi who was willfully twisted, but herself.
"sorry."
Yin Xiamo said softly.
Deep in Luo Xi's eyes, there seemed to be a beautiful night mist, moist and crystal clear. He smiled at her because he could hear the guilt and sincerity in her voice.
"Thank you."
He suddenly smiled like a child again.
Yin Xiamo was completely stunned, she stared at Luo Xi's smile in a daze.Was she thinking too much before?It turned out that under his armor-like self-protection, he could be happy simply because of her words, but before, she always used gloomy motives to speculate on him.
*** ***
Large black desk, black marble floor, dark green curtains, and white screens.Secretary Simon stood beside him quietly, and Ou Chen had been fascinated by the girl's photo on Weibo for a long time.
She looked into the man's eyes.
The two held hands together.
It seemed that the sunshine of the whole world was shining on her and him.
Fingertips brushed the girl's face on the screen, her ocean-like eyes, her thick long hair like seaweed, and then, Ou Chen's fingers gradually clenched, his cold face revealed a kind of confusion.For some reason, ever since he saw this girl in Rainbow Square that day, he couldn't get her out of his mind, and he always thought of her every second.
last night……
He had that nightmare again.
In the night sky, in the mist, the girl's back disappeared lightly, the painful remorse, the heartache that couldn't be relieved no matter how hard she struggled, the girl's back disappeared into the dark night, she didn't look back, she was swallowed by the darkness... …
There are still cherry trees...
There is still green lace floating lonely in the night sky...
ask her...
call her...
All she left him was a resolute back...
Anyway request...
Shout anyway...
She disappeared into the night, not even turning her head, even refusing to look at him again...
The world is dark...
no more light...
Life will never be complete again...
He woke up from the nightmare in horror!He was dripping with sweat, and his heart ached so badly that he was panting non-stop. In the dark, he sat for a long, long time until the sweat on his body gradually cooled.For five years, he had never seen the girl in his dream. He closed his eyes with a wry smile, and at this moment, the face of the girl in Rainbow Square suddenly flashed into his mind again.Before he knew it, he sat on the bed for a whole night, with Green Lace quietly accompanying him beside the pillow.
Today, Simon found some information about that girl.
Her name is Yin Xiamo.
She is an artist who has not officially debuted in Sun Company, and the performance at Rainbow Plaza that day was a competition for popularity on the spot.She was born in an orphanage, and after the death of her adoptive parents, she raised a younger brother independently. Her life was very difficult, but she still insisted on studying in college.
Yin Xiamo...
Should he be familiar with the name?Why, this name, so strange, can tug at the deepest string in his heart.
*** ***
The violinist played a beautiful and lively melody in a French restaurant.
The roses exude an elegant fragrance in the vase.
Since the words "I'm sorry" and "Thank you", Yin Xiamo's heart knot seemed to be untied like a spell that lifted the magic spell.People of the same kind may not necessarily hurt each other, perhaps, it will be easier to communicate, and you can know each other's mind without saying a lot.Then she discovered that she and Luo Xi could actually talk like friends for many years.
"Why do you want to be a singer?" Luo Xi asked her.Whether it was five years ago or now, as long as she stands on the stage, she seems to have some kind of insurmountable knot in her heart.She'd never been one to overestimate herself, so he really wondered why she was trying to be a singer.
Yin Xiamo smiled faintly:
"I need money."
I didn't expect her to answer so directly. Looking into her clear eyes, Luo Xi's heart seemed to have a warm current flowing quietly.Yes, she had spoken to him as a friend.
"if……"
"If you say that sentence," she picked up the coffee cup and put it gently on her lips, "what dare I say to you in the future."
Luo Xi looked at her.
She was drinking coffee peacefully, wearing a simple white shirt and denim skirt, but her expression was poised.She looked up at him, her eyes were clear and calm, and she smiled and said, "If you help me with money, I will feel cheap."
Seeing the determination in her eyes, he whispered understandingly:
"So, you must be a singer?"
Yin Xiamo smiled, feeling a little dazed, thinking of Xiao Cheng's reaction when she saw her singing with Luo Xi on stage on Weibo a few days ago.
…………
……
"why?!"
Yin Cheng sadly put the phone screen in front of her, his face flushed a little, but he still restrained his tone.Her body froze, and she planned to tell him after a while, so as not to affect his college entrance examination and voluntary report.Breathing quietly, she calmed herself down, looked at him and said:
"That's it."
"sister!"
"I want to be a singer, that's it." Her eyes were indifferent, as if this was nothing more than a trivial matter.
Yin Cheng said hoarsely: "It's for me again, isn't it? Is it for my tuition? Or is it for my medical expenses? Sis, can I just be your burden forever?"
"It's none of your business."
She avoided his gaze.
After a while, his eyes dimmed: "Sister, I want to apply for a major in architecture."
She was surprised: "No."
Yin Cheng was silent.From childhood to adulthood, my sister fought with other children in the orphanage because of him, because he refused to go to the family that only wanted to adopt her, because of his illness, he dropped out of school halfway, because of him, he went to work everywhere, because of him...
At this moment, he didn't even care about how his sister reunited with brother Luo Xi, whom he had always liked since childhood, and his whole body was surrounded by a painful emotion.
He doesn't want to go to the art department.
Studying fine arts is too expensive. He wants to study architecture, which is more practical and can earn more money for the family earlier.
"Xiao Cheng," Yin Xiamo took his stiff arm and said softly, "Don't think too much, it really has nothing to do with you, I want to be a singer and enter the entertainment industry. Don't study architecture, you are born Artists, free creation is your value."
"I have decided."
She thought for a while: "I'll help you fill out the enrollment application form."
"I want to study architecture."
"I said no." She frowned, "I'll fill out the volunteer form for you now, and tell me where to fill it out."
"I've submitted it."
Yin Xiamo stared at him, and finally suppressed the anger in his chest, picked up the phone, and quickly found the phone number of Xiaocheng's class teacher from the address book: "Hello, is this Teacher Lu?...I am Yin Cheng's sister... The admission form he filled out..."
The mobile phone was taken away suddenly.
Yin Xiamo saw in disbelief that Yin Cheng actually cut off the call. .
"Sister, look at me." He said sadly, "I've grown up, I'm not a child anymore. I should take care of my sister, instead of you taking care of me all the time. The entertainment industry is so chaotic and complicated, you can't go to Sister, let me take care of you? Don't go to work, don't work so hard to make money, I have grown up long ago, I can make money. I can learn architecture and draw blueprints..."
"Enough!" She interrupted him with a sip, "I'm my sister, you don't have to worry about everything! Come on, I'll go to school with you, first change your choice back!"
Yin Cheng stood still.
She panicked: "What exactly do you want?!"
"I study architecture," he looked at her, "you don't want to enter the entertainment industry."
Yin Xiamo waved her palm in shock!
"Snapped--!"
This slap turned Yin Cheng's face sideways!
Her hand froze in mid-air, he was stunned, the air seemed to freeze.For a long time, her fingers clenched stiffly, hanging stiffly beside her.Looking at his shocked and painful eyes, her face gradually turned cold, without any emotion:
"Okay, let me tell you. I don't want to step into the entertainment industry for you, but for myself. I'm fed up with this kind of life, only relying on odd jobs every day and night. Even if you go out to work, you can How much money can I earn? I don't want to live in poverty anymore. This may be my only chance. Even if I try my best, I will seize it. So, whether you like it or not, whether you agree or not, I will make it happen it."
Yin Cheng's face was pale.
He stared at her, as if he couldn't believe that the words came from her mouth.
"And you," Yin Xiamo said with cold eyes, "if you don't study art, then don't recognize me as a sister in the future."
……
…………
Elegant French restaurant.
"Yes."
Yin Xiamo put down the coffee cup and pulled his thoughts back from the memory.Since the dispute that day, although Xiao Cheng continued to cook and clean up the house, he never spoke to her again, and the two fell into a cold war.She regretted being too impulsive at the time. Since she was a child, she had never hit Xiao Cheng. Why did she suddenly lose control of her emotions at that moment?However, if you slap Xiao Cheng, he can make him think that she really entered the entertainment circle for his own desire, and it can make him continue to study art without guilt... Although this slap makes her feel sore It hurts again, and she will never regret it.
"I must be a singer."
A determined look flashed across her face.
Luo Xi stared at her thoughtfully, finally nodded and said:
"it is good."
After finishing speaking, he raised his hand to call the waiter, paid the bill, then stood up, took her right hand, and walked towards the restaurant door.The other diners on both sides of the aisle discovered that the superstar Luo Xi was in the same restaurant as them, and they looked up at him with surprise and joy.
Yin Xiamo was pulled forward by him, not knowing what he wanted to do, struggling and shouting:
"Luo Xi..."
Luo Xi turned around, smiled and winked at her:
"follow me."
*** ***
Empty stage.
There was no one in the empty auditorium, and the dark red velvet curtains blocked all the light, just like the night.Only a stream of white light was shot from above the stage, and the light was sharp and bright, shining in the center of the stage.
Yin Xiamo stood in that beam of light.
Luo Xi sat in front of the piano, his fingers pressed the black and white keys, the notes danced softly, it turned out to be the melody of "Diamond".
The Baolai Concert Hall during the day was originally refused to enter. Yin Xiamo didn't know what method Luo Xi used to make the manager of the concert hall respectfully welcome him and her in, and arranged for the lighting engineer to light up the lights before leaving quietly with the lighting engineer.
In the huge music venue, there were only her and Luo Xi.
"You sing this song very well."
Her slender fingers played the piano, and Luo Xi smiled.Five years ago, he hadn't actually heard her sing, she and Xiao Cheng always danced and sang along.And in Rainbow Square, it was the first time he heard her singing, it was so penetrating and emotional.Maybe, she really should be a singer.
"Did you hear that?" Yin Xiamo was startled.Didn't he just pass by occasionally and see her?How can I hear her sing.
"Yeah. I arrived at Rainbow Plaza very early that day, parked the car where you couldn't find it, and waited for a long time before you sang this song." He looked up at her and smiled, "Sing it to me again okay?"
She looked at him.
His eyes are soft and bright like stars:
"I'm the only audience, so just sing for me alone, okay?"
On an empty stage.
In the white light.
Facing the empty auditorium.
Yin Xiamo began to sing.
"...
if crying and begging
If you pretend you don't know you've always loved her
if i get on my knees and beg you
can you stay for me
……
you buy her diamonds
you are sad for her
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
……
everyone loves her
she's a perfect diamond
she is noble she is beautiful
she is pure she is flawless
I am the humble sand that blows with the wind
i'm cheap i'm adrift
I am sophisticated and complicated
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
......"
She understood Luo Xi's intentions.He brought her here to let her get familiar with the stage, the feeling of singing on stage, and get rid of the knot of not being able to sing in front of the audience.
That's what she wanted to do too.
If you want to be a singer, you must learn to sing in front of countless audiences.Trying to adjust her breathing, she sang, restraining the thought of closing her eyes facing the auditorium, she forced herself to open them and look at the audience.
Don't be afraid, Yin Xiamo, you are no longer that powerless little girl back then.Her nails dug into her palms painfully, and she told herself silently in her heart.You have to forget the past in order to get what you want.Yin Xiamo, you can no longer be that little girl who trembled when she stood on the stage in the past!
"...
i know you love her
love her like a diamond
even if she doesn't love you
you still love her foolishly
like i love you
foolishly in love with her
……
i can pretend i don't know you love her
i can cry and beg you
If kneeling in front of you can soften your heart
or even if i die
you won't stay either
......"
Fingers gracefully playing the black and white keys, Luo Xi looked at Yin Xiamo in the beam of light in the center of the stage.She stood stubbornly, with her back straight, her hands clenched into fists at her sides, her eyes were flustered and frightened, but she seemed to be forcing herself to stare at the auditorium below the stage without blinking.
He could hear her throat tightening.
Her singing is also getting tighter.
"look at me."
Luo Xi said softly amidst the sound of the piano.
Yin Xiamo's breathing was a little disordered and rapid.In the darkness, the auditorium below the stage seemed like a man-eating beast, roaring lowly, changing shape silently, slowing down its huge body, approaching her step by step.
It seems that someone is talking.
She couldn't hear well.
The eardrums buzzed.
Luo Xi put more force on his fingers, and the sound of the piano suddenly became louder, and his voice was very clear in the sound of the piano:
"Xia Mo, look at me."
She turned to look at him startled.
The sound of the piano is flowing in the empty concert hall.
"The audience is just rows of empty seats, only me, your audience." Luo Xi looked at her calmly, "Singing is for yourself, for your audience, not for nothing Seat and fear. So if you need to watch something, watch me."
His smile is serene and distant, his eyes are black and shiny, and his lips are as beautiful as cherry blossoms.Just like the beer-drunk night five years ago, the faint starlight, the slightly drunken night fog, and the beautiful cherry blossom trees.There is no separation, no sorrow, no resentment, everything is beautiful like a dream.
"...
if crying and begging
If you pretend you don't know you've always loved her
if i get on my knees and beg you
can you stay for me
……
you buy her diamonds
you are sad for her
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
......"
The dark red velvet curtain made the concert hall as dark as the night, Luo Xi played the piano, his fingers kept on the black and white keys, playing the same melody over and over again.In the snow-white light beams on the stage, Yin Xiamo sang the same song over and over again in the light beams.She looked at him, and he smiled at her, that smile was like a faint mist, warm and dense, permeating the air, making everything peaceful and soothing.
Her singing gradually became less tense.
The panic in her eyes faded away bit by bit, and became clear and transparent again.
Her expression gradually returned to her usual calmness.
"...
everyone loves her
she's a perfect diamond
she is noble she is beautiful
she is pure she is flawless
I am the humble sand that blows with the wind
i'm cheap i'm adrift
I am sophisticated and complicated
She is a priceless diamond
I am worthless sand
......"
In the darkness, the side door of the concert hall was gently opened, and a figure walked in.The figure walked from the back to the first row of the auditorium and sat down in the middle of the seat.
Yin Xiamo looked at the figure.
Pan Nan smiled and waved to her in the auditorium, and then quietly listened to her singing with her chin resting on her cheek.
Luo Xi stared at Yin Xiamo while playing the piano, until her gaze shifted back from Pan Nan.He smiled and, as if tirelessly, played out the melody of "Diamonds" over and over, regardless of whether she was singing or not.
Looking into Luo Xi's eyes.
Yin Xiamo's heart calmed down again.
"...
i know you love her
love her like a diamond
even if she doesn't love you
you still love her foolishly
like i love you
foolishly in love with her
……
i can pretend i don't know you love her
i can cry and beg you
If kneeling in front of you can soften your heart
or even if i die
you won't stay either
......"
It was like a rehearsal beforehand. After Pan Nan came in, every few minutes someone would come in from the side door of the concert hall and sit down in the auditorium to listen to her singing.
First is Kexin.
Then there's Jam.
And then there's Jalen.
Then there's Zeny.
Then the manager of the concert hall.
Then there's the lighting guy.
Then there are strangers.
Another stranger.
Another stranger.
……
In the auditorium of the Baolai Concert Hall, people gradually changed from twos and threes to seven or eight people, then a dozen people, then dozens of people.The audience was very quiet, listening intently in the dark to Yin Xiamo singing "Diamond" over and over again.
*** ***
late at night.
Foam bar.
The most famous bar in the downtown area is the Bubble Bar, which is at its busiest time.The forest-like dark green neon signboard is shining in the night, the bar is dimly lit, every corner is full of guests, waiters shuttle back and forth, the sound of wine glasses clinking, whispers, and laughter, The bartenders are dizzyingly playing a lot of fancy cocktails, and the band is singing rock and roll crazily on the front stage, which ignites the atmosphere in the bar to the highest point.
There is a secluded location by the bar counter of the bar. The dense dark green plants subtly separate it from other noisy areas, keeping it clean without obstructing the sight line.Many first-timers to the Bubble Bar try to sit there, only to be told to sit elsewhere apologetically by the waiter.There used to be drunken guests who insisted on sitting there, and even clashed with the security guards of the bar, but ended up being "sent" out.
Over time.
No one goes anywhere near that seat.
It becomes the most mysterious corner of the foam bar.
Tonight, there was a guest there.
Because of the cover of the plants, people in the bar could only vaguely see his silhouette.Tall and handsome, with jet-black hair, and a piece of green lace wrapped around his wrist, he drank silently, his facial features were handsome and slightly arrogant.
Loud bar.
His indifferent back looks out of tune with the environment here.
The band played and sang hoarsely, the guests talked and laughed loudly, and the air was filled with the intoxicating smell of alcohol.The wine glass was pushed forward, and the bartender behind the bar immediately poured brandy into the glass.
Ou Chen frowned and stared at the swaying transparent liquid in the wine glass, some holes were reflected in the dark pupils, he raised his head slightly, and the hot burning sensation immediately burned down his throat.He also didn't understand why he left the banquet and came to the noisy bar.Looking at the wine glass, he smiled expressionlessly. Perhaps, the world is too quiet, as quiet as if something just died.
The wine glass is empty again.
The bartender said, "Ocean, you've had ten..."
Ou Chen looked at him indifferently.
The bartender shook his head and poured the brandy on.
Ou Chen sat silently, stroking the rim of the wine glass with his fingers.Yin Xiamo...has no memory of her...because it is a completely unfamiliar name, so she has no memory at all...or...he forgot something...in the lost memory of five years ago, he knew Is this the name...
Since waking up in the hospital five years ago, he seemed to have lost the most important part of his life.His father told Steward Shen that he had been living in France because of a car accident that caused partial memory loss in his brain.
However, he has always had the habit of keeping a diary, but he couldn't find the diary, all the servants at home were replaced with new ones, and the photos from the five years of amnesia were lost, only the old photos remained.And since then, he began to have the same nightmare over and over again, and the pain in the nightmare was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
After all, what happened five years ago?
He pressed Steward Shen, but Steward Shen swore to God that the part of his memory that he had lost had no special content, so he didn't need to worry about it.Although he didn't believe Steward Shen's flickering words, he even tried to hire a private detective, but since he was a child, the information about him has always been tightly blocked from the outside world.In the absence of any clues from him, the private detective is also helpless in the task of recovering his memories of the past five years.He tried to recall it by himself, but as long as he recalled it, the pain in his head would be unbearable.
Slowly, he finally gave up gradually.
Until he saw that girl in Rainbow Square...that girl named Yin Xiamo...as if there was something unforgettable in his mind that couldn't get rid of it...
The band's rock and roll is over.
The bar became quieter for a while.
Ou Chen looked indifferently at the band members on the stage who were hurriedly packing their instruments, and suddenly, his eyes that were about to move away suddenly froze there!
from a dark corner.
A girl came onto the stage.
Her smile was quiet and beautiful, and she talked to the band members gently, and she seemed to conquer all the members in that band immediately.The members of the band picked up their instruments again and started to play. The music sounded. It was an old song called "Remember to Forget".
The girl walks up to the microphone stand on the stage.
She took a deep breath, her eyes were quiet and transparent like an elf in the night, she began to sing to the noisy crowd in the bar——
"...
Before turning around, I suddenly thought of you again
You who smiled on the day we met
that smile
still beautiful
It's a pity that that person often makes people cry
......"
Dim light.
In the corner of the foam bar, which was covered by dense green plants, Ou Chen felt a dull pain in his chest.He closed his eyes, shook his head, and pulled a self-deprecating wry smile from the corner of his mouth.Silently raised his head to drink the wine again, he took a deep breath and opened his eyes.
but--
She didn't disappear like sea foam...
She really stood on the stage and appeared in his sight again!
"...
A city that is too dazzling is not suitable for stargazing
Just like your heart is not suitable for talking about stability
thank you for breaking my heart
Learning to love is not obsession
People can't change things that can't be changed
......"
Girl sings into a microphone.
With a faint smile and light eyes, her face as white as ivory and long hair as thick as seaweed made her look like a lazy little mermaid.She was completely different from her performance in Rainbow Square that day. She could no longer see any trace of tension on her body, and her singing voice was relaxed and beautiful.
Ou Chen's fingers clenched the wine glass tightly.
There seemed to be a tingling pain in his back slowly spreading throughout his body, the fundus of his eyes turned dark green, and his jaw gradually tightened.
In a secluded corner, he stared deeply at the singing girl.
Her name is Yin Xiamo.
"...
remember to forget forget
I remind myself
you are already
A figure in the crowd
long time
I should have new memories
……
People can't decide who to fall in love with
But at least you can decide whether to give up or not
i admit i
still love you
But I'll never touch this memory again
......"
She sings on stage.
Her quiet eyes seemed to see all the people in the audience, and it seemed that she didn't see anyone at all, as if her life and breath were completely isolated from this world, no one could catch her, no one could approach her.
in the dark.
Ou Chen stared at her silently.
As if there was an air of fate flowing in the foam bar, the beautiful green lace on his wrist fluttered gently...
"...
remember to forget forget
you pass me
After all, it was just a chance meeting
won't be easy
i have a lifetime
enough to forget
I still have a lifetime
can be used for hard work
I will definitely forget you
......"
The sound of singing floated faintly in the bar.
There was enthusiastic applause from the audience, and the guests held the venue and shouted "One more song!" "One more song!" Thanks to the accompanying band members.Then she turned and stepped off the stage, walking towards one of the darkest corners of the bar.
Only then did Ou Chen realize that there was a person standing there.
It was the guy who walked on stage that day.
He stood leaning against the wall, his face could not be seen clearly in the darkness, but there was a kind of light that seemed to come out of his body.
She walks up to him.
She smiled at him, that smile was as bright as a lily, and Ou Chen's heart suddenly tightened.The man patted her on the shoulder with a light smile, whispered a few words, and she lowered her head with a smile.Then the two walked out of the foam bar side by side from a remote and uninhabited corner.
The bar door closed silently.
It seemed as though some night chill had penetrated into it.
Ou Chen's fingers were icy cold, and his eyes became a little cold. He tightened his jaw stiffly, and drank the brandy in the wine glass in one gulp.
*** ***
The summer night wind blows gently.
It was very late at night, and there were almost no vehicles or pedestrians on the small road.There are three or two stars in the night sky, the moon has only a faint outline, and the street lamps beside the road are dim.
The path is not wide.
On both sides of the road are high walls of various households.
The road surface is paved with bluestones. The bluestones are slightly convex and concave, and there are small grasses in the gaps. Walking up, there are sometimes crisp and sometimes soft footsteps.
The shadows of the two people were stretched obliquely by the street lamps on the bluestone road.
"Tired?"
Luo Xi asked her beside her.
This night, she sang about eight or nine times, from the bar with the busiest business and the fewest guests to the bar with the busiest business and the most guests.It can be seen that she was still a little nervous at first, and her voice was still uncontrollably stiff, but she was a stubborn person after all, and she had no intention of retreating at all, insisting on finishing singing one by one.The more she sang, the better she became, and the more she sang, the more relaxed she became, and the knot in her heart seemed to be slowly unraveling bit by bit.
And just now in the foam bar.
Her performance can almost be described as perfect.
Yin Xiamo smiled and shook her head, saying:
"Not tired."
As soon as she finished speaking, she couldn't help but yawned slightly, her nose was sour, and her eyes were so sleepy that she couldn't open them immediately.Hearing Luo Xi's low laugh beside her, she rubbed her eyes embarrassedly, trying hard to drive away the tiredness and drowsiness.
"I have the qualifications to become a singer." In the night, his smile was softly illuminated by the moonlight, "Are you happy?"
Looking at him, her eyes were filled with a touch of tenderness, a kind of laziness and closeness, no longer as cold and alien as in the past:
"Thank you."
Luo Xi stared at her, very close to her:
"Thank me for what?"
"..."
She subconsciously wanted to stay away from him. These nights and this night wind suddenly made her heart palpitate, as if something uncontrollable was about to happen.She avoided his eyes, looked at the thin grass between the bluestones, and said, "Thank you for being with me these few days, so that I can no longer be afraid of the stage. I hope I can have the opportunity to repay you in the future..."
"You're wrong," he chuckled, "I should be the one thanking you."
She froze.
A path in the middle of the night.
It was silent.
The two are so close.
The body temperature of each other is mixed with each other.
"Do you know?" Luo Xi's smile was as beautiful as a cherry blossom, revealing a faint enchantment of night mist, "I am very grateful that you fell in love with me."
Yin Xiamo raised her face in astonishment.
"Because you liked me, that's why you rejected me so strongly at the beginning; because you liked me, you haven't forgotten me for so many years; because you like me..." There was a charming bewitch in his low voice, his eyes were dark and bright, "You'll trust me and relax and sing in front of me."
That voice was full of mist.
Her mind gradually went blank.
As if hypnotized, the surrounding night also curled up with white mist, the slightly wet bluestone road, the distant starlight, his smile was soft and graceful, and a warm body fragrance lingered in her nose and breath.She looked at him, and at that moment, her eyes were a little dazed.It wasn't until the night wind blew past that she quietly pinched her fingertips into her palms that her eyes became calm and indifferent again.
Luo Xi said disappointedly:
"Xia Mo, being too rational can sometimes be boring."
She said lightly:
"It's always more interesting than being molested by you."
His eyes suddenly lit up again:
"Flirting? Then you were moved just now, right?"
She was so annoyed that she almost bit her lip, turned her head sideways, and felt that she was acquiescing, so she hurriedly turned her head back, and at this moment, her lips were kissed.
He kissed her lightly.
The quiet and deep bluestone path, with high walls on both sides, the starlight is very faint, and the street lights are dim.His lips were a little cold, and her lips were also a little cold. He leaned over and kissed her lightly, her eyes were wide open in shock, he looked into her eyes and kissed her, the kiss was very light and icy cold.As if afraid that she would forget, or that he himself would forget, when he kissed her, he kept looking into her eyes.
late at night.
The shadows of the two people were reflected obliquely on the slightly wet ground.
Yin Xiamo's fingers trembled a little, but her voice was as calm as ever: "If this is the way you want to repay, then I don't owe you anything anymore." After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave, with a cold breath all over her body.
Luo Xi took her hand:
"Xia Mo, you like me."
She closed her eyes, and all kinds of cursing words poured out of her chest, but finally her reason overcame her impulse, and she replied with the most indifferent voice in her life:
"Sorry, I don't like you."
"really?"
With a low smile, he pulled her body back with force on his wrist.She didn't expect his strength to be so great, she staggered and almost fell into his arms without any defense.He hugged her shoulders, and the temperature of his palm scorched her skin through her skirt.
"Admit it..." He stared into her eyes, "Is it that difficult to admit that you like me?" His voice floated gently in the night, with a sigh like a star.
In the middle of the night, there is a transparent and enchanting white mist.
"Admit it, I am the same kind of person as you," slender fingers slowly stroked her face, cold fingers, but left fiery marks on her skin, "The same kind of people who have a fatal attraction to each other People. So, the first time we saw each other, we already fell in love with each other. Because we fell in love with you so inexplicably and strongly, that’s why we childishly and subconsciously made actions that disgusted you to attract you; you also because Hate yourself being attracted to me, that's why you repel me so strongly, don't you?"
In the fog in the middle of the night, his eyes are transparent and lonely:
"Xia Mo, this is our destiny. Why resist, why not admit it, since you and I are destined to love each other..."
The night wind blows gently.
She tried hard to keep herself cold and indifferent.She knew she was being hypnotized by him, she knew he was using his beauty and words to seduce her to capture her, she knew what he wanted to do.
but--
Such a night.
Such fog.
Such a lonely and sad Luoxi.
So tired herself.
The beautiful and deep summer night, the deep path, the dim street lights, when Luo Xi lowered his head and kissed her again, Yin Xia Mo closed his eyes slightly tiredly.At first he just kissed her softly, like dewdrops in the morning, gently and rollingly, the kiss became deeper and deeper, his lips became more and more passionate, and his breath became hotter and hotter.
Intense and passionate kisses.
This kiss was full of lust, he hugged her tightly, pressed her warm body against his body, he kissed her passionately, and a low, blushing and heartbeating sound escaped from the rubbing of his lips moan.
He kissed her passionately, there was mist in his eyes, his cheeks were as red as cherry blossoms, he looked at her in a daze, damn it, he just wanted to break the indifferent look on her face, damn it, he knew he couldn't kiss like this she.Kissing her lightly, he will not indulge too deeply, and he can still control his reason.And kissing her like this, he felt that he was going crazy, she was like poison, he knew that he would kiss her to death, but he couldn't let her go, he couldn't let her go, even if he died, he still wanted to kiss her together die!
Her body became hot and hot!
It was as if something was burning in her blood, which she had never felt before!She suddenly felt a strong fear, as if she would fall and be destroyed!He kissed her, and she kissed him, and when she realized it, she actually kissed him too!His lips were hot, her lips were hot, she panicked and struggled to push him away, and his kiss, his kiss, made her body tremble shamefully and hot!
"flute----!"
Suddenly, a car horn sounded sharp and harsh on the small road in the middle of the night!
Dazzling headlights!
It illuminates the road as bright as day!
Yin Xiamo woke up immediately, she quickly stretched out her hand and pulled Luo Xi to the side of the road, pressing her back against the high wall.Panting hard, she used the back of her hand to block the dazzling lights of the car in embarrassment. Only from the corner of her eye, she saw what seemed to be a luxurious sports car. The windows reflected light in the dark night, so she couldn't see anyone inside.
The car drove away slowly in front of her.
An inexplicable feeling suddenly flashed in her heart, as if there was a pain somewhere.
The stars are sparse.
The street lights were dim.
The path was silent again.
Only then did Yin Xiamo realize that she and Luo Xi were still hugging each other, and her head was leaning against his chest!He squinted at her with a smile.
For no reason——
Her cheeks turned red with embarrassment!
"you like me."
Luo Xi's eyes seemed to be filled with dense night mist, hazy and enchanting.
"Let's fall in love."
He put his arms around her shoulders and kissed her seaweed hair.
She didn't seem to hear it, and looked up at the night sky in silence.Leaning against the high wall, in his arms, she could hear her chaotic heartbeat, and there was still a hot breath in her body.
*** ***
end of the road.
Lamborghini sports cars parked on the side of the road.
The lights in the car were not turned on, and Ou Chen held the steering wheel tightly with his hands.He silently looked at the dark night in front of him, his jaw was tense and tight, and his tight lips revealed loneliness and loneliness.
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