Summer's Desire
Chapter 45 "Summer of Bubbles III" (15)
Chapter 15
The supermarket shelves are full of various brands of milk powder for pregnant women. Ou Chen carefully checks the production date and nutritional content of the milk powder, and then puts a few cans of them into the shopping basket in his hand.Still unable to let go of Xia Mo at home, he bought some fresh eggs and fish, and went to the cashier to pay.
"Dad, I want a remote control car!"
A little boy’s begging and coquettish voice came from the next shelf. The little boy’s father disagreed, saying that there were already too many remote-controlled cars at home, and he would buy new ones only if he could recite the nine-nine multiplication table.Seeing the little boy reluctantly being dragged away by his father, Ou Chen unknowingly walked to the row of shelves.
It is a shelf for children's products. Because it is a small supermarket, there are not many toys on the shelf. Some toys are for older children, such as machine guns, remote control cars, dolls, building blocks, and some toys are for children. Babies play with bells and rattles in their hands.
Ou Chen took down a rattle.
"Boom boom boom!"
With the rotation of the fingers, the small drum hammers beat the drum happily. One side of the rattle drum is painted with a cute big fat doll in the New Year picture, and the other side is painted with a golden pig with wings.Hearing the cheerful sound, Ou Chen felt a hot current in his heart. According to the calculation of the old calendar, the baby should be a pig after birth, a fat little golden pig.
On the other side of the shelves were some baby clothes.
Ou Chen gently touched one of the pure cotton newborn baby clothes, which was soft and thin, just like the delicate skin of a baby.Touching that little dress, he seemed to be able to see the baby's shiny black eyes, small hands and feet, immature "giggling" laughter and the fragrance of milk all over his body...
Standing at the door of the house, looking at the extra things in the shopping bag besides milk powder and food, a rattle, a set of baby clothes and a little pig that can run away by pulling its tail, Ou Chen suddenly felt a little embarrassed, as if in his heart Monstrous joy to be found naked.
Putting those baby items on the bottom of the shopping bag, Ou Chen took a deep breath, concealed the inexplicable uneasiness and shyness, and took out the key to open the door.
She is not up yet.
The house was quiet.
She was filming a night scene last night and came back late at night, so it would be good to sleep a little longer.Ou Chen stared at her closed door, the soft smile on the corner of his lips softened his cold and arrogant face in the past.After receiving the letter from Xiaocheng and discovering that she was pregnant, she gradually recovered miraculously.
As if she had hope and sustenance in her life, she began to eat three meals a day normally, even if she still vomited occasionally, she would insist on continuing to eat.She began to work and rest normally, although filming was busy and irregular, she always tried her best to ensure adequate sleep.She no longer closed herself up, started talking, and gradually began to smile.He didn't know whether these changes in her were because of Xiaocheng's letter or because of the baby in her womb, but as long as he saw her getting better day by day, he was already full of gratitude to God.
In the kitchen, Ou Chen cut apples, pears, and bananas into pieces, thought for a while, and then cut some carrots in. The juice machine quickly squeezed them into juice. He carefully skimmed off the foam on the juice and poured it into the glass. In the cup, a full cup.Then, he heated up the milk, toasted a few slices of toast, and fried the eggs to her favorite medium.
He looked up at the clock on the wall, and he could wake her up.
"Xia Mo."
Ou Chen stood at the door of her bedroom with a breakfast tray and knocked softly on the door.There was no movement inside the door, maybe she was still sleeping, he hesitated for a moment, but she still had an announcement in the afternoon, if she got up too late, she would be in a hurry.
"Xia Mo!"
He raised his voice slightly.
After waiting for a while, the door was still silent.
Ou Chen suddenly panicked.
The complete silence was so unsettling, he stretched out his hand and unscrewed the door knob of her bedroom, the curtains had already been drawn, and there was only neat bedding on the bed, it was empty, and there was no her in the room!
"Xia Mo!"
Putting down the tray, Ou Chen rushed into the bathroom, into Xiao Cheng's former room, and onto the balcony, everywhere was empty, without her shadow!He grabbed his cell phone and dialed her cell phone number! "Sorry, the phone you dialed is not turned on..." The monotonous voice reminded him that her phone hadn't been used for a long time!
"Xia Mo--!"
Standing stiffly in the middle of the living room, the chill suddenly gripped Ou Chen's body, and all kinds of terrifying thoughts frantically flooded into his mind!Could it be that Xiaocheng's letter extinguished her last hope, and after realizing that Xiaocheng had really gone, she no longer wanted to live? !So her peace during this period is just to wait for his negligence, so that she can leave completely? !
is that so……
Where is she, where is she now, is she still alive... No, she hadn't gone out when he went to the supermarket in the morning, she hadn't been gone for too long, he will find her, he will definitely find her!
In frantic fear, Ou Chen rushed towards the gate with a pale complexion, just as he put his hand on the doorknob, the door opened with a "crash"!
That slender figure looked into his eyes with slight shock. The light and shadow outlined her body so that it seemed real and illusory. He looked at her tremblingly, not knowing for a moment whether she was real or his hallucination!
"Xia Mo!"
Ou Chen rushed over, hugging that figure tightly, holding her tightly with all his strength, wanting to hug her into the bone marrow and melt into his flesh and blood, his body was cold and hot, feeling helpless and uneasy like a child , shouting tremblingly:
"Xia Mo! Xia Mo! Xia Mo!..."
"Ou Chen..."
Yin Xiamo looked up at him, he hugged her so tightly, it was so tight and painful, her bones were about to shatter.But she had never seen Ou Chen like this before. He who was always reserved and indifferent turned out to be so nervous. It seemed that if she appeared a second late, he would collapse.
"Sorry……"
Inexplicably, she felt pain in her heart, looking at Ou Chen who was haggard and pale because of her, and suffered all the pain and flustered because of her, the intertwined guilt, pity and reluctance gradually mixed into an unusually gentle emotion in her body.
"...I should have left a note before going out, sorry..."
These days, although her mind has been muddled, she knows that Ou Chen has always been by her side, feeding her, talking to her, cleaning her up, letting her lean into his arms every night, trying to make her sleep for a while.
At one point, she wanted so much to leave with Xiao Cheng.
However, he was by her side day and night, as if it was her last link with this world.Even in the deepest depths of pain, she could feel that he was always pulling her, holding her tight, not letting her go, not letting her go, and if she was desperate to go to hell, he would be desperate To accompany her down.
It was as if his life had been tied to her.
"Xia Mo……"
Her words and the warm body made the rationality return to Ou Chen's body little by little, he let go of her slowly, staring at her with dark eyes, his face was still a little pale.
"……where did you go?"
"I went to the doctor."
Yin Xiamo's voice was soft and low, and she unconsciously caressed her still flat belly with her hand, a smile that seemed to have a holy light appeared on the corner of her lips.
"I asked the doctor, my condition was very bad in the first two months, and I hardly ate anything. Will it harm the baby?"
Ou Chen held his breath, she could talk to him so fluently, as if she had completely changed back to the previous Xia Mo.He stared blankly at her, and she was out for the baby.
Baby……
He suddenly felt flustered. He hugged her so hard just now, wondering if he would hurt the baby too!Carefully helping her sit on the sofa in the living room, he asked hoarsely:
"what did the doctor say?"
"The doctor said that in the first three months, the baby mainly absorbs the mother's own nutrition, so it doesn't matter much. The doctor also said that the emotions of pregnant women are very important to the baby's development, and I should try to keep my mood stable and cheerful in the future. But you just now -"
She smiled at him and said softly:
"—Maybe it has scared the baby."
Ou Chen stared at her blankly, and slowly looked at her belly from her warm smile. Although it was still as slender and tight as before, the baby was there, right?
He stroked her belly clumsily but gently.
Maybe hallucinations.
He felt a slight pulsation in her lower abdomen, like a baby's heartbeat, his palms were scorching hot, and he missed a few beats of breathing!
"Baby is moving..."
Ou Chen looked at her happily, took her hand and touched her belly.
"You touch, the baby is moving!"
She felt it quietly, then smiled.
"That's the pulsation of my blood vessels. The doctor said that it will take more than four months to feel the baby's fetal movement occasionally, and the baby's heartbeat will be very fast, more than 140 beats per minute."
"……Oh."
He folded her hands with hers and placed them on her warm belly, such an intimate movement suddenly made Ou Chen feel a little dazed.She doesn't like him overstepping like this, in her heart...
He clenched his fingers stiffly.
Slowly, he stiffly left her hand and her warm breath.Whenever he was with her, that kind of happiness would always make him selfishly want to stay with her forever, forgetting her freedom and happiness.Because of his domineering, he has hurt her time and time again, does he want to hurt her forever...
However, his hand could not leave.
Yin Xiamo gently held him back.
"Sorry……"
She looked at his face with pity, which was obviously thinner and haggard than before, and no longer restrained the feeling in her heart, allowing the sour and astringent warmth to flow slowly in her heart.
"...To take care of me these days, you have lost a lot of weight. I am not a good wife. Not only have I failed to take good care of you since I got married, but I have always made you worry about me."
She held his hand with tender eyes.
"Give me another chance, please? I will take good care of you and the baby. I will work hard to learn how to be a good wife and mother."
Her gentle voice gently echoed in his ears, Ou Chen stared at her, all kinds of complicated emotions in his heart were intertwined, he was speechless for a long time, but felt her fingers warm like the sun, his life the only sun in the
*** ***
For the sake of the baby in her womb, Yin Xiamo once hesitated whether to quit the filming of "Painting Landscape".But this film has long been planned to participate in the upcoming Golden Deer Film Festival, if she withdraws, it will mess up all the filming progress.Moreover, the content of the film also made her reluctant to give up, as if she and Xiao Cheng had a happy ending in the film.
She asked for Ou Chen's opinion.
If he doesn't want her to continue filming, she will respect his idea.
Ou Chen went out of his way to talk to Director Wu.
Director Wu said that the filming of "Painting Landscape" is currently going very smoothly, and the filming can be completed in less than a month, and he will try to concentrate Xia Mo's scenes so that she can leave the film crew earlier than other actors .
So Ou Chen told her, if you like this movie, you can finish it.But once you feel that your body is too tired to bear, you must rest immediately.
Ou Chen still cooks breakfast for Xia Mo every day. If she can't go home for lunch and dinner because of filming, he will ask Butler Shen to deliver the prepared meals to the set. If she goes home for dinner, he will let her She rests in the living room or bedroom, and cooks meals for her by herself.
He didn't let her do the laundry, tidy up the house, clean up, or even wash the fruit. He would wash, peel and cut the fruit into small pieces and put them in front of her.
"Is it okay that you don't go to the company all the time?"
Yin Xiamo watched Ou Chen cleaning the fruit plate under the faucet in the kitchen, and seeing him wear an apron to do these things, a warmth slowly flowed out of her heart.
"Go again in two days."
Ou Chen turned off the faucet, and was about to get a towel to wipe the water on his hands. She had already taken off the towel, wrapped his hands gently with the towel, and gently wiped him.In a daze, she returned to the swimming pool long, long ago, and she gently wiped his wet hair with a bath towel...
Every day, before starting filming, Yin Xiamo would go to a secluded corner, caressing her belly tenderly, and said softly:
"Baby, after a while, mother will cry and laugh when acting, and her emotions will fluctuate greatly, but baby, don't be afraid, those emotions are needed in the movie, they are fake..."
She said it repeatedly with a smile until she felt that the baby heard it, then she walked to the center of the scene and started shooting.
Every day, Ou Chen stood quietly on the sidelines and watched her every expression in front of the lighting camera.She is a natural actress, whether it is a smile or tears, she has a strong light. Whenever she stands in the spotlight, everyone's eyes can't leave her.
The halo of the morning sun shines through the gaps in the woods.
Like a fairyland.
In front of the camera, Yin Xiamo stared blankly at Luo Xi who was sitting on the ground leaning against a tree trunk and drawing. After so many twists and turns and dangers, she finally found him. She wanted to open her mouth to call him, but her voice was hoarse in her throat, and tears slowly flowed down her throat. slipped from her cheek.
As if to feel something.
Luo Xi stopped the brush, and in the morning wind in the woods, he slowly turned his head. In the soft sunset, he was so pure and beautiful that he was not stained with a speck of dust. When he saw her, his eyes were full of emotion like the ocean , as if he has been waiting for her, from the moment he left her, he has been waiting here for her...
The close-up shots zoomed in on the faces of the two of them respectively.
Time and space are as silent as heaven.
It seems that as long as she is with him, no matter in reality or in the painting, it will be a dreamlike paradise...
Ou Chen knew that it was just filming.
However, seeing her and Luo Xi staring at each other, his heart sank silently, falling into the bottom of the dark hole.
He turned away.
When he turned to leave, he told himself that it wasn't because he minded the relationship between her and Luo Xi in the movie, it was just because the Ou Group had accumulated too many affairs during this period and had to be handled by him personally.
He asked Butler Shen to bring her lunch on time.
He sat in the conference room of the Ou Group, and held one meeting after another. There were countless things to be decided by him, and countless major investments that needed to be approved by him. When he returned to the Ou Group building, he faced It is a mountain of countless urgent business affairs that need to be resolved.
Finally returning to the office from the conference room, Ou Chen reviewed the mountains of documents on the desk, and when he looked up from the documents, it was already evening.
Looking at the sunset outside the window, the scene of her and Luo Xi staring at each other in the morning came to Ou Chen's mind again. The bitter taste finally made him admit that his departure was not because of the affairs of the Ou Group, but Because he is running away.
I stood in front of the window in silence for a long time.
Ou Chen took a deep breath, he had escaped for too long, and that time had hurt her time and time again.
Ou Chen drove back to the forest where he was filming.
The crew of "Painting Landscape" was still filming intensely and orderly. Among the busy figures, he couldn't find Xia Mo!
"Xia Mo is gone, but she will come back in an hour, and there is still a scene of her to be filmed after dark." Zhen En on the sidelines watched Ou Chen reappear in surprise.
"Where did she go?"
Jane hesitated and said:
"I don't know, she just said that she would come back before the next scene."
"Where is Luo Xi..." Ou Chen suddenly found that there was no Luo Xi among the crew members coming and going. After a pause, he asked hoarsely, "...Did Luo Xi leave with Xia Mo?" ?”
Seeing the sadness in his expression, Zhen En was afraid that he might misunderstand, so she quickly said:
"No, it's just that Xia Mo and Luo Xi went to Xiao Cheng's cemetery together, just for a while. You also know that when Xiao Cheng was buried, she was in a trance, because there was a gap in filming just now, so she wanted to go to Xiao Cheng Take a look at the cemetery. She didn't tell you because she will be back soon, and Luo Xi went with him because he hasn't been there either..."
Xiaocheng's cemetery...
Ou Chen closed his eyes.Maybe he did something wrong, he was afraid that she would be hurt again when she saw Xiaocheng's cemetery, so he hasn't accompanied her there yet.
And now-
It was she and Luo Xi in front of Xiao Cheng's graveyard.
"Wait a moment!"
Zhen En stopped Ou Chen from turning around, and was so anxious that he was at a loss. Did he misunderstand Xia Mo? Xia Mo and Luo Xi really have nothing to do. Xia Mo finally got better, how could Ou Chen misunderstand Xia Mo again? !She anxiously took out her mobile phone and dialed Xia Mo's number. While listening to the movement on the other end of the phone, she pulled Ou Chen not to let him go!
"For fear of delaying the filming, Xia Mo brought her mobile phone with her when she left today, so I'll call her right away, don't leave yet!"
"unnecessary……"
Ou Chen frowned, because his possessiveness and jealousy towards Xia Mo in the past were really too strong, so that Zhen En would explain to him in such a panic, lest he misunderstand.
"Ah! The phone is connected! Xia Mo! Ou Chen is back, he is by my side now, do you want to talk to him..." Zhen En happily stuffed the phone into Ou Chen's hand, "Xia Mo wants to talk to you say!"
"..."
"...Hello? Is it Ou Chen?" Her soft voice came from the phone, as if the wind was blowing over Xiaocheng's graveyard, her voice was a little distant and vague.
"……it's me."
"..." Her voice froze slightly, and then she said gently, "...There are a lot of things in the company, are you exhausted today?"
"...Are you in Xiao Cheng's graveyard?"
"...Yes, I'd like to see him. But if you're waiting for me, I'll be back soon."
"... There are still some things in the company, I need to process some documents. You can stay with Xiaocheng for a while, he must really want to see you." Ou Chen said with a smile, trying not to let himself affect her mood.
"...Well, I will tell Xiao Cheng that I will come to see him with you again in a few days."
"...Okay. Are you coming home for dinner tonight?"
"……Yes."
"...Then I'll go back to the company first and wait for you at home."
"...Okay, I will rush back as soon as possible. But if you are hungry, eat first, don't wait for me."
"……OK, bye."
"……goodbye."
call ended.
The smile on Ou Chen's lips gradually faded, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed.After the conversation that day, she was indeed trying to be a good wife as she said, and she was very gentle and careful to him, as if she was careful not to hurt him in the slightest.
Maybe, she felt that she owed him, maybe, she was trying her best to make up for him.But she was wrong. From the beginning to the end, he was the one who owed her to force her.
*** ***
The evening wind blew gently between the tombstones in the cemetery.
Yin Xiamo stared blankly at the phone that had ended the call. Although Ou Chen's voice was warm, there was something wrong with it, but she couldn't specifically say what was wrong, but there was a faint pain in her heart.
She owed Ou Chen too much.
From when she was very young to when she met again, she always hurt him time and time again, leaving him covered in bruises.Maybe it was because his love for her was too strong, or maybe she thought that too strong love was a terrible thing.
However, gradually.
She found that it was this strong love that was always protecting and supporting her. Whenever she encountered difficulties, whenever she was vulnerable, Ou Chen always spread his wings to protect her, but those wings were hurt by her. Got blood dripping.
Luo Xi knelt down and placed a handful of white daisies in front of Yin Cheng's tombstone.He gently wiped the dust off Xiao Cheng's name with his fingers, and there was a photo of Xiao Cheng on the tombstone, smiling like an angel in heaven.
Silently looking at Xiao Cheng.
He seemed to be able to feel Xiao Cheng's breath coming through the evening wind, as if talking to him.
Gently.
Luo Xi also smiled.
He had already figured it out. During those days in the United States, his heart became more and more peaceful, so Xiao Cheng didn't have to worry about him.
And she...
When she picked up the phone, Xiao Cheng in the kingdom of heaven also knew that it was Ou Chen on the other end, right?The voice of her talking to Ou Chen, the gentle emotion in her voice, the way she stared at the phone in a daze, everything is so obvious, so Xiao Cheng also noticed it, right?She is doing well now, with Ou Chen by her side, and Ou Chen who will never leave her to love her and protect her, she will live a happy and peaceful life in the future, so Xiao Cheng is also relieved, right?
He heard her footsteps coming.
Luo Xi turned her head to look at her. In the blush of the sunset, her face was as white as jade, and her long seaweed-like hair fluttered in the wind. Looking at Xiao Cheng's tombstone, her eyes were full of deep thoughts and tender feelings.
"Xiao Cheng, Luo Xi and I came to see you."
Yin Xiamo also slowly squatted down in front of Xiaocheng's tombstone, she gazed at Xiaocheng's smile with attachment, and whispered many things since he left.Black Cat Milk got fatter and became more sleepy than before. She took part in a movie called "Painting Landscape". The younger brother in the movie is also called Xiaocheng, and the pronunciation of his name is exactly the same. Found his dead brother.
"I'm going to play that younger brother." Luo Xi smiled and said to Xiao Cheng, "But I don't know how to draw, so many of the paintings in the movie use your paintings, and everyone in the crew marvels at how well you draw. .”
"Luo Xi's acting is excellent, sometimes it's like, like you appear in front of my sister again..." Her voice froze for a while, she took a light breath, hiding the tears in her eyes, and smiled again, "... …By the way, there is another good news for you.”
She stood up slowly.
The sunset is drunk, and the wind blows gently.
"I'm pregnant, and the baby is three months old." Yin Xiamo gently stroked her still flat belly, with a mother's radiance on her face, "Xiao Cheng, you are going to be an uncle."
White daisies bloom happily in the wind.
"You said, you will work hard to come back to me, is it true?" Her smile was startled, and after a while, she shook her head and smiled softly, "Whether it's your silly words or not, I will love you as much as I love you." Love him, let him learn to draw from a young age like you..."
The sunset is as gorgeous as crimson tulle.
Lightly shining on Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo, he and she stayed in front of Yin Cheng's tombstone for a long time. When the sun gradually set, the two got up and walked towards the car parked at the gate of the cemetery.
"When the baby is born, remember to let me know. I will send him a gift from New York." Luo Xi slowed down and walked slowly with her. He has read some parenting books recently and knows that pregnant women are not healthy. Can go too fast.
"Do you want to go back to New York again?" Yin Xiamo looked at him.
"I have already taken the film directing course at New York University, and I want to finish it," Luo Xi breathed in the spring evening wind, which was clear and fresh, "It feels good to be back on campus, as if the whole person is pure stand up."
"You have always been an excellent student."
"But back then, you didn't take me as a gifted student seriously. You said to me fiercely, Luo Xi, I will kick you out!" He smiled like he was under a cherry blossom tree that bloomed many years ago That young man with enchanting mist in his eyes.
"Yes."
She also smiled softly, recalling the night of drinking beer in a trance, her eyes were stained with a little drunkenness, she raised the beer can in her hand, and welcomed him to this home for the first time.
unconsciously……
Time has passed so long so long.
She once guarded against him like an enemy, was once held tightly in his arms, once made a promise to him never to leave, and was once saddened by his misunderstanding and departure, but at this moment, the past has passed away like the wind. , she and him have become like old friends naturally.
"Are you happy living in New York?" She stared at Luo Xi's profile in the sunset, "If you're not used to it, come back."
"Actually, it's the same everywhere." Luo Xi turned his head and met her gaze. He smiled like a breeze in the evening, and said, "I used to be full of insecurities in my heart. I was always afraid of losing the most cherished person. The fear of losing will be a hell of destruction, that strong sense of insecurity made me vulnerable and dangerous, and hurt you many times. Now I understand that to love someone, you only need to put it in your heart, the feeling in the bottom of your heart No one can take it away, and I don’t have to be afraid of losing it. So my heart is full, and no matter where I am, I am peaceful and serene. Thank you, Xia Mo, for giving me a peaceful heart.”
"..."
Yin Xiamo's eyelashes trembled slightly, and slowly, a peaceful smile bloomed on the corner of her lips, and her heart was also peaceful, and she said to him:
"Thank you, Luoxi."
The afterglow of the setting sun dyed the earth softly and intoxicated.
The wind blew quietly between the tombstones.
The figures of him and her went further and further away, disappearing at the end of the road.
*** ***
That day, when Yin Xiamo returned home at nine o'clock in the evening, Ou Chen had already stewed pork liver porridge, and when he saw her come back, he began to fry the dishes that had been washed and cut before waiting for her.When she changed into home clothes and came out of the bedroom, delicious meals were neatly placed on the dining table, including meat and vegetables, soup and porridge.
"I never thought that you could learn how to cook, and the food you cook would be so delicious."
She took a sip of the pork liver porridge, it was fragrant and glutinous, mixed with the unique flavor of pork liver, sprinkled with a little chives, it was delicious.The former indifferent and arrogant Ou Chen, now this husband who was busy for her in the kitchen wearing an apron, time seemed to have changed everything, she was slightly in a trance.
"Eat more, the book says that pregnant women should supplement with pork liver every month."
Ou Chen stared at the way she was eating, seeing that she was eating deliciously, the corners of his lips curled up quietly.Suddenly, his eyes gradually became gloomy again. After hesitating for a while, he said to her:
"The group company has accumulated a lot of things that need to be dealt with during these days. I can no longer accompany you to the set in the future, and I may not be able to rush back to accompany you for dinner."
"……Oh."
Yin Xiamo was startled, then smiled and said:
"It's okay, I'll take care of myself, don't worry... You should also eat more food, and today you went to the studio, went to the company, and prepared dinner at home, you must be very tired." She gently rolled a piece of candy The vinegar small ribs were placed in the small dish in front of him.
Ou Chen ate the ribs.
She gave him another piece of tofu.
Ou Chen ate the tofu, and then put some shredded chicken for her.
She ate chicken shreds.
He repeatedly praised and said that it was delicious, and also picked up a lot of chicken shreds for him.
Just like two children, she and he were busy giving each other food, as if it was a very fun game, watching each other eat, the two looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.She smiled happily, her eyes were bright, and she didn't notice the loneliness and loneliness hidden in his smile.
In order to fear that after he went to the company, she would be alone at home without anyone to take care of her, Ou Chen and her went back to live in Ou Zhai.After settling her down, Yin Xiamo seldom saw Ou Chen.
Ou Chen goes out very early every day and comes home very late, every morning she sees only the breakfast he prepared, and every noon and evening is the meal carefully prepared for her by Butler Shen, if she is filming, Butler Shen will also prepare the meal Deliver it to her on time.
The servants also took care of all her daily life carefully. The tiles in the bathroom were replaced with very slippery ones, which were cleaned every day so as not to make her fall. Her slippers were also replaced with non-slip soles. The carpet was newly replaced, thick and soft.
The filming of "Painting Landscape" is gradually coming to an end.
Yin Xiamo is busy working on the set every day. Occasionally, when there is a break in the play, she will look for the people around the set in a daze.At the beginning, she didn't realize what she was looking for, until one day, a tall and indifferent figure appeared in the crowd, she stood up suddenly, joy burst from the bottom of her heart!
And found that the person was not Empress Ou Chen.
There was a sense of loss in her chest.
It seems that I haven't seen Ou Chen for a long time.
Sometimes, she would call him, but he seemed to be far away on the other end of the phone.Sometimes, she would wait for him until late at night, maybe it was Steward Shen who tipped off the news that whenever she was not asleep after eleven o'clock, Ou Chen would call her and ask her to go to bed earlier for the sake of the baby.
In her sleep, she sometimes feels Ou Chen.
Feeling Ou Chen gently sitting on the side of her bed, gently stroking her cheeks and hair, gently covering her with the quilt, and then sitting on the side of her bed for a long time.
It's just that pregnancy made her very sleepy, and every time she wanted to wake up in her sleep to see if it was him, but she couldn't really wake up to see him every time.
When filming every day, Jane accompanied her.
"Wow, Xia Mo, there are many taboos for pregnant women, so interesting!" Since knowing she was pregnant, Zhen En has become very interested in parenting knowledge, bought a lot of books, and also checked all kinds of reasonable and interesting things online. Unreasonable parenting common sense, "It is said that after pregnancy, you can't drive nails to the wall, and you can't sit on the bed and cut things..."
Listening to Zhen En happily talking about those weird customs, Yin Xiamo is always amused by her.
"...Ah, look at this, it's so unreasonable! It's said that pregnant women can't eat grapes!"
"why?"
"It is said that eating grapes will turn into hydatidiform mole!"
"Nonsense!" Yin Xiamo couldn't help laughing again.
"...pregnant women can't eat mutton!" Zhen En's eyes widened in surprise.
"why?"
"Because if you eat mutton, the baby will have epilepsy in the future!"
"It's nonsense again," Yin Xiamo laughed so hard that he couldn't stop laughing.
"Yeah, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!" Seeing her smiling happily, Zhen En let out a sigh of relief and applauded cheerfully, "These are all written on the Internet to be funny, but Xia Mo, you are great, None of them were fooled!"
Saying that, Jane looked at her belly again, and said:
"It's a little obvious, but fortunately, the filming is over in a few days, and then you can rest at home quietly. By the way, don't buy anything for the baby, I'll take care of it all! Who told me Is it the baby's godmother? Haha, my lovely godson and goddaughter..."
Zhen En was intoxicated in her imagination, humming a lullaby, Yin Xiamo smiled, but her thoughts faded away, and she suddenly felt a little sad in her heart. It should be so interesting to talk about these things with Ou Chen...
As soon as this thought came to her, she was stunned again.
Ou Chen...
Since when did she think of him often like this...
The supermarket shelves are full of various brands of milk powder for pregnant women. Ou Chen carefully checks the production date and nutritional content of the milk powder, and then puts a few cans of them into the shopping basket in his hand.Still unable to let go of Xia Mo at home, he bought some fresh eggs and fish, and went to the cashier to pay.
"Dad, I want a remote control car!"
A little boy’s begging and coquettish voice came from the next shelf. The little boy’s father disagreed, saying that there were already too many remote-controlled cars at home, and he would buy new ones only if he could recite the nine-nine multiplication table.Seeing the little boy reluctantly being dragged away by his father, Ou Chen unknowingly walked to the row of shelves.
It is a shelf for children's products. Because it is a small supermarket, there are not many toys on the shelf. Some toys are for older children, such as machine guns, remote control cars, dolls, building blocks, and some toys are for children. Babies play with bells and rattles in their hands.
Ou Chen took down a rattle.
"Boom boom boom!"
With the rotation of the fingers, the small drum hammers beat the drum happily. One side of the rattle drum is painted with a cute big fat doll in the New Year picture, and the other side is painted with a golden pig with wings.Hearing the cheerful sound, Ou Chen felt a hot current in his heart. According to the calculation of the old calendar, the baby should be a pig after birth, a fat little golden pig.
On the other side of the shelves were some baby clothes.
Ou Chen gently touched one of the pure cotton newborn baby clothes, which was soft and thin, just like the delicate skin of a baby.Touching that little dress, he seemed to be able to see the baby's shiny black eyes, small hands and feet, immature "giggling" laughter and the fragrance of milk all over his body...
Standing at the door of the house, looking at the extra things in the shopping bag besides milk powder and food, a rattle, a set of baby clothes and a little pig that can run away by pulling its tail, Ou Chen suddenly felt a little embarrassed, as if in his heart Monstrous joy to be found naked.
Putting those baby items on the bottom of the shopping bag, Ou Chen took a deep breath, concealed the inexplicable uneasiness and shyness, and took out the key to open the door.
She is not up yet.
The house was quiet.
She was filming a night scene last night and came back late at night, so it would be good to sleep a little longer.Ou Chen stared at her closed door, the soft smile on the corner of his lips softened his cold and arrogant face in the past.After receiving the letter from Xiaocheng and discovering that she was pregnant, she gradually recovered miraculously.
As if she had hope and sustenance in her life, she began to eat three meals a day normally, even if she still vomited occasionally, she would insist on continuing to eat.She began to work and rest normally, although filming was busy and irregular, she always tried her best to ensure adequate sleep.She no longer closed herself up, started talking, and gradually began to smile.He didn't know whether these changes in her were because of Xiaocheng's letter or because of the baby in her womb, but as long as he saw her getting better day by day, he was already full of gratitude to God.
In the kitchen, Ou Chen cut apples, pears, and bananas into pieces, thought for a while, and then cut some carrots in. The juice machine quickly squeezed them into juice. He carefully skimmed off the foam on the juice and poured it into the glass. In the cup, a full cup.Then, he heated up the milk, toasted a few slices of toast, and fried the eggs to her favorite medium.
He looked up at the clock on the wall, and he could wake her up.
"Xia Mo."
Ou Chen stood at the door of her bedroom with a breakfast tray and knocked softly on the door.There was no movement inside the door, maybe she was still sleeping, he hesitated for a moment, but she still had an announcement in the afternoon, if she got up too late, she would be in a hurry.
"Xia Mo!"
He raised his voice slightly.
After waiting for a while, the door was still silent.
Ou Chen suddenly panicked.
The complete silence was so unsettling, he stretched out his hand and unscrewed the door knob of her bedroom, the curtains had already been drawn, and there was only neat bedding on the bed, it was empty, and there was no her in the room!
"Xia Mo!"
Putting down the tray, Ou Chen rushed into the bathroom, into Xiao Cheng's former room, and onto the balcony, everywhere was empty, without her shadow!He grabbed his cell phone and dialed her cell phone number! "Sorry, the phone you dialed is not turned on..." The monotonous voice reminded him that her phone hadn't been used for a long time!
"Xia Mo--!"
Standing stiffly in the middle of the living room, the chill suddenly gripped Ou Chen's body, and all kinds of terrifying thoughts frantically flooded into his mind!Could it be that Xiaocheng's letter extinguished her last hope, and after realizing that Xiaocheng had really gone, she no longer wanted to live? !So her peace during this period is just to wait for his negligence, so that she can leave completely? !
is that so……
Where is she, where is she now, is she still alive... No, she hadn't gone out when he went to the supermarket in the morning, she hadn't been gone for too long, he will find her, he will definitely find her!
In frantic fear, Ou Chen rushed towards the gate with a pale complexion, just as he put his hand on the doorknob, the door opened with a "crash"!
That slender figure looked into his eyes with slight shock. The light and shadow outlined her body so that it seemed real and illusory. He looked at her tremblingly, not knowing for a moment whether she was real or his hallucination!
"Xia Mo!"
Ou Chen rushed over, hugging that figure tightly, holding her tightly with all his strength, wanting to hug her into the bone marrow and melt into his flesh and blood, his body was cold and hot, feeling helpless and uneasy like a child , shouting tremblingly:
"Xia Mo! Xia Mo! Xia Mo!..."
"Ou Chen..."
Yin Xiamo looked up at him, he hugged her so tightly, it was so tight and painful, her bones were about to shatter.But she had never seen Ou Chen like this before. He who was always reserved and indifferent turned out to be so nervous. It seemed that if she appeared a second late, he would collapse.
"Sorry……"
Inexplicably, she felt pain in her heart, looking at Ou Chen who was haggard and pale because of her, and suffered all the pain and flustered because of her, the intertwined guilt, pity and reluctance gradually mixed into an unusually gentle emotion in her body.
"...I should have left a note before going out, sorry..."
These days, although her mind has been muddled, she knows that Ou Chen has always been by her side, feeding her, talking to her, cleaning her up, letting her lean into his arms every night, trying to make her sleep for a while.
At one point, she wanted so much to leave with Xiao Cheng.
However, he was by her side day and night, as if it was her last link with this world.Even in the deepest depths of pain, she could feel that he was always pulling her, holding her tight, not letting her go, not letting her go, and if she was desperate to go to hell, he would be desperate To accompany her down.
It was as if his life had been tied to her.
"Xia Mo……"
Her words and the warm body made the rationality return to Ou Chen's body little by little, he let go of her slowly, staring at her with dark eyes, his face was still a little pale.
"……where did you go?"
"I went to the doctor."
Yin Xiamo's voice was soft and low, and she unconsciously caressed her still flat belly with her hand, a smile that seemed to have a holy light appeared on the corner of her lips.
"I asked the doctor, my condition was very bad in the first two months, and I hardly ate anything. Will it harm the baby?"
Ou Chen held his breath, she could talk to him so fluently, as if she had completely changed back to the previous Xia Mo.He stared blankly at her, and she was out for the baby.
Baby……
He suddenly felt flustered. He hugged her so hard just now, wondering if he would hurt the baby too!Carefully helping her sit on the sofa in the living room, he asked hoarsely:
"what did the doctor say?"
"The doctor said that in the first three months, the baby mainly absorbs the mother's own nutrition, so it doesn't matter much. The doctor also said that the emotions of pregnant women are very important to the baby's development, and I should try to keep my mood stable and cheerful in the future. But you just now -"
She smiled at him and said softly:
"—Maybe it has scared the baby."
Ou Chen stared at her blankly, and slowly looked at her belly from her warm smile. Although it was still as slender and tight as before, the baby was there, right?
He stroked her belly clumsily but gently.
Maybe hallucinations.
He felt a slight pulsation in her lower abdomen, like a baby's heartbeat, his palms were scorching hot, and he missed a few beats of breathing!
"Baby is moving..."
Ou Chen looked at her happily, took her hand and touched her belly.
"You touch, the baby is moving!"
She felt it quietly, then smiled.
"That's the pulsation of my blood vessels. The doctor said that it will take more than four months to feel the baby's fetal movement occasionally, and the baby's heartbeat will be very fast, more than 140 beats per minute."
"……Oh."
He folded her hands with hers and placed them on her warm belly, such an intimate movement suddenly made Ou Chen feel a little dazed.She doesn't like him overstepping like this, in her heart...
He clenched his fingers stiffly.
Slowly, he stiffly left her hand and her warm breath.Whenever he was with her, that kind of happiness would always make him selfishly want to stay with her forever, forgetting her freedom and happiness.Because of his domineering, he has hurt her time and time again, does he want to hurt her forever...
However, his hand could not leave.
Yin Xiamo gently held him back.
"Sorry……"
She looked at his face with pity, which was obviously thinner and haggard than before, and no longer restrained the feeling in her heart, allowing the sour and astringent warmth to flow slowly in her heart.
"...To take care of me these days, you have lost a lot of weight. I am not a good wife. Not only have I failed to take good care of you since I got married, but I have always made you worry about me."
She held his hand with tender eyes.
"Give me another chance, please? I will take good care of you and the baby. I will work hard to learn how to be a good wife and mother."
Her gentle voice gently echoed in his ears, Ou Chen stared at her, all kinds of complicated emotions in his heart were intertwined, he was speechless for a long time, but felt her fingers warm like the sun, his life the only sun in the
*** ***
For the sake of the baby in her womb, Yin Xiamo once hesitated whether to quit the filming of "Painting Landscape".But this film has long been planned to participate in the upcoming Golden Deer Film Festival, if she withdraws, it will mess up all the filming progress.Moreover, the content of the film also made her reluctant to give up, as if she and Xiao Cheng had a happy ending in the film.
She asked for Ou Chen's opinion.
If he doesn't want her to continue filming, she will respect his idea.
Ou Chen went out of his way to talk to Director Wu.
Director Wu said that the filming of "Painting Landscape" is currently going very smoothly, and the filming can be completed in less than a month, and he will try to concentrate Xia Mo's scenes so that she can leave the film crew earlier than other actors .
So Ou Chen told her, if you like this movie, you can finish it.But once you feel that your body is too tired to bear, you must rest immediately.
Ou Chen still cooks breakfast for Xia Mo every day. If she can't go home for lunch and dinner because of filming, he will ask Butler Shen to deliver the prepared meals to the set. If she goes home for dinner, he will let her She rests in the living room or bedroom, and cooks meals for her by herself.
He didn't let her do the laundry, tidy up the house, clean up, or even wash the fruit. He would wash, peel and cut the fruit into small pieces and put them in front of her.
"Is it okay that you don't go to the company all the time?"
Yin Xiamo watched Ou Chen cleaning the fruit plate under the faucet in the kitchen, and seeing him wear an apron to do these things, a warmth slowly flowed out of her heart.
"Go again in two days."
Ou Chen turned off the faucet, and was about to get a towel to wipe the water on his hands. She had already taken off the towel, wrapped his hands gently with the towel, and gently wiped him.In a daze, she returned to the swimming pool long, long ago, and she gently wiped his wet hair with a bath towel...
Every day, before starting filming, Yin Xiamo would go to a secluded corner, caressing her belly tenderly, and said softly:
"Baby, after a while, mother will cry and laugh when acting, and her emotions will fluctuate greatly, but baby, don't be afraid, those emotions are needed in the movie, they are fake..."
She said it repeatedly with a smile until she felt that the baby heard it, then she walked to the center of the scene and started shooting.
Every day, Ou Chen stood quietly on the sidelines and watched her every expression in front of the lighting camera.She is a natural actress, whether it is a smile or tears, she has a strong light. Whenever she stands in the spotlight, everyone's eyes can't leave her.
The halo of the morning sun shines through the gaps in the woods.
Like a fairyland.
In front of the camera, Yin Xiamo stared blankly at Luo Xi who was sitting on the ground leaning against a tree trunk and drawing. After so many twists and turns and dangers, she finally found him. She wanted to open her mouth to call him, but her voice was hoarse in her throat, and tears slowly flowed down her throat. slipped from her cheek.
As if to feel something.
Luo Xi stopped the brush, and in the morning wind in the woods, he slowly turned his head. In the soft sunset, he was so pure and beautiful that he was not stained with a speck of dust. When he saw her, his eyes were full of emotion like the ocean , as if he has been waiting for her, from the moment he left her, he has been waiting here for her...
The close-up shots zoomed in on the faces of the two of them respectively.
Time and space are as silent as heaven.
It seems that as long as she is with him, no matter in reality or in the painting, it will be a dreamlike paradise...
Ou Chen knew that it was just filming.
However, seeing her and Luo Xi staring at each other, his heart sank silently, falling into the bottom of the dark hole.
He turned away.
When he turned to leave, he told himself that it wasn't because he minded the relationship between her and Luo Xi in the movie, it was just because the Ou Group had accumulated too many affairs during this period and had to be handled by him personally.
He asked Butler Shen to bring her lunch on time.
He sat in the conference room of the Ou Group, and held one meeting after another. There were countless things to be decided by him, and countless major investments that needed to be approved by him. When he returned to the Ou Group building, he faced It is a mountain of countless urgent business affairs that need to be resolved.
Finally returning to the office from the conference room, Ou Chen reviewed the mountains of documents on the desk, and when he looked up from the documents, it was already evening.
Looking at the sunset outside the window, the scene of her and Luo Xi staring at each other in the morning came to Ou Chen's mind again. The bitter taste finally made him admit that his departure was not because of the affairs of the Ou Group, but Because he is running away.
I stood in front of the window in silence for a long time.
Ou Chen took a deep breath, he had escaped for too long, and that time had hurt her time and time again.
Ou Chen drove back to the forest where he was filming.
The crew of "Painting Landscape" was still filming intensely and orderly. Among the busy figures, he couldn't find Xia Mo!
"Xia Mo is gone, but she will come back in an hour, and there is still a scene of her to be filmed after dark." Zhen En on the sidelines watched Ou Chen reappear in surprise.
"Where did she go?"
Jane hesitated and said:
"I don't know, she just said that she would come back before the next scene."
"Where is Luo Xi..." Ou Chen suddenly found that there was no Luo Xi among the crew members coming and going. After a pause, he asked hoarsely, "...Did Luo Xi leave with Xia Mo?" ?”
Seeing the sadness in his expression, Zhen En was afraid that he might misunderstand, so she quickly said:
"No, it's just that Xia Mo and Luo Xi went to Xiao Cheng's cemetery together, just for a while. You also know that when Xiao Cheng was buried, she was in a trance, because there was a gap in filming just now, so she wanted to go to Xiao Cheng Take a look at the cemetery. She didn't tell you because she will be back soon, and Luo Xi went with him because he hasn't been there either..."
Xiaocheng's cemetery...
Ou Chen closed his eyes.Maybe he did something wrong, he was afraid that she would be hurt again when she saw Xiaocheng's cemetery, so he hasn't accompanied her there yet.
And now-
It was she and Luo Xi in front of Xiao Cheng's graveyard.
"Wait a moment!"
Zhen En stopped Ou Chen from turning around, and was so anxious that he was at a loss. Did he misunderstand Xia Mo? Xia Mo and Luo Xi really have nothing to do. Xia Mo finally got better, how could Ou Chen misunderstand Xia Mo again? !She anxiously took out her mobile phone and dialed Xia Mo's number. While listening to the movement on the other end of the phone, she pulled Ou Chen not to let him go!
"For fear of delaying the filming, Xia Mo brought her mobile phone with her when she left today, so I'll call her right away, don't leave yet!"
"unnecessary……"
Ou Chen frowned, because his possessiveness and jealousy towards Xia Mo in the past were really too strong, so that Zhen En would explain to him in such a panic, lest he misunderstand.
"Ah! The phone is connected! Xia Mo! Ou Chen is back, he is by my side now, do you want to talk to him..." Zhen En happily stuffed the phone into Ou Chen's hand, "Xia Mo wants to talk to you say!"
"..."
"...Hello? Is it Ou Chen?" Her soft voice came from the phone, as if the wind was blowing over Xiaocheng's graveyard, her voice was a little distant and vague.
"……it's me."
"..." Her voice froze slightly, and then she said gently, "...There are a lot of things in the company, are you exhausted today?"
"...Are you in Xiao Cheng's graveyard?"
"...Yes, I'd like to see him. But if you're waiting for me, I'll be back soon."
"... There are still some things in the company, I need to process some documents. You can stay with Xiaocheng for a while, he must really want to see you." Ou Chen said with a smile, trying not to let himself affect her mood.
"...Well, I will tell Xiao Cheng that I will come to see him with you again in a few days."
"...Okay. Are you coming home for dinner tonight?"
"……Yes."
"...Then I'll go back to the company first and wait for you at home."
"...Okay, I will rush back as soon as possible. But if you are hungry, eat first, don't wait for me."
"……OK, bye."
"……goodbye."
call ended.
The smile on Ou Chen's lips gradually faded, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed.After the conversation that day, she was indeed trying to be a good wife as she said, and she was very gentle and careful to him, as if she was careful not to hurt him in the slightest.
Maybe, she felt that she owed him, maybe, she was trying her best to make up for him.But she was wrong. From the beginning to the end, he was the one who owed her to force her.
*** ***
The evening wind blew gently between the tombstones in the cemetery.
Yin Xiamo stared blankly at the phone that had ended the call. Although Ou Chen's voice was warm, there was something wrong with it, but she couldn't specifically say what was wrong, but there was a faint pain in her heart.
She owed Ou Chen too much.
From when she was very young to when she met again, she always hurt him time and time again, leaving him covered in bruises.Maybe it was because his love for her was too strong, or maybe she thought that too strong love was a terrible thing.
However, gradually.
She found that it was this strong love that was always protecting and supporting her. Whenever she encountered difficulties, whenever she was vulnerable, Ou Chen always spread his wings to protect her, but those wings were hurt by her. Got blood dripping.
Luo Xi knelt down and placed a handful of white daisies in front of Yin Cheng's tombstone.He gently wiped the dust off Xiao Cheng's name with his fingers, and there was a photo of Xiao Cheng on the tombstone, smiling like an angel in heaven.
Silently looking at Xiao Cheng.
He seemed to be able to feel Xiao Cheng's breath coming through the evening wind, as if talking to him.
Gently.
Luo Xi also smiled.
He had already figured it out. During those days in the United States, his heart became more and more peaceful, so Xiao Cheng didn't have to worry about him.
And she...
When she picked up the phone, Xiao Cheng in the kingdom of heaven also knew that it was Ou Chen on the other end, right?The voice of her talking to Ou Chen, the gentle emotion in her voice, the way she stared at the phone in a daze, everything is so obvious, so Xiao Cheng also noticed it, right?She is doing well now, with Ou Chen by her side, and Ou Chen who will never leave her to love her and protect her, she will live a happy and peaceful life in the future, so Xiao Cheng is also relieved, right?
He heard her footsteps coming.
Luo Xi turned her head to look at her. In the blush of the sunset, her face was as white as jade, and her long seaweed-like hair fluttered in the wind. Looking at Xiao Cheng's tombstone, her eyes were full of deep thoughts and tender feelings.
"Xiao Cheng, Luo Xi and I came to see you."
Yin Xiamo also slowly squatted down in front of Xiaocheng's tombstone, she gazed at Xiaocheng's smile with attachment, and whispered many things since he left.Black Cat Milk got fatter and became more sleepy than before. She took part in a movie called "Painting Landscape". The younger brother in the movie is also called Xiaocheng, and the pronunciation of his name is exactly the same. Found his dead brother.
"I'm going to play that younger brother." Luo Xi smiled and said to Xiao Cheng, "But I don't know how to draw, so many of the paintings in the movie use your paintings, and everyone in the crew marvels at how well you draw. .”
"Luo Xi's acting is excellent, sometimes it's like, like you appear in front of my sister again..." Her voice froze for a while, she took a light breath, hiding the tears in her eyes, and smiled again, "... …By the way, there is another good news for you.”
She stood up slowly.
The sunset is drunk, and the wind blows gently.
"I'm pregnant, and the baby is three months old." Yin Xiamo gently stroked her still flat belly, with a mother's radiance on her face, "Xiao Cheng, you are going to be an uncle."
White daisies bloom happily in the wind.
"You said, you will work hard to come back to me, is it true?" Her smile was startled, and after a while, she shook her head and smiled softly, "Whether it's your silly words or not, I will love you as much as I love you." Love him, let him learn to draw from a young age like you..."
The sunset is as gorgeous as crimson tulle.
Lightly shining on Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo, he and she stayed in front of Yin Cheng's tombstone for a long time. When the sun gradually set, the two got up and walked towards the car parked at the gate of the cemetery.
"When the baby is born, remember to let me know. I will send him a gift from New York." Luo Xi slowed down and walked slowly with her. He has read some parenting books recently and knows that pregnant women are not healthy. Can go too fast.
"Do you want to go back to New York again?" Yin Xiamo looked at him.
"I have already taken the film directing course at New York University, and I want to finish it," Luo Xi breathed in the spring evening wind, which was clear and fresh, "It feels good to be back on campus, as if the whole person is pure stand up."
"You have always been an excellent student."
"But back then, you didn't take me as a gifted student seriously. You said to me fiercely, Luo Xi, I will kick you out!" He smiled like he was under a cherry blossom tree that bloomed many years ago That young man with enchanting mist in his eyes.
"Yes."
She also smiled softly, recalling the night of drinking beer in a trance, her eyes were stained with a little drunkenness, she raised the beer can in her hand, and welcomed him to this home for the first time.
unconsciously……
Time has passed so long so long.
She once guarded against him like an enemy, was once held tightly in his arms, once made a promise to him never to leave, and was once saddened by his misunderstanding and departure, but at this moment, the past has passed away like the wind. , she and him have become like old friends naturally.
"Are you happy living in New York?" She stared at Luo Xi's profile in the sunset, "If you're not used to it, come back."
"Actually, it's the same everywhere." Luo Xi turned his head and met her gaze. He smiled like a breeze in the evening, and said, "I used to be full of insecurities in my heart. I was always afraid of losing the most cherished person. The fear of losing will be a hell of destruction, that strong sense of insecurity made me vulnerable and dangerous, and hurt you many times. Now I understand that to love someone, you only need to put it in your heart, the feeling in the bottom of your heart No one can take it away, and I don’t have to be afraid of losing it. So my heart is full, and no matter where I am, I am peaceful and serene. Thank you, Xia Mo, for giving me a peaceful heart.”
"..."
Yin Xiamo's eyelashes trembled slightly, and slowly, a peaceful smile bloomed on the corner of her lips, and her heart was also peaceful, and she said to him:
"Thank you, Luoxi."
The afterglow of the setting sun dyed the earth softly and intoxicated.
The wind blew quietly between the tombstones.
The figures of him and her went further and further away, disappearing at the end of the road.
*** ***
That day, when Yin Xiamo returned home at nine o'clock in the evening, Ou Chen had already stewed pork liver porridge, and when he saw her come back, he began to fry the dishes that had been washed and cut before waiting for her.When she changed into home clothes and came out of the bedroom, delicious meals were neatly placed on the dining table, including meat and vegetables, soup and porridge.
"I never thought that you could learn how to cook, and the food you cook would be so delicious."
She took a sip of the pork liver porridge, it was fragrant and glutinous, mixed with the unique flavor of pork liver, sprinkled with a little chives, it was delicious.The former indifferent and arrogant Ou Chen, now this husband who was busy for her in the kitchen wearing an apron, time seemed to have changed everything, she was slightly in a trance.
"Eat more, the book says that pregnant women should supplement with pork liver every month."
Ou Chen stared at the way she was eating, seeing that she was eating deliciously, the corners of his lips curled up quietly.Suddenly, his eyes gradually became gloomy again. After hesitating for a while, he said to her:
"The group company has accumulated a lot of things that need to be dealt with during these days. I can no longer accompany you to the set in the future, and I may not be able to rush back to accompany you for dinner."
"……Oh."
Yin Xiamo was startled, then smiled and said:
"It's okay, I'll take care of myself, don't worry... You should also eat more food, and today you went to the studio, went to the company, and prepared dinner at home, you must be very tired." She gently rolled a piece of candy The vinegar small ribs were placed in the small dish in front of him.
Ou Chen ate the ribs.
She gave him another piece of tofu.
Ou Chen ate the tofu, and then put some shredded chicken for her.
She ate chicken shreds.
He repeatedly praised and said that it was delicious, and also picked up a lot of chicken shreds for him.
Just like two children, she and he were busy giving each other food, as if it was a very fun game, watching each other eat, the two looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.She smiled happily, her eyes were bright, and she didn't notice the loneliness and loneliness hidden in his smile.
In order to fear that after he went to the company, she would be alone at home without anyone to take care of her, Ou Chen and her went back to live in Ou Zhai.After settling her down, Yin Xiamo seldom saw Ou Chen.
Ou Chen goes out very early every day and comes home very late, every morning she sees only the breakfast he prepared, and every noon and evening is the meal carefully prepared for her by Butler Shen, if she is filming, Butler Shen will also prepare the meal Deliver it to her on time.
The servants also took care of all her daily life carefully. The tiles in the bathroom were replaced with very slippery ones, which were cleaned every day so as not to make her fall. Her slippers were also replaced with non-slip soles. The carpet was newly replaced, thick and soft.
The filming of "Painting Landscape" is gradually coming to an end.
Yin Xiamo is busy working on the set every day. Occasionally, when there is a break in the play, she will look for the people around the set in a daze.At the beginning, she didn't realize what she was looking for, until one day, a tall and indifferent figure appeared in the crowd, she stood up suddenly, joy burst from the bottom of her heart!
And found that the person was not Empress Ou Chen.
There was a sense of loss in her chest.
It seems that I haven't seen Ou Chen for a long time.
Sometimes, she would call him, but he seemed to be far away on the other end of the phone.Sometimes, she would wait for him until late at night, maybe it was Steward Shen who tipped off the news that whenever she was not asleep after eleven o'clock, Ou Chen would call her and ask her to go to bed earlier for the sake of the baby.
In her sleep, she sometimes feels Ou Chen.
Feeling Ou Chen gently sitting on the side of her bed, gently stroking her cheeks and hair, gently covering her with the quilt, and then sitting on the side of her bed for a long time.
It's just that pregnancy made her very sleepy, and every time she wanted to wake up in her sleep to see if it was him, but she couldn't really wake up to see him every time.
When filming every day, Jane accompanied her.
"Wow, Xia Mo, there are many taboos for pregnant women, so interesting!" Since knowing she was pregnant, Zhen En has become very interested in parenting knowledge, bought a lot of books, and also checked all kinds of reasonable and interesting things online. Unreasonable parenting common sense, "It is said that after pregnancy, you can't drive nails to the wall, and you can't sit on the bed and cut things..."
Listening to Zhen En happily talking about those weird customs, Yin Xiamo is always amused by her.
"...Ah, look at this, it's so unreasonable! It's said that pregnant women can't eat grapes!"
"why?"
"It is said that eating grapes will turn into hydatidiform mole!"
"Nonsense!" Yin Xiamo couldn't help laughing again.
"...pregnant women can't eat mutton!" Zhen En's eyes widened in surprise.
"why?"
"Because if you eat mutton, the baby will have epilepsy in the future!"
"It's nonsense again," Yin Xiamo laughed so hard that he couldn't stop laughing.
"Yeah, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!" Seeing her smiling happily, Zhen En let out a sigh of relief and applauded cheerfully, "These are all written on the Internet to be funny, but Xia Mo, you are great, None of them were fooled!"
Saying that, Jane looked at her belly again, and said:
"It's a little obvious, but fortunately, the filming is over in a few days, and then you can rest at home quietly. By the way, don't buy anything for the baby, I'll take care of it all! Who told me Is it the baby's godmother? Haha, my lovely godson and goddaughter..."
Zhen En was intoxicated in her imagination, humming a lullaby, Yin Xiamo smiled, but her thoughts faded away, and she suddenly felt a little sad in her heart. It should be so interesting to talk about these things with Ou Chen...
As soon as this thought came to her, she was stunned again.
Ou Chen...
Since when did she think of him often like this...
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