Summer's Desire

Chapter 1
rainy night.

in the hospital.

The corridor door was pushed open by a slender hand!

Perhaps because she was walking too fast, Yin Xiamo was caught by the corner of the skirt of her white evening dress, and suddenly staggered, and the slender, bony hand immediately grabbed her arm again.

"Be careful."

Yin Xiamo looked back at him blankly, but seemed to not understand what he was saying, so she just pushed him away.There was a long corridor in front of me, the lights were pale and dazzling, the sound of the rain outside suddenly disappeared, and there was silence.The booming sound in her ear was getting louder and louder, as if something was about to rush out of her chest.

"Xia Mo--!"

Hearing footsteps in the corridor, Zhen En, who was sitting on the bench outside the intensive care unit, turned her head. There were residual tears on her face, and her eyes were still red.When she saw that the figure in the corridor was Yin Xiamo, without even thinking about it, she staggered and rushed over to grab Xia Mo. Her panic caused tears to well up in her eyes again, and she shouted in a mess——

"Xia Mo! You're finally here! Just now, Xiao Cheng..."

The slightly weeping voice stopped abruptly when she saw Xia Mo's appearance, Zhen En widened her eyes in shock, Xia Mo... What's wrong with her?
Under the cold white light in the hospital corridor, Yin Xiamo's eyes were slack, her face was extremely pale, without a trace of blood, like a paper man who would fall down when the wind blows.She grabbed Zhen En's hand vigorously, but her body trembled badly.

Jane suddenly became frightened.

"Xia Mo, what's wrong with you, don't scare me..."

What happened to Xia Mo?She is not like this, she has always been so calm, as if nothing can break her, she has always been as strong as a big tree, so that people can rely on it with peace of mind.If Xia Mo also fell down, what should I do, what should I do?
Jean panicked.

"Don't panic, how is Yin Cheng?"

The sudden deep voice made Zhen En realize from the panic that there was another person beside him, and that person had a unique feeling of nobleness and alienation...

It's Ou Chen.

Why is he here?

"...Xiaocheng...Xiaocheng is fine..." Ou Chen's composure forced Zhen En to calm down, and she tried to force a smile, "Xia Mo...you don't have to worry, the doctor said there is nothing serious... yes I have made such a fuss that you have been frightened... I'm sorry, Xia Mo... Xia Mo..."

Yin Xiamo acted as if she had never heard of it, her hands were still icy cold.

Ou Chen turned her around anxiously, and said angrily and in pain: "Didn't you hear? It's all right now, Yin Cheng is all right now!"

"Is... all right?"

Yin Xiamo's eyes gradually gained focus, watching Ou Chen repeat slowly.

Zhen En felt a pain in her heart, she couldn't force her smile anymore, she couldn't help sobbing: "I'm sorry...you asked me to take good care of Xiaocheng...but I saw him pass out, there was nothing I could do...Moreover, I scared you ...Xia Mo, I'm sorry...it's all because I'm useless..."

Xiao Cheng is fine...

"do not Cry……"

Ou Chen's voice seemed to have gradually awakened Yin Xiamo, the strong woman seemed to have returned, but there was a fragility hidden deep in her eyes.

"Is he awake?"

Jane stopped crying, shook her head, and said in frustration:
"Not yet...but the doctor said there is no danger!"

There was only a small light on in the ward, the nurse was sitting quietly in the corner, Yin Cheng was lying on the hospital bed, in the dim light, he was so pale that he seemed transparent, lifeless as if he would stop breathing at any time.

Yin Xiamo stood stiffly beside the hospital bed.

The light elongated her figure obliquely, covering Yin Cheng lightly. He was like a sleeping prince, with his eyes closed quietly, and his dark and slender eyelashes didn't even blink at all.Yin Xiamo's heart suddenly tightened, and the inexplicable fear made her tremblingly stretch out her hand, resting on the pulse of his wrist——

……

sudden……

……

sudden……

……

The slight pulse made Yin Xiamo finally fall from the dark and suffocating space, the feeling of weightlessness, as if all the strength disappeared all of a sudden!Someone supported her and slowly recovered from the dizziness. She saw the nurse's concerned face and heard the nurse ask her if she was not feeling well.

"...Thank you, I'm fine."

Yin Xiamo answered her mechanically, and slowly sat in the chair beside the hospital bed, staring at Yin Cheng who was sleeping in a daze, for a long, long time, she remained motionless like a stone sculpture.

Jane stood silently at the other corner of the hospital bed.

She is stupid, she doesn't know what to say and what to do, it seems that the only thing she can do is to quietly accompany Xia Mo and Xiao Cheng like this.

Dim lighting.

Xiao Cheng was pale and sleeping on the hospital bed.

Xia Mo was pale and absent-minded beside the hospital bed.

Zhen En's heart was painful and astringent, and there was a slight bitterness, as if she would never be able to enter the world of the siblings, and would always be an outsider.Raising her head blankly, she saw Ou Chen outside through the glass of the ward door.

Just now she thought that Ou Chen would follow Xia Mo in, but he stopped suddenly and sadly let the door close slowly in front of him.

Maybe through the glass.

Maybe it's a long distance away.

In her impression, Ou Chen, who was always indifferent and noble, seemed so lonely and fragile.His eyes were still cold, but he was always staring at Xia Mo through the glass, as if it was the only light in his life, the only light that would die if he lost it.

Yin Xiamo gently held Yin Cheng's hand.

She held it lightly, as if she was afraid of waking him up, as if she was afraid of hurting him, and then gently brushed the hair from his forehead with her right hand.Xiao Cheng was so good-looking, she was in a daze.

She still remembers the day when he was born, although she was only four years old at that time, she clearly remembered how beautiful he was lying in the swaddling baby beside her mother.The skin is tender and tender, and the eyes can be opened on the first day of birth. The eyes are as dark and wet as grapes. She touched his cheek curiously, and he even giggled at her as a baby.

My mother is very busy. After half a month of giving birth, she went back to work in the nightclub.

In the past, she was always lonely and afraid when she was alone at home, but then she got Xiao Cheng.She feeds Xiaocheng every day, changes his diapers, rocks him to sleep, sings nursery rhymes to him, and pushes the stroller to let him go out to bask in the sun.

The first person Xiao Cheng would call was her sister.

"Haw... chirp."

Hey, is he talking?The five-year-old little Xia Mo looked at her little brother curiously.

"what are you talking about?"

Xiao Cheng, who had been fattened up by her, looked at her with a smile.

"Ha... chi..."

What is chirp.Xiao Xiamo thought for a long time, and suddenly realized that he couldn't be calling her sister!

"It's my sister, not Chirp, Xiaocheng, tell my sister, sister... sister!"

"Ha... chi..."

Xiaocheng repeated with a smile.

"No, it's sister--sister--"

"Haw."

Xiao Cheng became more and more fluent...

but……

But she didn't take good care of Xiaocheng, but four years ago when Xiaocheng was discharged from the hospital with a serious illness and was drenched in heavy rain for a whole night, she didn't know anything about it in that dark place, but her blood type was not consistent with Xiaocheng's, but her own kidney was not the same. I can change it to Xiaocheng...

Gently holding Xiaocheng's hand, Yin Xiamo's lips were pale.

*** ***
The rain is getting heavier.

In the dark rain, the dazzling headlights illuminated the road ahead as bright as day, the speed of the car was increased to the fastest speed, and the wipers swung crazily on the glass.

Her phone is always off...

can't find her...

In this rainy night, he couldn't find her...

Luo Xi clenched the steering wheel tightly, her fingers turning white.

When he chased him out of the banquet hall, she was gone, as if she had disappeared into the rain, there was no sign of her on the road, where did she go, what happened to her, why did she look so pale when she rushed out of the banquet hall... …

something must have happened...

Severe pain came from his heart!
She was so desperate and pale, her painful figure rushed out of the hall, as if she was going to leave his life from now on, fear and fear made him no longer care about everything about her and Ou Chen, he just wanted to find her , Find her immediately!
but……

Where did she go...

There was no light in her house, and it was pitch-black, as if no one had lived in it for a long time. There was a thin layer of dust on the insole outside the gate.He rang the doorbell unwillingly, hoping that she would miraculously open the door, and he would never doubt her again, even if she really had any contact with Ou Chen, he would never doubt her again!

Her neighbor told him—

She never came back.

Where did she go...

The speed of the car was increased to the maximum, the window was half down, and the raindrops hit Luo Xi's body coldly and frantically!He was drenched by the heavy rain, but there seemed to be a burning flame of pain in his heart, trying to burn him into ashes!
but……

Her company is also dark and empty...

Where did she go...

There is a kind of despair, a kind of fear, slowly spreading from Luo Xi's bone marrow...

It's such an ominous premonition...

If you can't find her, you can never find her again...

On the road in heavy rain.

Sharp brakes!

The car suddenly stopped on the side of the road!

Luo Xi's body leaned forward with a "bang", he was holding the steering wheel tightly, his dark wet hair was messily scattered on his forehead, making his face look like snow, but his lips were so bright that they seemed to be bleeding.He stared stiffly at the white rainwater on the windshield, his chest hurt so badly that he couldn't control it, where is she...

It was pouring like rain.

The whole world seems to be surrounded by rain.

Suddenly, Luo Xi's fingers trembled slightly.

Remember she said...

Xiaocheng is sick in the hospital...

A light of hope flashed in his eyes, and he seemed to come alive instantly!Grabbing the phone, he started asking one hospital after another...

*** ***
In the ward.

Dim lighting.

Yin Xiamo sat beside the hospital bed motionless like a stone sculpture, she stared blankly at her own black shadow on the ground, her mind went blank, she only felt that the black shadow was about to rush over and swallow her mouthful.

I do not know how long it has been.

Her fingers seemed to move slightly.

Then--

It was gently held backwards in a weak hand.

"Little Cheng!"

Jane shouted excitedly and rushed to the hospital bed.

Yin Xiamo was stunned, her gaze slowly moved up from the black shadow on the ground, and she saw that Xiao Cheng's fingers were gently holding her hand in the palm of his hand, his palm was so thin and long, it seemed that the joints could be seen faintly. blood vessels.

"sister--"

Yin Cheng struggled to sit up, but his weak body prevented him from moving at all.

"you're awake."

Yin Xiamo's smile was as light as a flower petal, but she avoided his eyes, preventing him from seeing the moisture in her eyes.She reached out to touch his hair, the action of trying to get up just now made a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, she picked up the towel next to the bed and gently wiped off the sweat for him.

"Sister... I made you worry again..."

"No, you're just a little tired, so you just fell asleep." Yin Xiamo said in a soft voice, combing his slightly wet hair with his fingers, "Maybe it's because you've been painting for too long recently, and you'll need to paint more in the future." Rest, okay?"

"……it is good."

"Still tired, right?" She pulled the quilt up to cover his shoulders and hands, "Go to sleep a little longer, my sister is here with you."

"I'm not tired..." Yin Cheng stared at her softly, but his voice was a bit intermittent, "Sister...your dress is so pretty...tonight's party...have a good time..."

"Very happy. The party was very grand, with many friends participating, and the castle is also very beautiful, illuminated by countless lights and reflected on the lake..." Yin Xiamo said to him in a soft voice like a lullaby, looking into his eyes Closing it slowly, breathing evenly, knowing that he fell asleep again.

Quietly looking at Yin Cheng's sleeping face.

a long time.

Yin Xiamo stood up slowly, her movements were very slow, as if some force was pressing her down, her body shook slightly, Zhen En whispered, and came over to support her.Yin Xiamo shook her head, and did not let Zhen En help her. She managed to stand still, and walked slowly towards the door of the ward with a white face.

Zhen En looked at her worriedly, and then looked back at Yin Cheng on the hospital bed.For a moment, he didn't know whether he should go out to accompany Xia Mo or stay and take care of Xiao Cheng.

Yin Xiamo walked out of the ward.

The door of the ward closed slowly behind her.

long hallway.

Her eyes were empty and black, and her face was snow-white, as if she had suddenly lost her sight and couldn't see anything, but she walked step by step towards the figure who had been standing there all along.Her light footsteps echoed hollowly in the silent corridor, just like her empty eyes.

Go to Ou Chen.

She raised her head slowly.

Like the slow motion in a movie, her eyelashes slowly raised, looking at him, her eyes were as empty as the sea in the dark night.

In the rainy night.

The car is coming from the heavy rain!

Just as the car stopped, Luo Xi opened the door and rushed out!He rushed into the hospital lobby, rushed to the nurse's desk and asked Yin Cheng's ward, and rushed up the stairs, leaving only the nurses on duty looking at his back in disbelief.

He ran up the stairs!
He pushed open the corridor door!

He was running like hell in the long corridor!

It was as if a fire was burning in the lungs!

she is here...

She must be here!
"I promise you……"

Yin Xiamo's voice was as quiet as raindrops, she didn't see Ou Chen's shocked expression, she didn't hear what Ou Chen was saying hoarsely, she didn't feel that Ou Chen was holding her shoulder tightly and wanted her to listen speak for themselves.

There is a white mist in front of me...

She has no choice...

"...as long as you are willing to exchange your kidney for Xiaocheng," in the empty hospital corridor, her eyes were blank, "...then... let's get married..."

At the door of the intensive care unit, Jane tightly covered her mouth!
What did she hear? !Xiao Cheng? !Kidney replacement? !Xiaocheng needs a kidney transplant?Could it be that only Ou Chen's kidney can help Xiaocheng survive? !Could it be that Xia Mo wanted to marry Ou Chen for that kidney? !Is the world crazy? !
Ou Chen looked at Yin Xiamo in front of him with dark eyes!

He thought he had lost.Seeing her so devastated, pale and painful, he had already lost in his heart, and he didn't want to hold on any longer, and didn't want himself to be her torturer.Although, this may be his only chance for happiness.

Just when he was about to tell her that he gave up insisting on the conditions of marrying her...

She agreed.

Her pain was so palpable that he couldn't feel happy and happy when she finally said yes.Looking into her empty eyes, his heart seemed to have fallen into a deep, dark hole.However, even if it's a dark and deep hole, even if it's a cold place that never sees light, if you lose this opportunity, if you don't have her, how can you live on...

in the hallway.

Ou Chen stretched out his arms silently, and hugged her pale and dazed into his arms. The shadows of the two overlapped and reflected obliquely and long on the ground.

the other end of the corridor.

There is another shadow on the ground...

lonely...

very long...

Luo Xi stood blankly, the rainwater slid down his cheeks from the messy hair on his forehead, and slowly dripped onto the ground, leaving small wet marks.

Looking at her who was hugged by Ou Chen in front of her.

Luo Xi stood dumbfounded.

The whole body was drenched by the rain, the rain dripped from his hair and slipped from his fingers, the rain was very cold, his face gradually became pale and terribly pale, looking at her embraced by Ou Chen, a little blood on his chest Frozen a little...

then……

He turned slowly.

The figure disappeared at the end of the corridor like mist.

As if in a thick fog...

There was a faint figure, like the petals falling under the cherry tree in the middle of the night many years ago, that figure was so familiar that it made her heart ache... But... that figure disappeared as quietly as it appeared...

In the trance of thoughts, Yin Xiamo's heart was silent, she closed her eyes quietly, and let Ou Chen hold her in his arms.

Ou Chen hugged her.

The voice was deep and hoarse—

"Okay, let's get married."

*** ***
That night, Luo Xi had a very high fever.

The floor-to-ceiling windows of the bedroom were wide open, and the night wind mixed with rainwater blew in. The carpet by the window was wet, wet and cold, and the carpet soaked in rainwater had a dark color, just like the dark night outside the window.

Luo Xi lay on the bed with a high fever.

He was still wearing the wet clothes, unconscious, burning hot all over, but his body was shaking quietly, as if he had suddenly returned to the winter of his childhood, sitting alone on a bench in an amusement park.That night, large flakes of snowflakes fell quietly. In fact, he was very afraid of the cold. In fact, he knew that he was abandoned by his mother...

in fact……

he hates mom...

Even if mother regrets it, even if she finally runs back to find him, he will not forgive her, he will never love her that much again, he really hates her in his heart...

However, my mother never came back...

she……

won't come back either...

The more you love, the more you fear...

The warmer it is, the more frightened it is...

So when he felt hurt, it had become his instinct to reflexively push her away.He couldn't bear to be abandoned again, so he took the initiative to leave her... But as long as she expresses it casually, he will turn back!He clearly knew that he had no resistance against her at all...

However, he forgot that no one will save him...

nobody……

My heart hurts like it's about to burst...

going to crack...

It was very cold in the bedroom, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier. The rain drifted in gently, and a few strands fell to the bedside.The dark eyelashes were tightly closed, the lips were pale and chapped, Luo Xi trembled quietly on the bed, her cheeks were stained with two flushes from high fever.

……

"...then... let's get married..."

In the long corridor of the hospital, her voice was as quiet as an echo.Ou Chen hugged her in his arms, and the shadows of the two overlapped, reflecting obliquely and long on the ground...

……

she finally...

completely left him...

The room was as cold as ice, and Luo Xi fell into a coma with a high fever, and his dark eyelashes gradually became wet, as if he was having a nightmare, a nightmare where he was trembling slightly but couldn't wake up...

Luo Xi originally had an announcement the next day.

But Jie Ni waited and waited, but he didn't show up. Being late rarely happened to Luo Xi, and no one answered his cell phone, nor did anyone answer his landline at home.When the uneasiness in her heart became more and more intense, when she opened the door of Luoxi's apartment with the spare key in her hand, she suddenly found that he had passed out with a fever in the room!
After rushing to the apartment, Dr. Zhang made a diagnosis and said that it was a high fever caused by typhoid fever. If the high fever persists, he must be sent to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible.

Luo Xi had a fever for two days and two nights.

Although Jie Ni couldn't hear what he was babbling in a coma, she could still vaguely distinguish the name he had been calling hoarsely in his throat, coupled with the suffocating breath of pain and despair, It made her understand that there might be a problem between him and Senior Xia Mo.She wanted to call Senior Xia Mo, but Senior Xia Mo's cell phone was always turned off.

As for Shen Qiang, probably after hearing the news from the company, she came to stay by Luo Xi's side overnight, and stayed with her all day and all night.

However, Luo Xi, who was suffering from a high fever, kept murmuring the name of Senior Xia Mo, Jie Ni looked at Shen Qiang sitting on the side of the bed blankly, the pain and loss in her eyes made her feel unbearable.

slowly.

Luo Xi's high fever finally subsided.

Seeing his pale lips leaning against the head of the bed in a silent daze, Jie Ni struggled and hesitated, whether to find a way to find Senior Xia Mo, maybe there was some misunderstanding between the two of them, Senior Xia Mo probably didn't know that Luo Xi was so ill Great.However, after Qiao entered the room, he pulled her into the living room with a sullen face, and now all the news about Xia Mo on Weibo——

Luoxi's ex-girlfriend Yin Xiamo is about to marry into a wealthy family!

Yin Xiamo and Ou Shi Shaodong's wedding date has been set!

On Weibo, someone posted a few sneak photos of Yin Xiamo and Ou Chen meeting on a date. Yin Xiamo had no expression on her face, and Ou Chen stared at her. The two were sitting in the coffee house on the top of the mountain.

Looking at those photos, Jie Ni was completely stunned!

*** ***
As if overnight, the news of the marriage of Yin Xiamo and Ou Chen became the focus of news in the financial and entertainment circles, attracting the attention of the world!
The Ou's Group has always been mysterious and low-key, and the successive heirs of the Ou's Group rarely appeared in public, which made the outside world more curious about it.

Ou Chen, the current helm of the Ou Group, lives abroad all year round. After returning to China a year ago, he also acts in a very low-key style. The occasional gossip news has something to do with the new star Yin Xiamo.This time it was revealed that he and Yin Xiamo would enter the marriage hall, which shocked the financial circles. .

However, the entertainment industry concentrated its firepower on Yin Xiamo.Since Yin Xiamo's debut, the scandal has hardly stopped. During the rookie training period, Luo Xi personally appeared in Rainbow Square to cheer her up, and starred in her first commercial and MV, which made her start in the entertainment industry. emerging in.

Since participating in the filming of the TV series "Pure Love Love Song", Yin Xiamo's scandals have become more and more vigorous.In the An Hui Ni incident, Yin Xiamo was accused of trying to lure Ling Hao to get a high position, causing the world to stare at her. Although it was later clarified, her relationship with Luo Xi was completely exposed to the public.Just when the world was touched by the romantic fairy-tale love between Yu Luoxi and Yin Xiamo, rumors of a third party inserted quietly spread. The relationship between Shen Qiang and Luo Xi, Yin Xiamo and Ou Chen made everything seem so confusing...

Now, Yin Xiamo and Ou Chen's wedding date has actually been set, and it is said that they will be married within the next few weeks.

What kind of woman is Yin Xiamo, who has such a great charm that the superstar Luo Xi and Ou Chen, the heir of the Ou Group, are fascinated by her.Although she is beautiful and calm, with a radiance that makes people reluctant to look away, there are not a few actresses who are more charming than her in the entertainment industry.

It's natural foxy.

All kinds of malicious attacks from the media came to Yin Xiamo one after another. Some said that she had always stepped on men to climb up, and some said that the purpose of her entering the showbiz was to marry into a wealthy family, so whenever the opportunity presented itself, she would not hesitate to take Luo Hee left behind...

Amidst the overwhelming accusations and ridicules, Yin Xiamo seemed to have evaporated from the world. No one answered her mobile phone, and she no longer attended any announcements. She was nowhere to be seen in the company or at home.The entertainment reporters didn't have the ability to get close to Ou Chen, so they had to focus all their attention on Luo Xi, hoping to get some gossip from him.

but--

Even Luo Xi couldn't find it!
Several of his original announcements were also temporarily cancelled.

While the entertainment reporters were stunned, there was another gossip that Luo Xi fell ill due to emotional injuries.However, Luo Xi's company immediately refuted this rumor, explaining that because "The Prosperity of the World" is about to enter the finalization stage, some originally scheduled announcements had to be canceled due to the heavy workload.Sure enough, a few days later, Luo Xi appeared in front of the public with a calm expression, and together with Shen Qiang promoted the upcoming "Prosperity of the World", it didn't look like she was hurt by love.

What is the truth of the matter, it seems that no one will ever make it clear.Unknowingly, the breath of summer has gradually faded. It has rained several times in a row in the past few days, and the weather has become cooler, as if suddenly it is autumn.

In the apartment late at night.

"On Thursday, in addition to the announcement of "The Prosperity of the World", "Bagua Tianxia" would like to invite you to participate in the video recording at [-] pm, "Peacock Weekly" would like to interview you at [-] pm, and "Entertainment Spicy Show" invited you to participate in the evening video Live broadcast, and..." Jie Ni looked down at the notepad, reporting item by item.

"Okay. As long as the time does not conflict, you can agree to everything."

The glass window was half open, and the wind blew in the fine rain. Luo Xi stood by the window, his voice, which was already weak after illness, seemed to be blown away by the wind, leaving it empty.

"But your body..."

Jenny raised her head and said worriedly.But when she thought that today's Weibo was full of news that Yin Xiamo's wedding would be held in secret, her heart tightened again.

What happened?
Why did Luo Xi and Xia Mo break up suddenly?Why is senior sister Xia Mo going to marry Ou Chen all of a sudden?Jie Ni felt heavy in her heart.

"You...do you want to find Senior Xia Mo?..."

Jenny asked hesitantly.She knew that as an assistant, she shouldn't interfere too much with Luo Xi's private emotional life, but Luo Xi like this made her feel fearful for no reason.

When she was in love with senior sister Xia Mo before, Luo Xi turned down all unimportant announcements, just to have more time with senior sister Xia Mo at night.Now, he has received countless announcements, and the schedule is full, without the slightest rest, and without his own private life, even Shen Qiang calls nine times out of ten and asks her to answer it for him.If it wasn't for Qiao insisting that she ask Luo Xi, she would have refused these notices directly for him.

Is he masturbating himself...

In the past few days, every time he was interviewed or on a show, the reporters and hosts would directly or indirectly ask him about his relationship with Senior Xia Mo.Although he was always talking and laughing, and could easily change the subject, she noticed that whenever the name "Xia Mo" was mentioned, his body would quietly become stiff.

"Looking for her?"

Luo Xi took a deep breath, watched the white mist pervade the glass, mixed with the fine rain, and said softly:

"...Do you want me to congratulate her?"

"No!" Jie Ni said in a panic, "...I always feel... there must be some misunderstanding...Maybe the scandal between you and Shen Qiang made Senior Xia Mo misunderstand...Maybe Senior Xia Mo has some difficulties... ...Perhaps, it can be redeemed..."

"What if I saw it with my own eyes?"

There was a pitch-black death-like silence in his eyes, as if he had returned to the hospital that night, heard her say those words with his own ears, and saw Ou Chen hugging her with his own eyes.Luo Xi stood blankly, the blood on her lips slowly fading away bit by bit.

"Even if I saw it with my own eyes, it might be fake. For example, the scandal between you and Shen Qiang was published in the photo...but in fact, you and her are not really dating..." Jie Ni said cautiously.

Will there be fake ones if you see it with your own eyes?

Luo Xi suddenly lost his mind.

A white night mist hangs over the glass windows.

That's right, didn't he deliberately not explain the scandal with Shen Qiang to her, and even said that he wanted to break up?As for Xia Mo, could it be fake too, could it be just to get angry with him and make him jealous...

Recalling those unfeeling words I once said, recalling trying to make her jealous like that...

Luo Xi's lips were as pale as paper.

But the bottom of his eyes suddenly burst out with light as if grasping the last straw!
*** ***
afternoon.

In the bookstore.

In front of the rows of short bookshelves, Yin Xiamo's eyes slowly scanned the books. She reached out to take a book from time to time and looked down.

Xiaocheng has already started to undergo various examinations before the kidney replacement operation, but the doctor told her that Xiaocheng's body had better be adjusted to the best condition before the operation, and the thing that passed out due to fatigue a few days ago should be avoided as much as possible.Xiaocheng was really obedient, and promised her with a smile, saying that he would reduce the time for painting in the future and pay more attention to rest.

So, she was going to buy a few painting books for Xiaocheng to read, so that he could pass some boring time in the ward.Originally, she planned to go to the bookstore by herself, but Ou Chen happened to show up and came here with her.

The bookstore was quiet.

Yin Xiamo put a picture album back on the bookshelf, and when she looked up, she found that the bookstore was still deserted, with only her and Ou Chen as customers.

She has been to this bookstore several times before. It is a professional art bookstore. Although the store is not very large, there are always many customers every time she comes to the store because of the wide variety of books.It's so quiet today...

She silently looked at Ou Chen.

Ou Chen was in front of the first row of bookshelves, and beside him there was already a stack of selected books, all of which were art collections.He picked up another book, lowered his head and carefully flipped through it. His slender fingers seemed to be much thinner than before, and the green lace was still tied around his wrist.

Ever since she agreed to Ou Chen's exchange in the hospital that night, everything was a foregone conclusion, and the media knew about her marriage to Ou Chen almost immediately.

Yin Xiamo's heart was empty.

She didn't want to know how the news of the marriage spread, and she had already become numb to those vicious attacks.This is the price she should pay, there is no free lunch in the world, if she wants to get what she wants, she must pay an equal price.

She took a breath.

Turning her mind back, she quickly put the selected picture album into the shopping basket, and then walked to the cashier.

"Have you bought everything?"

A deep male voice sounded, and one hand took the shopping basket from her.Yin Xiamo hesitated for a moment, and finally let him take the shopping basket away. Since she has decided to marry him, she should gradually get used to his presence.

"...Buy everything."

There is a picture album "From Monet To Picasso" that Xiaocheng likes, but she didn't buy it, but she didn't want to tell him.If he knew, he would try his best to buy it for her, and then she would feel breathless in her heart.

"The total is 298 yuan."

The cashier of the bookstore quickly settled the books in Yin Xiamo's shopping basket, and said with a sweet smile.

"Thank you."

As Yin Xiamo said, just as she took out the wallet from her handbag, a black card had already been handed to the cashier lady before her. She was slightly taken aback, and immediately moved her finger from the card in the wallet to the cash, and quickly took out three hundred dollars. Yuan Qian came and said to the receiving lady:
"Please use mine, I have cash."

Her voice was very quiet, but there was a sense of persistence in her words.The cashier looked at Ou Chen in a daze, as if asking him what to do.

Ou Chen stared at Yin Xiamo.

She didn't look back at him, but quietly put the money on the cash register, her skin was as white as translucent in the afternoon light.

He slowly took his card back.

After the cashier finished paying for Yin Xiamo's books, she started to settle the books that Ou Chen bought.All he bought were picture albums, but none of them were the same as the ones he bought just now. When the cashier lady scanned the barcode on the back of the book, he looked at the picture album Yin Xiamo bought again, and asked in a deep voice:

"No From Monet To Picasso in store?"

Yin Xiamo looked up in astonishment!
On the way to the bookstore, he once glanced at the list of art books she wanted to buy, but only looked at it for a few seconds, and he remembered it so clearly.

"Ah, it was sold out just the day before yesterday, and I haven't had time to replenish it." The cashier made an inquiry and said apologetically.

"When will it be the soonest?"

"It will be ready in three days. If necessary, we will send the book to you as soon as it arrives." The cashier lady smiled.

"it is good."

Ou Chen's jaw.

Walking out of the bookstore, the sky was gloomy, and it seemed that it was going to rain.Yin Xiamo noticed a "Closed Business" sign at the door of the bookstore, and when she and Ou Chen walked out, the clerk took the sign back.

He was like this since he was a child, he would completely exclude others on many occasions, and only he was alone with her, making her feel that she was just a canary raised by him.But thinking about it, the news of her marriage has been spreading all over the past few days, and clearing out the crowd in the bookstore is probably a way for him to try to protect her.

She lowered her eyelashes to hide the complex emotions in her eyes.

The black vehicle was driving on the way back to the hospital.

The driver concentrates on driving.

Due to the soundproof glass in the car, it seemed that only Ou Chen and Yin Xiamo were in the space.

She looked at the scenery outside the car window, her eyes were faint, as if her thoughts were empty, she was as peaceful as a doll.

"Sorry, those reports must have bothered you."

Ou Chen's deep voice sounded in the car.

Yin Xiamo looked sideways at Ou Chen.The sky outside the window was cloudy, and the light at the moment was almost as dark as evening, and his face was somewhat unclear in the light and shadow.

"It doesn't matter." She smiled faintly, "Since we have decided to get married, the media will know sooner or later, and now it's just a little earlier."

"Those negative reports, I will deal with them."

"Thank you."

she said politely.

Then she began to be slightly absent-minded again, as if she was thinking about something, but she didn't seem to be thinking about anything.It started to rain gradually in the sky, and the rain was finely intertwined on the window glass, and her skin was reflected extremely white. Sitting beside him like this, she seemed to be far away from him.

"you……"

Ou Chen's eyes darkened.Although he knew that this was just a transaction, he actually expected to see her happy and joyful expression, just like an ordinary bride in the world.

"...will you regret it?"

Yin Xiamo was silent for a moment, she looked up at him:

"Do you regret it?"

"No."

"..." Her gaze was flowing quietly on his face like the sea water in the morning, "There is a sentence, it seems that I have never said it to you."

"what?"

"Thank you, Ou Chen." She smiled at him faintly.

"..."

"Thank you, you are willing to give your kidney to Xiao Cheng... These days, I have been thinking whether I am too selfish. Kidney replacement surgery is harmful to your body after all, but I insist on asking you The kidney must be exchanged for Xiaocheng. Thinking about it this way is really too much."

"You don't hate me?" Ou Chen's heart tightened.

"In the beginning, I hated you." She looked out of the car window, and the scenery beside the street was covered by the drizzle, leaving only a foggy outline, "But, why do I hate you. Xiao Cheng is my younger brother, To you, you are just someone else who has nothing to do with you, your health is the most important thing to you, even if you insist on rejecting me, I have no right to blame you."

"..."

Ou Chen looked at her.In the cold light of the afternoon, she seemed to be surrounded by the rain outside the window, sitting in front of him, but it seemed like she would never be able to touch her.With a pain in his heart, the voice slowly squeezed out of his throat:
"Or, we can postpone the wedding until Yin Cheng has finished the operation, until..." Wait until she can truly accept him...

But, when will he wait? He has waited since he was 14 years old, how long will he have to wait, and will Luo Xi give him time to wait...

Yin Xiamo stared at him in a daze.

Noticing the sadness in his eyes and his clenched fingers, after a while, she whispered:
"Since the wedding date has been set, there is no need to change it. This is what I willingly agreed to, and I will try my best to fulfill my wife's responsibilities after marriage."

wife……

Ou Chen's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle!Then, gradually, a burst of warmth gushed out from there, getting hotter and hotter...

At this time, the mobile phone rang suddenly.

Ou Chen tried his best to suppress the embarrassing enthusiasm in his heart, and listened to the voice from the mobile phone. It was Simon who reminded him to have an appointment with the senior management of HSBC Bank at five o'clock.He answered a few words and the call ended.

The black vehicle also stopped at the entrance of the hospital.

"Thank you for accompanying me to the bookstore."

Yin Xiamo told him, with a pale smile on his lips, and his eyes were as transparent as glass.Then, she insisted on rejecting Ou Chen's sending her to Xiaocheng's ward, picked up the newly bought painting album, and walked into the thin rain from the car.

Ou Chen silently watched her back in the car.

In the drizzle.

Her figure looks thin and weak, but her back is always straight.

She walked fast.

Didn't even look back at him once.

Walking into the hospital lobby, she didn't look back at him, and disappeared among the crowd of medical patients coming in and out.

*** ***
Yin Xiamo closed her eyes tightly.

Standing in the corner of the hospital hall, until she could no longer feel the gloomy gaze behind her, she slowly relaxed her body, the smile faded from the corners of her lips, and her lips gradually turned pale.In front of him, there was always a strong sense of guilt that forced her to suffocate.

It was she who asked him to exchange his kidney for Xiao Cheng.

It was she who agreed to the quid pro quo.

Then, she should try to respond to him.

That's only fair...

However, she couldn't do it.She wanted to use acting skills to cover it up, but she knew that those eyes that couldn't fool Ou Chen would only make him more depressed.Did he get hurt by her again today...

Walk slowly in the corridor of the hospital.

Yin Xiamo thought in a daze.

The events of five years ago gradually faded away in her memory. Whether it was the hatred for him under the cherry blossom tree that night, or the vow never to forgive him in that dark place, it all faded away like a cloud of smoke.Perhaps for him, her appearance was the greater disaster...

Before he knew it, he had already walked to the door of Yin Cheng's ward.

Yin Xiamo took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, made herself smile, and made her eyes bright and happy like stars. She knocked on the door of the ward, then turned the handle and walked in.

"sister--"

The lights in the ward were not turned on, and the rain outside the window made the room surprisingly dark. Yin Cheng called her softly. He was leaning against the bedside with a portfolio on his lap, but his expression was not clear.

"You're drawing again, didn't you mean to draw less?" Yin Xiamo smiled slightly complaining, reached out and pressed the headlight switch in the ward, and the room was filled with light immediately, "Do you see what I bought for you?"

"What is it?"

Yin Cheng said curiously.

"You will love it!"

Blinking her eyes, she happily walked over, and when she was about to put the thick stack of albums on Xiaocheng's bedside table, she suddenly found that Jane was also in the ward.

"Jane, you're here too."

Yin Xiamo greeted her with a smile, but Zhen En stood by the window with an indescribably weird expression.

"Uh……"

Jane stared at her blankly, as if her appearance was a very inappropriate thing, and then looked away from her in another direction.

Yin Xiamo subconsciously followed Zhen En's gaze——

In the small brown sofa directly opposite the hospital bed.

The man's eyes were as dark as night, staring at her deeply, as if there was a mist in his eyes, he stood up slowly, his eyes fixed on her face.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Luo Xi's voice was a little hoarse, like the drizzle outside the window, suddenly, the world became silent.