Summer's Desire

Chapter 13
The next day, Inspur Studio released an amazing photo!
Although it was obviously a candid shot, and the light in the bar was not good, but the people in the photo were clearly seen as Luo Xi and Shen Qiang, the kings and queens of the showbiz!In the picture, the two are kissing intimately! !
The PO of this photo immediately attracted everyone's attention!It even surpassed the influence of Luo Xi's withdrawal from "Battle Flag" to film "The Prosperity of the World"!In an instant, all the media and people's attention was focused on this scandal!

It is a secret that everyone knows that Shen Qiang has a crush on Luo Xi. Before Yin Xiamo appeared, Shen Qiang had always been Luo Xi's rumored girlfriend.It's just that although the scandal of Luo Xi and Shen Qiang has been circulating for a long time, there is no definite evidence, and the two have never admitted it.After Yin Xiamo's press conference, Luo Xi made public his love affair with her in front of the world, like a fairy tale about a prince saving a princess. In such an enviable romance, the previous gossip about Shen Qiang naturally disappeared.

But this picture...

Could it be that Luo Xi and Shen Qiang have rekindled their old relationship?Has Luo Xi officially broken up with Yin Xiamo?Was it because of the ambiguous relationship between Yin Xiamo and Ou Chen that Luo Xi sparked with Shen Qiang out of sadness?Or was it because of his relationship with Shen Qiang that Yin Xiamo had no choice but to approach Ou Chen as revenge?Is Shen Qiang the third party? ...

Countless guesses...

Countless mysteries...

In just one day, all the media platforms were focused on commenting on this triangle scandal, and the photos of Luo Xi and Shen Qiang kissing were posted all over the place!Netizens also speculated and discussed this incident, and it even developed into a scuffle between Shen Qiang's fans and Yin Xiamo's fans...

The entertainment reporters almost exploded Luo Xi's and Shen Qiang's mobile phones, and both of them were answered by their managers, using some vague words to perfunctory.And Yin Xiamo's cell phone was always turned off, and all the entertainment journals couldn't contact her. She seemed to have evaporated from the world all of a sudden!

in the afternoon.

hospital.

Doctor's duty room.

There is no wind, the leaves outside the window are motionless, a few cicadas are screaming hoarsely on the green leaves, the air is hot and humid.

Yin Xiamo stood stiffly and numbly, her vision gradually blurred, Dr. Zheng's face dangled like a double shadow in front of her, and her back felt numb.Her eardrums were rumbling, and she could only hear her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and her voice was squeezed out hoarsely——

"What did you say?……"

She always thought that Xiao Cheng's condition was well controlled, and he would live a healthy life. She thought that she had been freed from the nightmare a few years ago, and she could live with Xiao Cheng forever.But what is Dr. Zheng talking about? Why can't she understand...

Dr. Zheng raised his head from the medical records, sighed dignifiedly from the crow's feet at the corners of his eyes, and said, "Please be mentally prepared. Xiao Cheng must undergo a kidney replacement operation as soon as possible, otherwise...with his current physical condition, it will be difficult to support three More than a month."

"..."

He told her suddenly without any warning that Xiaocheng's kidneys had suffered severe kidney failure, and with other complications, if he did not undergo surgery, he would only have three months to live.Then, prepare her mentally?The world was so funny that she wanted to laugh, she pulled the corners of her lips, but the corners of her lips were as stiff as if frozen.

"...When did it start to get worse?"

It seems that there is a soul that does not belong to her, floating gently in the air.

"Since September last year, Xiaocheng's kidney function has gradually deteriorated. We have also carried out targeted treatment, but it has not improved and has continued to deteriorate. In March this year, he has been registered at the kidney transplantation center, hoping to find or wait for it. matching kidney organ for surgery.”

"Xiaocheng already knew?"

"Yes."

"You also knew that the situation was serious?"

"……Yes."

Yin Xiamo closed her eyes, her face pale.

"Why didn't you notify me?"

Last September, that was the month when she officially entered the showbiz. From that month on, Xiao Cheng resolutely refused to let her go to the hospital with him, and she didn't insist on going with him because of too many announcements.

"We have been unable to contact you." Dr. Zheng said with a sigh.

"how is this possible!"

Yin Xiamo cried out in a low voice.

Doctor Zheng nodded solemnly:

"Yes, your contact information has always been your home phone number, but during that time when you called at your home, either no one answered, or only Xiao Cheng was at home. And you have never accompanied Xiao Cheng to the hospital..."

"I……"

Yin Xiamoru was struck by lightning and was stunned!

Five years ago, she and Xiaocheng were so embarrassed that they had no money to buy a mobile phone, so they only left their home phone number to the hospital.Later, when she got a mobile phone, she forgot to go to the hospital to change her contact information.

"Then you can ask Xiaocheng to tell me, and then..."

Doctor Zheng sighed again:
"We asked Xiaocheng to tell you."

"Xiaocheng, he didn't..."

The voice stopped suddenly!Yin Xiamo was stiff in a daze, cold sweat drenched her back.Xiaocheng...how could Xiaocheng tell her...Xiaocheng is the last thing she wants to worry about...

"Xiaocheng told us that we have already told you. He also said that you mean that the treatment is up to the doctor." Dr. Zheng explained, "Later we also became suspicious and insisted on talking to you face to face. There are many reasons, saying that you have to catch up with the announcement, you are going to go out on location, and so on... Last month we felt that we really needed to talk to you. We visited your home once, but we still haven't found you... …As for Xiaocheng, he has been working hard to cooperate with the treatment. He has always taken medicine on time, returned to the doctor on time, and has done all the treatment that should be done. He is the most obedient patient in the hospital. But two weeks ago, I said When he asked you to come to the hospital, he suddenly became anxious, and begged me not to look for you again, not to let you know, because you are very busy now, and you have a lot of troubles...We hesitated at first, but Xiaocheng said..." Zheng The doctor stopped his narration, and the empty and desperate expression of the girl opposite made her hardly bear to continue.

She hastily ended her words:

"He said he can't make you worry about him anymore. He can only tell you if he finds a suitable kidney source, otherwise, he will give up the treatment and run away from home..."

The sound of cicadas outside the window shook the sky.

Yin Xiamo stood blankly, pale as if her soul had drifted away, no pain, no thinking, the world seemed to be very noisy, everything was chaotic and numb, the sun flickered dizzily, like countless spots, so unreal .Her body trembled lightly, so light that it was undetectable, like a dead still frame, frozen there, as if as long as she didn't think about it, everything would be fake and illusory...

She stood there blankly...

Falling into the dark abyss, falling...

"Xia Mo……"

Dr. Zheng stepped forward to support her worriedly. Her eyes were empty, and there was a kind of shocking despair, and her pale face seemed to faint at any time.Dr. Zheng was about to call the nurse, but she heard her trembling and strong voice repeating the last sentence just now:

"Matching..."

Dr. Zheng's last words finally pulled Yin Xiamo out of the dark abyss, and she asked in a shy voice:

"...Is it only possible to have a kidney transplant?"

She knew that the kidney transplant operation was the last step. Not only would there be dangers during the operation, but even if the operation was successfully completed, rejection might occur.

"Yes, this is the last hope."

Such words are cruel, but as family members of patients, they must understand.

"..."

Yin Xiamo's lips were pale. After a long time, she said:
"Okay, then please arrange the operation date as soon as possible. Please also give Xiao Cheng the best treatment, no matter how much it costs, I can afford it!"

Dr. Zheng couldn't bear it, but he had to explain: "It's not about the cost."

"……what?"

Yin Xiamo asked stiffly.

"It is impossible to find a suitable kidney source. You also know that Xiaocheng's blood type is very special RH-negative B. In the past, it was very difficult to source plasma. It is even more difficult to find a kidney that not only matches the blood type but also matches other indicators."

"..."

Like thunder, Yin Xiamo's body shook violently, as if the last straw supporting her had been pulled out!Her and Xiaocheng's blood types are not the same.Five years ago, Xiaocheng had a car accident and suffered a massive hemorrhage. She saw with her own eyes how difficult it was for the hospital to collect RH negative type B plasma for Xiaocheng.

"It has been registered at the Kidney Transplant Center since March this year, and I have searched all the kidney banks, but I haven't found it yet."

Seeing Yin Xiamo's distraught appearance, Dr. Zheng couldn't bear it, and comforted him:
"However, we have already contacted blood donors with RH-negative type B from all over the country through the plasma centers across the country, hoping that they can donate kidney organs. The test results have come out one after another in the past few weeks. Wait patiently, there may be more..."

*** ***
The long corridors of the hospital.

There was a white mist in front of him, and he couldn't see anything clearly. Yin Xiamo's mind was chaotic and empty, and she walked slowly, step by step, like walking in clumps of cotton.A doctor walked past her, and a nurse pushed a patient in a wheelchair past her, but there was no sound at all, it was quiet.There are wards on both sides of the corridor, there is no sunlight, and the dazzling fluorescent lights make everything look dizzy and pale.

at last.

Standing in front of a ward.

She opened the door dumbly.

The sunlight coming in from the window was like thousands of flying light spots, Yin Xiamo was in a daze, suddenly felt that it was so unreal, suddenly felt that she was just a seven-year-old girl who had never grown up, these It's just that she's dreaming.

As long as she wakes up, as long as someone shakes her, she will wake up, still a seven-year-old girl, and she can hide in the corner of the bar to watch her mother sing...

"Xia Mo……"

"Xia Mo! Xia Mo!"

Someone beside her shook her vigorously and called her name repeatedly. Yin Xiamo woke up suddenly, and her whole body was covered in cold sweat!The halo in front of her eyes dissipated, only to see that the person shaking her was Zhen En, who was looking at her in astonishment, holding a peeled apple in her hand.

"Xia Mo, what's wrong with you?"

Zhen En shook the apple in front of her, and asked in surprise, Xia Mo's face was so pale that it seemed transparent, as if it would shatter with a light tap.

but--

Zhen En blinked suspiciously, was she dazzled just now? At this moment, Xia Mo was as calm and composed as usual, except that her face was a little pale, and she couldn't see anything unusual.

"It's so stuffy outside, maybe a little bit of heat stroke."

Yin Xiamo wiped her forehead with the back of her hand.There was no sweat on her forehead, but her back was drenched with sweat. There was an air conditioner in the ward, and when the cold wind picked up, she shivered abruptly.

"Well, yes, it's hot and muggy today, it's probably going to rain."

Zhen En echoed casually, secretly guessing whether Xia Mo had seen the scandal between Luo Xi and Shen Qiang.Thinking about it, I think it's impossible, Xia Mo has been in the hospital since last night, she cares so much about Xiao Cheng, she must have never left the hospital, and her phone keeps turning off.

"sister……"

Outside the window are lush green trees, Yin Cheng is half leaning on the hospital bed, his pale face sets off a pair of big and dark eyes, long eyelashes, and a gentle smile on the corners of his lips, making him look like he will grow wings at any time Angel.

Yin Xiamo stared at him blankly for a long time before asking softly:

"Do you still have a fever?"

Yin Cheng replied with a smile:

"It's much better, I feel in good spirits now."

"is it?"

She stretched out her hand to touch his forehead, and he subconsciously hid for a while, but she ignored him and put her hand on it.Sure enough, it was exactly the same as last night, the tentacles were ironed.Is this already so much better?Yin Xiamo was shocked and hurt in his heart, and remembering that he had concealed himself for so long, his eyes darkened deeply.

"Cough, Xia Mo..."

Jane felt something was wrong with the atmosphere.Xia Mo seems to be angry, um, well, if Xia Mo gets angry, Xiao Cheng will be very sad.She hurriedly tried to break the frozen air, but she couldn't think of what to say for a while.

"Ok?"

Yin Xiamo turned around.

"...uh..." Jean thought desperately, "...it's very hot outside, isn't it?"

"Correct."

"Then eat an apple!"

Jane said excitedly, hehe, she finally found a topic.As she said that, she hurriedly handed the apple to Xia Mo's hands. Although Xiao Cheng had peeled the apple, she was a bit reluctant, but as long as it could distract Xia Mo's attention, it would be fine.

Yin Xiamo stared at the apple in a daze, she understood Zhen En's intentions, but at the moment her chest seemed to be suffocating, how could she eat anything.

"Sister, drink some water first."

Yin Cheng half bent down from the hospital bed, picked up the kettle beside the bed, and picked up a water cup on the small table beside the bed.Finally... Can't hide it?He quietly looked at his sister who was in a trance.One was distracted, the hand holding the cup was not steady, and the hot water just splashed on the back of his hand!

"Little Cheng!"

Zhen En exclaimed, and rushed over, only to see that the back of Yin Cheng's hand was already red, and she was so heartbroken that she didn't know what to do, and kept shouting:
"Does it hurt? Does it hurt?..."

Yin Xiamo hurriedly took the kettle away from Xiaocheng's hand, then went to the small freezer to take out some ice cubes and wrapped them together. When she came back, she saw Zhen En was holding Xiaocheng's hand, bowing her head and blowing on the burned place .

She walked over silently and patted Jane on the shoulder.

After Zhen En got out of the way, she applied ice cubes to the back of Xiaocheng's hand, and after a while, she removed the ice cubes and looked, the burned place was only red, and no blisters were formed.Yin Xiamo felt relieved, handed the ice cubes to Zhen En and continued to apply cold compresses for him, as if she didn't notice Xiao Cheng's gaze following her figure, and went to tidy up the small table that was soaked in water.

Yin Xiamo put the water glass away, then wiped the water on the table with a rag, and then tidied up the things on the small table.There was a big plastic bag on it, which was filled with various fruits and snacks, which should have been bought by Jane En, and there was Jane En’s bag beside it, which was also filled with various things in a mess, even the mouth of the bag It couldn't even close, and fell on the table.

When she wanted to help Jane's bag up, there were too many things in it, and it fell down with a clatter, and the phone fell out of it.

Yin Xiamo picked up those things and prepared to put them back.

however--

Jane's mobile phone suddenly received a WeChat message, which was displayed on the screen. The WeChat message seemed to be an inquiry from a media reporter, with a photo attached to it.

Xia Mo saw that photo.

in the photo.

Luo Xi and Shen Qiang are kissing, it should be in a remote corner of the bar, the light is very dark, the expressions on the faces of the two of them can't be seen clearly, it's just that they are really kissing, not an excuse or illusion.

"do not look--!"

Zhen En heard the movement and turned around, and saw that Xia Mo had actually seen the photo. She was so shocked that she immediately put down the ice cubes, and hurriedly tried to snatch the phone back from Xia Mo's hands.Xiaocheng just fell ill and was admitted to the hospital, and there was such a scandal on Luoxi's side, how could Xia Mo bear so many blows!
"Ignore those gossips! Maybe it's drunk! Maybe... Maybe it's a fake photo synthesized by technology!"

Ah, gibberish again, this picture doesn't look fake at all.Jane thought angrily, and quickly continued to explain:
"It may also be a publicity stunt! Haha, yes, it must be for publicity. Luo Xi and Shen Qiang starred in "The Prosperity of the World", in order to attract more public attention and create more topics, so some photos like this were deliberately taken Come out and do publicity! It must be like this!"

Yin Xiamo stared at Luo Xi in the photo, without any expression on her face, and let Zhen En snatch the phone from her hand.

Zhen En breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to put the phone back into her bag when she suddenly heard Yin Cheng asking in a low voice——

"What's on the phone?"

"It's nothing! It's nothing!" Damn it, why are you so confused, for the convenience of checking WeChat messages, they are directly displayed on the screen. I didn't expect to make such a big mess, and Jane was so remorseful that she wished she could hit the wall.

"give me."

Yin Cheng stretched out his hand and looked at Zhen En with fixed eyes.Zhen En was stunned for a while, and finally handed him the phone helplessly.He looked down at the photo, his expression getting more and more serious.

"Have you read it yet?"

Yin Xiamo tidied up the small table, rinsed the rag and put it back to its original place.She knew that even if Xiao Cheng didn't show it now, he would think of other ways to see it.

"Sister, brother Luoxi..."

Yin Cheng stared at his sister worriedly.

"It's the most important thing for you to take good care of your body," Yin Xiamo frowned, and said lightly, "All other things don't matter."

"sister……"

"Xia Mo……"

Zhen En stared at Xia Mo in astonishment, not understanding why she spoke as if it had nothing to do with her, although she didn't want her to be sad because of the scandal between Luo Xi and Shen Qiang, but such unusual calmness was also very strange.

After that, Yin Xiamo didn't speak again, just stood quietly by the window.Her eyeballs were empty, staring at the green trees outside the window in a daze.In the sultry weather, there is no wind, the leaves are motionless, and the cicadas are screaming hoarsely on the branches and leaves.

A few hours later, when Zhen En left, Yin Xiamo sent her out.

At the end of the hospital corridor.

Yin Xiamo said:

"Jane, please help me reject the role in "Golden Dance"."

"what?!"

Jane was shocked!

""Golden Dance" is an opportunity that many people dream of! Moreover, this film was shot by Ou Huasheng Company itself, and you are an artist under Ou Huasheng! Do you know what may happen if you refuse to act?! Your future may be completely ruined. Destroy!"

"I know."

However, if there is no Xiaocheng, what is the point of her wanting those things.

"..." Jane was startled and suspicious, and suddenly a terrible thought flashed through her! "Xiaocheng's illness...is it serious?!" She asked in horror, as if her heart was clenched in fear.

"He's fine and will recover." Yin Xiamo said quietly.

"Huh, that's good..." Zhen En breathed a sigh of relief, and Zhen En was shocked.Knowing that Xia Mo didn't want to be distracted by other things while Xiao Cheng was hospitalized, she stopped forcing her and said, "Okay, I'll tell the company about the "Golden Dance"."

"Thank you."

"...Ah, and the matter of Luo Xi and Shen Qiang..." Zhen En glanced at her cautiously, "...A lot of media said they couldn't reach you, so they called me one after another, wanting to know what you think about this scandal What's your attitude..."

"..."

Yin Xiamo was silent for a moment, but couldn't say a word.

"Well... I'll just send them away! Anyway, those people don't really want your attitude, they just want to have more things to write about. You don't have to worry about these things, and you can take care of Xiaocheng in the hospital with peace of mind. I have all the things outside!" Jane's smile was full of vitality.

"Thank you, Jean."

There was a warm flush in Yin Xiamo's heart.

"What are you talking about!" Zhen En hugged her, trying to pass on all her strength to her, "Xiao Cheng is the most important thing, please make him recover!"

*** ***
The next morning.

Ou Chen also knew about it.

The scandal between Luo Xi and Shen Qiang continued to spread, and the photos of kissing in the bar still dominated the front page news.

"What was her—reaction?"

Ou Chen looked at the photo for a few minutes, then put the phone aside.

"The media couldn't get in touch with Ms. Yin, and the company couldn't get in touch with her either. She hasn't appeared in any public places in the past two days, but Zhen En came forward and said that please ask the two parties about this matter. Miss Yin has nothing to do with it," Simon said.

"It has nothing to do with her..."

Ou Chen repeated these four words slowly, and twitched the corners of his lips. It really was her style, calm to the point of being almost ruthless.The sun shone from behind him, and those eyes were also so calm that they were almost ruthless.

"And," Simon went on, "Jane told the company that Miss Yin offered to give up acting in "The Golden Dance."

"reason."

Ou Chen's eyes darkened.

Is it because of Luo Xi?She actually cared about Luo Xi enough to give up her career?A bitterness gradually welled up in my heart.

"It is said that it is because Miss Yin's younger brother needs to be taken care of in the hospital."

"Huh?" Ou Chen was surprised.

"Miss Yin's younger brother fell ill and was admitted to the hospital the night before. She took care of him in the hospital every day, and even rejected all the announcements that Ou Huasheng had arranged in the past two days. RBS TV station and an advertiser have expressed strong dissatisfaction. Zeni and Zhen En Trying to figure it out."

"..."

"If Ms. Yin refuses to act in "Golden Dance", we can sue her for breach of contract, and all losses caused by disobedience to the company's affairs arrangements should be borne by her..."

"How is Yin Cheng's condition?" Ou Chen interrupted Simon.

She loves her brother the most.

Since she was a child, she left all the delicious things to Yin Cheng, let Yin Cheng use the best painting tools, send Yin Cheng to the best art classroom, and spread her arms hard to protect Yin Cheng like a hen.He was also very jealous of Yin Cheng, because in her heart, Yin Cheng always occupied the most important position.

Before recovering his memory, he sent someone to investigate Yin Xiamo's situation.He already knew about Yin Cheng's physical condition, including Yin Cheng's careful concealment of her going to the hospital alone for treatment.But, is Yin Cheng's condition too serious to hide?
So--

She must be worried right now.

Ou Chen frowned.

"Yin Cheng's kidney has been seriously failing, and there are complications in other organs. Kidney transplantation must be done as soon as possible, otherwise it will be difficult to persist for more than three months." Yin Cheng's hospital has long accepted financial donations from the Ou Group. It's not very difficult to send someone to obtain a medical record.

"Have you found the source of the kidney?"

"Yin Cheng's blood type is a relatively special RH-yin B type, and no matching kidney source has been found so far."

RH female type B...

Ou Chen raised his head, and the cold light of astonishment flashed away in his eyes.

*** ***
The filming scene of "The Prosperity of the World" was surrounded by countless reporters. They waited in the parking lot and the entrance of the recording studio for Luo Xi and Shen Qiang to appear, and even followed Luo Xi and Shen Qiang to the location for filming, tracking every one of Luo Xi or Shen Qiang who appeared. On this occasion, there are many reporters waiting around the clock even near the residence of the two of them!
Ever since the kissing scandal at the bar broke out, everyone thought that Luo Xi and Shen Qiang would not appear at the same occasion to avoid suspicion, but the two still participated in various promotional announcements together, and talked and laughed as usual during filming.The media have speculated whether Luo Xi and Shen Qiang intend to make their relationship public, which is why they are so generous.

When the reporter asked Shen Qiang what she thought of the scandal, Shen Qiang replied that Luo Xi was her best friend all the time.When asked if it was possible to have a formal relationship with Luo Xi, Shen Qiang smiled and said, just let it go.

At this time, the reporter from Inspur Studio continued to break the news that on the day of the bar incident, Luo Xi's ex-girlfriend Yin Xiamo had visited the class.But Luo Xi was very indifferent to her, and even left her in the lounge after being alone with her for no more than three or ten minutes.Although Yin Xiamo tried her best to cover up when she left, she could still see a gloomy expression.

"Luo Xi officially broke up with his ex-girlfriend"!
"Shen Qiang's Secret Love for Many Years Comes to True Fruition"!
"The Most Matching Couple in the Showbiz Is Coming Out"!
"Cinderella's Fairy Tale Broken Prince and Princess Love Song"!
……

Various media have announced to the world with similar titles that Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo have officially broken up, and they are in the process of dating Shen Qiang!
Although the romantic scene of Luo Xi publicly admitting the relationship between the two at Yin Xiamo's press conference is still deeply engraved in people's minds, but so many things have happened since then——

Luo Xi quit "Battle Flag"...

Yin Xiamo appeared at the bedside of the heir of the Ou Group late at night...

In "Golden Dance", which competes with Luo Xi's "A Prosperous World", Yin Xiamo will play the heroine...

All of these are so easy to make people have complicated associations. Everyone doubts Yin Xiamo's mentality when interacting with Luo Xi. The fans, feeling sorry for Luo Xi, strongly support Luo Xi and Shen Qiang, who has always been in love with him secretly. socialize!

For a moment, the scandal about Luo Xi and Shen Qiang's official relationship seemed to have become a solid fact!
"No."

At night, there was a little tiredness in the voice, Luo Xi leaned back on the deep purple sofa wearily, and hung up the phone.The cell phone kept ringing one after another, and he kept answering the same question over and over again.At this time, the phone rang again.

Luo Xi frowned, and answered casually. The questions asked by the reporters were basically the same.

"...Aren't you guys in a relationship?" There were similarly surprised voices from different reporters on the other end of the phone.

"No."

"Pictures of a kiss in a bar..."

"Drunk that night, we were joking."

"Just like that?!" Surprised again.

"Correct."

"Then did you break up with Yin Xiamo?" the reporter asked curiously.

Luo Xi's eyes darkened, and she said in a deep voice:
"……No."

I thought that after seeing that photo, she would be shocked, call him immediately, and want to hear his explanation.So he put his mobile phone by his side and waited for a whole day, but all he got were calls from reporters.It's ridiculous, he thought he was ridiculously funny, so he threw the phone to Jie Ni in a rage, even if she called again, he wouldn't talk to her anymore!

but--

One day later, and another day later, when he finally couldn't bear to ask Jie Ni if he had received a call from her, Jie Ni's embarrassing shaking of her head made his heart sink into the ice cave.

Is she confident that he won't like someone else?Is this the trust she said?No matter how the media hype the scandal, she remains indifferent?
still is……

She doesn't care about him at all...

Therefore, he let the media speculate freely, and the rumors about him and Shen Qiang were overwhelming.Knowing that she has an indifferent personality, as if she is indifferent to everything, but even if he is with other women, even if he may leave her——

Is she okay too?

Maybe she really doesn't care.Just like Jane said when she came forward to answer the reporters for her, this matter has nothing to do with her.

nothing to do with her...

On the sofa, Luo Xi's eyes were dark, and the smile on the corner of her lips was as lonely as the mist that would dissipate in the night at any time.

With her, from the beginning to the end, he was just performing a one-man show.Whether it was five years ago or five years later, no matter how hard he tried to make her fall in love with him, even if he felt that he was so close to happiness, she seemed to be able to leave him and disappear from his side at any time.

He was wrong in the first place.

He shouldn't fall in love with her, and shouldn't let her occupy the most important position in his life without knowing it.If he didn't fall in love with her, maybe he could just turn around and leave, dating Shen Qiang, dating any woman.

instead of—

She doesn't care anymore—

But he couldn't tolerate those words of "breakup", fearing that those words would completely cut off the last contact with her like a curse.

The ringing of the mobile phone broke the silence of the night again.

Listening to the series of questions from the reporter on the phone, Luo Xi took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "...No, Xia Mo and I have not broken up."

*** ***
"Sister, you and brother Luoxi... are you okay?"

At night, Yin Cheng half leaned on the hospital bed. He looked at Xia Mo standing quietly by the window. After hesitating for a long time, he finally couldn't help asking softly.

My sister has been guarding the hospital these days. Except for coming home late at night to pack some things, she has never left, and I have never seen her answer any calls.However, she gradually became pale and thin in the hospital, often standing by the window in a daze, and the emptiness in her eyes frightened him.

Is it because of Brother Luo Xi?

Because of those scandals about Luo Xi's brother?
Ever since I saw that photo that day, every time Zhen En came, he would ask about brother Luo Xi, and Zhen En would secretly ask him to swipe his phone.Looking at the news, he became more and more alarmed. Could it be that brother Luo Xi really broke up with his sister?
Yin Xiamo looked away from the window, she turned around slowly, but her whole body seemed to be still shrouded in night, looking at him, her eyes were as quiet as moonlight.

"What do you ask this for?"

Yin Cheng was stunned, with a pain in his chest: "Sister..."

Yin Xiamo said softly: "I said, you only need to take good care of your body, don't think about other things."

"But……"

"Don't think about things that have nothing to do with you." She interrupted him, and looked at the infusion bottle from a distance, there was still a small half bottle of liquid in it, "Go to sleep first, I will ask the nurse to change the liquid after the infusion is finished."

Yin Cheng looked at her in bewilderment:
"Sister, what's wrong with you?"

In the past two days, she talked to him like a stranger, polite and distant, she was clearly by his side, but seemed very far away.

"..."

Yin Xiamo was silent.

"Sister...you come closer...will you?"

Yin Cheng begged softly.

Yin Xiamo hesitated for a moment, then left the window and walked quietly to the hospital bed.The air conditioner was on in the room, and it was a bit cold. She pulled up the thin quilt, covered his arms, and covered his shoulders.But he suddenly stretched out his hand to grab her, his hand was cold.

"Sister..." Yin Cheng smiled wryly, his pale lips trembling slightly, "...do you know...I'm very scared..."

She bit her lip and said, "Don't be afraid, your illness will be cured."

"...I'm afraid that my sister will always be angry with me like this...Sister, you are angry with me, aren't you?" The long eyelashes covered the wet light in his eyes, "...because I hid you... That's why you're angry...that's why you don't tell me anything...don't let me share any worries with you..."

Yin Xiamo looked at him quietly.

His eyes were full of pain and sadness, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Yin Cheng's fingers became colder and colder.

Looking at her gradually dejected face with heartache and bewilderment.

"You're afraid that I'm worried, so you don't tell me," Yin Xiamo inhaled lightly, her voice was very quiet, "Then, if I'm afraid that you're worried, can I not tell you anything?"

"sister!"

"Do you think that's cruel?...I always thought that your condition was well under control, but suddenly you found out that it's not at all...what should I do...you asked me...what should I do..." Her eyes rolled Quietly covered with a layer of water vapor.

"I'm sorry! I thought I'd be fine, and before you knew it, I'd be fine..."

"Xiaocheng, do you know?" She said to him, "I will be afraid too."

"sister……"

"I'm afraid, I'm the only one left alone in this world." She smiled, the water in her eyes crystallized, "Mom is gone, I only have you, only you are my relatives. You are more than me Your life is more important than everything else about me, if I can exchange for your health, no matter what I have to exchange it with, even if I have to go to hell, I am willing..."

"Sister, I'm sorry..."

Yin Cheng held her hand tightly.

"We are brothers and sisters who depend on each other. When you are sick and uncomfortable, I should take care of you. When you are undergoing treatment, I should accompany you..." A tear rolled down from her eye socket, but she was still calm. Looking at him, as if the tears were not hers, "...you are my life, don't you know that?"

Tears rolled down her face gently.

"If one day you leave, but I haven't even taken good care of you... What do you think of me? Do you think you are the best brother in the world, and you don't need to worry about me?... Or, do you want me to How about walking with you?..."

Yin Cheng was stunned!
From childhood to adulthood, he has never seen his sister shed tears. She is like a big tree, even if it is blown by wind and rain, she will always raise her head.

"Sister! I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Shocked and panicked, Yin Cheng wiped her tears with his hands, the crystal clear tears were cold from his fingertips to the bottom of his heart.

"It's all my fault, sister...I'm afraid you're worried...I'm afraid you're sad...Since I was born, no matter what you do, it's for me...But, I always drag you down...Sister... I want you to live happily, like other girls of the same age who want to laugh and cry... Sometimes, I am jealous of Sister Zhenen... Why can she laugh so happily, but my sister can't... ..."

"Fool..." Tears spread silently on her cheeks, "As long as my sister is with you, I will be very happy, very happy..."

"But, that's not enough..." Yin Cheng tried to wipe away her sister's tears with his fingers, "...at first I didn't want you to enter the showbiz, and I didn't want you to set foot in that chaotic world just to pay for my medical bills...but... ...Sister...you are great...you are a great entertainer...when you appear, you are as dazzling as the sun in midsummer...although there are constant disturbances, but I always feel that you are actually happy and fulfilling...if Knowing that my illness is serious again, you will give up those things... But... I don't want to just tie you by my side forever... I want the whole world to know...my sister is so beautiful and outstanding..."

Yin Cheng said in a low voice:

"...I want my sister to be the happiest woman in the world. She not only has a younger brother, but also has a lover, and a career she likes...that way...even if I leave one day...my sister can continue to live happily alive..."

live happily ever after...

Yin Xiamo stared at him blankly.

"Do you want to know?"

"...?"

"If you leave, what will happen to me..." she said absentmindedly, tears made her eyes look like cold stars in the night dew, "...do you really want to know?"

"sister……"

The inexplicable fear made Yin Cheng's face pale as paper!
"Also, Xiaocheng, how could my sister be angry with you..." Yin Xiamo stroked his hair with her hands, "...my sister is just angry with herself...why haven't you found out about your situation for so long, why are you so stupid , why are you so careless... My sister is very bad, isn't she..."

"Sister, it's not..."

"I regret it... If I didn't enter the showbiz, if I wasn't so busy... Maybe I could have been by your side earlier... Maybe my condition wouldn't deteriorate to this extent... I regret it... I should have listened to you... ...don't enter the entertainment industry...and don't need a lot of money...as long as I'm with you..." She wept quietly, "...I'm sorry...I'm really...sorry..."

Yin Cheng was heartbroken, hugged her tightly, and shouted tremblingly in a low voice:
"Sister! What are you talking about?!"

"So, if you want to get better, you must get better..." She also hugged him, leaning her head on his shoulder, tears quietly seeping into his hospital gown, "Always be with my sister... always by my sister's side... …OK……"

Yin Cheng felt sore in his heart.

I want to promise my sister so much that he will get better and will be with her forever!But, is his promise useful?The special blood type makes it extremely difficult to find a suitable kidney source, besides, there are only three months left...

"Don't worry, I will find a suitable kidney."

As if knowing what he was thinking, Yin Xiamo raised her head, took a deep breath, tried to hold back all the tears, smiled at him, and said:
"Dr. Zheng has already contacted blood donors with RH-negative type B from all over the country through the plasma centers across the country, and he will definitely find a suitable provider among them."

"Ah."

Not because of her sister's promise, but because her sister showed him the same smile as before, and Yin Cheng also smiled.The smile seems to be transparent, just like the transparent wings of an angel.

Warm and quiet in the ward.

Beside the hospital bed, Yin Xiamo caressed Xiao Cheng's short hair lightly and pitifully. The shadows of the two were reflected on the snow-white sheets by the light at the bedside, as if they were folded into one.

"Sister, how are you and Brother Luo Xi doing now?"

Although he was reluctant to break the tranquility, the worries that had lingered in Yin Cheng's heart for many days made him unable to bear to bring up this topic again.

Yin Xiamo was startled.

In the past few days, he has been focusing on Xiao Cheng's illness, and he has not been distracted by Luo Xi and Shen Qiang's scandal.The moment she saw the photo of the two people kissing in the bar, her mood was complicated. Maybe Luo Xi really misunderstood her too deeply, so she had this kind of intimate behavior with Shen Qiang; Desperate, so I plan to give up...

At that moment, her heart ached like a needle.

It's just that Xiao Cheng's illness immediately occupied all the space in her mind, and she almost forgot the scandal of Luo Xi and Chen Qiang during this period of time. Luo Xi called to verify.

"……do not know."

It's been several days since she watched the progress, and she doesn't know what's going on now, whether Luo Xi and Chen Qiang's scandal is true or not.Suddenly, she felt bitter, was it because of Xiaocheng's illness that she had no time to care about that matter, or because she didn't care as much as she thought.After all, he really kissed Shen Qiang...

Yin Cheng looked at her carefully.

"Haven't you met Brother Luo Xi?"

"No."

"On the phone?"

"No."

"Sister..." Yin Cheng was stunned, and after a while, he persuaded softly, "...you should still call or at least send a WeChat message to brother Luoxi..."

She smiled.

"My sister knows everything about her."

"It's all my fault." Yin Cheng said sadly, "If it wasn't because I made my sister worry, she would have gone to see Brother Luo Xi, right? It's because I was sick and hospitalized, so my sister turned off her phone, right? ? Brother Luo Xi has been unable to find his sister, how can he explain to her? It's all my fault..."

Yin Xiamo was stunned for a while.

"Sister, can you call Brother Luo Xi? At least listen to his own explanation..." Yin Cheng forced the mobile phone on the small table next to the hospital bed into her hand, raised his head, and looked forward to looking at her.If my sister broke up with Brother Luoxi just like this, and I left my sister forever, then my sister...would be very lonely...

Yin Xiamo hesitated to take the phone.

In the past few days, because she was protecting Xiaocheng in the hospital and did not want to be disturbed by the outside world, she kept turning off her mobile phone.

Yes……

Maybe it's time to call Luo Xi...

Finger pressed on the power button.

For some reason, she suddenly felt flustered.

*** ***
The night wind blows the white gauze curtains in the living room.

On the sofa, Luo Xi stared at the cell phone in his palm for a long time, as if expecting it to ring suddenly and the familiar name appear on the screen.He has been waiting for a long time, so long that it seems to have turned into a statue, a statue that is so cold that there is no warmth at all.

He closed his eyes.

Her cherry-like lips were tightly pressed together.

The breath of despair made him feel as if he was trapped in a dark ice cave.

Maybe……

Maybe…………

The pitch-black eyelashes twitched slightly, and Luo Xi opened his eyes!

Maybe she really misunderstood...

That's why I didn't call him or contact him... When he was waiting for her call, was she also waiting for his call...

Although her character is not like someone who would be suspicious without seeking evidence.

but--

Maybe there is a little possibility.

Maybe she didn't care about him as much as he thought.

As if she was hypnotizing herself, Luo Xi, like a drowning person grasping at a straw, tried to convince herself in her heart that maybe she didn't give him a call because she cared too much about him.

So--

He held his breath, calmed down, and pressed her number with his finger——

The night wind blows the white gauze curtains like fog.

Luo Xi suddenly panicked.

*** ***
Suddenly found that Xiaocheng's infusion bottle will soon be empty!

Yin Xiamo moved her finger away from the power button——

"I'm going to call the nurse."

She left her mobile phone that was not turned on on the hospital bed. She originally wanted to ring the bell to call the nurse, but she was afraid that the nurse's late arrival would affect the fluid change, so she decided to go out and call the nurse herself. Anyway, the nurse's desk is diagonally opposite this ward. .

"But, the phone call to Brother Luo Xi..."

Yin Cheng called her from behind.

"...I'll call him back."

Yin Xiamo stopped walking, but still opened the door of the ward and walked out, leaving the phone lying quietly on the bed without turning on.

Maybe……

She didn't really want to make the call...

The nurse's footsteps echoed in the empty hallway late at night.

Yin Xiamo followed quietly, feeling slightly bitter in her heart.She didn't know what to say once she got through to Luo Xi's call, maybe everything she said was wrong.

I don't know when it started, she and Luo Xi gradually quarreled more and more, although she understood Luo Xi's insecurity, but she didn't know how to make him happy.But now, she no longer has the energy to take care of Luo Xi's mood...

She only hopes to find a suitable kidney transplant for Xiao Cheng as soon as possible, so that Xiao Cheng can live a healthy life...

For this...

She can even sell her soul to the devil...

*** ***
Is there really a devil who deals with human beings in the dark?

three days later.

Doctor Zheng told Yin Xiamo——

"I found a kidney source that is very suitable in all aspects, but that person has not yet decided whether to agree to transplant the kidney to Xiao Cheng..."

"I can ask him, I will ask him!" Yin Xiamo was so nervous that she couldn't breathe, as long as she had it, no matter what method, she must seize this opportunity!
"Give me the contact information of that person..."

Dr. Zheng looked at the notebook and said slowly:

"That person's name is Ou Chen."