Summer's Desire

Chapter 25 "Summer of Bubble II" (10)

Chapter 10
After the news that "Battle Flag" was about to replace Luo Xi came out, public opinion was divided into two factions.

Some media and big V analyzed that from the commercial point of view of Ouhuasheng Company, they will never give up the film that has already been filmed for more than half and Luoxi's popularity is in full swing. It should be that Luoxi's performance in "Battle Flag" is really not good enough. Satisfaction made Ou Huasheng helpless to make this decision.

However, the fans thought that Luo Xi's acting skills had always been impeccable. It was unthinkable that Ou Huasheng Company decided to replace Luo Xi. This behavior not only hurt Luo Xi, but also hurt the feelings of the audience who supported Luo Xi.

Just when the two parties were arguing with each other, an unexpected episode happened.A reporter named "Hua Jin" from Inspur Studio disclosed Luo Xi's childhood experience. The title of the long article was "Star Luo Xi Born as an Outcast".It turned out that when Luo Xi was a child, she was abandoned by her mother in the playground, and nearly died of freezing and coma, and was sent to an orphanage later.The public was shocked that Luo Xi, who was noble and handsome like a prince, had such a miserable childhood.

The media thought that fans would be disappointed by Luo Xi's humble background, but after this news report, not only were Luo Xi's fans not frustrated, but they supported him more firmly, expressing that since Luo Luo had eaten so much food before Bitter, then from now on they will use all their strength to protect him and support him!They believe in Lolo's acting skills and will support Lolo to the end. If "Battle Flag" dares to replace Lolo and hurt Lolo, they will use all means to boycott the release of "Battle Flag"!

in the afternoon.

Oushi Group Headquarters Building.

"Ou Shao, this is the discussion opinion on the "Battle Flag" sent by Ou Huasheng, please read it." Simon put a document on the black desk, and then, instead of leaving the office as usual, he remained silent stood aside.

Ou Chen nodded, glanced lightly at the document, pushed it aside casually, and continued to look at other documents and contracts.

Since taking over Ou's Group, Ou Shao has never been emotional.In the selection of Leo's spokesperson, although Ou Shao initially appointed Yin Xiamo, but later followed the formal procedures, allowing Yin Xiamo to win irreproachably through the audition with an excellent performance.

but--

This time Ou Shao insisted on his decision on the film "Battle Flag" without any explanation.The executives of Ou Huasheng expressed shock and questioned why the group headquarters would suddenly make such a decision when the filming of "Battle Flag" was going well.Ou Huasheng urgently held a temporary meeting, hoping that the headquarters could immediately announce to the public that "Battle Flag" had no plans to replace Luo Xi, and eliminate the bad influence in time.Other shareholders of the Oushi Group also complained.

Simon wondered.

The matter may have something to do with Miss Yin Xiamo. It seems that as long as she is involved, Ou Shao's mood will fluctuate abnormally.

"What else?"

Ou Chen frowned and said, signing his name on a contract.

"Ou Huasheng's executives hope that the "Battle Flag" incident can be resolved as soon as possible. They think there is no problem with Luoxi's performance, and the future earnings of "Battle Flag" are also very optimistic." Simon said.

Ou Chen slowly turned on the signature pen, looked up at Simon with slightly worried eyes, and said:
"You tell them it's my personal decision."

Simon was surprised: "Ou Shao..."

"You can go out."

"Ou Shao, you have never interfered with the independent operation of each subsidiary. The investment in "Zhanqi" may not have much impact on the headquarters of the Oushi Group, but it is an important annual investment for Ouhuasheng. It is said that it is your personal decision. This is probably the reason It is difficult to convince Ou Huasheng's top management."

Simon was still standing in front of the desk, looking directly at Ou Chen and said.

Ou Chen looked at him lightly:

"You are right. But, I have already made up my mind. I will explain to Ou Huasheng in a few days."

"..."

The Ou Shao in front of him was no longer the Ou Shao he was familiar with before, and the indifferent and cold breath made Simon's chest stagnate.

"Is there anything else?" Ou Chen asked.

"Miss Yin Xiamo, please see me, I'm waiting in the reception room now."

Fingers froze—

Ou Chen stood up from behind the desk, and was about to walk towards the door. Suddenly, he stopped again, his jaw tightened, and the turmoil in his eyes gradually sank to the depression like the bottom of a lake.

"understood."

Sitting back in the black leather chair, Ou Chen couldn't see any expression on his indifferent face.

Simon is gone.

The office was as quiet as if it was not breathing.

The clock on the wall ticked off every minute.

Four twenty.

The sun outside the window was blocked by dark clouds, and the sky became gloomy.

Ou Chen reviewed the documents silently, the secretary came in and out, new documents were brought in constantly, and processed documents were taken out.

It was getting darker and darker.

Twilight and yellow.

A bolt of lightning pierced the sky.

Raindrops hit the glass windows, silently.

Ou Chen looked up at the clock on the wall, at five thirty, he looked at the door of the office.After a while, he opened the discussion opinion on "Battle Flag" sent by Ou Huasheng's management, which was full of affirmation and praise for Luo Xi, and his eyes turned cold.

The rain is getting heavier.

The sky outside the window was gloomy and dark, and the raindrops slapped on the glass in a rush and chaotic rhythm.The clock on the wall pointed to seven fifty, and a spasm-like pain came from Ou Chen's stomach.

He walked to the liquor cabinet and let the vodka burn hot down his throat, letting the physical pain take away the desire to see her.

Nine ten.

When Ou Chen put on his coat and left the office, the employees of the group had basically all left work, and the building was unusually quiet.

The lights in the reception room were still on.

A quiet figure was sitting on the white sofa. On the tea table was a cup of water that had long since stagnated. Her shadow was slantingly reflected on the carpet, and there was the sound of cold rain outside the glass window.

As if aware of his arrival.

She raised her head slightly, with thick seaweed-like long hair, fair skin, and calm amber eyes.

*** ***
Dark rainy night.

The Lamborghini was speeding on the highway, the windshield wipers were swinging non-stop, the glass was still covered with mist, the rain was heavy, and the rain was intertwined and covered the car windows, the darkness and the sound of rain surrounded Ou Chen and Yin Xiamo in the space inside the car .

The atmosphere was silent and suffocating.

Holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands, the phalanges were slightly white, and the left hand was still wrapped with a bandage. Ou Chen looked at the front in the rainstorm with a cold expression, and increased the speed of the car to the maximum.His stomach twitched with a little pain, but he didn't seem to notice it. The rainy night reflected a chill on his face.

"Where are you going?"

The air in the car was a bit cool, Yin Xiamo looked at the unfamiliar scenery ahead through the rainy and foggy car window, and asked in a low voice.

Ou Chen pursed his lips tightly.

Without looking at her, he said indifferently, "You can choose to get out of the car." As he spoke, his stomach suddenly writhed in pain, his face turned pale, and his left hand touched his stomach unconsciously. After the wave of pain passed, he cursed softly. , quickly move your hand away.

"Didn't you have dinner tonight?"

She stared at his slightly pale complexion.I remember that his stomach has been very fragile since he was a child, which seems to be hereditary in the family. Once he eats irregularly or the food is too stimulating, he will attack.

"Nothing to do with you."

Ou Chen said coldly, turning the steering wheel suddenly, the car turned rapidly, and the rainwater on the ground splashed up, forming a tall white water curtain.Yin Xiamo was speechless, she turned her head to look at the car window.In the pouring rain, only dim lights and faintly flickering signboards could be seen beside the road.

"parking!"

she suddenly shouted.

Ou Chen's body froze for a moment, his fingers clenched the steering wheel and then let go, he pursed his lips tightly, and the car suddenly stopped on the side of the road.Are you leaving?Can't stand being with him even for that guy? !
"Do you have an umbrella?"

Opening the car door, the heavy rain made her close the car door again, and turned to ask him.

"No."

he said stiffly.

"..."

She sighed, but opened the car door again, and the cold rain poured down, immediately drenching her head and face.He frowned, pulled her back, then took off his coat and threw it into her arms.

"use this!"

Ou Chen said indifferently.

She was stunned, and looked up at him, but he was staring indifferently, with a cold breath that seemed to have no emotion.Opening the car door, she covered her head with his coat and walked out. In the heavy rain, she suddenly remembered something, turned around and shouted at him, the rain was loud, and her voice was intermittent:
"Wait for me... I... come back..."

The downpour obliterated her, and the severe pain in her stomach made Ou Chen's vision dark, like a mist, her figure was blurred in the rainy night, and she could never be seen again.Closing his eyes, he let the pain tore through his body. With a pale face, he lay powerlessly on the steering wheel, and the headlights glaringly shot white light in the dark rainy night.

The pain and the rain prevented him from hearing what she was shouting.

return……

Will she come back...

Will the person who left him so heartlessly once come back?
I do not know how long it has been.

The car door was opened with a "bang", and the smell of rain mixed with her breath rushed in.The pain had already blurred his vision. In a trance, he saw that her face was covered with rainwater, and the clothes on her body were dripping as if soaked. She shivered and put away the umbrella that was about to be blown out, holding the umbrella in her arms. with an umbrella, his coat and a paper bag.

"Take your medicine."

She wiped the rain off her face with the back of her hand, and took out several boxes of stomach medicine, a cup of hot milk, and a warm sandwich from the paper bag.Inserting the straw through the plastic seal of the hot milk and taking out a few stomach medicines, she helped him up with difficulty, put the pills into his palm, and said:
"The milk is a little hot, drink it slowly."

The white pills were in the palm of his hand, Ou Chen looked at them, his heart was hot and cold, suddenly a pain surged up, his fingers were as stiff as ice, he threw those pills out, and said coldly:

"It's useless!"

Yin Xiamo watched in astonishment as the pills scattered in the air.

"Do you think I'm still the same Ou Chen from before?!" He glared at her angrily, "You always coax me with sweet words, make me soft-hearted, let me change my decision, and let you have whatever you want. Five years ago I was played by you like a fool, now, do you want to play these tricks again?!"

"..."

She opened her eyes slightly in shock, her heart ached, but she didn't explain anything, she silently put the medicine back into the carton, and then sat there quietly.

"get off."

Ou Chen's voice was flat, without any emotion.He didn't want to see her, he didn't want to hear her, he didn't want to accept her hypocritical kindness.

Yin Xiamo closed her eyes.

Her chest heaved, she bit her lip, grabbed the still wet umbrella, and slammed open the car door. Just as her legs stepped into the rain, she was suddenly pulled back by a force that pinched her shoulders like burning pain. !

"Is he just like that in your heart?! Didn't you come to intercede for him? Why didn't you say, why didn't you beg me?!"

The strong stabbing pain made Ou Chen lose his usual calmness, he hugged her shoulder tightly and shouted in a low voice, the pain that would tear him apart surged from his stomach and heart.Rainwater poured in from the open car door, drenching the two of them coldly.

In his anger, Yin Xiamo raised his head, his eyes were surprisingly calm and indifferent.

"Do you 'want' to hear me?"

It was raining heavily.

The Lamborghini was parked on the side of the road, the glaring white light illuminated the night, the crackling raindrops hit the roof and windows of the car, and the rain and fog annihilated everything in the world.

"Even if you want to take revenge on Luo Xi, why bother to be so obvious. You can have more covert means to deal with him, just like arranging for me to win the best newcomer award back then, like spreading the picture of Anhui Ni slapping me back then. You There should be a more perfect method, so announcing the replacement of Luo Xi with such fanfare is just for me to beg you."

In fact, Yin Xiamo has already understood that with her strength, it is impossible to defeat Pan Nan and Baiyin to win the best newcomer award, and the picture of An Huini slapping her will not be so coincidental that it will spread inexplicably.Everything should be arranged by Ou Chen behind the scenes.

She smiled very lightly:
"Since you asked me to come to you, why are you so angry when I really come to you?"

Ou Chen's eyes darkened.

Yes, he wanted to see if she would come to him.He knew that she would definitely come, but when she really appeared, it seemed as if his chest had been stabbed severely!

"You care about him?"

he asked dryly.

Yin Xiamo looked at him, in the darkness, his face had a deep shadow, as if he could never see the light again.After a long time, she whispered:

"Luoxi is innocent. He has nothing to do with our past. If you want revenge, please come to me and don't hurt him."

Stomach cramps are getting more and more obvious!

Ou Chen's lips turned white from the pain, and he said hoarsely: "It has nothing to do with him?... If it hadn't been for him, how could the tragedy of five years ago have happened? If it hadn't been for him, how could you have dealt with me so cruelly?" Break up? Did you forget what you said to me that night?"

Yin Xiamo stared at him in astonishment:
"You...you remember everything?"

Looking into her amber startled eyes, his stomach cramped as if he was going to die, and his eyes gradually went dark, as if returning to that moonless night five years ago.Under the cherry blossom tree in the courtyard, the green lace she discarded in the night sky...

"Yes... I remember everything..."

…………

……

It's a heart-wrenching night when I think about it now...

He just came back from France, and rushed to Yin's house anxiously as soon as he got off the plane.

The cherry trees are rustling by the wind.

The courtyard was silent.

On the day Luo Xi went to England, Yin's parents and Xiao Cheng had a car accident. Yin's parents died on the spot, and Xiao Cheng was seriously injured in the rescue!He didn't know how all this happened, let alone how Xia Mo, who was only 15 years old, faced all this alone.

With a heavy and ominous premonition in his heart, he suddenly felt a little breathless.

In the living room, Yin Xiamo knelt alone on the cold ground, with the portraits of Yin's parents in front of her.He stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, and she suddenly turned her head. There were no tears on her pale face, and her eyes were terribly bright. In addition to pain and despair, there was also a kind of mad hatred in her eyes!

"Xia Mo……"

She stared at him like a wounded beast, the cold hatred in her eyes made his heart suddenly tighten into a ball.

She stood up, her weak body swaying, he subconsciously wanted to support her, but she dodged him in disgust like he was a disgusting poisonous snake, and walked out.

There is no moon.

There are no stars.

In the dark night, the branches and leaves of the cherry blossom trees were flustered by the wind, and the courtyard was filled with fog, and the white night fog suffocated the breath.

"How did the car accident happen? How is Xiao Cheng doing now? You..."

Looking at her silent and cold appearance, he was secretly startled. Since the two met when she was 11 years old, she was always happy or angry or smiling or quiet, but she had never been so indifferent or even looked so cruel...

It was as if he had suddenly changed into a different person...

……

…………

The torrential rain lashed against the Lamborghini on the side of the road.

In the darkness in the car, Yin Xiamo looked silently at Ou Chen, who was in pain and lost in memory. A flash of lightning cut through the night sky, and his pale face made her gradually return to that night five years ago...

Her memory and Ou Chen's memory...

entangled...

That night five years ago seems to be right in front of us...

…………

……

Under the cherry blossom trees at night.

Looking at the still noble and arrogant Ou Chen, her heart was filled with cold hatred!

She hates him!
Never had she hated a man so violently!

It's him--

The "happy life" that she had worked so hard to maintain disappeared in an instant!
Yin's father and Yin's mother were lying on the hospital bed bloody, the doctor covered their faces with a white sheet, and she covered her mouth with both hands, and the world became crazy and dizzy!Xiaocheng was sent to the emergency room, doctors and nurses came in and out, she was the only one standing outside alone, she was trembling with fear, she was so scared, she wanted to cry loudly, she even wanted to die, She's afraid, she's afraid, she's afraid——! ! ! !

She would rather she had never been born...

Hadn't been born, hadn't lived, wouldn't have faced so much death and fear!She hated her mother for giving birth to her. Since she was born, why did she leave her and die!She hated Yin's father and Yin's mother, since she and Xiaocheng had been happy for so many years, why did they leave them to die so cruelly!She hated Xiaocheng, since she promised to be with her forever, why, being sent to the emergency room made her so afraid!
She hates everyone!
She has become strong and sensible, so why scare her, hurt her, and take away what is already pitifully small from her!

She hates him the most!

The culprit that caused all tragedies to happen!

That tall Ou Chen, as if the fate of other people is an ant, he can fiddle with him at will.If he hadn't threatened Dad to drive Luo Xi away, Xiao Cheng wouldn't have been sick and had a fever, Dad wouldn't have been distracted by driving with guilt, and wouldn't have had a car accident when he called her to ask her to chase Luo Xi back!Without his overbearing, all disasters would not have happened!She hates him!She swears that she will return to him ten times, a hundred times and a thousand times the pain he inflicted on her!

After coming out of the emergency room, Xiaocheng was sent to the intensive care unit where no visits were allowed.Doctors told her it was still unknown if she would survive.

She waited numbly outside the ward, with dead silence and fear in her heart.Gradually, gradually, one day passed, two days passed, and she suddenly became calm again.Oh, what is there to be afraid of, if Xiaocheng dies, she will die together.It's just that before she dies, she has to deal with some things.

Back at home, the neighbors helped arrange the coffin and posthumous photos. People had already dispersed, and the house was empty.She quietly wiped the dust off the furniture with a rag, and mopped the floor clean. Then, she knelt for a long time in front of the black and white photos, allowing herself to fulfill her responsibilities as a daughter before she died.

In the night fog.

The branches and leaves of the cherry blossom trees swayed messily.

"are you happy?"

There was a faint smile on her lips.

"What's going on?" Ou Chen was startled.

"Just like what you saw, walking, dying, hurting..." With a shockingly beautiful smile, she whispered softly, "You must be very happy, right? Who is next to me now? It's all gone, only you are left... From then on, I can only see you in my eyes, hear you in my ears, and you are the only figure in my world... Are you satisfied? "

"Xia Mo, calm down, tell me how the car accident happened." There seemed to be a bit of madness in her smile, and he felt fear for no reason, as if a nightmare was slowly unfolding in front of him.

"Listen..." She stretched out her arms, twirling gently under the cherry blossom tree like sleepwalking, and said with a big smile, "... how quiet the world is... no one speaks... no one cries... so quiet It's like a dream..."

"Xia Mo!" Afraid of her smile, he grabbed her shoulders and asked anxiously, "What happened, how did the car accident happen, has the driver been found, how is Xiao Cheng, in the hospital..."

She smiled softly, squinting at him, her cheeks flushed abnormally:

"Didn't you arrange all this? Ask me what to do?"

"What?!" Ou Chen was shocked, his fingers stiffened in astonishment and shock, "I arranged it?! You—"

"Did you say something wrong? You ordered Luo Xi to leave, made Xiao Cheng sad and sick, made Dad feel guilty and disturbed, and caused a car accident...how perfect everything is!" She suddenly laughed mockingly again, "Ah, no, it's not you Arranged. You just arranged the first step, and then God helped you complete the next few steps. Haha, how could the noble Master Ou Chen be stained with blood?"

He broke free from the shock, and gently, the 15-year-old smiled and opened her arms and continued to rotate gently. The night wind blew the leaves of the cherry trees. In the dark night without moon and stars, white mist permeated the entire courtyard like a demon. .

"...Listen...the world is so quiet...only me and you are left...all those irrelevant people have disappeared...so quiet..."

The leaves swirled wildly above her head.

She chuckled lightly.

Tears poured into the bottom of my heart frantically, but not a single drop flowed out. Her heart seemed to be submerged and suffocated by the cold sea water, but her eyes were dry. She smiled and twirled, and the hatred made her beauty feel breathtaking. crazy!

Ou Chen couldn't believe it!

So all the disasters were caused by his decision to let Luo Xi go?

Yes, he hates Luo Xi, who always appears around Xia Mo.When he saw Luo Xi and Xia Mo appearing on the "Superstar" stage holding hands, he had already decided that Luo Xi must completely disappear from Xia Mo's life!He threatened Papa Yin that if Luo Xi was not sent away, he would lose his job.Father Yin finally compromised.

He flew to France, turned off his mobile phone, and refused to answer her calls and text messages.He knew she would try to convince him, for example, that she didn't have any special feelings for Luo Xi, for example, that she hated his possessiveness.Not being able to face her, her smile and anger would overwhelm him, and he didn't want her to know that her influence over him could sway any of his decisions.However, she sent a word from the housekeeper that if he didn't call her before that night, he would never appear in front of her again.

He was so angry that she threatened him because of Luo Xi!

Unexpectedly, on the phone, she didn't ask him too much to let Luo Xi stay, but proposed another plan, sending Luo Xi to study in England.He accepted her terms.As long as Luo Xi disappeared, he didn't care where he disappeared.

What I didn't expect was——

All peace will be destroyed in an instant like this!
Was all this unfortunate happening because of his decision?Looking at her devastated appearance, feeling the piercing hatred emanating from her body, he took a step back in shock, fear gradually flowing in his blood.

I do not know how long it has been.

She gradually stopped, the smile disappeared from the corner of her lips, and she breathed slowly, she suddenly became extremely quiet, her eyes stared at him, and there was a kind of almost transparent indifference in her pupils.Then, she said each word coldly, as if she wanted to drive every word into his heart like a nail:
"But... in this world, the last thing I want to see is you!"

Ou Chen's face was pale!
Clenching his hands secretly, he restrained the sudden pain in his heart, no, she was just too sad, so she deliberately spoke to anger him.The car accident was not his fault.It was just an accident, an accident that no one could think of!
He tries to explain:
"I never thought that letting Luo Xi leave would cause..."

"What can you think of?" She interrupted him coldly, the flames of hatred in her eyes were beating wildly, "Can you think of it? There is a sentence I wanted to tell you a long time ago, do you want to hear it?"

"you……"

"I never liked you!"

"..."

"I'm with you only because you can keep my adoptive father's job, so that Xiaocheng and I can live without worrying about food and clothing!"

Seeing his paler and paler expression, hatred rolled in her heart!No more thinking, at this moment her mind is blank, she just wants to hurt him, hurt him, hurt him!The pleasure of revenge made her lose her mind, and the pain he inflicted on her, she wanted to give back to him ten times a hundred times a thousand times!

"Now that I have nothing to worry about, I have no one to worry about, and I can finally not see you again, and I can finally break up with you. Do you know how happy I am?! Ah, yes, there is one thing you did very well. correct--"

Staring into his painfully dark eyes, she approached him and said slowly:
"—That is to send Luo Xi away! That's right, I like him, from the first moment I saw him, I fell in love with him! In my heart, you can't even compare to his little finger! Although you are now Forced him to leave, but I will definitely be with him in the future!" Her eardrums were buzzing, she didn't even know what she said, but instinctively turned all the words that could hurt him and make him painful into The poisoned knife stabbed at him!
"enough!"

Ou Chen shouted furiously!He can't listen anymore!She approached him with a cruel smile, there was no warmth in her eyes, as if it was not an angry word, but...

A heart ached as if it wasn't his own, and his calm and self-possessed aura was gone. In the extreme pain, his stiff fingers tightly grabbed her chin!He doesn't want to listen to her anymore!He doesn't listen! !
"you!……"

The bones of the jaw "cluck"!
The pain made her eyes widen in astonishment, but she couldn't break free from his grasp.The night was filled with white mist, the branches and leaves of the cherry tree swayed violently, and the bones seemed to be cracked. She breathed in pain, and the painful and desperate eyes were so close to her.

She was "suddenly" startled——

The night breeze was very cold, and at this moment, the incomparably deep pain and fear in his eyes gradually returned her reason to her mind.

It seems to be fixed.

The night suddenly fell silent!
The leaves rustled, there was no moon or stars, and the white mist filled the courtyard enchantingly. Ou Chen's fingers were stiff and cold, but he slowly let go of her. He pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were dark and painful.

"Things I've done for me..."

There was a deep regret in the hoarse voice.

"……my apologies."

Yin Xiamo froze, this was the first time she heard him apologize.

But what's the use?She was bitter in her heart, looking at his pale and regretful face, the crazy sparks in her eyes gradually extinguished.

"let's break up."

Her chest heaved for a moment, and finally, her gradually awakening rationality slowly suppressed the frenzied hatred.Her eyes were cold and indifferent, and she untied the green lace tied on her hair with her backhand, and her long hair, which was as thick as seaweed, spread loosely.

"Back to you."

Beautiful green lace fluttered between her fingers. It was a gift from him, and she had promised to wear it every day.After waiting for a while, seeing that he didn't reach out to take the green lace, she raised her hand casually, and a gust of night wind blew, and the long green lace fluttered into the dark night sky, fluttering like a lost butterfly. slowly falling...

"From now on, you and I—have nothing to do with each other!" She coldly announced the end of the two, with a kind of boredom and tiredness in her eyes, as if she didn't even want to look at him again.

"I've already apologized!"

Looking at the green lace that was resolutely discarded by her, Ou Chen's back was stiff, the blood in his body was frozen by bursts of cold, his inborn arrogance and the heartache of fear of losing her were chaotically intertwined, his fingertips were as cold as his body Every part of it is freezing and shattering!

She laughed angrily:

"Apologize? Do you think such a few words are enough?"

"Then tell me..."

His lips were pale and painful, and his eyes were dark and dead.

"...how can I do it?"

How can it be?The bloody corpses of parents lying in the white sheets in the hospital, and the life and death of Xiao Cheng in the intensive care unit, how can these be recovered? !Bursts of uncontrollable anger surged again!Sure enough, it's Ou Chen who is aloof. With money and power, can he do anything?

"No way!"

The cold voice echoed in the courtyard, she stared at him, and said dagger-like words:

"I never want to see you again, never forgive you, never fall in love with you again, and I will forget all the memories about you!"

Under the misty cherry trees.

Ou Chen's face was as pale as if transparent, he coughed lightly, and the corners of his mouth were smeared with scarlet.In the dark night, slowly, he closed his eyes and knelt down on the cold ground.

"is this OK?"

The leaves were shaken violently by the night wind, and his slender back was stiff. He knelt down, even though it was an extremely humble posture, there was still an indescribable arrogance!There was a wind blowing, and the green lace fluttered in shock, trembling in the night sky for a long time...

That night, in front of her.

He knelt down.

In the dark and dull night, the silence was suffocating, and the green lace was blown by the night wind in a daze. He knelt down slowly, his pale face seemed to be transparent, and the mistakes he had made might not be able to make up for it. dignity and pride to ask her forgiveness.

slowly...

He knelt in front of her...

That night, she was stunned!
Looking at his slowly kneeling figure...

Like an electric shock!

She turned around so suddenly that she didn't see the moment when he completely knelt down!With her back to him, she couldn't look at him, even though her chest was burning furiously with hatred and pain on the verge of collapse, she still couldn't just watch Ou Chen, who was so noble and reserved in the past, stand in front of her in such a humble posture!
"...if it's my fault,"

The leaves are rustling, the ground is cold under the knees, Ou Chen's back is proud and straight, and his lips are so painful that they are bloodless.

"I...willing to change..."

With her back to him, hearing his voice in the night, her heart suddenly felt so painful that it was about to burst!This kind of pain made her unable to tell whether it was because of her hatred for him, or because of the obvious pain of being overwhelmed by him!
She bit her lips tightly, twisting and turning in the cold and hot in her heart, and the images of being with him for several years flashed through her mind. However, with severe pain in her mind, the bloody face of Yin's father and mother Yin covered by the white sheet appeared again, and Xiaocheng, whose body is full of various tubes, is lying in the intensive care unit and his life is uncertain...

"You can never change."

The hatred made her words extremely cold, and without looking back, she walked into the house, only his figure kneeling under the cherry tree was left in the courtyard.

"Xia Mo!..." Ou Chen cried out in pain, "...how can you forgive me?!" No matter what price he has to pay, as long as she is willing to stay, even if she only needs to look at him again.And in the white night fog, her back was pitch black, as if it would disappear at any moment...

"unless--"

Without looking back, she looked at the dark night sky with cold eyes.Maybe Xiaocheng will die, maybe she will die with Xiaocheng, then maybe she will not forgive him until she dies.

"—you die."

There seemed to be his shout behind her, she couldn't hear it clearly, and she didn't want to hear it clearly, her world had completely collapsed, and she had nothing to care about.

dark.

Not a single ray of light.

The sky was full of white mist, and the leaves were shaking wildly. She didn't look back, and disappeared into the cold night without any nostalgia or hesitation.

The night turned him kneeling under the cherry tree into a silhouette, a pitch-black silhouette, still remaining arrogance, the kind of forgiveness and pain so intense that even the flying green lace fell down.

Suddenly it began to rain.

The raindrops dripped through the leaves, and he knelt numbly, as if he didn't feel anything, his body was gradually drenched, the rain became heavier and heavier, and the rain frantically wet his black hair and wet his face...

That heart-wrenching night like a nightmare...

……

…………

The light of the car lights is dazzling and bright, the torrential rain pours down, and the raindrops beat on the roof and windows of the car frantically. The white world of rain, the thunder and lightning that explode in the night sky confuse the past with the present!The pain in the stomach was like a poisoned knife, twisting and pulling Ou Chen into the abyss of pain. He couldn't breathe, his fingers tightly clenched the steering wheel, and his lips were as pale as paper.

gradually……

It seems that I can't tell where the pain is coming from...

In the dark night, the cherry tree in the heavy rain, what she always gave him was her back, and she never even looked back at him, even if he could give up everything, even if he knelt down without dignity...Anything can be promised to her, anything can be done for her. She changed it, but...

She still left his life indifferently...

Sitting next to Ou Chen.

In the cold rain.

Yin Xiamo has woken up from the memory.It must have hurt him, but at that time, facing the death of her adoptive parents and the uncertainty of Xiaocheng's life and death, she had completely lost her mind, and impulsively vented all her anger and fear on him.

What if it is her now?

She would still hate him, but maybe she wouldn't be so desperate to hurt him with words.Hatred is a double-edged sword. She thought that she had retaliated against him, but in the end his hatred made her fall into a deeper hell, and even caused her and Xiaocheng scars that could not be repaired until now.Those unbearable memories from a few years ago flashed intermittently, and she shook her head to let those images go away.

She is sad, the past is gone, she doesn't want to argue about what is right and what is wrong, the most important thing is the life now.In the past, she was unable to protect the people around her, but now she has worked hard to become rational and strong, and will never tolerate any tragedy.As for Ou Chen, although he is no longer in her world, all the past events could not make her truly regard him as a passerby.Her eyes fell on Ou Chen unconsciously, she was stunned by the sweat on his forehead and his pale lips, and asked involuntarily:

"What's wrong with you? Is your stomach still hurting?"

I tried the temperature of the milk cup with my hand, and it was already cold, but the medicine still needs to be taken.She took out a few more pills, but this time she didn't put them in his hand, but put them directly into her palm, approached him, and said:
"Take these medicines."

Ou Chen looked at her with gloomy eyes, and there was a kind of trance in his eyes:

"why?"

"Take the medicine, and your stomach won't hurt anymore." She knew that was not what he asked, but she didn't want to mention what happened five years ago.

"Say! Why?!" The last restraint was broken by her light tone, and his stomach twitched with pain. He waved away her hand holding the medicine, and asked angrily, "I just sent Luo Xi away five years ago. Why? , you choose to break with me so cruelly? In your heart, is Luo Xi really that important?! Then what am I?!"

Thunder rumbled outside the car window.

Looking at his angry and painful expression, Yin Xiamo suddenly wanted to laugh, but couldn't, leaving only a sigh in his heart.

"Don't you understand now?" Her voice was very quiet.

"...?"

"You and I are people of two worlds. Whatever you want, you will do whatever it takes to get it, regardless of what it wants. I am like your doll, because it is your beloved , so no one is allowed to touch, not even my own brother. Maybe your world is lonely, so you want to put me in the same loneliness as you, and not allow me to have happiness other than you."

She smiled.

The voice was surprisingly quiet amidst the sound of rain.

"I am also lonely. This kind of loneliness makes me try to grab every piece of warmth and happiness. In order to keep those happiness, I will pay any price. I used to be very grateful to you, because you let my younger brother live with my adoptive parents. Worry-free, even if the price is to let me cling to you like a vine. However, you personally destroyed my happiness."

She closed her eyes, and the bloody past flashed through her mind, or she would never be able to forget the passing of her adoptive parents throughout her life.Because she closed her eyes, she didn't see the regret flashing in Ou Chen's eyes.After a while, she slowly opened her eyes and continued:

"So, I don't want to rely on anyone anymore, I just want to live in my world and use my own strength to protect the people around me."

"...The car accident was not arranged by me."

How could she deliberately let her adoptive parents have a car accident? In her heart, is he actually such a person?My stomach hurts like a knife, and my fingers are gradually unable to grasp the steering wheel.

"I know it's not you." Yin Xiamo's eyes darkened, "but what's the difference? On the day Luo Xi was sent away, everything was over. I should vent my anger. The pain and despair made me collapse, and I vented all my hatred On you who are the cause..."

In fact, she hated herself too.If he hadn't been selfish and only considered his family at the beginning, if he could have insisted on refusing Luo Xi to leave, maybe everything would have been different.Even if Dad loses his job, can he really never find a job again?Even if Dad can no longer find a job, she can still work to support the family.Too much dependence on others will make her lose the ability to walk. If she had known this truth earlier, maybe all the tragedies would not have happened.

"Is it just to vent your anger?"

He was suffocated, and the light in his eyes suddenly brightened.

"..."

"Then, what you said was just to annoy me, right?" His lips were pale, and he stared at her closely.

"Which one?" She looked at him slowly.

Ou Chen was silent for a while, her words in the past were like poisoned nails nailed into his heart, every word she said was like a blood hole was pulled out of his heart.

"You said...you never liked me...you are with me just because I can keep your adoptive father's job, so that you and Xiaocheng can live without worry..."

"..."

When he said these words, Yin Xiamo's heart felt as if a knife had been stabbed hard!Is that what she said?Knowing his feelings for her, but saying such words, could she hurt him so coldly and mercilessly five years ago?In the days when I was with him in the past, although I was only cared for by him like a doll, how could it be possible that I didn't like him?
"No, just answer the first sentence."

Her hesitation made him flustered.Yes, she was with him because of her family and he knew it from the beginning.That's why I'm afraid, afraid that she will leave him when she doesn't need him, that's why I want to close her in his world, only he can see and hear, maybe she will gradually like him... …

"You... have you ever liked me before..."

Ou Chen's lips were tight, his body was as stiff as a statue made of ice.In the dark night, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, the windows of the car were washed away by the rain, and he could no longer see the outside world. He was waiting for her answer, and there were thunderstorms in the night sky, and the world inside the car seemed to belong to him and her only. .

"No."

When he finally heard her answer, a bolt of lightning split the night sky!Accompanied by thunder and lightning, her face was reflected extremely white, and there was no emotion in the amber pupils.

"Never liked you."

she said lightly.

Even if I liked him in the past, it was just a memory of a long time ago, just like the wind blowing away dust, don't care.If you don't want to be entangled with his world anymore, then leave without a trace.

Dark rainy night.

The heavy rain flooded the world, the white water world, the car was washed by the rain, and the raindrops splashed on the ground.In the noisy heavy rain, everything in the world was rendered extremely quiet, as quiet as if everything was dying.

Ou Chen sat stiffly.

After a long time, he gradually bent down, the intense pain made his body curl up together, his hands pressed tightly to his stomach, sweating like rain, and then he began to vomit.

Yin Xiamo was startled.

Not knowing how to react for a while, she hesitated, reached out to support him, and asked:

"Do you...have a severe stomachache?"

He struggled to shake her hand away and shouted weakly:

"Go away!"

This action almost exhausted all his strength, and the pain stretched out the dark hand like a demon and dragged him into the endless hell.He didn't eat anything all day, and all he vomited was yellow water. The severe pain made him curl up on the car seat, vomiting continuously.

Yin Xiamo bit her lip, took out her mobile phone and dialed 120.

"Hey, is this the emergency center? Someone here has a stomach attack, it's very serious, and we're..." Before she finished speaking, her arm holding the phone was pulled down violently, and she couldn't prevent it, and her body was also crooked In the car seat, very close to him.

"...I'm dead... Aren't you happier..."

Just now the vomiting stopped for a while, the pain of being hurt by her again filled Ou Chen's heart with hatred, he glared at her, and threw her mobile phone into the back seat.

"...you've never liked me...you've always liked Luoxi, right?!"

"Everything has nothing to do with Luo Xi! The words I told you about Luo Xi that night were all lies to you, and they were all deliberately said to hurt you. If you hate me and want to take revenge on me, I will It's acceptable, but don't target Luo Xi, he is innocent!" Whether it was five years ago or five years later, it was just a matter between her and Ou Chen, and had nothing to do with Luo Xi.

Nothing to do with Luoxi...

……

Under the cherry tree that night...

... "Now I have nothing to worry about, no one to worry about, and finally I can no longer see you, and I can finally break up with you. Do you know how happy I am?! Ah, yes, there is one thing you do very correct—"

Staring into his painfully dark eyes, she approached him and said slowly:
"—That is to send Luo Xi away! That's right, I like him. From the first moment I saw him, I fell in love with him. In my heart, you can't even compare to his little finger! Now you Forced him to leave, but I will definitely be with him in the future!"

……

"...It has nothing to do with him?" Ou Chen laughed dumbly, "...you will never forgive me if it has nothing to do with him?...I said I will change, no longer be so domineering, no longer control you so much, but... You left without looking back...it has nothing to do with him, why did you come to me today..."

"You came to me...for his "Battle Flag", right...then beg me..." His eyes were full of pain and hatred, but in the dark night, his face had a kind of shocking arrogance and beauty , "...you know... as long as you ask me... I will agree to anything..."

Yin Xiamo's heart aches unbearably.At this moment, she didn't want to discuss anything about Luo Xi with him anymore, she just wanted to send him to the hospital.

"...Since you don't intercede for him...then I will block him...I will block him for whatever he plays...Do you believe I have such ability!..."

"Ou Chen!"

"Then beg me..."

"Okay, I beg you, let Luo Xi go." She took a deep breath, "You can block me, because I am also partly responsible for the past. But it really has nothing to do with Luo Xi."

"..." She finally said the reason for coming tonight, Ou Chen looked at her coldly, hated and angry, and suddenly bursts of overwhelming pain surged in his body, "Is he so important?...It's worth it for you Would you rather sacrifice yourself to protect him?!...If I say...I will let him go only if you come back to me...will you agree?!..."

"...Impossible..." Looking at the rain outside the car window, Yin Xiamo's expression had a kind of loneliness that belonged to the night, "We can't go back."

Can not go back……

Can not go back……

With a mouthful of fishy smell in his throat, Ou Chen tried his best not to spit it out, but the pain in his body tore him apart with a thousand times more pain.It was getting dark in front of his eyes, as if he could hear her anxious cry, as if a white light floated from his body, the darkness engulfed the world, and after another burst of purgatory-like pain exploded in his body, even the pain was no longer his... …

he and she...

Are there two worlds...

and so……

never go back...

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