I really don't want to be a star

Su Zijin is about to play. Compared with Guo Xiaoxiang, his clothes are not so bright.

The upper body of the Wannian denim jacket is matched with different white bases, and a pair of simple straight black pants.

Just looking at the dress, you would never think that this is the dress of a star.

Su Zijin is just like any passerby around you.

He may be your colleague, classmate, friend, or random stranger on the street.

However, with a height of 1.8 meters and a handsome face, Su Zijin made this dress look different.

Su Zijin stepped forward a few steps and walked to the door.

The white and bright yellow revolving door in front of him slowly opened, revealing Su Zijin's face.

With Su Zijin holding the guitar, he walked forward step by step.

bang bang bang!
Several lights behind the stage were turned on one after another, and the cylindrical incandescent lamps converged on Su Zijin's body.

As Su Zijin took the stage, the audience below still exclaimed.

But compared with Guo Xiaoxiang, it is undoubtedly much less.

Facing the pale pink auditorium, Su Zijin looked up at two huge lights shining.

Looking across at the thousands of spectators waving light sticks, Su Zijin lowered his head.

He wants to put an end to his ordinary life today.

Two years as a trainee, two years as a young singer, and three years as a resident singer...

A total of seven years of hard work turned the boy holding the guitar into what he is today.

The wind and rain along the way have been washed away by tears, and the ups and downs of half a life have turned into a road today.

Today, Su Zijin finally shed her ordinary body and became dazzling.

Young Master Hua stepped aside and began to announce the scene.

"The song "Your Answer" brought to us by Su Zijin tonight"

The prelude sounded, the lights gradually dimmed, and the dimmed world seemed to be quiet with the light.

The venue is so quiet that people can hear the sound of cars passing by on the dim street next to them, the clicking of the keyboards of white-collar workers in the office building, and the writing of high school students who are still doing their homework on the table. rustle.

Quiet, as if everything slowed down.

Su Zijin looked at the sea of ​​stars made up of fluorescent sticks on the opposite side.He seems to be sitting in the sea of ​​stars, and thousands of stars turn because of him.

Tonight will be his concert alone!
Su Zijin looked down at the guitar in his hand and began to play.

"Perhaps the world
I'm still on the road
no one can tell"

Su Zijin sat on the chair in the middle, hugging the guitar and strumming the strings, a slightly hoarse voice sounded.

Thinking back to my own story in my mind, a story from ordinary to glorious.

……

"Hey, you are in your 30s, shouldn't you be rich?"

A very simple MV was played on a screen behind Su Zijin.

In the camera, a middle-aged man in his 30s with a beer belly looked at a teenage child who raised his head and asked innocently. He felt helpless and said nothing, and patted the child's head for a long time.

"Who told you that you are rich in your 30s!"

The child looked at him with watery eyes.

"But...but the books always say so!"

The camera cuts to a delivery man sitting on the curb, crying and eating a boxed meal.The motorcycle next to him was lying on the side of the street, with cars passing by in front of him.

Under the dim light of the city road in the evening, he stuffed the lunch box in his hand into it mouth by mouth, but tears flowed from his eyes, and he wiped the tears with his frozen red hand.

Continue to gobble up the box lunch in his hand.

He looked like he was about fifteen or sixteen years old.

The caption next to it reads.

I am only 16 years old, I have to work hard and still be able to buy a house at the age of 40.

In just a few sentences, the camera switches many times. They include students who have just entered junior high school, college students who have just graduated, small town youths who have been forced to drop out of school, and middle-aged men in their 30s.

All of them stood together, looking up at the screen together, as if looking at the entire audience.

Below is a row of subtitles that read.

This will be the case for the rest of my life...

It's been like this for the rest of my life...

Do you accept your fate?

As a teenager, you used to look at all the sublime things so close.

You feel like you just have to take one step forward and one step forward each day.

One step, two steps, and finally one day you will get all the things you want.

But is this really the case?
Su Zijin's guitar sounded gradually, and the singing accompanied the mv.

"Maybe I can only be silent
tears moisten the eyes
But unwilling to be cowardly"

Su Zijin's voice became thicker and gradually upward.

Are you willing to be cowardly?

Which of us is not wiping away tears while moving forward.

The hard-working eyes on the mv behind Su Zijin are hot but pious.

Some of them said they had a lot of work recently, and they could earn more than 5000 yuan a month. They wanted to take their uncle to see the Great Wall.

Some seemed to be young office workers in their 20s, sitting alone on the subway without tissues, with red eyes.

There's the unconscious insurance guy who's drinking on the subway, and he's in a suit talking to the guy next to him.

The rent, I just want the more than 1000 yuan...

Subtitles appear on the screen.

There are thousands of difficulties in life, may we face them with a smile.

"get out!"

In front of the food stall, a middle-aged man in his 40s pointed at the waiter beside him and cursed.

"I can't do this little thing well. You tell me that this piece of clothing is worth your monthly salary, do you know?"

The boy didn't dare to speak back at all, and quietly faced everyone's insults with his head down and the hem of his clothes.

Life is not easy, everyone is working hard to live...

Su Zijin's flat but hoarse voice resounded everywhere, leading countless people to look at the big screen, tears streaming down a little while listening to the song.

They found their long-lost selves in this song.

Everyone has a dead child in their hearts, but this dead child was once very proud.

He dared to say that he had ideals, and he dared to say what kind of person he would become in the future.

He went all the way and sang all the way.

Until one day, he saw a high wall in front of him.

He bumped his head against it and it hurt.

He looked at the wall and wanted to ask himself.

Isn't the road of life smooth?

When we are naive, we always fantasize and imagine that as long as we work hard enough, we can move forward a little bit.

One day, I will see a rainbow.

Even if there are ups and downs on this road, there are difficulties.

But as long as I walk up step by step, one day, I can overcome all the ups and downs and walk on the road I like.

But life is, when we keep going, over the mountains.

In the end, it turned out that what I saw was a wall.

You think that after breaking the wall, you can continue to move forward.

Only to find out that the wall is fucking dead.

Then you realize that this is life, and you look at this wall.

go ahead!There is no way.

Back, and a little bit reluctant.

Some people keep banging against this wall, and some people smash their heads until they finally walk away sadly.

Some people smashed through one wall after another, until finally they died on the way, but there was still a wall in front of them.

This is us, our ordinary life.

Su Zijin raised her head and sang heartbreakingly, bringing memories back.

The singing method that I have been pondering over and over again in the rental house, and I have been studying hard all the time.

They all built themselves into who they are today.

In a trance, Su Zijin tried his best on the stage in a simple and clean way.

"The light of dawn

will pass through the darkness

break all fear i can

Find the answer
even against the light

just dispel the darkness

drop all burdens
no longer alone"

Su Zijin put down the guitar and stood up.

He held the heavy microphone in his hand, and all of himself was in front of him.

It is the self who left home, the self who was expelled, and all the humble selves.

But today, he stands on the stage, and the light shines on you and me.

"Even against the light

just dispel the darkness

drop all burdens
no longer alone"

Su Zijin will be the last one who will no longer be alone, and hold her head high.It could be seen through the big screen that Su Zijin was holding the microphone and looking straight ahead, screaming hoarsely.

Countless people in the audience waved light sticks, and one of them was in a corner on the left.

Liu Xinyu looked at the hoarse figure of Su Zijin on the stage, and merged with the immature boy in his mind.

Her eyes were red, and she wiped away tears with a toilet paper.

Reminds me of a past summer...

"What are you crying for!"

Liu Xinyu turned her head and saw the boy beside her, she once told herself that.

He wants to be a star.

He was holding a guitar, dressed in denim, and had a warm and sunny smile.

"Hey, do you believe that I can be a star!"

"I don't believe it, you only scored 34 in math..."

Liu Xinyu said with a smile.

"But is being a star related to mathematics?"

The boy smiled naively.

Liu Xinyu rolled her eyes and said angrily.

"Fool!"

Hehe...

Liu Xinyu remembered what he said to her that year, she laughed and cried.

"Big fool!"

Cui Jian looked at Su Zijin on the stage and smiled, without saying a word.Touching the gray beard on his chin, looking at the youthful Su Zijin on it, he seemed to see himself in the past.

The self who led the trend of a generation in the 90s!
Li Feifei looked up and looked at her former junior.

I don't know when, he has reached such a level.

She can still remember that it was Su Zijin who was immature, young and timid.

Su Zijin's shy and timid voice when he first met her.

"Sister!"

In the blink of an eye, the former children have become the adults they are today.

Guo Xiaoxiang looked at Su Zijin, who got up from the sofa.

Watching Su Zijin's performance, she straightened her messy hair.

Suddenly remembered when I was just learning guzheng, my father asked himself.

"Xiao Xiao, why do you want to learn this!"

At that time, she raised her head and said excitedly to her father.

"I want to be a star, the biggest kind of..."

Father stroked her head.

"Okay, the biggest star can't go wrong!"

Guo Xiaoxiang choked up suddenly at the thought of this, but immediately calmed down his emotions.

Seeing Su Zijin's singing, she smiled slowly...

"The light of dawn

will pass through the darkness

break all fear i can

Find out!"

no longer alone!
Su Zijin's ordinary but powerful singing touched countless people and made everyone shed tears.

At the moment, on platforms such as Aiqiguo and Kugou, comments on this song are skyrocketing.

It was just one or two at first, and then more and more.

Countless people followed the song "My Answer" to express their wishes.

"I want to be admitted to Beijing Normal University"

"I want to upgrade my undergraduate degree!"

"I want to pass the fourth and sixth grades!"

"I will definitely be able to go home this year."

"Wu Qing, I like you, and I want you to be my girlfriend."

"I will definitely get a promotion and a raise this year"

"Beijing, here I come, please treat me kindly."

"I will be self-disciplined, I believe in myself."

"Self-discipline, for your family, for yourself."

"Xi'an University of Architecture and Technology is waiting for me!"

……

If emotions can be infectious, then everyone watching this show tonight will be infected by "My Answer".

The prosaic power of this song, after all I've heard, asks myself where is my answer?
Then write your answer in the barrage. At this moment, all the people on the barrage are united, and everyone writes their ideals and hopes in it.

The screen full of bullet screens quickly swept across Su Zijin's face and everyone's sight.

But accompanied by the song, watching one person after another on the bullet screen, inexplicably made people shed tears.

The stars live up to the passers-by, and everyone looks at other people's wishes.

Suddenly I found that I was never alone, and there was an era behind us.

This era makes us not believe in getting rich overnight, nor believe in myths.

We only believe in ourselves and move forward step by step.

Someone asked me why young people don't fall in love anymore.

That's because it's hard for our generation to even survive.

The daily emotional control has already scarred us all over, so what's the energy to find the person we like!
No one can get what they want in life through prayer.

So we can only go forward.

"Perhaps the world
I'm still on the road
no one can tell
Maybe I can only be silent

tears moisten the eyes
But unwilling to be cowardly"

After Su Zijin's song was sung, the final epilogue fell little by little.

Standing on the stage at this moment, he is like a banner on the battlefield with the smoke exhausted, with corpses scattered all over the field behind him, but under the setting sun, against the wind, while the horse neighs, he strives to fly against the westerly wind.

The audience looked at Su Zijin, thinking it was a belief.

Boom!
Su Zijin put the microphone down, and the audience was extremely quiet, when suddenly countless people shouted.

The shouts broke through the sky, and spread from the bird's nest to the north and south of the river.

The audience in the audience stood up from their seats one by one as if they couldn't control their bodies. Some were cheering loudly, some were shouting, some were laughing with red eyes, and some were silently crying...

Scream! Applause! Shout!
Countless voices interspersed together, making everyone's blood surging.

Everyone looked at Su Zijin, who was singing heartily, and listened to the unyielding singing.

The passion in their hearts seemed to burn themselves up.

Su Zijin was instantly surrounded by countless shouts. He watched everyone cheering for him alone, and everyone was moved by his song.

At this moment, the light is like a pillar, the fluorescence is like the sea, the mountains and rivers are not lost, and the years have no trace.

Apart from joy in Su Zijin's heart, there was suddenly a trace of reluctance.

I am finally saying goodbye to this stage today!
On the stage, he bowed deeply, and countless people in the arena looked at this boy.

The 26-year-old Su Zijin brought everyone an undoubted auditory feast tonight.

Even Li Martin, who had always looked down on him, looked at Su Zijin from the audience, and his heart was full of obedience.

At the age of 26, Su Zijin still has a lot of time in his future.

No one knows how far and how high this young man can go in the future.

But everyone believed that they had heard a stunning performance tonight.

All the performances today were over, Young Master Hua took the stage to take a deep look at Su Zijin.

He probably also felt excited because of this song.

"Hi everyone, all the songs for tonight have come to an end, next I would like to invite Guo Xiaoxiang and Su Zijin to stand on stage.

The 2016 annual champion is about to kick off. "