I really don't want to be a star

With the lights in the audience, countless eyes focused on Su Zijin.

Su Zijin faced Mike, and her image was always in his mind.

In the past six years, Su Zijin's attitude towards Liu Xinyu has gradually faded over time, but there is always a throbbing in his heart.

Occasionally when I toss and turn in the night and can't sleep, I think of her in summer.

Not being full of first love is like missing a piece of heart. Although I have seen mountains and seas later, I still feel a little regretful.

Su Zijin is an emotional person, so on this stage, he doesn't want others to mistake his relationship with Li Yu

""Su Yan" is a song I wrote for another person."

The wind in the summer of 14 was very gentle. You always went to the Sanxia Cafe that you often went to outside the school, holding the song I just wrote, and laughing at me for pretending to be young.

The sun falls on your face, I look up at you.

A face without any makeup is better than all sweet words in the world.

Although we later separated due to many reasons.

But occasionally I still think of you, I don't know if it's because of the first love at that time, or because of other things.

But I just think about you, either at night when no one is around, or in an empty street.

sorry……

On the big screen, Su Zijin's eyes were filled with tears, and the memories were like clouds and fog.

The scenes of the past are all in front of my eyes.

We don't believe in love these days, but there are always some things and people who break into our lives and make us worry about them.

Su Zijin didn't know what motivated him to support his love.

It just felt like something was missing in my heart.

The counting of votes is about to begin. The studio lights in front of Su Zijin are like a bonfire at night, and the audience waving fluorescent sticks is like a sea of ​​stars twinkling.

In the final comment, although Li Yu performed very well, he was still not as good as Su Zijin.

In the end, Su Zijin won by more than 30 votes than Li Yu.

After hastily recording the other procedures, Su Zijin returned to the lounge.

In the lounge, Su Zijin's mind was in a mess, squatting in a corner by himself with a cigarette lit.

Gao Muan didn't dare to persuade him, but just stood aside quietly.There was no light in the living room.

Half an hour passed.

"You go out first!"

Su Zijin could imagine the media coverage of him tomorrow.

Maybe because of this performance accident, I can gain more fame, and I am very happy.

Originally, there was nothing serious today, Su Zijin just wanted to be a little hypocritical.

……

Gao Mu answered the phone quietly at the door.

"Hey, I see."

Probably because he was afraid of disturbing Su Zijin, Gao Mu'an's voice was very low.

"I know I'm not just fooling around, you have your career, and I have my life.

My company is just getting better, and I warn you not to meddle, or you will do so at your own peril.

"

"I know you are used to managing people, but if you arrange my life again, don't blame me for being rude to you."

Gao Mu'an raised his eyes to see someone approaching, and covered his phone.

"I told you!"

"Is that... Su Zijin in there?"

Li Yu looked at Gao Muan timidly, and said in a low voice.

"How is he now?"

crunch...

The door was pushed open, and Su Zijin came out from inside, leaning out half of his body, with a slightly depressed face just in time to meet Li Yu.

Li Yu was a little uncomfortable, but Su Zijin said hello first.

"Come on, let's go to the rooftop to blow some air."

Li Yu nodded, uncontrollably following Su Zijin's pace.

Gao Mu'an glanced at it for a while, but consciously didn't follow while holding the phone.

It was very windy in the middle of the night on the rooftop, and the whole city at night was only filled with the silent noise of street lamps.

Su Zijin leaned on the railing with both hands, the wind blew his bangs, and looked at Li Yu next to him.

The wind flipped a part of the corner of the clothes, revealing the white shirt inside.

Li Yu raised his eyes and secretly glanced at Su Zijin who was leaning on the railing.

She was usually fearless, but she didn't know where to start.

what should i say
Li Yu pinched the corner of his clothes repeatedly.

The two were silent for a long time.

An "I'm sorry" sounded as thin as a mosquito in the air.

Turning his head to look, Li Yu's face was unnatural, and his face was reddened by a sentence.

Su Zijin wanted to laugh a little, but he never did.

Facing the neon lights of the city, he smiled at the air.

"What? I didn't hear it. Say it again."

"I said I'm sorry!"

Sorry blurted out, Li Yu sucked away all his strength like a deflated ball.

Su Zijin looked at Li Yu and smiled.

"Be louder!"

Li Yu was so annoyed by Su Zijin, his little fleshy face was puffed up, and he clenched his little hands.

Shouted into the opposite air.

"sorry!!"

After a few seconds, there was a sound from downstairs.

"I'm sick, it's late at night! I'm going to die somewhere else!"

Su Zijin and Li Yu looked at each other and smiled.

"Hey! You don't really think that this girl will like you!"

Li Yu poked Su Zijin's arm with his finger.

"Otherwise? I'm so handsome and talented, if you don't like me, go whoever you like."

Seeing Su Zijin's lackluster tone, Li Yu became furious.

"You can pull it down! It's just you, with such thick and short legs, you still expect me to like you.

Who will like you, I will not like you! "

"If you don't like it and change the lyrics of my song, I'll tell you that I want copyright fees."

"Don't even think about it!"

The wind on the balcony was very strong, blowing the clothes of the two of them.Above the heads of the two is a half-string crescent moon and sparse stars, and the moonlight shines on Li Yu.

The girl's white skirt is extraordinarily pure.

It seems that they both look back to the way they were then, but both of them know in their hearts that there is a gap between them.

"Okay, go down quickly! Otherwise, your manager will think I abducted you!"

"No, Miss Xiaofeng is used to me losing it. I used to go out to play when I had nothing to do, and they are used to it."

"All right!"

I don't know how good-tempered the agent can be without being driven crazy by Li Yu.

"Hey, surnamed Su, remember me in the future when you become famous! Give me more resources or something.

My agent has been nagging you in my ears this week, telling me to get closer to you, looting about resources and so on.

But is my little sister Yu like that?
Cut, look down on me. "

"Do you want the resource or not? It's fine if you don't want it, but if you want it, it seems that I really have a few songs that are suitable for you.

What a pity, you don't want it. "

Su Zijin deliberately angered Li Yu, and Li Yu stared at Su Zijin with wide-eyed eyes.

There is only one meaning in the eyes.

That is, if you don't give me a try!

"Okay, I'm lying to you, look at your stingy appearance."

Su Zijin rubbed Li Yu's hair.

"Go downstairs! Come up in a skirt, I'll freeze you to death.

People in their late thirties don't know anything about this.

How sad for you! "

"You're only in your thirties, this girl will always be eighteen, okay?"

"Okay, okay, eighteen, eighteen, a flower in Sanlitun!

If you were in my hometown at your age, the market prospects would be bad at best, and no one would want it at worst.

Don't hurry up. "

Li Yu glared at Su Zijin.

"If you dare to say that I am an older leftover woman, try it. Let me tell you, I am only 23, so rounding up to twenty is no problem!

In addition to my tenderness, it is not too much to say eighteen!
You actually called me a leftover woman, you uncle!
Slightly slightly! "

Su Zijin ignored her, and saw Li Yu and Gao Mu'an as soon as she went down a flight of stairs.

Li Yu's agent and Gao Mu'an are looking at the two of them.

Originally, I thought there would be a long-awaited and bitter love story, but I didn't expect them to come back so soon and so easily.

Is this a settlement?
Gao Muan and Li Yu's agent looked at each other, saw the two pairs of live treasures that Su Zijin and Li Yu were arguing endlessly, and dragged them away.

Wait for Li Yu and his agent to go away.

"Hey, don't you really like him?"

Li Yu, who seemed to be very happy beside Miss Xiaofeng, said.

Under the dim light, Li Yu looked at Miss Xiaofeng.

"What can I do? If I don't like it, I don't like it, and I don't have the right to bother people who they want to like.

In fact, I quite like him, but isn't this kind of thing just a first come, first served?

"

"The person he likes appeared in his world before me, so the people who appeared later are all mistakes. And isn't it love? With my body and appearance, I can't find any dog ​​man. I care about him?"

Sister Xiaofeng saw Li Yu's death and said.

"Does it hurt?"

Li Yu was silent, looked at Miss Xiaofeng, and said a word.

"pain!"

One word fell to the ground, and tears burst into rivers.