I really don't want to be a star

"Can I have a guitar, please?"

Su Zijin asked the backstage staff for a guitar, put the song he had just written in front of the board, and closed his eyes to contemplate for a while.

The light blue light softly reflected the trivial bangs of the big man, and the exquisite facial features were projected impeccably on the big screen, causing countless female fans to look up, with obsession in both eyes.

As if looking up at the lover in his heart, his eyes are full of joy, and his heart is slightly turbulent.

Under the gaze of countless girls, Su Zijin's brewing emotions flowed out of his heart little by little, when the hoarse emotions reached their peak.

Su Zijin opened her voice, the pick plucked the strings of the guitar, and a pleasant jingle came from the microphone.

here we go!
The fans opened their eyes and looked up at Su Zijin's side face on the big screen. The eyelashes that looked like a fan were raised, revealing a pair of three-pointed melancholy eyes, which unintentionally swept their hearts away.

"It's such a sad look. My nose is sore when I see this expression."

"Sure enough, he is the film king, so strong! Just one expression made me feel depressed."

"The melancholy eyes and vicissitudes of life mixed on Junxiu's face seem to break one's heart."

……

Su Zijin's melancholy eyes swept across, as if he had seen the world clearly in silence, and the chords kept playing.

"She came to my concert

First date at first love at 17

The boy lined up all night for her

Half a year’s savings bought a pair of tickets”

Su Zijin held her neck high, and her hoarse voice was like smoke, which broke my heart.

Nice! But such a sad song!
The younger audience in the audience just heard the first sentence, and their hearts trembled.

That's... that's what a lot of them have experienced firsthand!
Although most of the people watching Su Zijin are college graduates with financial means, there are still a few couples who are students. They may have saved money together for a long time in order to fulfill the wish of the other half, and then traveled across the ocean. Watch this concert.

And at this moment, the long-term emotions suddenly burst, a boy in the audience was crying like rain, his eyes were red, and the seat next to him was empty.

It took him three months of savings to buy two tickets to Su Zijin's concert, but they broke up a few days ago.

He came to the concert alone, and when he heard this song, he fell so deeply in love that he couldn't be himself.

Have you ever poured out your heart to be kind to others, that kind of experience that you are willing to go through fire and water for each other, go to Kyushu to catch the moon, and go to the world to catch turtles.

But now, the person who made you treat him well, is she still there?

Men's hearts are not so cheap. When we know that it is useless to dig out our hearts, this feeling will fade away.

Maybe in the future you will meet another person. She has a good personality and a nice person, much better than your last one.

But you still can't love with all your strength, because you know that when you do, it means throwing up your hands and surrendering.

After all, in love, we still learn to weigh the pros and cons.

"I sing to make her heart drunk, I sing to make her heart break

Three years of relationship, one letter will be retracted
She remembered the sound of the platform siren urging

Play my song and accompany people to tears
Hey cry with people"

Su Zijin's neck was raised, her veins were bulging, and her hoarse voice seemed to remind many boys of their past experiences.

At that time, we were still very young, and we only remembered that to love someone, we should give our all, but later we lost completely.

You look desperate to please, really embarrassing.

jingle...

When the strings were constantly being plucked, Su Zijin was facing the microphone, watching thousands of lights flickering in front of him, converging on him.

Su Zijin was like a storyteller, telling his own story for everyone to hear.

It's like letting out the unwillingness and emotions deep in the soul.

The soothing patchwork guitar sound is matched with a magnetic and hoarse smoke voice.

Liu Xinyu tilted her head, looking at Su Zijin's eyes as if there were stars.

The figure of the former boy and the present man overlap, and the gesture of holding the guitar has not changed, but there is a little more experience and feelings in the voice.

It is the kind of touch that still sticks to the original heart after thousands of sails.

Liu Xinyu got up, held the microphone for Su Zijin, and quietly let Su Zijin continue singing.

"She came to my concert

Love is beautiful at 25
Boyfriend gave her roses behind his back
She doesn't listen to the phone, listens to music every night and doesn't sleep

I sing to make her heart drunk, I sing to make her heart break
Adults act like nothing after a breakup

Drunk karaoke with friends
Sing my song and cry with the picture
Hey, weep with you"

Su Zijin continued to sing, but from time to time there were slight sobs in the auditorium. Many men had red eyes, and many women cried and put on make-up.

In all fairness, this song is not particularly difficult. Several chords and three or four tones are matched together to form a tune, and the lyrics are basically the same.

But it is such a simple and simple song, but it makes people cry, and the eyes are red.

Even on the big screen, Su Zijin's eye sockets were a little red and moist. Liu Xinyu wiped the corners of his eyes with a tissue.

The accompaniment was long and melodious. Li Rugeng and Shi Yueqian in the auditorium clenched their hands and watched Su Zijin on the stage quietly.

They knew that Su Zijin sang this song to them.

And the lyrics of each sentence seem to be from the bottom of my heart, which evokes the saddest place in my heart.

Su Zijin picked up the guitar again, took a deep breath, and then burst out with explosive emotion. He put the guitar on, held the microphone in his left hand, and swung his right hand randomly. The hoarse voice made people feel heart-rending.

"I sing to make her heart drunk, I sing to make her heart break

She tries not to look tired

The years are listening to us singing no regrets

Sing to the applause until I shed tears
Hey sing till you cry"

Sing till I cry...

The hoarse singing voice lingered for a long time, and it lingered in the silent venue for a long time. The rock singer who was going to take over from Su Zijin to warm up the stage stood in the dark backstage, watching Su Zijin's expression, and the singing sound penetrated into his ears. , looking serious.

The big fat man next to him came over and took a picture.

"This... so strong creative ability, how could he create such a beautiful song in just 5 minutes."

"Don't talk, you don't seem to have noticed that Su Zijin is singing a cappella. At the beginning, there was a guitar, but in the end he didn't even use the guitar, and even took off the ear return."

The lead singer turned his head to look at his companion meaningfully.

"You know how difficult it is."

"Damn it, this is really what a human being can achieve? He doesn't need to listen to a new song when he sings a cappella, and without accompaniment, he is not afraid of singing out of tune.

It can still sound so good, this... is this the top level of Chinese?Is this how all singers are nowadays?"

The lead singer looked intently, staring at Su Zijin and said.

"No, only Su Zijin, only Su Zijin can reach this level.

Horror! It's a miracle. Is his voice a mixing box?I didn't feel that Su Zijin was singing a cappella just now. If you listen carefully to Su Zijin's every tone, you can bite every tone very accurately, but it is full of emotions.

Also, this and those songs just now are not the same way of singing!"

"Really, it turned out to be a completely different feeling! My God, Su Zijin is so scary!"

The drummer playing the drum set looked like a fairy to Su Zijin.

Laymen watch the fun, and experts watch the way. They are the ones who can really tell whether a song is good or bad.

But they knew in their hearts that Su Zijin's singing skills were far from what he could match.

……

"I sing to make her heart drunk, I sing to make her heart break

True love is so precious at the age of 33

Young girl begging her to make way
Let a man decide who to go away with

Hey who's flying away"

Su Zijin raised his right hand upwards, as if he really saw the lonely woman, and the singing voice gradually changed with the change of mood.

From some hope at the beginning to the heartbreak later, and now the heart is ashamed.

In each section, Su Zijin used different singing methods, which made people feel heartbroken, like a quagmire, substituting people into it a little bit, feeling deeply heartbroken.

Su Zijin looked at Liu Xinyu's fair face, helped her remove the hair on her cheeks, looked at her cheeks, stared at those talking eyes, and sang the last verse.

"She came to my concert

Women who listen to music after the age of 40 are beautiful
The child is asking her why she is crying

The man beside me has already gradually fallen asleep

She quietly listened to our concert"

Su Zijin looked into Liu Xinyu's eyes while singing, and the corners of her mouth gradually raised, injecting a new emotion into the song.

"Everyone thinks this song is good!"

Su Zijin pointed the microphone at the audience, and the audience shouted loudly.

"Nice!"

"Okay, then I will withdraw first, and the rock run band will bring you a song later."

Su Zijin greeted the audience for a while, and walked into the backstage holding Liu Xinyu's hand.

Passing by those rock music singers, Su Zijin patted the drummer on the shoulder.

"Come on, the stage is handed over to you!"

Su Zijin made a rock gesture with his right hand, and the same person on the opposite side tapped his left chest with his right hand, nodded and walked onto the stage with his head upright.

"Don't worry! The next stage will be handed over to me!"

After these singers left, Su Zijin shook his head helplessly, and suddenly felt that these singers felt a little like he used to.

The leader was only in his early twenties, full of energy and positive, but he didn't know how well he sang.

Backstage, Su Zijin fell on the sofa, took a few mouthfuls of tea down her throat.

For at least 10 minutes, the stage was handed over to Soul and Girls' Generation, as well as several singers and bands they found.

Su Zijin had plenty of time to rest. Although his throat was dry and itchy, he was still able to hold on.

After such a long period of practice, Su Zijin's voice has basically returned to normal level, and with the improvement of singing skills.

Su Zijin can already sing many difficult songs with ease.

"Is your throat okay!"

Liu Xinyu obviously noticed that it was Su Zijin who pinched his throat, and said with concern.

Su Zijin shook his head, and turned his attention to the stage. Those singing voices had to be said to be quite good, at least in Su Zijin's ears, they still had some roots, and they might be able to make a name for themselves in the music scene.

"Xiaoyu, tell those boys later, if there is no problem, sign a contract with Jinyu, sign C! If you can become famous within half a year, you can consider lottery B or A. I think they still have a little bit of potential."

Looking at Su Zijin's expression, Liu Xinyu knew that Su Zijin had moved her heart of compassion, and wanted to give the young man a chance, so she picked up the phone and talked to the people in the relevant department, raised her head, and said something with high spirits.

"Done!"